The Big Dog.

                                 "If you want something in life,

                                       you gotta FIGHT for it!“

Independent Midnight Lycanroc

15+ Years RP Experience, Mun is 18+

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So, I think it might be time for this post. As of now, Boz is on a least a temporary hiatus, as are my sideblogs, I think. Just the thought of coming back here and interacting with people has me terrified. 

I’ll still likely be around, and I may send asks to other people, but I’m not looking to start anything more over here for a while. I’m also considering cutting myself off from everyone but a select few people, possibly a group or two, until my mental health finally starts looking upwards. 

As for my sideblogs.... I’m not sure. I may post on them from time to time, I love Excelsius and Ludro, but..... writing here has become far more of a chore than I hoped it would ever be.

I hope eventually I’m out of this slump, but this is just the state of things here. For those who love seeing Boz on the dash, I’m sorry. This actually just breaks my heart to type this, as I love playing him just as much.

1. The last day of a job I liked and was comfortable at was last week.

2. I’ve been getting less and less sleep, and have been feeling sluggish, and with a lack of energy. This does not help, as I have what’s referred to as a ‘social battery’. This battery recharges when I sleep, or take time away from people, but lately, it feels like the energy has been extremely low.

3. I want to talk to people, but don’t really want to be messaged first????? Like, for some reason the sound of the discord notification for DMs is setting me off, and I don’t know why, as it never has before.

4. I think I mostly just want to be left alone, unless I start conversation.