hebz backup

Shawn: -sits on the bed to wait-

Seth: -drives to Shawn’s hotel and knocks on the door-

Shawn: Come in! -crosses his legs and stares at the bed-

Seth: -walks in nervously-

Shawn: -looks up at him and frowns- I need to talk to you. About.. Roxy.

Seth: I hate when you need to talk to me about someone -frowns-

Shawn: Yeah, I know. But you really need to know this.

Shawn: -sighs- Sit down?

Seth: But it always hurts me Shawn. -he sits down on the bed next to him-

Shawn: -looks at him and raises an eyebrow- Would you rather I let you go on living a lie? Would you rather I let you get hurt by someone else?

Seth: I don’t know. I guess just rip the bandaid off -looks at him-

Shawn: Because if that’s what you want, then turn around and walk out right now. But I’d rather my best friend told me shit like this, than for me to find out when it’s too late.

Seth: I want you to tell me Shawn. please. -looks at him with already almost teary eyes-

Shawn: Straight up? She’s lying to you. And I know, because she told me herself. She doesn’t love you, she loves Kacey. She says that when she says it to you, she pictures him instead. That when you guys hooked up, she was thinking about him.

Shawn: She didn’t want me to tell you, because she thinks she can “learn” to love you. But I’m not letting her fuck with you like that.

Shawn: -looks down at the bed and then back at him-

Seth: -starts crying and sits there in silence-

Shawn: -wraps and arm around him, pulling him closer to hug him- Please don’t hate me. I told her to tell you herself, but she said no. She said she was going to do whatever she wanted, and I wasn’t going to let her hurt you. I care too much about you.

Seth: -he started crying harder- I can’t do this anymore shawn.

Shawn: -holds him tighter- I’m so sorry. I really didn’t want for this to happen. I tried to stop her, and she blew me off. I couldn’t sit by and watch her do that to you.

Seth: -cries harder- This is the second fucking time in a week Shawn.

Shawn: -runs a hand back and forth along his back- I know. I swear I tried to prevent it. She’s a bitch, Seth. I tried to reason with her, and she flipped out.

Shawn: She wants to tell Kacey that she still loves him. She wants to fuck up their relationship too.

Shawn: She’s really messed up, man.

Seth: I cant do this.

Shawn: She doesn’t deserve you. Neither of them do. You’re a really great guy, Seth. And they’re just manipulative bitches.

Seth: -he sat there and listened-

Seth: Shawn, what did I do to deserve all this. -he cried-

Shawn: -pulls away and looks him in the eyes- You didn’t do a damn thing. They did. You’re way too good for them, and they took advantage of it. I’m really sorry.

Seth: I bought both of them everything, boy’s don’t do that. I treated them like Angels. -he cried-

Shawn: -pulls him into another hug, holding him tightly- I know. You are such an amazing guy, Seth. Anybody would be lucky to have you. They’re too stupid to see it, but I do. I see how awesome you are, and I’m telling you now. You don’t deserve this.

Seth: -throws his arms around him- I try so hard.

Shawn: -nods and tears up- I know you do. You’re so amazing. I wish I was more like that. I really envy you, man.

Seth: -crys- Thanks buddy, Thank you for always being here.

Shawn: I will always be here, okay? I’m not going anywhere. You’re my best friend. I love you, man. You should know that.

Seth: I do know that. You’ve always been here. You mean so much to me, man. Its crazy.

Shawn: -takes a deep breath and pulls away slightly to look at him- You’re going to get through this. I promise you. And hey, if it will help, you can hit me. Or kick, bite, scream. I will do anything to make you feel better.

Seth: -laughs a little and wipes away his tears from his face- I couldn’t do that to you.

Shawn: I would let you, though. I wouldn’t even fight back.

Seth: -smiles- The only person I want to hurt is myself.

Shawn: -shakes his head- No. I won’t let you, alright? I will pin you down and hold you here if that’s what it takes.

Seth: -laughs- I might like that. Even if I’m not drunk.

Shawn: -smirks- Oh really now?

Seth: -laughs- Might

Shawn: -grins and hugs him again- I’m always here for you, okay?

Seth: Okay same with you. -smiles- I love you.

Shawn: -nods- I love you too.

Shawn: -pulls back and looks at him- I mean that, okay?

Seth: -smiles- So did I.

Shawn: -kisses his cheek- Don’t hate me for that.

Seth: -smiles- for kissing my cheek?

