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I can’t seem to get high enough I feel like I’m drowning I just want to breathe again

I can’t seem to get high enough I walk around with a smile on my face laugh and make jokes like everything’s okay still

I can’t seem to get a high enough to not wish you were walking through the door to not miss the dimples of yours that I adore

I can’t seem to get high enough to not want to wake up next to you cook with you see that dorky smile and the cute things you do

I can’t seem to get high enough to pretend and tell myself the lies that will help me from wanting to die

I can’t seem to get high enough just let my mind be still if It could just be still not feel like I’m at a circus on the merry-go-round

I can’t seem to get it high enough to not miss you and love you in every way

I can’t seem to get high to keep these demons off my thoughts I can see me losing my s*** in every way every day is a new day for me to tell myself “hey it will be ok”

I can’t seem to get high enough to pretend pretend I’m not still in love with you