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Having depression is like being in an abusive relationship with yourself.

Many people who also suffer from bpd might know what I’m talking about when I say “favourite person”. Basically it’s a person in our lives who we put so much dependency on. They have the power to completely make or break our mood. We idolize the ground they walk on, they can make us feel like we are on top of the world. But.. they can also make us feel like ending our lives over something as small as an ignored text. It’s honestly not fair to put that much pressure on one person but you just can’t help it. Whether it’s a significant other, or a friend or a family member.. they become such an important part of your life that they have the ability to control how you view yourself. My favourite person just so happens to be my boyfriend. He is incredible.. he makes me feel on top of the world. But one little change of tone.... one late reply... and I sit in my shower for hours crying, debating breaking up with him or just ending my life entirely. It’s so irrational, and overwhelming. And then once he finally answers and apologizes for not texting back because he was busy, everything is good again and I go back to wanting to spend the rest of my life with him and being the happiest girl in the world. I truly don’t understand how I can allow someone to have that much control over my life.

Its pretty fucked up that I feel happier when I starve myself

Sports fans are the most dramatic people I have ever known