Zeratin☆

Teachers were absolutely FOUL too bruh the seating was so fucked I literally sat by myself in a corner for like all my classes like it was comical levels of pathetic it sounds like I'm making it up like I was completely separated from the whole class

I COMPLWTELT FORGOT I HAD JOURNALS BACK THEN OMG IM GONNA LOOK THROUGH THEM

Okay wow tjis is actually very upsetting and very sad I was still the same this sucks I felt bad even back then I mean I was still a cringe 12/13yo but man I remember how I felt and I feel the same now if not worse and like it doesn't get any better my teacher would tell me that those people wouldn't know what they missed out on (my "awesomeness", as he'd say) until high-school but I still feel like tjis I saw my comics the comics I'd draw of myself whenever something was particularly bad and I wish I could tell myself that it doesn't get better and it is not worth it to try or to keep hoping and tje only thing I can do is to keep holding on to the small things I like because other people aren't going to stick around wow tjis is awful I thought it'd be funnier but I guess I've always been this miserable and hopeless

You seriously don't understand that Berserk is the only reason I didn't kill myself in middle school like it is that serious I had nothing but my little manga guys

No it was so bad the more I think about it because even a social worker had to get involved and she told me to my face that there was nothing she could do for me since I had no behavioral issues and perfect attendance and my grades were also good