Lovely Misery

that the weight loss will take much longer than i thought, because my fitbit is over-calculating my calories burned in a day

that i won't ever have the legs i want, because of how they're built

that i'll mess up even before i reach my ugw, and maybe won't ever get there

that my ugw won't be enough, and i'll need to keep losing weight

that i will gain weight once i reach my ugw, because my metabolism will be fucked

that no one will even care that i lost weight, because I'll still be ugly

i am allowed to be angry with people when they hurt me, even if they are sensitive and cant cope well with being told they did something wrong. their sensitivity does not mean i have to bottle up my feelings & their lack of coping skills does not make me expressing my anger abusive.

me: eats

You’re craving it.

You feel good while consuming it.

Then it just burns in your stomach.

Mentally okay but physically dead

Physically okay but mentally dead