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Her damn jawline it's gonna kill me.

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lord knows i tried to be strictly hoops but i just cant do it
IF I FUCKING SPEAKâŚ
azzi shaking ass and paige taking her shirt off
Like Fuck.

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FUCKKKKKK
Itâs currently 5am where I live and I havenât been able to stop thinking about this clip, lawdddd sheâs so fine
#needdat
move T its my turn
i want paige n her orange carpet outfit to do unspeakable things to me: thank u for giving me the platform to say this.
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Devotion.
Perv!Paige x naive!Reader blurb.
Thinking about naive!readers first time sucking Paigeâs thumb.
One day you came back to the apartment with heavy shoulders and a busy head, you just wanted to spend time with your roommateâ or whatever she was. Paige still hadnât labeled it and neither had you. When Paige spotted you she knew you were stressed. âHey, howâs my girl?â her tone was gentle but her voice sounded raspy and it made your knees shake slightly. âMâsleepyâ you yawned and she couldâve cooed at how sweet you looked all tired and pliable. âYou wanna lay in my bed with me for a while baby?â Cuddles had become normal for you, you liked how Paigeâs arm felt around your waist, holding you tightly like a wolf would get you if she let go.
All you did was nod a yes to her question and she folded your hand in hers as she walked to her room. Her room smells like, well, Paige. An expensive cologne alongside the heavy note of her natural mixture of scent. When Paige wrapped her arms around you, you felt overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with relief after such a long time of being tense. When the palm of her hand cradled the back of your head, tears danced at your lash line. You whimpered.
Paige would be lying if she said the sound didnât make her think of things she shouldnât. âWhatâs the matter?â when her ocean eyes shot a look towards you of confusion the walls came crashing down. Salty tears streamed down your cheeks in an ugly pattern, Paigeâs eyebrows furrowed. âAw, my poor girlâ her voice was like a medication for the way your heart felt at that moment, stress melted under her devotion, it cut through your skin and got to the root of it all. âP, Iâm so exhaustedâ you sniffled into her wnba logo hoodie. âI know, babyâ she tilted your head upwards towards her. Paige looked simple but her expression held an energy you couldnât place. The blondeâs thumb traced over your cheeks, wiping away the tears as they came. âSâpretty even when youâre cryinââ she muttered with a soft grin lying on her face. You sniffled once more and your doe eyes looked at her with a pout plastered on your lips.
âShh just relaxâ she whispered in an attempt to calm your hiccuping whines. You threw your face into her chest and nuzzled her. âM-mm sleepyâ and Paige cooed at the tone of your words. âSo adorableâ she thought. The blue-eyed blonde was still holding your cheeks in her hands. Your eyes became hooded and her finger accidentally grazed your bottom lip but instead of jerking away, you kissed her thumb, she froze. In your sleepy state you did what felt natural. Your lips parted in a whine and you slipped her digit into your mouth. She almost made a noise herself when she felt your soft tongue against her skin. There was no way that you had fallen asleep sucking Paigeâs thumb, she was so whipped and so in love and you had no idea about any of it.
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one interpretation of caitlin clark that i sort of no longer rly believe in but we ball | dom!cait; sub!reader; mentioned shoe riding; dumbification; pnv; implied pet play | MDNI 18+ w/ CAITLIN CLARK
concussion tactics
pairing : uconn!paige x transfer!reader
summary : in which paige gives you a concussion on your first day at uconn.
warnings : fluff and unrealistic post concussion confusion
an : i was way too lazy to fix the weird double spaced thing after google docs
âFriends with benefits
summary: Youâre Paigeâs âfriendâ but secretly are friends with benefits, but since Paige is famous yall gotta be secret. đ¤Ť
Warnings: heavy-ish smut, choking, spitting, slapping, degradation??? and some fluff so itâs not too harsh.
đś: Art of War - Avenoir.
You and Paige have known each other for a year, you two met up in a bar and never let go of each other. unfortunately. Paige had a reputation of having âswag.â As some call it, and that swag definitely caught your eye. So it was no surprise that as soon as you two exchanged numbers.. you two would see each other a bit too often.
