moon bound

assorted   lyrics      ♡      sentence   starters.                   ╰   *  ANGST   EDITION ,   part   one.

“ all  my  life  i’ve  been  a  time bomb. ”

“ looking  back  on  the  things  that  i’ve  done ,  i  should’ve  known  that  i’ve  always  had  more  than  enough. ”

“ if  tonight  i  fall  asleep  for  the  last  time ,  i  wanna  be  proud  of  the  things  that  i’ve  done  right. ”

“ if  i  could  learn  how  to  hold  my  head  up ,  maybe  life  wouldn’t  seem  like  it’s  passing  me  by. ”

“ just  promise  you’ll  stay  strong  and  carry  on. ”

“ i  just  think  i  got  too  much  mileage  and  too  worn  out  to  hide  it. ”

“ life’s  just  a  riddle  that  was  made  for  the  depressed. ”

“ i  can’t  tell  if  it  was  worth  it  or  if  i  deserve  it. ”

“ i  keep  telling  myself  that  this  is  not  a  hell  and  i’ll  earn  my  happiness  when  i  do  something  well. ”

“ you’ll  never  get  me  out  of  my  way. ”

“ if  you’re  wondering ,  you’re  not  alone. ”

“ you  don’t  know  the  guilt  i  carried  this  far  all  on  my  own. ”

“ you’d  be  a  better  memory  alive  rather  than  not. ”

“ getting  out  is  not  enough  if  nobody  else  can  come. ”

“ is  it  worth  the  suffering?  is  it  worth  the  price  we  paid? ”

“ i’d  rather  die  young  than  die  alone. ”

“ you  can’t  just  run  from  sadness  when  it  gets  too  hard  to  stay. ”

“ even  though  i’m  trying  my  best–––  doing  all i  can–––  as  you  might  have  guessed ,  i  don’t  know  how  to  pretend. ”

“ saying  that  i’m  hurting  is  getting  old ,  i  can  tell. ”

“ i’m   so   uncomfortable  with  the  skin  i’m  in. ”

“ it’s  so  hard  to  know  these  days  if  anybody  feels  the  same. ”

“ if  i’ve  learned  anything ,  it’s  that  everybody’s  fake. ”

“ you  want  me  dead ,  but  i’m  alive. ”

“ taking  cheap  shots  doesn’t  make  you  brave. ”

“ i’ve  been  reading  my  horoscope ,  hoping  it’ll  help  me  cope. ”

“ will  this  anxiety  always  have  a  hold  on  me? ”

“ i  always  listen  to  sad  songs  in  the  morning  so  it  gets  better  than  this. ”

“ the  deeper  the  grief ,  the  closer  you  are  to  god. ”

“ what  is  hell?  it’s  being  unable  to  love. ”

“ i  used  to  think  that  i  deserved  this. ”

“ i’ve  come  to  grips  with  the  fact  that  what’s  dead  is  dead. ”

“ i  learned  that  trust  is  rarely  worth  it. ”

part one of prompts pulled from taylor swift’s newest album, midnights. a few prompts might have been split up to make more sense in a rp sense, but most remain unchanged. enjoy <3

𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐙𝐄

meet me at midnight.

you don’t ever say too much.

you don’t really read into my melancholia.

i’ve been under scrutiny.

you handle it beautifully.

all this shit is new to me.

i’m damned if i do give a damn what people say.

all they keep asking me is if i’m gonna be your bride.

the only kinda girl they see is a one-night or a wife.

they’re bringing up my history, but you weren’t even listening.

you weren’t even listening.

talk your talk and go viral.

i just need this love spiral

get it off your chest

get it off my desk.

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐍

we lost track of time again

how’d we end up on the floor, anyway?

i see you every day now.

how the hell did we lose sight of us again?

ain’t that the way shit always ends?

i lost you.

that’s a real fucking legacy to leave.

𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎

i have this thing where i get older, but just never wiser.

my depression works the graveyard shift.

i should not be left to my own devices.

i end up in crisis.

i wake up screaming from dreaming.

it’s me… hi.

i’m the problem, it’s me.

i’ll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.

it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.

did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism?

one day i’ll watch as you’re leaving, and life will lose all its meaning.

i have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money.

she thinks i left them in the will.

𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇

life is emotionally abusive.

time can’t stop me quite like you did.

my flight was awful, thanks for asking.

i’m unglued, thanks to you.

it’s like snow at the beach: weird, but fuckin’ beautiful.

you wanting me tonight feels impossible.

this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.

i’ve never seen someone lit from within.

to hide that would be so dishonest.

it’s fine to fake it till you make it.

i don’t even dare to wish it

can this be a real thing? can it?

𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐖𝐍, 𝐊𝐈𝐃

i play it cool with the best of them.

he’s gonna notice me.

it’s okay, we’re the best of friends.

i didn’t choose this town. i dream of getting out.

there’s just one who could make me stay.

i waited ages to see you there.

i picked the petals… he loves me not.

i play my songs in the parking lot.

i’ll run away.

i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this.

the jokes weren’t funny.

i took the money

my friends from home don’t know what to say.

everything you lose is a step you take.

you’ve got no reason to be afraid.

you’re on your own, kid. you always have been.

you’re on your own.

the theme of pushing his body and abilities to the fullest length of its capacity. peaking monthly at the full moon. then the preservation cycle of post full moon his body rebelling and forcing him to recover. the healthier he is physically. the more self destructive he is. the weaker his body is. the more his desire to live kicks in.

there is a division between the two.

he views his life as really having no future. this means that he has almost no plans beyond the next full moon.