xi.ivy

Things seem better left unsaid

For the many reasons I’m not content with myself

Are the same reasons why I deserve death

I want to take you with me

This nonsense of the years gone by .

I let you take my energy

Far away from me

I see her in my visions

Never in my thoughts.

She’s right in front of me .

All over my minds device.

I loved holding her close

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And i become thoughtless.

i forgot every word

That I would have said

So i hugged you tight

and held my breath.

Only You understood

The words from my chest

“I knew I was in love”

cute deep cuts; of endless pain .

Blood pours on the roots of the evergreen

To every song meant for you and me

i fell for a diamond

xi.ivy

-xi.ivy

Sleep another night …

So I Hold my pillow tighter

- I can hold my breath max 20 seconds