china doll

Jin had been trying to get a hold of Tai all day, he’d called them nonstop and had sent countless texts their way. He’d wanted something to do before work and Tai was that something, but not being able to get hold of them he grew annoyed and worried. The time on his watch told him that he started work in fifteen minutes but Tai’s flat was only a ten minute walk when he wasn’t in a hurry, so he decided to take a risk. With his uniform in his bag he rushed to Tai’s, a little surprised to discover the door was locked but he shrugged it off and instead unlocked it with the key Tai had given him. He went inside and looked around, there was two pairs of shoes at the door, Tai’s and a pair belonging to an unknown source. Jin’s brow furrowed as he lay his bag down on the floor, removing his shoes as he stepped inside. He couldn’t hear any voices, which he thought was strange. He took another few steps and then he heard an almost familiar sound, his heart stopping as his brain clocked it as Tai’s moans. All of his worry was gone and replaced with rage when he raced forward, pushing the other’s door open, he couldn’t even look at them, he covered his eyes and said in a voice mixed with disgust and hurt. “What the fuck, Tai?!” He turned away and shook his head, he didn’t know wether to throw up or beat the living shit out of the guy that Tai was… He didn’t even want to think about what they were doing.

Tai always got so wrapped up when giving head. They strictly focused on the male above, watching his every movement, listening to his every sound, wanting to make sure what they were doing gave him nothing but pleasure. However, when  the door being swung open and Jin’s voice filled the room, Tai couldn’t not hear it. They jumped back, falling on to their ass, hands propping them up out of shock. They stared at Jin, mouth hanging open, seeing Jisung quickly tucking himself away in their peripheral vision. “J--Jin...” Tai quickly swiped their hand across their mouth, swallowing whatever fluids were in their mouth, their own or Jisung’s. They couldn’t speak. They were too nervous, too afraid. Why were they scared? Tai should be angry that Jin had interrupted them, storming in unannounced. Actually, how dare Jin be angry? How dare he ruin what they were doing? Tai needed this, they needed the money. “Jin, hyung! Why-- Get out!”

Jin had lost all control now, his movements had sped up so much as he slipped into his mother tongue and let out a serious of curses against the other’s lips. The closeness of their slick bodies driving him crazy. He felt himself reaching the edge, his moans growing louder as he moved to bury his face in the others neck, breathing heavily as he rode it out, feeling the pleasure and relief through out his entire being as he muttered into their neck, “Ich liebe dich so verdammt viel, Tai.” the moment had taken such control of him he didn’t even realize what he was saying, he just let it happen.

When the older sped up, Tai almost lost it. Their already fuzzy mind was completely clouded over, they couldn't think of anything. It felt so good and so right, Tai didn't know what to do with themselves. Swallowing, they tipped their head to the side, tightening their legs around Jin, willing him harder, deeper. They wanted it all and they wanted it now. Tai had no idea what Jin was saying but it didn't matter. It was probably just a stream of curse words anyway.

Jin couldn’t be more thankful for Tai kissing him, the words where so close to slipping he could always taste them, but instead he had something to concentrate his lips on. He kissed them back hungrily, his pace speeding up as he continued to thrust into them, the emotional attachment just making the pleasure feel a lot more intense as he picked up speed. His arms had goosebumps all up them as his grip on the others hands tightened, the sweet taste of Tai and the aroma of them both floating around him overloaded his senses, his mind feelings clear yet flooded all at once. He loved it, he loved the feeling they offered him without even knowing it.

Tai leaned up further, pressing their lips harder against Jin’s, refusing to let the words slip. One arm was around his neck, holding their bodies close together, moving in sync. It felt so right and so perfect, it was making Tai dizzy. They were already so turned on, so overwhelmed with pleasure and love, Tai just didn’t know what to do. Tai tightened their grip on Jin’s hand, moving their lips against his in a passionate kiss, moans vibrating against Jin’s mouth.

Jin could feel all of his angry and frustration pouring out of him and being replaced with the melody of Tai’s sounds, to him it was the best thing he’d ever heard, it was moments like this that kept him going. Getting to see Tai like this was a dream come true to him and each time for him as special, even if it started out as just an outlet, he remembered every second of every moment they ever spent close together clearly. He felt his face flush as Tai’s eyes fell on his own, their chest feeling like a fire had just been lit and was growing by every minute that passed as he looked into their eyes. He could feel his words building up in his throat, he wanted to yell about how much he loved Tai, he didn’t want to hold it in anymore, but he swallowed it back, he couldn’t ruin it.

Tai stared up into Jin’s eyes, completely falling into the beautiful orbs. They’d always had a soft spot for Jin, enjoying his company, loving every second they spent together. It was only recently that they realised just how much Jin meant to him, how much he adored him on something more than platonic level. Tai swallowed, letting out a few shaky breaths, their skin completely on fire. They felt the words on the tip of their tongue, about to explode out of their mouth. Tai held it back, leaning up to press his lips hard on to Jin’s wanting to hold back the three words they were afraid to say the most, grinding their hips quicker up towards the older.