âP, u there?â
âPaigeeee, is ur ass gonna ignore me?â
3:45 pm.
paige;
âhey ma, u sure canât let me go, huh?â
âi was filming sum ad, whatâs on ur pretty mind?â
4:15 pm.
y/n;
âright, keep acting wrong n see what happens.â
Paige;
âoh? u tryna intimidate me? bettt.â
y/n;
âbruh I was playing. P I WAS PLAYING.â
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You had genuine knots in your stomach, twisting and turning, you knew what was coming, you knew that she was on her way, you knew you wouldnât be able to walk aftâ knock, knock.
shit..
You got up from your bed, your heart unnecessarily racing, you werenât even nervous. You walked the agonizingly long hallway of your apartment to the door. You opened the door, only to find a very.. dangerously hot Paige Bueckers at your door. You gulped softly âHey P, whatâs wrong?â
Paige breathed heavily as her baby blues glared at you sharply, âWhat you think Iâm doing here, ma?â She forced herself in, getting in your personal space, you could feel her breath on you, she smelled of cologne, sweat, and something uniquely Paige. Her hand crept to your waist, you could feel the heat of her grip, too hot, too tingly, too right.
âPaige it was just a joke..â you tried explaining, but deep down you didnât want her to take it as a joke, you wanted her to act out.
âNah. Too late for that shit. Plus, lost the game today. I need something to take that anger out.â
âFuck. Lucky me.â you thought to yourself.
Before you knew it you were stripped naked in your own bedroom, Paige was in a sports bra and her boxers.
âGo get it.â Paige commanded, her arms crossing over her chest, making her muscles pop obscenely.
âGet what? I doââ
âShut the fuck up. You think acting dumb is gonna make me go softer on you? Go get it.â
Paige said back sharply, the growl in her voice made the hairs on your neck stand up. You shivered and walked over to your drawer, opening the last one, your eyes landed on the long, un-ignorable strap-on. You grabbed it and lifted it to show Paige, you tossed it on the bed.
âGood girl.. go get on the bed.â Paige muttered in that husky voice. She grabbed the strap-on and adjusted it on her hips, you heard the metal clinking and it made you shake.
When Paige was done, she strutted towards the bed, she got on quickly, pushing you down so she could get on-top of you, she immediately went down on you, her hand finding your neck, feeling your pulse, she grinned. You felt her breath on you. The sweet breath on Paige, fanning your lips, Paige licked her lips right before closing the space between you two. The kiss was intense, she sucked on your tongue, spit it your mouth. And made out with you.
Her hand found your waist, then your hips, then finally, where you needed her. Her thumb pressed firmly against your clit, rubbing the small nub, you let out a strangled moan, your legs shaking.
âShh.. cmon, ma. I barely touched you.â Paige whispered huskily, her thumb pressed firm circles against your clit. Your thighs trembled, Paigeâs middle finger teased your now soaking hole.
âFuck.. so wet already? Weâve barely started baby.. tell me you want it. Cmon..â
Paige whispered again, her finger teasing you.
âMhmm.. hmph..â you moaned desperately, nodding.
Paige made a tsk, tsk sound before slowing down.
âUse your words ma, tell me how much you need me.â
âmm..need it so bad.. p-please.â You whimpered.
Paige grinned satisfied before plunging her finger in you, curling it brutally, before dragging it in and out at a ruthless pace. Making wet mushy sounds as her finger explored the spongey walls.
You almost screamed, your eyes rolling back in pleasure as she kept going. Paige had that stupid smirk on her face as she kept going, she bit her lip as she stared dead at you.
You felt her going at a stupidly fast pace, you felt the familiar knot in your lower stomach getting tighter and harder to hold back.
âGonna cum⌠fuck..â You whimpered.
And as soon as the pleasure came, it disappeared. She pulled her finger out, leaving your hole twitching, you let out a desperate whimper, your eyes looking up at her, hazy and dazed, and utterly desperate. She grinned like the devil.
âWhat? You thought Iâd let you cum so easily? Youâre pathetic.â She scoffed before she brought her finger from your aching pussy to her mouth, sucking it clean. She opened her hand, spitting in her palm. She brought it back down and stroked the strap-on, using it as a lubricant. She gripped the plastic, lining it against your hole. Your breath hitched. Then without warning, Paige slammed into you, so brutal, so raw, it burned, but only for a bit; then it felt amazing.
Paige groaned as if she could feel it. And you moaned at the feeling of being so filled up. Paige started rutting into you like a dog. You couldâve sworn you felt her in your guts.
