Active Sept 2023

••• 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒 𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝙶𝚠. (𝟻𝟻𝚔𝚐)

•At this rate i just wanna k*ll myself so badly. I hate everything about being Born, I’m jealous of Asian People bc they’re all so beautiful and then theres me: ugly af & fat.

•When you think you look kinda skinny but then scroll through Instagram and see REALLY SKINNY people and think „wow no i‘m a fat piece of shit.“ haha funny.

Came here just to tell anyone that i didn’t really eat today. I had 1/2 of a pancake.. yeah. Keep it up girl. We get this.

•I tried to eat a bit but i‘m in Stomach pain now and.. it wasn’t worth it either.

•Now i feel the side effects of having an ED. I‘ve been eating very light the past 10 Days, and now I’m in my Bed. My Heart is racing, i feel weak and ill. Still: i‘m not even close to my Goal, idc if i feel sick. I need to get my Drivers License and be Fragile. There’s nothing more important.

•I‘m on new Meds and i’m literally not hungry, since i eat VERY little a Day.. well anyways i lost 3kg in a Week since now- can’t wait to look fragile in my New Clothes in Autumn. 🥰

•I literally didn’t eat today and wish i could stick with that but i‘m gonna eat 9kcal noodles so thats fine. Didn’t lost much weight but i‘m only eating 1x a day and i‘m gonna stick with that. I‘m still fat and my legs are disgusting.

•Being Skinny would literally solve 98% of my Problems, but here i am,, sitting and crying because i‘m never gonna be good in anyones Eyes Bye.