Alright I have absolutely no other option than to isolate myself and avoid absolutely everyone until I don't care if they love me or not because the emotional pain of being close to people and caring about them is far too painful, like someone is twisting a knife in my stomach.

It’s so fucked up how tiktok culture has made clout-poisoned people turn the public into content, every day I see people minding their business have their entire faces put online for thousands of likes, a couple kissing on the train, a lady dancing across a cross walk, a guy nodding his head to the music at a club, a lady buying a banana at the store, ring camera footage of the neighbors kids being stupid. Just let people live jfc

one of the weirdest things about bpd is having extreme abandonment issues but having the urge to abandon everyone you know

I wanna feel loved rn so bad like…. I’m begging the universe to give me someone who’s in love with me

why am i never enough? will i ever be enough?