Jin adored every part of Tai, there wasn’t a single thing about them that Jin would change, to them Tai was the picture of perfect, inside and out, they where all he ever wanted and when he finally got them he vowed to himself that he’d never let them go. Jin’s heart stabbed at his chest, he loved how he managed to make the other produce such sweet sounds, sounds that he craved. He leaned forward, thrusting at a steady pace and entwined their hands together, his eyes not leaving the other for even a second.

Tai couldn’t hold back the whimpers leaving their lips. Every noise was one of pleasure, whines and gasps, their chest rising and falling quickly. They bit down hard on their lower lip, slowly opening their eyes, connecting with Jin’s. They suddenly lost every breath they had, stomach twisting in a beautifully painful way. They way Jin was looking at them, the way he was holding their hand, how they were connected... It felt perfect. Jin was perfect. If only Tai had the courage to tell him.

Jin managed to pull away and move the others legs so they where open, sitting himself between them. He reached over into the bedside table and pulled out the necessary items, preparing himself and the other, not making eye contact once. When they were both ready he pulled them towards him, his hands gripping tightly onto their hips as he did so. The taller then locked eyes with Tai, his hand snaking up their thigh then wrapping around their shaft. As he started to move his hand up and down he didn’t even bother teasing them, instead he pushed himself all the way in, letting out a loud groan as he did so, having been needing this for a while now.

Their whole body felt like it was on fire. They used to hate being naked. Looking at their ridiculously skinny body in the mirror and feeling sick had become a frequent thing for Tai, but Jin had changed that. Jin had made them feel better about their body. Sure, it was still the same sack if skin and bones, but they didn’t hate themselves as much. Hands resting by their head, lips parted, eyes squeezed shut, Tai waited. When it came, they let out a loud cry, their back arching a little off the bed, fisting the pillow underneath them.

Jin kissed the younger hard then pulled away, “That’s what I like to hear.” He quickly pulled off his pants, his underwear along with them then returned to the other, their lips colliding with passion and heat. Tai always managed to make Jin go crazy, ever since the first time they’d slept together he’d found it impossible to not touch Tai whenever he was around them and now it was like his feelings for him where intensified. He loved Tai in this moment more than he had for a while, they where willing to accept him at his worst and he greatly appreciated it. Even if he did have a weird way of showing it, he was madly in love with the other and wanted nothing but to be with them right now, they where all that mattered and he had to make them his own. His hands felt their way down his stomach, lips still attached to theirs in a hot, messy kiss of pure desperation and passion.

Tai somehow managed to kick away their pyjama pants from around their ankles, unsure as to where the material went. They looked up at Jin for a split second before closing their eyes, almost embarrassed by how needy the older had made them. Tai returned the kiss happily, an arm around Jin’s neck, holding their bodies closer together. He loved the skin on skin touch, the way they just seemed to slot together, they just knew how to connect.

Jin had inched their pants down just enough, he took their length in his hand and circled their tip with his thumb as he spoke, this time sounding more demanding, “Please, what, Li Tai?” He started laying small kisses across their chest, his free hand resting on their hip.

Tai couldn't handle it. With Jin above them, demanding and controlling, they were quickly becoming a mess. They whimpered again, almost trembling with lust, throat dry as they spoke. "Please... Please fuck me!" They exclaimed the words weakly, forehead alread slick with sweat.

Hearing Tai’s pleads Jin smirked, he ran his free hand gently down the side of their torso and kissed along their collarbone, gently biting them as they reached their pyjama pants, inching them down. “Please, what?” He asked them teasingly, his tone completely serious.

Tai felt their cheeks burning as a blush swept over them. They couldn’t speak, it would be too much of an embarrassing high pitched whine for more. They turned their head to the side, biting on their lower lip, just wanting Jin to be inside them already.

Jin could feel Tai growing against his leg, he wasn’t even sure if the other was going to be okay with this side of him but feeling the very obvious hard on just made his jeans feel tighter. As he undid the button and zip on his jeans he kissed along their jaw, nibbling as he did so and when he reached their lips attacked them once more. One of his hands made it’s way over to the other’s crotch, ghosting over it teasingly. 

Just the feeling of Jin’s fingers brushing against their crotch made their toes curl. Gasping and whimpering, Tai pushed their hips up a little further into the touch, unable to focus on the kiss, lips moving messily. They hated how thin the material was, how they could feel absolutely everything. “P--please..”

Jin looked at Tai’s figure in the dark, he would usually sit and let his eyes drink up every inch of their perfection but not tonight, instead he lowered himself back down and began kissing them with the same amount of passion as before, if not a little more. He stopped and touched his forehead to the others, his breathing a little heavier than usual and his voice rough, “I’m going to fuck you so hard tonight, I hope you realise that.”

Tai was completely melting into a puddle because of Jin and they couldn’t stop. They returned the kiss, arms locked tightly around Jin’s next, holding him close as their lips moved messily. As Jin spoke, Tai felt all remaining blood shoot to their crotch, stomach twisting, heart almost leaping out their chest. The way Jin spoke, so dirty and confident, absolutely drove Tai wild. They loved it.