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Jeff the killer

Ok so he’s probably the most chill about it I suppose, doesn’t really bother to intervene until he notices it taking a really significant affect on you. Like if you’re fainting or constantly lethargic, then he’ll finally say something like

“You’re taking this shit too far, like you’re literally killing yourself.”

He honestly doesn’t care much about your weight, if he got with you in the first place he already likes how you look, so that’s not part of the issue.

May find it a bit annoying if you’re always declining food, or declining to hang out so you can avoid eating. He’s not the most sympathetic 💀 may drag you along to go do what he wants, won’t force you to eat but will attempt to get you out of your shell as much as he can.

Will offer you his hoodie when you get cold, which is all the time💗

Would encourage you to recover, and it would make him genuinely happy to see you do so. He would honestly really miss the old you and would hate to see you becoming so miserable, but he’d never admit that out loud.

If you didn’t want to recover he honestly might break up with you, Jeff doesn’t feel cut out to support you and what you’re going through. He doesn’t wanna stick around to see you get worse, or even die. He would rather run away before that happened.

If you did recover he’s your #1 supporter, will constantly compliment you, even if you tell him not to..💀 Doesn’t know how to cook but if you’re hungry he’ll get you something, anything. Probably alcohol. 😭

BEN DROWNED

Honestly kinda struggles to understand it, he’s heard of it before but overall he’s probably never met someone who’s had a restrictive ed.

He will do research though to try and better understand it and what you’re going through, then it starts to make him sick you’d do that to yourself.

I imagine in some ways BEN can be very very sensitive, especially towards people he cares about. I believe he might even shed some tears when he talks to you about it.

“I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen babe.. When you’re ready to recover I’m here for you yeah? I’ll wait for you.”

Will constantly offer you food, will buy you food, if you did tell him to stop though he would. Begrudgingly..

Really doesn’t like seeing you get smaller, if you got all boney and emancipated he’d treat you like glass. BEN would be afraid to hug you, or do anything intimate because he’s convinced you’ll get hurt somehow.

This is going to sound so evil but I could see him sneaking in supplements into your drinks or food, like that high calorie weight gain powder. I swear he has good intentions, if you caught him he’d never do it again. He’d probably only start doing that if he got really desperate though.

If you did choose to recover HES OVER THE MOON!!!! Literally GENTLEY tackling you into a hug and kissing you, telling you how proud he is. Will eat with you every time you’re hungry so you don’t feel guilt, won’t comment on your body unless you want him to. But in his mind he is in awe, the way you start to glow again, it makes him just so happy!!!

If you didn’t choose to well, BEN wouldn’t leave. But it causes a permanent rift between your relationship, some days he might start crying and just beg you to stop. Some days he might avoid you because he just doesn’t wanna be reminded the person he loves most is slowly dying. Might start to even resent you a little for doing this, as wrong as it sounds, but he would always love you. Will try to delay um.. The inevitable for as long as he can.

Eyeless Jack

He notices very early on, both because he’s naturally very observant also a doctor. Jack is sort of like, disappointed, but of course also empathetic. The way he sees it you should know about all the terrible side effects of ED, but also sees that it can be related to much more deep rooted issues not just wanting to lose weight. So he tries to find that deep rooted issue to sorta nip it in the bud, he’ll ask you lots of questions about you disorder. Honestly don’t even bother trying to deny it, he just knows and you’re going to at least admit you have a problem. But his patience is honestly near endless, Jack will let you take as much time as you need to open up.

In the mean time he’ll try to offer you food, but like food that’s actually super good for you ^_^ he’s listing off all the benefits of his pomegranate chicken with almond couscous (Don’t ask how the shit he got the ingredients for that while living in the middle of a haunted ass forest, I don’t know either.), like a car sales man trying to bait you into eating it. Doesn’t try to make you eat a bunch of high calorie stuff mostly just tries to get you to eat enough so your body can function.

If you are underweight and suffering from health complications he’ll look after you, give you check ups, whatever medication he can to help.

Wouldn’t judge you for all of the uh.. Let’s just say more “embarrassing” side effects of your ed, he just understands and knows shame isn’t gonna help.