âYou like that? You like that shit, slut?â
Paige growled, Her hand reaching down to lift your thigh, making your legs spread wider, she kept pounding into you like a woman gone mad, her arm muscles popping under you with each thrust and grunt, her body slicked with sweat making her look 10 times hotter.
You were going through it, a wanton of moans and screams leaving your throat, being loud. Paige wasnât having it. Her other hand crept up to grip your throat tightly, not enough to choke you fully, but enough to warn you and make your pulse jump.
âShut the fuck up. Who gave you permission to scream like a bitch? Exactly.â
Paige growled into your ear, nipping at your earlobe, her gold chain she always wore brushed against your chin with each thrust.
It didnât take long before you felt the knot in your lower belly start to tighten, and tighten..
âFuck.. Iâm gonna cum.. daddy..â
You moaned as you felt the orgasm building up faster.
Paige picked up her pace, going faster and harder, hitting your cervix with each thrust. She grunted harder.
âGive it to me ma, cmon baby.. give it to me. I got ya.â
Those words made you snap, you let out a scream as you came, it coated her thighs, your thighs and the strap-on.
âFuck.. yeah.. such a good girl.â
Paige muttered, slowing her thrusts before pulling out with a wet squelch.
âYou did so good baby.. youâre perfect. I donât think Iâll handle being just âfriendsââŚâ
Paige whispered, kissing your neck passionately.
You smiled softly, your hands on her back as you scratched it softly
âMe neither..â

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wait iâm gay
is it casual now? pt. 1
paige bueckers x ditzy bi curious reader
2nd person but mostly paigeâs pov
wc: 3.9k
warnings: sad, making paige sad, paige is helplessly yearning, reader is kind of a bitch sorry, so much weed usage! making out, no use of y/n, paige calls reader honey, baby, and sugar
plot: youâre gay and deeply in denial and using paige to figure shit out (mean!) and paige is so pussy whipped she just lets youđ happy ending tho i promise, reader is very girly.
a/n: iâve never been to uconn, i donât know what their greek life is like, but in this they have frat parties every week alright? reader has big boobs, if you donât, neither do i, just pretend. ik i talk about part 2âs a lot of the time but this like really is a series i swear.
Paigeâs injury was weighing on her. She hated being out, she hated feeling useless. Any time her team lost she blamed herself, if sheâd just taken better care of her body, she couldâve been out there putting in game winning shots. She hated being left out, she hated the pain in her knee.
And my god, she hated how bored she was. She didnât realize how much of her life was spent on basketball till she couldnât do anything anymore.
I mean sure she had PT 4 times a week but so much of her life was basketball. No more early morning runs, hours of her day that had once been spent practicing, shooting 3âs, playing scrimmages, or hitting the weight room? Now those hours were spent bumming around her apartment feeling bad for herself.
She started hanging out around you more and more during her recovery. Sheâd known you for a few years now, one of Amariâs friends. She always thought you were cute but she told herself she didnât like you. You always had a boyfriend anyways. They never lasted long, but you always had one.
She didnât like straight girls, she wasnât a chaser. Liking a straight girl meant endless pinning that wouldnât get her anywhere.
So no, she didnât like youâ not romantically at least. But she did like getting high in your apartment.
She lays on your bed, staring at the ceiling. The edible has fully kicked in and itâs strong. She knew your boyfriend was over, and it pissed her off (just because heâs a bad boyfriend and nothing else at all) so she went out and got the pack of gummies, sending you a photo of the bag with a â?â. She knew youâd kick him out.
But Goddamnit standing in the doorway of your apartment? Apparently because you were hanging out with him, you were dressed for him. She hates when you wear tops to low cut because she canât take her eyes off your chest. She feels bad but she knows youâre too oblivious to even notice. But the way your tits are straining against that fabric? Begging to spill out on display for her? Sheâs a mess.
But she ate a gummy and so did you. She knew weed probably wasnât good for her recovery, but it was the easiest way to be around you. If she reached out to you just asking to hang out, itâs unlikely youâd agree without questions or suspicion.
So here she is, laying in your bed, high as fuck.
Youâre sitting on your floor looking out of the window. âI think Iâm gonna break up with Ayden.â You sigh softly.
This peaks Paigeâs interests, making her sit up. âYeah? Why?â
âI donât know.â You shrug. âIâm just kinda done. Heâs annoying.â
âHow so?â She asks, eager to pry.
