xander

i also can't log into my tumblr account on another browser or on my ipad, it keeps loading an old account, even though i changed the email in my settings. i'm so confused :(

plastic love and mariya takeuchi appreciation post

it’s all good! lowkey nsfw, i suppose i grew up with crushes on all sorts of people, til this day, tbh though, i always felt put off and a bit grossed out by... stuff, i considered myself bisexual. i forced myself to be with others, in and outside of relationships. i suffered through and tried to fit in and be ‘normal’ until i recently realized that it isn’t working or changing my mind and i need to stop trying to fit in. it’s only scaring me away more.  i thought for the longest time that i hadn’t met the one - but even with the one person i really clicked with and felt comfortable in every other way, it didn’t feel right. always thought asexuality was some myth, that ace people just “hadn’t met the right person”, that they just didn’t have experience, i was that guy - now i realize i’ve been feeling the same as them this entire time. clowned myself. reading up on other asexual people’s experiences, i can totally relate. i didn’t even know there were people with the same exact experiences out there. i’m glad i found a term that fits me, and met people who relate. it’s so easy when you find yourself & others to talk to :’D

himbo had to update his reference sheet since i fucked up twice in the last one lmao 

little meme inspired by the money store album by dg lol

i’m on a tiny hiatus for now, i’m still gonna upload when possible but i haven’t had much time to draw lately. currently spending time at my uncle’s & resting a bit. today i got inked and made progress on my very slow coming sleeve. got all day tomorrow to just stay at his house and draw, so that’s quite nice. 

hungry…

i made a page for Orchard with all the information & backstory so far, which i’ll ofc keep updating...