Speaking of which though, he will give you lots of reminders of the shitty side effects of it. Like hair falling out, bone decay, impaired cognitive function etc etc. Kind of to scare you out of it.. But also because he does want you to be aware of the risks you’re taking.

If you choose recovery he’s so very happy for you, will monitor your progress and give you lots of encouragement. Constantly reassures you you’re making the right decision, technically isn’t a therapist but damn is he good when you need to vent. Gives you a lot of good genuine insight into your disorder and maybe helps you see things you didn’t even notice before, giving you a need point of view that actually helps you to get better!!

If not, well he won’t let you die. May or may not let you maintain, but at some point he’s not gonna let you lose any more. One day you’ll probably wake up restrained to a hospital bed with a tube and Jack watching you.

“I’m sorry my love, but this is for your own good. I won’t let anything happen to under my care, you’re gonna be just fine.”

Won’t let you go until you’re ready to recover or you at least agree to gain some weight and maintain.

Ticci Toby

Ok so this boy could technically be considered to have his own eating disorders, like PICA and overall just struggling to eat because of his CIPA. It kind of becomes something you two bond over, even if your respective disorders are pretty different. You two end up looking after each other, you discouraging Toby from eating dead bodies, and him discouraging you from starving yourself!

Toby is pretty skinny and if that so happens to trigger you, or if your ED makes you more competitive, he’ll cover up more around you. May even pull away if you try to touch him because he doesn’t wanna upset you:( genuinely doesn’t mind though because he prefers big baggy clothing anyways lol

Understands the self harm part of it more, rather than wanting to look different. He understands the part about hating yourself and wanting to sort of punish yourself, he understands the guilt and shame very well. Toby has experienced shame all his life for his disorders, and he does not want you to feel that way. If anyone tried to trigger or hurt you with your eating disorder he’s LIVID, that person likely won’t get away without a few broken bones at least.

You can talk to him about your problems anytime, and he’s not gonna judge you. To be frank, whatever you’ve been through similar stuff has probably happened to him.

He loves you and your body no matter what you look like, I mean that genuinely whether you’re overweight or underweight he doesn’t actually care about that. Toby does prefer you to be to healthy, as close as you can get to being so, he’s obviously not very healthy himself though so he doesn’t try and make you fit some golden standard.

Would still compliment you all the time, which may lead him to accidentally triggering you more.. Swear he doesn’t mean it, he just wants you to know he thinks you’re beautiful. If you asked him to stop he will.

If you choose recovery he’s very happy for you!!! But it might be a little hard with him around, mostly because he’s still struggling with his own issues. It might be triggering if he still did pass out or just seeing his body. Is gonna be really upset if you start to distance yourself from him though, he understands why, but he just hates to be apart from you. If you’re not triggered by him though he’ll stick extra close to you, remind you to eat and offer you stuff like charred pancakes, he has the best intentions I promise 💗

If not you guys would probably get worse together, he tends to mirror people a lot. Toby wouldn’t exactly develop a restrictive ED, but if you’re not eating he’s not going to either. May become more protective however, seeing as how weak you’re becoming. It gets to a point he’s taking care of you, to him it doesn’t matter what your body is going through just as long as you’re alive. Will do as much as he can to delay the inevitable. Even though he’s not the greatest caretaker, you’ll always feel very well loved.

Timothy Wright

“If you’re fat then what am I?”

Ok I’m sorry

But no I can definitely see him saying that, and it’s funny as hell.

He’s not very sure how to navigate this.. Like he knows about EDs but only to a surface level understanding, he does see it as just an extreme diet and insecurity at first.

As time goes on though he sees the other sides of it, perfectionism, self harm, guilt, as well as the extreme physical toll it takes on you. Tim realizes “oh shits actually serious ok”

It’s not that Tim didn’t care or lacks empathy, he simply didn’t know, but now he’s locking tf in.

Does see that it stems from issues with self worth, so he tries to make you feel as good about yourself as possible. Reminds you how beautiful he thinks you are, but also all the other little things he loves about you. Your smile, your scent, your voice, Tim just adores you and knows you need to know it now more than ever, so he opens up more.

