Hope is on the horizon.

I gotta be honest.

Love me,

Hate me,

Hug me,

Kiss me.

I want you to want me,

I love you,

You love me,

But love comes in every form.

I've never had the means,

I've felt lesser than I am,

I overthink and wander off,

My memory comes and goes,

But the thought of you lives on.

I'll die with the sweet taste of your name on my lips.

Love me,

Hate me,

Hug me.

Kiss me,

Just please don't forget me.

I don't want to burden your heart,

But I'm tired of being apart.

I'm like a fish out of water,

I don't feel like I'm living,

But the moment I hear your voice,

I felt it all,

I love you,

I want you,

I crave you,

I adore you,

I miss you,

I wished you were right there so I could hug you.

We've never actually met,

Yet our souls have collided,

I don't know what fate has decided.

Love me,

Hate me,

Hug me.

Kiss me,

Just please don't forget me.

We've been through it all and none at all,

I want to explore the world with you,

I want to know all of you,

I want you to know all of me.

Could there be a You and I?

I'm not just some lonely guy,

You don't have to ask why,

Because theres a million reasons,

And I'm sure a million more.

Someone told me recently,

How are they supposed to know how you feel if you don't tell them?

Life is short.

Yeah life is short and its beautiful,

But life has no meaning without you in it.

I'm okay being friends forever,

BUT I like the sound of till death do you part.

Love me,

Hate me,

Hug me.

Kiss me,

Just please don't forget me.

I'm like a fish out of water,

I don't feel like I'm living,

But the moment I hear your voice,

I felt it all,

I love you,

I want you,

I crave you,

I adore you,

I miss you,

I wish you were here.

P.S.

If you want me,

Why do we have to suffer just to exist?

I'm tired of this life and suffering.

I'm tired of breaking down into tears trying to figure out how I'm supposed to survive.

I got my license and car,

I lost my job at Outback but found a wonderful workplace at Cooper's Hawk where their community has made me feel welcome and valued, which has made moving back to Michigan worth the trouble I've went through moving from Florida.