Please Listen
If you are seeing this and do not have an ED, there’s a chance you are on your way of getting one because you have been looking through the tags.
that’s how I started. I am a very logical person and first went on a calorie deficit to try and loose some weight. It was supposed to be controlled and done in a safe way, but the further I went down the rabbit hole of the ED tags on tumblr the more out of control I got. I first started browsing to see the dangers of not eating enough from people who experience it because I didn’t want to be like that. Slowly it got into my head that because I had all this information and I knew so much about ED’s and health that I would be fine if I went a little bit under my deficit.
1800 turned to 1500 which turned to 1200 then 1000 and now 800-900. and that is not healthy. but once you start it gets into your head and no matter how much information you think you have this can still affect you. I was desperate to loose weight and still am, but I’m going about it the wrong way.
but I don’t want you to do the same. If you see this post please talk to someone. seek help or even just hide these tags because it’s not healthy to even be looking at this.
I’m fairly new to any of this though I can’t pinpoint when I got really bad I know it was a slow process I became blind to because “a little less can’t hurt”... believe me it can.
I get dizzy and nauseous and I can’t think straight most of the time. I am paranoid someone will find out and stop me and I will gain back all the weight I’ve lost. I am obsessed with my body and comparing myself to others. I have forced myself to throw up just because I felt like I ate too much and that is NOT ok. None of this is
I am lucky that so far nothing major has happened but if I don’t turn back it will.
please I am begging you to turn back, leave, and never look back. this is not a solution, it is more problems waiting to happen. Problems that you don’t realize exist right now, but they do and once they appear they will destroy you. please talk to someone, it can even be me if you want, and get help.
I started off just browsing to see what happened if you didn’t eat enough and now my life is consumed by numbers.

