Shawn: -shrugs- For everything.

Seth: It will be okay at some point.

Shawn: And until then, I’m always here for rough, drunk sex. -smiles and pokes him- Or talking. Either one.

Seth: -smiles- Good times.

Shawn: -grins and bites his lip- You’ll always be my favorite.

Seth: -smiles and lays back- I know.

Shawn: -laughs and lays beside him- That confident, huh?

Seth: -laughs- Yes.

Shawn: -looks over at him- That’s what I like to hear. You should be. You were fantastic.

Seth: -looks at him and laughs- I’m assuming so were you.

Shawn: You want to find out?

Shawn: -leans closer- Because like I said, I’d do anything at all for you.

Seth: -smiles- I’m still technically with Roxy.

Shawn: -sighs and lays back- You’re killing me.

Shawn: Please tell me you aren’t going back to her.

Seth: I haven’t talked to her about it yet. -sighed-

Shawn: -props himself up on his elbow and looks down at him- I swear, if you go back to her.. I don’t know. I can’t let you do that.

Shawn: Please come with us. She’s staying here, and I want you to come with us. Please.

Seth: I think that I’m going back to Hadley.

Shawn: -shakes his head- No, you’re coming with us. You’re going to play on the beach, and drink, and meet cute girls who appreciate your awesomeness. And besides, Roni wants you to come.

Shawn: Forget that. I want you to come. Please?

Seth: -shakes head back- I can

Seth: I can’t

Shawn: -climbs on top of him, straddling him- Then I’m keeping you here.

Seth: Shawn

Shawn: -shakes his head- No.

Shawn: I’m not leaving you, and I’m not letting you leave me.

Seth: Shawn, I need to be alone.

Shawn: After what you told me? Hell no.

Shawn: If you want to hurt someone, let it be me.

Seth: I can’t do that.

Shawn: Why not? I’m telling you to. Hit me.

Seth: I can’t hit you. I wont do it. I don’t want to. I just want to be alone.

Shawn: -kisses him softly and looks down at him- Please don’t ditch me.

Seth: -kisses him back-

Shawn: -places a hand on his cheek and kisses him again-

Seth: -he cried and kissed him again-

Shawn: -pulls away and presses his forehead against his- I know you don’t like me the way that I like you, but please don’t leave me.

Seth: Shawn. -he cried and leaned up and kissed him agian-

Shawn: -wraps a hand back behind his neck and kisses him back-

Seth: I don’t know what I want anymore.

Shawn: -pulls back and nods- I get it. I’ll give you space if that’s what you want. But please don’t do anything to yourself. I couldn’t stand to see you hurt.

Seth: Can i stay here?

Shawn: Here in my room, or here in South Dakota?

Seth: No I mean in your room.

Shawn: -runs a hand through his hair and smiles- Of course you can.

Seth: Okay. I’’m just so fucked right now.

Shawn: -rolls off of him and lays back on the pillows- I know, I’m sorry. Do you want me to go and leave you alone here?

Seth: You are the only one who cares about my feelings.

Seth: -Goes back up to him and kisses him gently-

Shawn: -smiles and kisses him back- You’re my best friend, and I love you.

Seth: You’re my best friend. Please just stay here with me. Please -he begged-

Shawn: -wraps both arms around him- Of course I will. I hear I’m a pretty decent cuddler.

Seth: -smiles- Want to cuddle and watch a movie?

Shawn: -kisses his cheek- Sure.

Seth: -kisses his lips- Thank you so much.

Shawn: -sits up and looks at him- What movie?

Shawn: No, wait. I know.

Shawn: -rolls off the bed and walks over to put something on- You better be a fan of 21 Jump Street, or I’ll be forced to kick your ass.

Seth: BEST FUCKING MOVIE EVER! -smiles-

Shawn: -grins and lays back down beside him- My kind of guy!

Seth: -smiles- You already knew I was!

Shawn: -bites his lip slightly and laughs- That’s true.

Seth: -smile’s flirtatiously- What are your feelings for me anyways?

Shawn: I don’t want to fuck this up even more.

Shawn: What do you think?

Seth: I’m fucked up anyways. Might as well fuck everything up.

Shawn: -smiles and kisses him- You haven’t fucked anything up.

Seth: -smiles and kisses him back-

Shawn: Let’s just put it this way. You’re one of the few people that I’ve ever told that I loved. So, you’re definitely special. And I’m not denying that I like you.

