student ID no. 41269
balamb garden, SeeD commander
gunblade specialist
there's an image of a young boy standing; remarkably alone, just outside of the pouring rain. while his body grew around him, his heart has always remained tethered to that place — alone, in the rain — promising that he'll make it okay by himself ( and doing his very best, in the only way that he knows how. )
carrd // playlist // maybe i'm a lion
✗ the basics.
independent squall leonhart from final fantasy viii.
penned by mani. formerly grieversxpride.
crossovers are welcome, as i’m familiar with most final fantasy titles.
important to note: while there are a few iterations of squall's character, my portrayal will mostly involve his characteristics as seen in the original final fantasy viii — even when writing for his other appearances ( i.e. dissidia, etc. )
that said, i will maintain a heavy preference to not write as leon from kingdom hearts due to my own personal views on these two characters. i know where the angle is coming from, but i don't see them as synonymous. my loyalist heart remains with the original interpretation.
all of my writing will be done in lower case formatting.
✘ communication.
in-character, out-of-character, and anonymously inspired messages are welcome at any time. because i will be writing at my own pace, responses to certain asks or memes may be sparse. submissions are welcome at any time unless specifically stated they are no longer being accepted. i’m hardly one to refuse, but if you have any questions about turning a message or response into a thread — don’t hesitate to reach out.
reblog karma is not important to me. reblog whatever you would like, as often or as frequently as it pleases you. never feel obligated to send me something just because — i will always prefer that you submit something out of genuine interest instead of obligation. my time is precious, as is yours.
any form of hate or drama will not be tolerated. if something comes up, please feel free to communicate with me. conversations are important if an offense has taken place, but not always necessary. but if i’ve broken a rule of yours, or made you uncomfortable somehow, i want you to feel comfortable opening up a dialogue to address it.
✘ relationships.pre-established: this is welcome with the right discussion before-hand. it is completely understood that meeting characters on a whim can be trite, and goes against squall’s very nature. i’m more than happy to skip some initial introductions when applicable or to write them in as a small piece of a greater whole.
mains and exclusives: this is not within my usual practice, as i am a firm believer that every individual writing a character brings something unique and their own to the table. this may tentatively change as i gauge the community and what may arise from interactions. fellow squall writers and enthusiasts are welcomed in this space.
shipping: preferably based on chemistry and outofcharacter interactions for the sake of comfort. however, squall is very withdrawn as a character and his approach to relationships in general ( platonic relationships, even ) is very aligned with a fearful-avoidant attachment style due to childhood trauma. he’s working on this as a whole with development, but it takes time to unlearn behaviors that are engrained like instinct. that said, all you have to do is ask if there’s an interest!
✘ miscellaneous information.
mani / manifique / age: thirty-five.
full-time graphic designer.
discord available upon request. thanks in advance for taking the time to read through these. i'm a low maintenance roleplayer due to working full-time outside of the writing sphere.
these guidelines are subject to change as i continue to set up and find my place here again. please do not interact with my space if you are a minor. if you feel the need to block me for any reason, please extend me the courtesy of a hard block so that i don't mistakenly follow again.
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i will be here ... tomorrow. stayed up until three a.m. playing duellum.
in the meantime, though, you should share with me one to three songs you associate with your muses so that i can give them a listen throughout the day ( if multi please feel welcome to participate with multiple muses, just specify to me so that i can get the association better. ) and feel free to give me the 411 on why you associate the song with them because i live for this vital information.
