Xin Yun

so im done and im supposed to get back to math cause math and geog on the same day wtf school i hate you. why am i so negative now hah where did my positive all ready for shit attitude go lol no one aint got time to do all that. so hey future xinyun this was the wrecked up you on 30 September 2015, in the middle of the promo exams feeling real screwed.

20/07/15: These few weeks have been a blur of remorse, guilt and reflection. I can't help feeling that i'm so lacking in EVERYTHING and the fact that everyone's moving ahead without me makes what I was taught to believe so ironic. "If you want to walk fast, walk alone. If you want to walk far, walk together". Is it so? Then how do I explain the ungiven help, the leaving behind. Why does it seem people are actually walking alone?? I hate to admit that JC is a cold, selfish place. Amid the occasional warm feelings, most are desolate and begrudging. I hate to feel this way and I want so much to improve and be positive again. I miss my secondary school friends so so much because no matter what they'll have my back. But its too late to say all these now...I gotta pick myself up and start all over. This time I won't disappoint. (p.s still very grateful to those who understand and are in the same boat with me :'))

20/07/15: One of the reasons why school is still bearable :'')

This time I’m early. But I still fall headlong anyway.

Team lunch and buying of cleats tgt today! Didn't really do any work today and I've a math test tmr but who cares, it was a well-spent day anyway 😌😌

19/03/2015: Studying • Pool • Bowling So much fun with this special group of ppl once again!!!!! Woke up early to meet HUiTing, Ara, Athena and Ben at Yishun Safra Macs for bf and study and honestly it was quite productive (don't mind the random selfies). This was followed by pool and bowling when the rest arrived (coupled with sinful snacks at the pool cafe). After dinner was arcade games and a round of cards that really cracked me up odg I really enjoyed today so much and I'm so tired now gotta mug hard tmr!! 💪

Headaches are the bane of my life no matter how much I sleep. All these shit is getting on my nerves and though most things are going okay I'm still not satisfied with what I've achieved. When can I feel energetic and worry-free again?

09/03/2015: a while ago in the car • mad jack w team! These few days have been a blur of madness, cramming, extreme fatigue. I wouldn't have imagined that just into a month in jc life, I already feel 10× as drained as sec 3 and 4 combined. CCA trainings are really fun and exerting but tutorials and the helpless fact of me dozing off in lectures just downs my mood. I literally don't feel like doing anything now and just wanna plonk onto my bed.

07/03/2015: Guess I'm back into the old me

01/03/2015: • Back on blog • Read more on: http://crimson-skylines.blogspot.sg/2015/02/back-on-blog.html?m=1

We survived the week!! #tgif 😁🎉 (at NYJC)

Pisces: Rage

This is a fairly unflattering picture of me in NY's pe attire but in any case here's me ranting about having evening P.E two days in a row (!?) Never thought JC p.e would be that much different from secondary school. Of course we get to choose whether to play tennis, trug, volleyball or basketball every term but with these couples weekly physical trainings even thought we were supposed to be exempted from NAPHA this year. P.s. growing so comfortable around 1511 they are such warm ppl, much loves :*)

"Are you a point outside the PPC? Because you are so desirable but so unattainable! :("