2018-2019

Well what the fuck am I supposed to do now?

I love chorus. I really love love love chorus. I love singing. I love being that bitch. I love dancing with people backstage. I love the arts. I love teachers that give it their all. The ones who are passionate. I’m so in love. Thank you for all this love. Thank you so much for all this love. Thank you thank you thank you

My heart is heavy. Everything hurts. I want to cry forever. It can’t be my last week. There can’t be only two days left. This is all I know. This is all I’ve ever known. This is all I want to know.

Lol what the fuck is therapy?? Apparently I’m getting that?? Actually wait no I can’t get my hopes up, my parents never follow through with plans

Petting a beautiful blind pup

It’s so hard seeing people you had feelings for with other people thriving like we used to be like that too

I graduated my regional tech program and I’m just so sad that two years are gone but I am so happy and proud of the work I’ve done and the things I’ve learned. I feel so old but beautiful and amazing and the pride and love are just askdgfghjekls

Skip day? I don’t know her

Also, I’ll be damned if I don’t say that Old Dominion SLAPS hArD OMGGG

For now, let’s just enjoy the present. The present is all I need to think about.

I’m going to miss you so much. I love you so much. Please come back. I want to see you everyday.

I hate my family and I have evil chaotic energy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Oh shit I unlocked my other side that is an evil and hot badass bitch. We throwing out the corazón no lo necesito puto :PPP

God, I only want love. You’ve taken away family love. You’ve never given me romantic love. And now my platonic loves are shaking. Why can’t I have love? Why can’t I just have one pure love?

Fuck it all. Fuck everything. Fuck me for being someone who loves too hard. It’s so hard to be positive.

I’m not gonna lie, I have more luck with younger people than older people but I’m not going to be that bitch dating younger men. Not yet anyway.