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Its okay though

Im literally about to cry because ive been binging for like a month and it was right after i hit my first goal weight after 3 years on and off and i really just want to starve becuase i was doing so well but at school during lunch im surrounded by friends who might get suspisious and at home theres a bunch of binge food or people offer me stuff ugh i cant get away from food, i only binge binge binge or starve, i dont know why i cant just restrict and starve. I just want the calories to stop.

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Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Why did i eat again

Please get off tumblr. Please. I know its enticing and i sound hypicritical or maybe youll just skip this but im telling you, you don't want this. I was just like you at one point and i still remember how it feels to be on your side of the screen. You dont want breaking down over eating normally, or the countless side effects that come with this or the possible death. I know you probably think it wont get that bad but if you keep going like this i promise you, it will. Just think about it, thanks for reading.