My Blog

you cannot repeatedly disappoint somebody & expect their energy to still crave you

so ive been thinking again and it's not going great

Somewhere between knowing what I want vs not wanting anything at all

funny how i always have to walk away from what i want the most

hey sorry for being so snappish earlier i was in a bad mood. and im still in a bad mood so can you fuck off

my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

so so so so so many thoughts

My biggest kink is someone telling me I was right and saying sorry after.

I’m two different people when I care and when I don’t.

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

the worst part about moodswings are when i know i'm being irrational over something so i have to sit there and seethe.

there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me

I want to be adored. I want to be the air you breathe.