Seth: -smiles- That makes me happy to hear.

Shawn: Well, that’s all I want. Is for you to be happy.

Shawn: I will do anything to make sure you’re happy, okay? Just let me know.

Seth: I know. I know. I want you to be happy too.

Shawn: -smiles and takes his hand- Good.

Seth: -smiles and watches the movie while holding his hand-

Shawn: -scoots closer and lays his head on his chest- Thanks for staying with me.

Seth: -smiles- thanks for letting me stay.

Shawn: Always. -leans up and kisses him quickly before laying down again-

Seth: -he smiled and layed down and started watching the movie- You are the best Shawn.

Shawn: Second only to you. -links their fingers loosely and watches the movie-

Seth: -holds his hand loose- You aren’t second best.

Shawn: -closes his eyes and smiles slightly- You mean that?

Seth: Yes I do -smiles and looks at him-

Shawn: -closes his eyes tighter and nods- Thank you. For everything.

Seth: -he smiled- No thank you for everything.

Shawn: -kisses his neck lightly and lays down-

Seth: -sighs lightly- Oh my.

Shawn: -leans up and kisses him softly- Goonight, Seth.

Shawn: -sits on the edge and closes his eyes-

Sage James: -Sage walked on the sidewalk after Shawn told her to meet her on the roof, she looked up and saw him on the roof, she somehow found her way and saw Shawn sitting on the edge. “Hi!”

Shawn: Opens his eyes and turns around, smiling. “Hey, beautiful. Hope you’re not afraid of heights.”

Sage James: Sage took one step forward and looked down and when, she saw the people at the bottom and they looked like ants to her, her stomach turned slightly. “Possibly. But it’s fine. Why is this your favorite place?” Sage asked in curiosity

Shawn: -shrugs and scoots away from the edge- It’s peaceful. I’m afraid of heights, so the feeling is scary and nice at the same time.

Sage James: Sage looked at him and watched as Shawn backed away from the edge. “So you like the thrill? Interesting.” She crossed her arms and looked straight forward. “I like the view. So anything new with you?” She looked back at Shawn

Shawn: -sits against the wall and looks up against her- Not really. My business is always made public so I’m pretty sure you already know everything. What about you?

Sage James: She smiled and rolled her eyes at him slightly, “Hunny, I’ve been in California for a couple weeks. I heard nothing. Anything you want to talk about?” Sage bit her lip and tilted her head at him, “Nothing new or special at all, surprisingly. I’m not in any drama right now either, which is odd.” She laughed

Shawn: Odd? Take it to be a good thing. -laughs and pats the floor beside him- Want to sit?

Sage James: Sage shrugged at him, “I guess you’re right.” She went and sat beside him stretching her legs all the way out, using her arms to support her self, she turned and looked at Shawn, “So how’s the love life? Sorry I’m being so curious. I’m just nosy I suppose.”

Shawn: -laughs- Yeah, everyone here is, it’s nothing new. Well, the run-down? I got engaged, broke up with him, shit happened, now I’m with Addi Ireland. -turns to face her- Do you know her? She’s really nice.

Sage James: “This is news to me?! Sorry to hear that, Doll. You deserved much better, obviously.” She flipped her hair behind her shoulder and looked at him squinting her eyes, “Addi Ireland? Hm, I’ve heard of her. She’s nice? That’s definitely something I’m not.” She laughed, “I’m happy for you though!” She said with a smile

Shawn: -lays his head back against the wall- You’re nice. I don’t care what you say, you’re nice. To me, at least.

Sage James: She looked at him again, “I’m only nice to you because you’re one of the people I can tolerate. Everyone else I just don’t waste my time with.” She paused for a second and then spoke, “You’re probably one of the only people who has called me nice, you know that?”

Shawn: -raises an eyebrow- Sorry? -laughs quietly- I’m glad you can tolerate me. That’s better than a lot of people.

Sage James: “Don’t be sorry! It’s better than the usual I get ‘stuck up bitch’” She shrugged her shoulders, “Whatever, I’m used to it…Of course I can, you’re a great guy. Plus you’re good looking, so I don’t have to be embarrassed when I’m with you in public.” She joked

Shawn: -giggles and pushes her lightly- Rude! -lays back flat on the ground and stares up at the sky- I guess I should take that as a compliment then? -looks over at her and smirks- I guess you’re not terrible looking.

