DISOBEDIENT!

It’s been a pretty cool couple of days

weet woo I made a wire that I just use universally for all of my muses

WHO SHOULD I MAKE IT’S A TIE !!

          “ trust me , steven , if i felt like i had to be perfect sadie killer and the suspects would’ve never have become a thing. ” all the same , sadie plops down on the sand with a sigh. “ it’s just -- it’s hard not to feel useless. ” she isn’t talking about the band anymore , eyes fixed at the endless sky above them. doing things wasn’t the problem -- she was. in fact , there were days she felt like so many things were moving so fast and she felt ... guilty. guilty that lars wasn’t here to be a part of it all.

         “ i want to , but – i don’t know how. i mean , i wish i knew how to not give a fuck about what people think of me and , when i’m sadie killer , i don’t. i’m performing and it’s amazing and cool and … liberating. but then i’m off the stage and i’m just sadie miller again and – and it’s like nothing’s changed. ”

        “ the coffin may have been a bit much. ” sadie gave the girl a sheepish smile , hands stuffed in the pockets of her warn leather jacket. “ we’ve been experimenting with props , but now that i think about it , a school fundraiser probably wasn’t the best place to test it out. sorry about that ! ”