It’s Hopeless,

And when you see my face don’t expect a smile. That left along with you. Just like your memories, the ones I thought to be eternal. I see that wasn’t true.

I see it’s something I constructed made up and not true. I had for ever images of me and you.

Alas old memories. I can’t live with you I can’t live with out you, you are what makes me, me. But like a deja vu, will you come in my future too?

When I lost my balance I noticed how many others lost it too

But they were just fine

In fact better than before

See the wave is also a part of the matrix.

It’s not about just living it’s about creating memories sharing energies and most of all looking into eachother eyes where we send light directly one another.

So I stayed down here under the wave and it’s been tough it’s been hard. I’ve fought many fights before and I believed I was fighting my ego but not I know I was only doing what one is programmed to do once they wake up.

Now. I understand. And a life of solitude is not that bad when you realize this is the beginning loop. Once you understand light is immortal you realize our essence is immortal. We’re just stars traveling maybe even drops of water who knows but we’re just traveling this endless void creating as we go but we can’t go while stuck in the loop.

Love

But learn what love is.