Sage James: Sage laughs as he pushes her, she watches as he lays back and she begins looking up at the sky as well, “Yes you should, since I don’t usually say that to anyone, ever.” She looked back down at him as he spoke again, “You guess? I see how it is.” she giggled, shaking her head

Shawn: -grins- Nah, you’re hot. I’m sure I’m not the only one to tell you that, though. -closes his eyes and sighs- I really like it up here. You should feel special since I invited you up here.

Sage James: Sage let out a huge smile and she turned fast and looked at him, “No, no you’re not. But I can pretend you are, so thank you for my first ever compliment on my appearance!” She joked again. She moved the hair out of her face and raised her eye brow at him, “Ya, I like it too! Why should I feel so special? Am I the only one you’ve taken up here or something?!” She happily questioned

Shawn: -opens his eyes and looks at her- Psh, nope. I bring all the ladies up here to get laid. -smirks- Just kidding. Actually you’re only the second person I’ve invited up here with me. Feel special. -smiles over at her and closes his eyes again-

Sage James: Sage let out one slight laugh as her eyes widen slightly, she looked at him, “You know, that wouldn’t actually be a bad idea. It could work. You should do it if you ever turn into a man whore!” She let out another laugh again. “The second? Aw!” she felt warm and happy hearing that as she wrapped her arms around both his shoulders, “You’re too sweet!”

Shawn: -grins and looks at her- I was a man whore. Or I still am, I don’t know anymore. People say I can’t change, and I’m not sure they’re wrong. I guess we’ll find out.

Sage James: She looked at him with her mouth open, “That I did not know! I’m so clueless when it comes to knowing things about people!” She batted her long eye lashes at him and put her hand on his shoulder, “Man whore or not, you’re still my favorite person on campus, Boo!”

Shawn: -smiles slightly and looks her in the eyes- You aren’t so bad, Sage. But I’m glad I’m your favorite!

Sage James: She watched as he looked into her eyes and she looked into his for a quick moment before turning away and looking straight, “So…tell me about yours and Addi’s relationship?”

Shawn: -looks up at the sky again and smiles- I have no clue how to describe it. Uh, we’ve known each other for a while, and I don’t know. We’re seeing how things work out, I guess. It feels strained at times, but maybe that’s just how it is. -shrugs and closes his eyes- And how is your love life, Miss James?

Sage James: “Well that’s good! Ya, I believe it’s just like that because it’s a relationship.” She assured him. “Love life?” She yelled out looking at him, “Oh that’s funny!” She shook her head as stuck her hand in her pocket and pulled out a joint and looked at him, “New California habit I picked up, hope you don’t mind. Figured I can’t get caught if I’m this high up.” She put the joint in her mouth and took out a lighter and lit it, inhaling in and blowing the smoke out. “Want a hit?” She said casually

Shawn: -sits up and takes it from her lips- Don’t mind if I do. -takes a puff and closes his eyes again, handing it back to her- Mmm.

Sage James: Looks over at Shawn as he takes it from her. “It’s something most people wouldn’t except me to be into, but I just am. I maybe only do it once a week.” She turned to him and squeezed tightly on his shoulder. “This stays between us!”

Shawn: -laughs and lays his head on her shoulder- Of course. I don’t mind it. I do it every once in a while.

Sage James: Smiles as she feels his head leaning on her, “Well I figured I wasn’t the only one who did it around here, I just don’t want people to think I do it! Can’t be good for my image!” She laughed as she inhaled it again, blowing the smoke out gently, as she looked at some high rise buildings in the distance

Shawn: I’m sure nobody would care, but your secret is safe with me. -smiles and kisses her cheek-

Sage James: She shrugged her one shoulder, “I’m sure they probably would. It’s college! Everyone talks!” Without moving her head, she glanced over at Shawn. “I’m kind of glad my parents forced me to come here, other than being in those ridiculous dorms, I kind of like it.”

Shawn: Forget what everyone else thinks. I’ve decided not to care. I’ll do what I want, and people can suck it. -giggles and closes his eyes- I like it here, too.

Sage James: She smiled and nodded her head once and said loudly, “Fuck ya, they can!” She began laughing with Shawn, and stopped and looked at him again, “Well of course you do, you wouldn’t of met me!”

Shawn: -smiles and looks at her- That’s true. And you wouldn’t have met me. So, it all worked out great, yeah?