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↳ @sanctiichor
i would kill you. ✧ i would physically hurt you ( no holds sparring, or first blood. ) ✧ i would attack you unprovoked. ✧ i would manipulate you. ✧ i dislike you. ✧ you annoy me. ✧ you scare me. ✧ you intimidate me. ✧ i hope i intimidate you. ✧ i pity you. ✧ you disgust me. ✧ i hate you. ✧ i’m indifferent lukewarm toward you. ✧ i’d like to get to know you better. ✧ i’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ i’d like to be friends with you ( maybe not friends, initially, but he can sense a good ally. ) ✧ i’m unsure what to think of you ( there isn't only one path to the end goal. ) ✧ i’m unsure how i feel about you ( you can't always shield them, nor should you try so relentlessly. ) ✧ you are my friend ally. ✧ you are my best friend. ✧ you are my mentor. ✧ i look up to you ( being an inch taller doesn't count. ) ✧ i respect you. ✧ you are my hero. ✧ you inspire me ( the warrior has this way about him — difficult to explain. nor does he feel the need to try to explain. ) ✧ you are my enemy. ✧ you make me happy. ✧ i want to would protect you. ✧ i would fight by your side. ✧ i consider you an equal. ✧ i think you are beneath me. ✧ i think you are above me. ✧ i would lie for you. ✧ i would lie to you. ✧ i would sleep with you. ✧ i would sleep by your side ( someone has to keep watch, right? ) ✧ i would hug you. ✧ i would kiss you. ✧ you are family to me. ✧ i would die take the hit for you. ✧ i would kill for you ( within reason; re: their enemies. ) ✧ i would trust you with my life until given a reason not to. ✧ i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ i would trust you with a secret. ✧ i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ i love you ( platonically. ) ✧ i love you ( romantically. )
bonus attributes: from his own world, squall is often looked to as a leader — but he never thinks of himself as qualified. this belief doesn't stem from a lack of confidence, but merely because he has no desire to lead people. that said, he doesn't back away from the responsibility and approaches every mission with every ounce of his wherewithal ( whatever it takes to see the mission through — because that's his job — and for his own reasons, often lost in the undercurrent. ) the warrior of light, however, is by all means the textbook definition of what a leader is meant to be, and the gunblader is more than amenable to him taking the role in their current situation. that said, the warrior's morals are as sharp as the helmet he wears on his head, which is where their differences begin to branch.
squall doesn't need anyone to shield him, being more than capable of handling his own and taking care of himself. nor is squall as trusting in what cosmos has to say — unwilling to follow them so blindly, giving discernment to friend and foe alike. in every way, his loyalty is to be earned where it seems ( to him ) that the warrior gives his loyalty so freely ... even if that may not be the case.
✧ -eye- from one protagonist to another, wassup bro
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↳ @endaether.
i would kill you. ✧ i would physically hurt you. ✧ i would attack you unprovoked. ✧ i would manipulate you. ✧ i dislike you. ✧ you annoy me. ✧ you scare me. ✧ you intimidate me. ✧ i hope i intimidate you. ✧ i pity you. ✧ you disgust me. ✧ i hate you. ✧ i’m indifferent lukewarm toward you. ✧ i’d like to get to know you better. ✧ i’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ i’d like to be friends with you ( maybe not friends per se, but he can sense a good ally. ) ✧ i’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ i’m unsure how i feel about you. ✧ you are my friend. ✧ you are my best friend. ✧ you are my mentor. ✧ i look up to you ( i mean, clive edges him out by a couple of inches. ) ✧ i respect you. ✧ you are my hero. ✧ you inspire me. ✧ you are my enemy. ✧ you make me happy. ✧ i want to would protect you. ✧ i would fight by your side. ✧ i consider you an equal. ✧ i think you are beneath me. ✧ i think you are above me. ✧ i would lie for you. ✧ i would lie to you. ✧ i would sleep with you. ✧ i would sleep by your side. ✧ i would hug you. ✧ i would kiss you. ✧ you are family to me. ✧ i would die for you. ✧ i would kill for you. ✧ i would trust you with my life until given a reason not to. ✧ i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ i would trust you with a secret. ✧ i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ i love you ( platonically. ) ✧ i love you ( romantically. )
bonus attributes: squall has an objectively good sense of moral character ( re: seifer, there’s an entire segue here, but he’s not invited to this particular conversation at length. ) meeting everyone by proxy of cosmos and chaos’ summonings in dissidia, he parses everyone rather well despite all their different walks. even though he intentionally keeps everyone at a distance to himself and prefers to work alone, he would easily acknowledge clive to be a strong ally, and by no means someone to underestimate.
based off first impressions, clive is the kind of guy that when you walk into a room — you can tell he’s about his business and you know when they command a certain brand of authority. not the kind that speaks loudly, but a strong, quiet presence … something that he and squall share — the same qualities the warrior of light ( @sanctiichor ) possesses, alongside lightning ( @fatenull ).
that’s something he can respect without knowing too much about someone.
