I understand how tiring certain things that have been said over and over are. And struggling with mental health-anxiety being one, I hear them too much. I hope that with each passing day, it gets easier for you to deal with.

I could easily go on anon and say something that doesn't mean anything to you. I could go on and on about how someone out their needs you, how you can get through this, to stay strong. I don't know what exactly you are going through, nor am I going to try to understand, even suffering from mental illnesses myself. It sucks, it really sucks, and no one can say anything to help you. I know this. I don't know if this is even helping, but I can be an ear if you need some random person to vent to.

Killing yourself is never the solution. A conversation about your feelings isnt supposed to turn into an argument. Until people can give you at least this, then they dont deserve your time, let alone your life. As hard as it is now, and as cheesy as what Im about to say is, there will be better days, I promise you that. Find comfort in constant things, whether it's religion, hobbies, books or tv shows. Dont leave your purpose in the hands of something as flaky and fickle as humans. Stay strong