Sage James: “Well…I could’ve probably went on with life not knowing you, you’re not that important to me.” She paused and looked at him and then burst out laughing, “Kidding, kidding! Yes it worked out perfectly.” She said as she did the one arm shoulder hug for a few seconds before letting go and smiling at him, “Who knew you could be this entertaining?”

Shawn: -takes her hand and grins- I knew I could! You could have just asked. -nudges her gently- You’re quite entertaining, as well.

Shawn: -pulls out his phone- Oh shit. It’s almost 4? Fuck.

Sage James: Sage looked down at her phone to check the time, she looked up at him with her big ocean blue eyes, “It is! Fuck! I just forgot that my professor said if I didn’t email my paper to him by 12 o'clock tonight, I’d get a zero! I should probably go do that!” She said with a pouted lip

Shawn: -stands up and holds his hand out to her- Yeah, I’ve got to go too. Let’s do this again sometime! -kisses her cheek and walks toward the door-

Sage James: Sage crossed her arms as she watched Shawn walk to the door and she ran up after him, taking his arm and getting in front of him, “No hug?” She said as she quickly wrapped herself around him, she let go and smiled at him, and continued walking to the door to get back to her dorm room

Shawn: -smiles to himself and follows her inside- Bye Sage!

Shawn: -knocks on the door- Tiff, it’s me.

Tiffany: -yells- Come in!

Shawn: -peeks inside and frowns- Damn, you’re dressed.

Tiffany: -rolls eyes and sits up in bed- How unfortunate for you.

Shawn: -grins and sits beside her, handing her the cup- You’re lucky I love you.

Tiffany: -takes it from him and takes a sip, a grin on her face- Yes, yes I am.

Shawn: -lays back on the bed- So, have you slept at all? Besides what little bit you did in the car?

Tiffany: -shakes head- No. As tired as I am, I can’t seem to get to sleep..

Shawn: -pulls her down to lay beside him- Well, try to sleep.

Tiffany: -lays her head on his shoulder- Mm, I’ve got a better pillow, now.

Shawn: -smiles slightly and closes his eyes- Yeah, enjoy it while you can. I hear I’m a decent cuddler, though.

Tiffany: Hey, I’ve heard that, too. -moves a bit closer and closes her eyes-

Shawn: -wraps both arms around her and starts humming-

Tiffany: -curls into his chest and mumbles- You’re warm.

Shawn: -kisses her cheek- So are you.

Shawn: -starts humming quietly again-

Tiffany: -yawns, tucking her head into his neck-

Shawn: -smiles and looks down at her- Does this help?

Tiffany: -nods and yawns again- Mm, yeah. Thanks.

Shawn: -pulls her closer and starts humming again-

Tiffany: The whole coffee thing was kind of pointless, I guess. -laughs slightly-

Shawn: -grins and pokes her- Kind of. I thought it was a booty call. But I’m okay with this.

Tiffany: Maybe it was a booty call, I just haven’t gotten there yet. -smirks-

Shawn: -bites his lip- Don’t tease me, woman. You know I don’t like that.

Tiffany: I think you like it a little too much, actually. -fiddles with the sleeve of his shirt-

Shawn: -smiles slightly- Actually, yeah I do. But shh, don’t tell anyone.

Tiffany: It’ll be our little secret. -winks-

Shawn: We have a lot of those, huh?

Tiffany: Yeah, I guess we do. Couldn’t hurt to have a few more, could it?

Shawn: -shrugs slightly- Guess not.

Shawn: -looks down at her and grins- I know you’re not asleep. You’d be snoring by now.

Tiffany: -laughs lightly- I don’t snore!

Shawn: -nudges her- You never know.

Tiffany: -rolls eyes- You’re getting closer and closer to losing your booty call.

Shawn: Oh really? So there’s still a chance?

Tiffany: There might be. As long as you let me sleep afterwards.

Shawn: -laughs- I’m letting you sleep now, silly.

Shawn: Unless, you’d like to do something to tire you out?

Tiffany: Why, whatever are you suggesting? -blinks innocently-

Shawn: I think you know exactly what I’m talking about.

Tiffany: Hmm. I’ll have to think about it.

Shawn: Oh come on, I thought it was unforgettable.

Tiffany: Yeah, but maybe it was unforgettable in a completely horrible and traumatizing way. Did you even think of that?

Shawn: -laughs- Babe, the way you were moaning, I know you enjoyed it.

Tiffany: Alright, fine. It was okay.

