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the demons are calling me FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK. do I just give in or try and get the safety of my *very used* eyebrow razors….. UAGHHHHHHH THE DEMONSSSS THE DECISIONS FUCKKKK. I haven’t even cut in like a week im such a larper
me when I have to confess my slitter tendencies next to my dearest mother for the 1000xxxxxth time to a mental health companynwhateverthefuck employee
Genuinely they ask the same shit every time dude YOU KNOW ME IVE HAD A MEETING WITH YOU LIKE YWO WEEKS AGO I GET YOU GHOSTED MY ASS BUT DUDE THE SAME SCRIPT?.?.??????
Here's to praying that I don't get termed for this because there are people on here that really need to hear it (tags are to get it to its target audience)
MASSIVE trigger warning for sh and general gross wound stuff (no pics but still)
I'll say it again, this post doesn't have pictures but it does contain pretty detailed descriptions of sh so if that's triggering to you please don't keep scrolling!
Ok so if you do cat scratches/light styros or things that don't draw blood (all completely valid btw) you might think people on here are being dramatic talking about expensive woundcare, "bean juice", wounds leaking and such. They're not. I hot the fat layer for the first and hopefully last time a few days ago and when I took the bandage off today it was absolutely soaked through with this sort of clear to light yellow liquid. It bled for like a day after the initial cut and shows no signs of healing yet. I live at home so I don't buy my own bandages, but that's almost worse cause now I'm using less than I need so I don't use too much. I absolutely hate the feeling of my legs being stiff and now I can't stretch because it hurts so bad, everytime my legs stick to each other cause I crossed them or something it hurts to separate them, I'm constantly scared that it'll soak into my clothes and give it all away. What's worse is that even after I was terrified by the initial cut and promised myself I'd never do it again, I got really strong urges yesterday and today. Going deeper doesn't pay, it won't scratch that itch, it'll just make everything worse. Please take care of yourself.
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This information is also on my website here!
Safer self-harming & first-aid:
Cutting the Risk (free book an sh harm reduction, first aid + anatomy info) (my favourite)
More Accurate Diagram of Safer Spots For Self Injury, made by an EMT with a phlebotomist, a paramedic, and nurse. No image description.
My website (wip), first aid for cuts, info on infections + first aid for (mild) infections, info on blood vessels, DIY first aid supplies
how to make butter fly bandages (image described)
Harm Minimisation, a brief guide to harm reduction for self-harm
Avoiding self-harm:
Calm Harm, an app that helps you “ride the wave” of self-harm urges. Free in the UK and US, charges may apply else where.
The Hurt Yourself Less Workbook (edited to remove some fatphobic language + images of self-harm, original here)
Finding useful distractions/displacements, distractions and displacements, delaying self harm (more distractions/alternatives, even more distraction/alternatives)
Helplines & other supports
Self-injury Support's (uk) webchat, phone, text, and email support services. webchat, phone, and text support have limited hours, see website. emails replied to with a week. (does not track ip/location, if identifiable info (i.e. name, location) about you or another person who is "is at risk of significant harm or death" or is hurting someone else is given it will be passed on (i.e. to emergency services))
alternatives to harmful crisis lines (USA focused, some resources available in Canada)
Misc:
@self-harm-harm-reduction, my blog. feel free to send an ask if you have harm reduction questions
Self-injury support (uk charity, lots of online resources)
What is a self-harm harm reduction plan
Self-harm report card, "this report card can be used if seeking treatment for an injury – for example given to health professionals"
Self-injury Support's resource library (resources not made by SiS found here, for resources by SiS check the "self-help info & resources" section of the menu)
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