You turn around and lean on the wall, looking up at her on your bed. âHeâs bad at sex, heâs jealous, but he talks to other girls. So⌠Iâm done.â
Paige feels guilty, she hates how exciting this is to her. Granted she gets excited every time you break up with a guy, which makes it twice as painful when you inevitably get with another boy. But this never seems to stop her from getting excited again, a cycle.
âHe sounds like an ass. Glad youâre leaving him.â She nods.
You look up at her, those blue eyes glossed over, eyelids heavy. She really is beautiful. âIs it easier being a lesbian? Women seem⌠like better people.â
Sheâs surprised. Youâve never really asked her about her sexuality. She thinks for a moment, âNah girls can be bitches too but⌠you talk about bad sex a lot and I feel like guys arenât good in bed. At least with women like⌠the sex is almost mever bad.â She shrugs, trying to be honest.
Really though, she thinks being a lesbian is terrible, because it comes will falling head over heels for a girl who talks about nothing but boys.
You hum, nodding, âI donât know like⌠I like ridding though.â
Paige laughs, youâve always been overly blunt when youâre high. Today is no exception.
âThatâs what straps are for.â She laughs.
Again your reaction manages to surprise her.
âIâve never understood the appeal. Why not just get with a guy?â
âCause⌠women are better. And guys donât have tits and⌠women are hotter.â She shrugs. Sheâs never thought much of it.
âHave you ever used a strap?â You look up at her. Such innocent curiosity in those eyes, what she would give to show you just how great a strap can be. She can just imagine your tits bouncing in that white tube top while you fall apart on the navy blue strap she has in her bottom drawer. Or maybe sheâd buy one just for you. A pink one. Sheâs sure youâd like that.
âYeah.â She nods. âIâm usually the one wearing it though.â
âSo youâre a top?â You ask.
Jeez, how do you even know this shit? Paige nods anyways though. âYeah itâs fun.â She shrugs.
âWhy?â You continue.
What? âWhy what?â
âLike⌠why is it fun, what do you like about it?â
Oh. Shit how does she even explain this to you? âI donât know itâs like⌠control or something. And a strap feels good to, you know like⌠rubs my pussy as well. But⌠I donât know itâs just fun to watch a girl fall apart cause Iâm fucking her.â She wants to watch you fall apart while she fucks you.
Sheâs sure sheâd be uncomfortable sober, but right now she doesnât have much going on in her train of thoughts, let alone enough to trigger any form of shame or humility.
âCool.â You nod. âWhy donât you date anyone though?â
Paige furrows her brows, âFuck you mean? I just got with a girl last friday.â She scoffs.
You groan and roll your eyes, âYeah, I know you sleep with people. I mean dating. Why donât you date anyone.â
âSure I do.â Paige shrugs.
âOkay, who was the lest girl you actually dated?â
She sighs, thinking back. It admittedly has been seven months, and even that wasnât a very serious relationship. âOkay whatever. Shut up.â
You just chuckle, shaking your head. You stand up and walk over to the bed, sitting down next to Paige. âSo. Who do you like?â
Paige looks up at you with curiosity. âPardon?â
âWhoâs your crush?â You persist.
You. âDonât have one.â She shrugs.
You huff and cross your arms, âBroringgggg! Come on, there must be someone.â
âThere really isnât,â She shrugs again, âsorry to disappoint.â
You groan, overly dramatic, âYouâre such a loser PaigeâŚ!â
âWoah woah woah!â She laughs, ânot too much on me, I like being single.â
The only other times Paige saw you were frat parties. This made her love frat parties. She didnât actually care for them very much, she was indifferent, but it was an excuse to see you. She told herself she really did like frat parties, even if it wasnât true.
So here she is on a Friday night with Aubrey and Ice, with a white polo, jorts, and a slight limp.
Sheâs immediately hit with the smell of weed as she walks through the door. Figures. The music was loud and the space was already crowded.
She headed to the kitchen and opened the cooler, grabbing the first beer she saw.
Okay maybe she did like frat parties, but she wouldnât go as often as she didnât if you didnât go to so many.
Itâs not like you went every week, but usually every other. You said it was good enough for you. Youâre still getting out twice a month, but no one can say you party every weekend.
She pretended to care about the other people she said hi to, but she didnât. She was looking for you.