Shawn: Psh, it was better than okay. For me anyways.

Tiffany: -laughs- Good to know. I suppose we could relive the memories. I’d do that for you, because I’m such a good friend.

Shawn: -raises an eyebrow- Don’t tease me.

Tiffany: -smirks- I’m not teasing, believe it or not.

Shawn: -runs a hand up her side- Prove it.

Tiffany: -raises an eyebrow- Do you really think I’m a liar?

Shawn: I think you’re a tease.

Tiffany: -presses a few kisses to the side of his neck- Oh, am I?

Shawn: -smiles and closes his eyes- Unless you do something about it, yeah. You kind of are.

Tiffany: -slips a hand under the bottom of his shirt, resting her hand on his bare stomach- You better not be expecting me to do all the work.

Shawn: -grins and pushes her down, climbing on top of her to straddle her- Of course not. -leans down and kisses her-

Tiffany: -reaches up and tangles her fingers in his hair, kissing him back-

Shawn: -sighs quietly and moves down to kiss her neck- God, I missed this.

Tiffany: Mm, so did I. Why has it been so long?

Shawn: -pulls back and smiles at her- Because you decided to leave me. Thanks for coming back. -kisses her softly-

Tiffany: -smiles against his lips- Remind me to never leave ever again, okay?

Shawn: -shakes his head- I’m never letting you leave again. -slides a hand slowly up under her shirt-

Tiffany: I don’t plan on leaving ever again. -pulls him a bit closer, connecting their lips once more-

Shawn: -nibbles gently on her lower lip and grins- You’d miss me too much. -pulls back and tugs her shirt up over her head-

Tiffany: Maybe just a little. -pulls his shirt off once her own is gone- Now shut up.

Shawn: -kisses her hard, moving a hand behind her back to unhook her bra-

Tiffany: -kisses him back deeply, arching her back a bit to give him more access, her hands finding his hair once more-

Shawn: -tosses her bra onto the floor and moves down to kiss her neck down to her collarbone-

Tiffany: -lets out a quiet moan, biting down on her bottom lip as he kissed her sensitive skin-

Shawn: -kisses across her chest, moving a hand up to caress her breast gently-

Tiffany: -arches her back into his touch, letting out another breathy moan- Shawn..

Shawn: -leaves a trail of kisses down her body to the waistband of her jeans, tugging slightly- May I?

Tiffany: -nods, encouraging him to continue-

Shawn: -pulls them off and throws them aside, moving back up to kiss her quickly-

Tiffany: -rests her hands at the waistband of his jeans, absent-mindedly playing with the button-

Shawn: -slips his hand down under her panties and starts rubbing her gently, continuing to kiss her-

Tiffany: -bites down on his bottom lip, letting out another moan, a bit louder this time as she bucked her hips into his touch-

Shawn: -rubs a bit longer before sliding his hand further down to push two fingers into her-

Tiffany: -lets out a gasp into his mouth, grinding against his fingers slightly-

Shawn: -nips at her lip again- Babe, I’m not sure how much longer I can wait.

Tiffany: Just shut up and fuck me.

Shawn: -grins and takes off his pants and boxers- Oh, shit. Babe, I don’t have anything. Do you?

Tiffany: Hm? No. Don’t worry about it.

Shawn: You sure?

Tiffany: Yeah, it’ll be okay.. Now hurry up before I change my mind.

Shawn: -laughs quietly and grips her hips, lining himself up before pushing into her slowly-

Tiffany: -thrusts her hips up slightly, her fingernails digging into the back of his shoulders, her eyes closed-

Shawn: -lets out a groan and pulls back, pushing into her again, getting into a rhythm-

Tiffany: -moans, louder this time, thrusting her hips up each time to meet his-

Shawn: -moves a bit faster and harder, leaning down to nip at her neck-

Tiffany: -digs her nails into his shoulders, gripping him tightly while moaning and gasping at the pleasure- Shawn!

Shawn: Oh, fuck. -lifts one of her legs up to get deeper while groaning quietly-

Tiffany: -gasps and moans again, biting down on her bottom lip- Sh-Shawn.

Shawn: -leans down and whispers in her ear- Come for me, baby. -nips gently at her ear-

Tiffany: -moans louder at his words, and a few moments later, hits her climax, orgasming hard-

Shawn: -that sends him over the edge and he continues moving into her as he cums- Oh fuck!

