Be strong And proud !!

So far you’ve survived 100% of your worst days. You’re doing great.

The thing is, I am a jealous person. This is a toxic quality to have. No one should romanticize this. The thing is, I believe you to be too good for me. I believe you to be made of stars and galaxies. The thing is, I am never violent or disrespectful when it comes to being jealous. I just get carried away with my own fears that you will leave. That you will finally realize how insignificant I am. The thing is, I do get jealous. I do get over protective and wonder who’s hitting you up and making you feel good. The thing is, jealousy is one my imperfections. But you know, no one could give you as much passion and affection as I could. The thing is, I’m insecure. I’m afraid to hurt. I’ve loved and I’ve lost. The thing is, I’m working on this. I’m working on to be a better me. A better me, for you. The thing is, I wanna be what I need, what you want.

Dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression, it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter, it means dating my mood swings where I get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how I’m not good enough because I’m never good enough.