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↳ @braskide
i would kill you. ✧ i would physically hurt you ( no holds sparring, or first blood. ) ✧ i would attack you unprovoked. ✧ i would manipulate you. ✧ i dislike you. ✧ you annoy me. ✧ you scare me. ✧ you intimidate me. ✧ i hope i intimidate you. ✧ i pity you. ✧ you disgust me. ✧ i hate you. ✧ i’m indifferent toward you. ✧ i’d like to get to know you better. ✧ i’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ i’d like to be friends with you. ✧ i’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ i’m unsure how i feel about you. ✧ you are my friend. ✧ you are my best friend. ✧ you are my mentor. ✧ i look up to you ( never beating the two apples tall allegations. ) ✧ i respect you. ✧ you are my hero. ✧ you inspire me. ✧ you are my enemy. ✧ you make me happy. ✧ i want to would protect you. ✧ i would fight by your side. ✧ i consider you an equal. ✧ i think you are beneath me. ✧ i think you are above me. ✧ i would lie for you. ✧ i would lie to you. ✧ i would sleep with you. ✧ i would sleep by your side. ✧ i would hug you. ✧ i would kiss you. ✧ you are family to me. ✧ i would die for you. ✧ i would kill for you. ✧ i would trust you with my life. ✧ i would trust you with my most precious belonging ( she possesses it, already. ) ✧ i would trust you with a secret. ✧ i trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ i love you ( platonically. ) ✧ i love you ( romantically. )
bonus attributes: his annoyance with her is vastly different than his annoyance with others. rather, it's the fact that she wrapped a detrimental part of herself around his wrist in a way that he never felt bothered to untie — the way she would quietly watch his back even if it meant threatening her own — the way he's somehow allowed himself to become exposed to her in ways he promised himself that he never would.
squall isn't someone that puts any faith in ❛ good luck ❜ charms. however, this unbreakable fragile thread is something that becomes comfortable to him. somehow, it reaches an existence that begins to weigh as much as the griever ring does beneath the worn leather of his gloves, comes close to the emblem of pride that hangs fervently around his neck — it becomes dangerous in the way he feels tethered to her, even when they’re far apart.
❛ you never wanted this, no. but i'm afraid you absolutely did choose it.
in one hundred ways — at a hundred thresholds. you pressed on.
not once has it been removed from his wrist since the moment she tied it on.
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↳ zidane.
i would kill you. ✧ i would physically hurt you. ✧ i would attack you unprovoked. ✧ i would manipulate you. ✧ i dislike you. ✧ you annoy me. ✧ you scare me. ✧ you intimidate me. ✧ i hope I intimidate you. ✧ i pity you. ✧ you disgust me. ✧ i hate you. ✧ i’m indifferent toward you. ✧ i’d like to get to know you better. ✧ i’d like to spend more less time with you. ✧ i’d like to be friends with you. ✧ i’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ i’m unsure how i feel about you. ✧ you are my friend. ✧ you are my best friend. ✧ you are my mentor. ✧ i look up to you ( hah. ) ✧ i respect you. ✧ you are my hero. ✧ you inspire me. ✧ you are my enemy. ✧ you make me happy. ✧ i want to would protect you. ✧ i would fight by your side if necessary. ✧ i consider you an equal. ✧ i think you are beneath me. ✧ i think you are above me. ✧ i would lie for you. ✧ i would lie to you. ✧ i would sleep with you. ✧ i would sleep by your side. ✧ i would hug you. ✧ i would kiss you. ✧ you are family to me. ✧ i would die for you. ✧ i would kill for you. ✧ i would trust you with my life. ✧ i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ i would trust you with a secret. ✧ i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ i love you ( platonically. ) ✧ i love you ( romantically. )
bonus attributes: he wants to be indifferent towards zidane and bartz, but ultimately finds himself incapable of turning the blind eye whenever they ( inevitably ) find themselves in a tough spot, even going so far as to keeping a distant eye on them. important to note the only lie he would tell is one by omission concerning his own well-being — squall can take care of himself. visibly wounded and bleeding, and he'd still be fine. dust yourself off and get back in there. he won't let them down.
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what type of symphony are you?
↳ partita: the soloist.
you are the silence in the theatre as the soloist readies his bow, and the chill one feels at the strike of the first note. you are the undeniable gravity that brings everything together, and you hold captive the fool and the genius alike. you make no promises with life for which path you are to take, and that is why your life can be nothing but extraordinary — you know no other way ( i don't even have a choice? ... )
though the mirror may be your greatest enemy, you know there is no absolution but that in the reflection. through light and dark, you feel no discomfort in being alone though at times you crave affection. no matter. you persist. and that is your greatest strength.
your song: partita in e major by bach.
tagged by: @serapholy ( thank you kindly. )
tagging: @valiantseeker @ultimateutopia @ragingfists and you.