我寂寞

I am a bit awkward, and I am a bit neurotic, and I am a bit scared of people who are cleverer than me. And scared of being judged and scared of getting it wrong, you know? But I just make it as if I never get it wrong and people kind of believe me.

maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me.

And now I’m looking at you,” he said, “and you’re asking me if I still want you, as if I could stop loving you. As if I would want to give up the thing that makes me stronger than anything else ever has. I never dared give much of myself to anyone before – bits of myself to the Lightwoods, to Isabelle and Alec, but it took years to do it – but, Clary, since the first time I saw you, I have belonged to you completely. I still do. If you want me.

How said it is, to find yourself in someone else. Only to lose yourself again

I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.

You never apologized to me for hurting me, but I apologized to you 12 times for being angry about it.