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I asked Zollvie if they remember video stores but I think the last time I ever went to one was when they were a baby. At that point they all started closing down.

I think I mostly miss the experience--you had to wait for things to come out. Call to try to reserve new things. Try to return everything before your mom's account got hit with a late fee.

I think I’ve lost interests in cons. They don’t feel the same as they did even five years ago.

As nice as ALA was, it didn’t feel -right-. It feels like we’ve gone backwards with making cons accessible to those who couldn’t afford much. Even the hotels are just hella overpriced for some basic ass bullshit. I almost feel like I paid to go shopping.

Haven’t told Zollvie yet that we aren’t going back to ALA next year. Trying to find alternatives closer to where we’re moving to. I love seeing them make friends and come out of their shell, but I refuse to pay thousands just to shop and sit around. And that’s not including if we make cosplays…

Idk I’ve only gone to cons in the west coast. Wondering if midwest and east coast cons maybe have a different vibe?

If we don’t hit up any cons then I’ll take them on a trip. I also want to continue to foster their creativity like my family did, so we can take our time making cosplays and doing photoshoots.

And I have 0 energy to pack anything right now.

I feel like whatever sickness or flare up or whatever I’m having is kicking my ass.

Hoping tomorrow I’ll have a bit of energy and can get some stuff boxed up and shoved to the side.

I know how I want things organized but I’m so damn tired snd overwhelmed.

Once school ends for Zollvie they can help by packing their own stuff.

I’ve never had to move -this- far, so it’s extra stressful. I just want to be sure we can consolidate as much as we can into each box.

Woke up extra crunchy. Had irritating dreams. Getting to work was a pain.

Still don’t know why I feel so out of it. Hoping today is a quieter day at work since tomorrow is going to be busy.

I have to figure out what cosplay I’m wearing to AR. I have one I want to do but it requires spending more money and with my big move coming up I’m not keen on buying more stuff.

So them people get to quarantine at home…?

My shoulders and neck hurt. Allergies are being ridiculous. I feel exhausted despite sleeping fine last night. I have other pain issues going on.

I want to just go home and crawl back into bed.

We’ve had a huge uptick in them where I currently live.

We had two while I was at work and I got in trouble for not feeling the first one in my office and going outside (my door was closed so I couldn’t see everyone else shuffling out).

Second one was while was in a meeting so I got shooed outside.