the whole world is wrong

To be myself today

@my-melodys-bakery @dont-you-dare-forget-the-sun @whatthekoi

me? overthinking and hurting my own feelings again? haha definitely

"whats your 5 year plan?" buddy I nearly go insane thinking about what I should have for dinner

why am I never good enough for anyone it's like no matter how hard I try I'll never succeed and because of that I'll never be worthy of love from anyone not even myself

When I obsess over someone I worship them like they are literally my god so do not tell me you love harder than me amateur

I hate it when BPD decides to not let you sleep but instead "let's think about the fact that you are worthless and no one will care if you disappear" and now I'm too tired to work.

everyone one a bpd partner until they get a bpd partner and find out that bpd is a real mental disorder and not just a cute character trait

me when the personality disorder disorders (I need constant attention to survive and without it I feel terrible)

i ruined everything that has made me happy

I feel like destroying my life and everything I have

i wish so badly to be worth someone’s efforts

thinking abt how I assumed I'd be dead by 16, then 18, then 21,,, and now I'm nearly 24 + still going

they weren't lying when they said it'd get better,,,,