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Being trapped in this fucking house is killing me lmao can I just not be alive anymore. My thoughts are too much.

Whatever the fuck the universe is trying to teach me right now is so cruel. Bitch, my soft ass can’t handle this shit. I’m fucking crying randomly every damn day. This is not okay!

Want to do so much more with my life. I have felt anxiety and uncomfortableness in almost every single job that I’ve had. I always thought that I was wasting my time doing stupid useless shit and wished that I could do something purposeful and affects others lives in a positive way. Universe, please guide me into the right path. I’m tired and don’t know what to do to get to where I wanna be.

Can’t believe that I’m finally visiting the Philippines again after 20 years! I originally wanted to go on this trip to get as far away as possible from home during me and my ex’s old anniversary and his birthday, but now I’m just so excited to be humbled by seeing where my parents grew up. So crazy to think that they came from literally nothing to where they are at now! So motivational.