When her eyes found you she froze. You had on a black tank top, a tight one, letting her see your cleavage. Okay letting anyone see your cleavage, but she liked to wish deep down it was for her. And this little sparkly sequin cheetah print skirt, sheâd seen you wear once before at the start of the year.
You looked amazing. When did you not?
She made her way over to you, trying to seem as chill as possible, like you both just happened to be at the same party, like she wasnât here for you.
âHey,â She smiled.
Youâd been talking to someone Paige vaguely recognized, a girl in your sorority. You look up and stop your conversation, standing up and giving me a hug. âHi Paige!â You smile excitedly.
She feels butterflies at the thought of how happy you always were to see her. I mean sure, you were extremely social and acted like that when you saw most people, but Paige still felt special.
She notices as you look down at the beer in her hand and grimace, âthat shit is so nasty, why do you drink it?â
âBetter than being a girl-drink-drunk,â she teases, referring to the Blue Raspberry Beatbox in your hand. Sheâs tried them before, so much fruit juice and sugar you canât even taste the alcohol.
âWhatever, have fun tasting gross,â you shrug rolling your eyes.
Tasting gross? Did you think she was gonna kiss someone? Paige ignores that.
âYou havinâ fun?â
âYeah!â You nod, you quickly motion for your friend youâd been talking to stand up. âThis is Celia!â You smile.
Paige smiles and extends her hand, âPaige.â She smiles politely.
âI know!â The girl smiles shaking Paigeâs hand.
Did you talk about her to Celia? But her question is answered before she can think much longer about it.
âIâve been to some of your games,â Celia smiles.
Figures, she doesnât like to be cocky but she knows the majority of campus knows who she is. She just likes to be optimistic that people wonât know who she is.
âCool,â she nods. âWe won Iâm sure?â
âYeah!â Celia nods, âIt was uh⌠DePaul the last one I saw you at.â
âNice.â Paige remembers the last time she played DePaul. Last season before she got this fucking tear.
âIâm gonna go find my boyfriend!â Celia announces, more to you than Paige she assumes. Sure enough you give her a hug and promise to find her later.
âShe seems cool.â Paige smiles down at you.
âI donât really know her that well,â you shrug in response. âJust some mutual friends.â
âI get that,â she nods, feeling awkward, worried youâll go talk to someone else. âSo did you dump Ayden yet?â
âDonât say dump!â You scoff, âI politely ended things!â You clarify, âbut yeah.â
Paige nods, secretly happy, âNice. You happy?â
You nod, âyeah I guess itâs good heâs gone.â
âWhat now?â She continues.
âI mean⌠I should probably try out being single but⌠I donât really want to.â You shrug.
âWhatâs the longest youâve been single?â She asks.
âWell⌠I was single the whole summer between Freshman and Sophomore year, so probly like 4 months?â
Paige feels like she should be surprised, but in the year or so sheâs known you, youâve been with 5 different guys. If she was an asshole she might even consider you a slut, but that thought hadnât really crossed her mind.
âl guess Iâm kind of a whore, huh?â You continue.
âWhat? No of course not!â Paige says quickly, not wanting you to think so low of yourself. âItâs totally normal to date a lot in college, thatâs the whole point of your 20âs.â
You pause and smile up at her. âThanks Paige.â You seem to genuinely appreciate her defending you.
âThis party kinda sucks,â you sigh, looking around. âWanna dip?â
Paige didnât care what they did, the thought of doing something with you was enough to have her nodding in seconds. âTotally.â She agrees.
After finding Ice to give her a quick a goodbye, and being told Aubrey was âbusyâ with a girl and wouldnât wanna be interrupted, Paige headed out to her car where you were waiting.
âAre you sure you can drive?â You fuss again.
âHoney Iâve had half a beer all night, I can drive.â She assured you.
âAlright,â You sighed, getting into her passenger seat.
A few minutes into the drive to Paige apartment, you spoke again, âDo you have more edibles at your place?â
âYeah I got a pack.â She nods.
âCan we get high?â you ask.
âCourse,â she nods, eyes on the road. Paige didnât actually get high very often. I mean, sheâd done it several times throughout her first two years of college, but it wasnât something she could do often. After all sheâs an athlete, she needed her body to be at the top of its game all the time, and weed wasnât exactly healthy. But she liked getting high with you, sheâd never say no to that.
