jardin de mes pensées

UT fans have been so entitled and rude litteraly for a decade to me. ik it comes in all fandoms, but UT fans specifically... hmm

it's not for nothing i could come back to Jojo even after an almost 3 year break, i met insanely kind ppl who re-ignited the flame for it for me

i've been remaking Jojo art for maybe 3 years now and Guilty Gear art for a year now and i plan to stay there, prolly until i retire online. i'm very happy in those communities atm, with how kind ppl have been to me

I feel very lucky to still have a job and be able to do this on the side. I'm eternally grateful for my supporters and fans and friends for supporting whatever i post, it's amazing to be able to make what you want out of passion and fun and have ppl still suporting you, i don't think everyone has this chance...

but UT fandom to me now, always feels like you have someone breathing down your neck or a gun to your head. so for my own sanity and my joy of life, i'm never touching it again. there's plenty of amazing new artists who still join this fandom, i feel the "flamme as been passed" a long time ago. So please consider supporting them instead

if you want me to make something specific, please consider commissioning me, it's very rude to yell at strangers just like this guy. maybe they're young, maybe not, i've seen adults like this too

yes i had supporters back then to help, but as a poor student, i would take any jobs i could, plus making freelance. my Patreon would only make around 200$ (and it's still an amazing milestone! but ehh), but with the cost of life, an appartment to pay at around 1000$ per months back then (and that's not even including the grocerie and transport which are about another 100$), there's no way i could have done the rest of the UT battles out of my free time...

it's still and will always be disappointing how lots of ppl don't see u as a human anymore once you "made it", ur just a content creator a machine that should produce viral posts daily... i just wanted to make friends, making business and selling merch was an opoportunity for me, but not my priority

if i'm estimating this right, i think a whole animation video like my Undyne could normally be priced at somewhere around 2k-6k. i made the whole thing all alone by myself. from storyboard to BG to animation to color... like it was all out of passion so