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secret diary of henrietta

bug or etta . ?? . she/ her . crying . hoodies . coquette . turkish . cinnamon rolls. reader nd writer . ballet . staying up till midnight . black cat . reincarnated as a fawn . hell is a teenage girl . sadness personified . cherry flavored . irl lizzie young. academic burnout . baker . certified yapper . horror movie enthusiast . hard rain . lightning . sadness personified . boarding school . isfjt . hopeless romantic . vintage clothes . collecting perfume . magazines . daydreaming . resting rbf . pathological people pleaser . addicted to iced coffee . winter .

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obsessed with (who I write for); johnny kavanagh . thatcher pierson . sam monroe . rafe cameron . simon riley . silas hawthorne . rodrick heffley . isaiah underwood . joey lynch . hugh biggs . gerard gibson . patrick feely . rio deluca . michael myres . ryan shay . kaine ferron .

same person, different fonts: eden mccrorey . sage donahue . charlie davis . lizzie young . journey smith .

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currently watching; the exorcist . (re) weeping angel . the conjuring . abbott elementary . vampire diaries . the shining . pretty little liars . (re) girl, interrupted . sinister . the uninvited . beware the boogeyman . room 33 .

on repeat!; lana del rey . the neighborhood . the weeknd . mitski . ethel cain . fleetwood mac . beach house . portishhead . cigarettes after sex . tv girl . laufey . tate mcrae . gracie abrams . sza . lorde . nicole dollanganger . radiohead .

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general; english is not my first language, so don’t come after me if I make any grammatical mistakes.

requests; closed, for now. ( taking a break from writing )

asks; open.

MDNI !!!

#𓃱 writes #𓃱 about #divider cr to original owners

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this casting is literally my biggest nightmare

me because the only time I ever feel emotion outside of mania and severe depression is through reading

#reader #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #girlblogging #bipolar 2 #mentally fucked #mental heath awareness #reasons to live #reading #bipolar disorder #diary of a teenage girl #digital diary

helena marino as a whole. her not remembering kaine and thinking him as a monster. lucien holdfast. the eternal flame never accepting her as a person. titus eating rhea in the cage. spirefell. her doing everything in her power to protect kaine. helena being a prisoner of war. helena working at the hospital. the repopulation program. helena trying to take her own life multiple times. the manacles. the deal. aurelia ingermann. her being sold. kaine training her. the nights spent healing kaine. the tank. her braids. mand1. cetus. helena trying to kill kaine and him predicting it. stroud. kaine drugging her. “ferron always comes for me” the library. amaris. part 3. her having to explain the puncture holes in her hands to her child. the color red. helena having seizures. her being scared of the dark. her pregnancy. helena being bullied at the institute. all the torture helena endured.

#helena marino #alchemised #senlinyu #her trauma is so underrated it’s insane to me #like I feel like nobody ever talks about the sheer EXENT of it #because my girl has been through every seventh circle of hell

the way kaine spent fourteen months searching for the love of his life and became a monster while doing it. the way he was forced to be so cruel after the fourteen months. the way helena didn’t remember him. “close your eyes” him throwing up after. the way kaine was forced to watch his mother be tortured over and over again. the way kaine tried to make her remember with every conversation. his silver hair. the array. kaine massaging helena’s knuckles every day while she was pregnant. him removing her manacles when alone. the baby. him killing everyone for helena. the high reeve. stroud. “why won’t you die?” “prior commitments, I’m afraid”

#kaine ferron #kainehelena #can you tell I’m going insane?#he literally searched fourteen months for her #helena marino #alchemised #senlinyu #kaine is my current obsession if you can’t tell

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“If he is a monster, then I am his creator” *feral scream*

#helena marino #kainehelena #kaine ferron #alchemised #senlinyu #the amount of lore in this book is insane #no cause like there is not a single second of the day that I don’t think about them

I’m fully convinced senlinyu is a witch cause why was this book so creepy and nasty but like in the best way possible

#no cause I could not put it down #helena marino #kaine ferron #kainehelena #alchemised #titus eating rhea in the cage..#finished it in two days

the way kaine and helena will have to hide for the rest of their lives, is, alone my roman empire

#kaine ferron #helena marino #alchemised #senlinyu #my sweet babies #kainehelena

the way he tried to make her remember by repeating every conversation…

#alchemised #helena marino #kaine ferron #senlinyu

“who did you kill?” “everyone” kaine defender till the day I die.

#he literally searched FOURTEEN MONTHS for her #kaine ferron #helena marino #alchemised #then being forced to act so cruel after

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dni, blocks and boundaries!

trump supporters,, pedos, minor x adult shippers, racist, homophobia, ableist, violent, or just hateful and negative behavior in general.

there are alot of things I don’t write/ feel uncomfortable with. here’s a list!

anything nonconsensual of any kind. infantilism. gore.faux incest/ incest.overly large age gaps. cannibalism or any weird shit.

I have strict boundaries, block religiously and don’t unblock. I do this for fun, if you don’t like it then ignore it.

unfortunately I am a girl who suffers from both mental health problems and physical disability, and I will probably post sad stuff sometimes.

-etta

i wish you kindness and positivity, always.

nina literally changed matthias’s view on an entire group of people btw

#crooked kingdom #six of crows #matthias helvar #nina zenik #inej ghafa #matthias x nina #kaz brekker #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #jesper x wylan #kaz x inej

I’m afraid I’ll never relate to a girl as much as I do lizzie young

#boys of tommen #shannon lynch #joey lynch #lizzie young #my sweet little izzzy baby

shannon could’ve turned into another marie btw

#boys of tommen #shannon lynch #marie lynch #johnny kavanagh

rip marie lynch, I’ll never be able to form a solid opinion on you

#boys of tommen #shannon lynch #marie lynch #teddy lynch

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clleanlliness

sorry for overreacting, the tone of your text message felt off and i thought you hated me

You’re such a slay queen🫶🏻🫶🏻

thanks, you too. luvv your theme btw💕

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