You slip off your black kitten heels in the doorway of her apartment. Ice wouldnât be home till much later, so Paige wasnât worried about interruptions. She headed into her room, rummaging through her drawer of t-shirts to find the bag of gummies at the bottom.
She took one out and chewed it, it tasted slightly like raspberry and mostly like weed. Gross. Whatever. She handed you the pack, watching you chew a gummy as well.
âYou want something?â She asks, looking at you in her doorway.
âLike what?â Your brows furrowed.
âFood? Water?â
âOh!â You giggled. âYeah! Do you still have those sprite cans?â
âSure do mamas,â she smiled, heading into the kitchen and opening the fridge, handing you a can. She knows better than to throw it at you, remembering cleaning up sprite all over her floor after making that mistake before. You did not catch the can, instead it hit her counter and exploded.
She watches as you carefully crack open the soda can, cautious of your shiny baby pink nails.
You bring the can to your lips and take a sip, rubbing off some of that sparkly brown lip gloss.
You head into Paigeâs bedroom and sit down on her bed. You donât ask, or even look to see if Paige is following. Maybe you know how much you have her around her finger, like you know sheâd always say yes to you and always follow. Or maybe you were oblivious. She wasnât sure, but she was sure to follow you into her room and sit down across from you, leaning on her headboard.
âYou gonna spill that sprite on my bed?â She smirks.
âNuh-uh!â You shake your head. âPink sweat!â You insist, holding out your right pinky to lock with hers.
âAlrightâŚâ She chuckles, squeezing your pinky with hers.
âSo do you have a crush yet?â You ask her.
âWhat?â Paige looks up.
âLast time we got high, you said you had no crushes. Have you gotten one yet?â
Gotten one? Paige laughs. âSorry sugar, no dice.â
You pout. Paige laughs again. Maybe the weed is getting to her brain faster than usual because something in her just snaps the way you look at her all soft and pouting. Itâs like her train of thought is just silent.
âAlright maybe I do.â She admits.
Your face lights up. She loves how happy you look. All that cause she has a crush? Paige just wants to make you happy after all.
âWho? Who? who?â you squeal happily, tapping Paigeâs leg repeatedly.
âYou.â She smiles softly.
You furrow your brows and laugh a little, seemingly ignoring her answer and persisting. âCome on! Tell me! Pleaseeeee! Iâm such a good secret keeper!â You insist.
âI did tell you!â Paige replies.
âWhen?â You furrow your brows. God you were so obliviousâŚ
âJust now, itâs you.â She continues. Goddamit she wishes anything would come into her head and stop her, but somehow just seeing how sweet you looked wanting to know her crush? She couldnât lie to you.
âHa ha, very funny Paige.â You roll your eyes. âJust tell me!â
She leans forward, to look at you closer, âYou donât believe me?â She says softly.
Your face shifts, more confused now. âPaigeâŚâ Disbelief on your face. âMe?â
âYeah, you.â She nods. Jesus where did her shame go!?
âWhy?â You furrow your brows. âPaige you know Iâm straight. Youâre being silly.â
âYeah I know youâre straight and I hate it, how âbout that?â
âWhat?â Your voice drops. You look hurt. Upset. Oh no! How did she upset you.
Paige gets nervous, âShit baby, whatâs wrong?â
âNo! You canât call me baby now! You like me? Like⌠like like me?â You still look so hurt.
âYeah⌠so?â
âWell⌠now I feel terrible Paige! What am I supposed to do?â You huff, throwing your hands up and smacking the bed.
âWhat do you mean?â Sheâs confused. Youâre upset? Even though sheâs the one whoâs had to pine after you with no hope in sight.
âI justâŚâ You sigh, clearly struggling to find words, âI love you so much and⌠Iâm sad that youâre sad and⌠itâs my fault, but I canât fix itâŚâ
Paige worries, you look like youâre on the verge of tears. The weed is definitely kicking in. âWait-â She gulps, feeling bad that you feel bad. You really just are too sweet for your own good. âPlease donât feel bad, itâs not your fault you donât feel the same.â she assures you.
You sigh again, very pouty tonight and just stare at Paige.
Then you do something Paige wouldâve never seen coming. Sheâs too high to process you leaning in, or to understand what sheâs feeling as your lips hit hers. She let it happen because sheâs so out of it and so slow to register whatâs happening.
But soon enough she pulls back, grabbing your arms to pull you off of her, âWhat the fuck are you doing?â she doesnât sound angry, just deeply confused.