He may cry when he sees you in all this pain, it becomes a little too real and it almost scares him.

“It tears me apart to watch you go through this.. I don’t wanna watch this happen to you.”

Luckily, Tim finds that you two sticking close to each other actually really helps! Keeping busy seems to be one of the best solutions, so you guys are spending all your time together. He holds you at night real tight to keep your nice and warm, and reminds you before you sleep how much you are loved.

If you choose recovery he’s absolutely all for it, knows it’s probably a long and rocky road but he’s here for you. Is always there when you need support, you two are still attached at the hip. Every time you eat he’s eating too, goes on walks with you, and does other activities he knows you like just so you don’t feel isolated. Or just watches at least lol

If you don’t choose recovery he breaks up with you. Tim knows it’s cruel, he doesn’t want to at all. But he can’t bare the thought of someone he loves dying in front of him again.

Contrary to popular belief he doesn’t want to strip you of your freedom, well kinda. He would, but he’d feel so guilty and wrong doing it. So he just can’t bring himself to, instead he lets you go. Tries to forget all about you and not think of your future.

Brian Thomas

He’s known even before you started dating, or he knew almost immediately if it started when you already were. Tries to sort of stop it before it gets too serious, by reminding you to eat and making you meals. Or doing little things to raise your self esteem like buying you clothes and complimenting you.

If it keeps getting worse however, he’s pretty sneaky in how he’ll try to make it stop. Like BEN putting supplement powder into your drinks or adding extra butter and oil to your food.

Tries to understand where it all stems from, asks if it’s just because you’re going through body dysmorphia or maybe if something else is triggering it.

You can vent to him whenever, he is always down to listen to you, offers you lots of reassurance and the best advice he can 💗

Being the romantic type he likes to kiss you all over your body, something he does to symbolize how much he loves you. If you’re uncomfortable wearing any kind of revealing clothing that’s just fine, though it makes him sad to see you become so reserved and shy.

Like Tim he’ll spend lots of time with you to get your mind off things, even when you don’t know he’s there!! But otherwise he’ll come up with stuff for you guys to do like maybe some nature photography or watching movies whatever you’d like!

If you did choose recovery he’s there to support you the whole way. So kind in how he makes sure to always check up on you, remind you to eat etc. Sets up a couple milestones like “Eating 3 meals a day for a week” May offer you rewards too if you like ^_^ Will always reassure you that this is the right thing to do, that he loves you so so much and all of this will be worth it in the end.

If you didn’t he’s kidnapping you keeping you in a remote abandoned building and forcing you to eat.

Ok but in all seriousness, it becomes a pretty big problem. You two will end up arguing about it a lot, he might even start to guilt trip you into reconsidering all this. Become’s hesitant to touch you if you become all thin and frail. He wouldn’t break up with you immediately, but it could easily lead to such happening.

Nina the killer

Girl understands, she’s recovered and will encourage you to recover too. She recognizes your behaviours pretty fast but she’ll wait to point it out until she’s 100% sure. When you open up to Nina she’s holding you and telling you shes gonna be right by your side no matter what:(

Takes things pretty slow, offers you things she knows you probably won’t deny. Like rice cakes or protein bars, even just an energy drink is better than nothing!

Won’t press you to make sure you’re eating, she knows it won’t help. Will avoid commenting on your body but will compliment you on all other things!!! Reminds you of all the little things she loves about you.

If you do faint or anything like that she’s right by your side to make sure you’re safe, taking you to EJ or taking you to her room to recover.

May cry and tell you how worried she is, that it kills her to see you going through this:(

Very very patient with you, if you’re hangry or have an outburst she’ll give you space but remind you she’s here whenever you need to talk. Keeps Advil and melatonin on hand for whenever you may need it!!!

Helps you with things you don’t feel motivated to do, whether it’s your make up or cleaning or bathing she’s there to help!! Doesn’t make you feel ashamed either, and she genuinely has fun spending time with you:3

If you choose to recover SHES YOUR GAL!!! If you’re ok with her making comments on your body she’ll be telling you how good you look all the time. You guys go out and do lots together, she encourages you to just let loose and have fun!!! Reminding you that there is so much more to life.