Your face softens into something guilty and pitiful, âIâm trying to help you feel betterâŚâ You sit back, looking like a kicked puppy.
âWhat?â Paige is still deeply confused and shocked.
âI just thought⌠you know⌠if you liked me youâd wanna kiss me and⌠this way you get to.â You shrug meekly.
Jesus you were sickeningly sweet. You were kissing her to try and give her some of yourself, because she knew sheâd never have you. But despite your good intentions, this only makes things worse for her. Now sheâs gotten to feel your lips, knowing sheâll never get to again. She already knew sheâd couldnât have you, but now she knows she canât have you or those pretty lips. The lips she once loved to stare at when you were distracted, the lips sheâs certain will permanently be burned into her.
âNo, no⌠thatâs not- you shouldnât-â Paige sighs, unsure of what to say.
âHow can I make you feel better?â You look up at her through those soft beaty lashes. Wide doe eyes, slightly red and heavy from the weed, but still desperate to help others.
âI donât know,â she sigh, shaking her head and rubbing her temple.
Paige is convinced youâd like to kill her. I mean you must right? Because then and there, before her own eyes, you lean forward and crawl over to her. Paigeâs mouth goes dry.
Sheâs hallucinating. This is some dirty, perverted hallucination. Surely her drink and the party was laced, and sheâs gonna wake up in the basement of a frat house right?
Or no, maybe this is God punishing her. For what sheâs not sure, but you must be a demon sent to torture her, looking so desperate to please, your tits hanging on for dear life in that tank top just inches away from her.
âPlease PaigeâŚâ You plead, sitting back on your calves, jusy inches from her, âtell me how to do to make this all better.â
Maybe this is a test. God gives his toughest battles to his toughest soldiers. But apparently God was wrong this time, because Paige simply isnât strong enough. All she can do is pull you into a kiss, her fingers gripping the hair on the back of your head, surely messing it up. She doesnât care.
Her mouth opens and she groans. You taste like weed and vodka and gummies and heaven. Yes Paige is certain her theory about a hallucination is correct. But she hopes she never wakes up, and she can spend the rest of her life in this dream like trace where you of all people are sliding their tongue into her mouth. You are kissing her back. Life is unreal.
Sheâs sitting in her bed, and youâre on your knees in front of her, kissing her back. She pulls away to gasp for breath, but only for a second or so, leaning back in, one hand on your jaw, the other still holding the back of your hair.
She feels like she might explode as she feels your finger tips on her bicep, your nails lightly grazing her skin as your palm wraps around her arm. Sheâs suddenly thinking about how she skipped weights yesterday. Stupid. Sheâll never skip a weight day again after feeling your hand on her muscle.
She practically whimpers into your mouth as your other hand finds her waist. The kiss that keeps on giving she figures.
All good things must come to an end though. Thatâs never been so evident as when you pull away and not just to gasp for breath, but sit back.
âSomthnâ wrong?â She asks, sitting up a little, completely breathless and dazed.
âIâm tired Paige,â you pout. God that fucking pout⌠âcan we go to sleep?â
âUh- yeah sure, whatever you want.â And she means it. Paige quite literally would do whatever you wanted, sheâs sure of that.
So despite wanting to touch new places on you, see how deep she can get her tongue into your mouth maybe? Sheâll lay down and go to sleep because thatâs what you want.
You donât bother changing out of your sequin skirt or washing off your make up, you just lift up her covers and lay down like itâs your own bed. In some ways it kind of is, in the sense that sheâd let anything you want be yours.
She carefully slides out of the bed and pads into her bathroom, she brushes her teeth and changes into some better sleep clothes. Sheâs cautious getting back into bed, worried you mightâve fallen asleep already. She quickly proven wrong and you roll over right away, snugging into her side, one leg draped over hers and your head on her chest.
She freezes, breath hitching. Sheâs not sure whatâs wrong with her. Plenty of girls had gotten clingy and laid on her chest, this wasnât new to her. So why did you affect her so much?
She watches as you come up and place a soft lazy kiss on her bottom lip, âgoodnight PaigeâŚâ you murmur softly as you cuddle up on her chest.
You were so soft with her. Why? âGoodnightâ she replied softly, your name barely leaving her lips, her voice so hushed. Sheâd be surprised if she woke up from anything other than a heart attack.