Tiffany: Fuck, Shawn. -whimpers slightly out of pleasure as she rides out the rest of her climax-

Shawn: -slows down slightly and kisses her- Damn, I missed you. -pulls out and lays beside her, trying to catch his breath-

Tiffany: -laughs lightly- I missed you, too. And.. that. -reaches down and pulls the blanket up to cover her-

Shawn: -grins and looks over at her- You seemed to be enjoying yourself.

Tiffany: Maybe I’m just a good actress.

Shawn: -rolls his eyes- Oh, shut up. -rolls off the bed and pulls his boxers back on-

Tiffany: -yawns- Toss me my clothes, would you?

Shawn: What’s the magic word?

Tiffany: Seriously? I think I’ve been nice enough to you tonight.

Shawn: -laughs and sets them beside her, kissing her cheek- Good point.

Tiffany: Thanks. -gets dressed again and lays back down- Can I sleep now?

Shawn: -sighs and shakes his head- I suppose. I’ll come by for you later, kay?

Tiffany: -raises an eyebrow- You know you don’t have to leave.

Shawn: -shrugs- I’ll stay if you want me to. I was just going to go lay down, anyway.

Tiffany: -nods and yawns again- You know you don’t have to rush out afterwards, Shawn.

Shawn: Sorry, habit. Now that I think about it, we better be doing this again sometime. -lays back down beside her and wraps his arms around her- Go to sleep.

Tiffany: Mm, definitely. Sex with no commitment? I don’t know what could be better. -tucks her head into his neck- Okay. You don’t have to ask me twice.

Shawn: -smiles- Night, Tiff.

Matt: Shawnie! Put me down now! Hahahaha!

Shawn: -opens door and sets Matt on the bed, laughing- Here you go, dude.

Matt: -rolls on bed- Wheee!

Shawn: -laughs harder- Oh my god, man. How much did you have to drink?

Matt: Two drinks -burps-

Shawn: Dude, you’re such a lightweight!

Matt: Oh my gosh! -wraps himself in the blanket- I’m a borito. -laughing hysterically-

Matt: Just kidding! I had seven! -burps again-

Shawn: You are just like Ali, do you realize that?

Matt: Then why aren’t you hitting on me? -laughs-

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Matt: ((deez niqqas nosie))

Shawn: Do you want me to hit on you? -chuckles-

Matt: Duh…. -rolls out of burrito and falls on floor-

Matt: Bwahahahaha!

Shawn: -helps him up- Maybe not.

Matt: Shawnie -hugs him- Why don’t you like me..

Shawn: -holds on to him- I do, buddy. You’re my best friend.

Matt: Thatms not what I mean!

Shawn: What do you mean?

Matt: You like Seth and Jeegan, but you don’t like me!

Matt: Keegan*

Shawn: When did I say that I didn’t like you?

Matt: You never tried anything… -lets go of him and falls on bed, looking at the ceiling.-

Shawn: -lays back beside him- I didn’t think you’d feel comfortable. I don’t want to lose my best friend.

Matt: I’m not! Kiss me now then.

Matt: If you want.

Shawn: You’re just saying that because you’re drunk.

Matt: -shakes his head- When I’m drunk the truth comes out…I said I loved Rach..but I love you more. All true. Kiss me Shawnie.

Shawn: -touches his cheek and kisses him-

Matt: -puts his hand on his neck, kissing him back-

Shawn: -closes his eyes and continues to kiss him-

Matt: -tangles his fingers in Shawn’s hair, moving his body closer-

Shawn: -pulls away a bit- Are you sure about this, Matty?

Matt: -nods- It was always more than a bromance Shawn. Are you sure?

Shawn: -leans in and kisses him lightly- I’m sure.

Matt: -sighs- Okay. -leans over him and props himself on his elbows so he’s looking down at him and kisses him softly-

Shawn: -puts arm behind his neck and pulls him closer- By the way, you’re way hotter than the other guys. -kisses him again-

Matt: -brushes Shawn'shair out of his eyes.- Thanks babe. You'r hotter than me though. -kisses him, and then moves down his neck, giving a love bite-

Shawn: -breathes a little heavier and grabs Matt’s hair, tugging a bit-

Matt: -smiles and leaves a trail of love bites and kisses from the neck to the base of his throat- That feels so good. -whispers and nibbles on his earlobe-

Shawn: Mmm, now you know how I feel. -slides hand up his back-

Matt: -kisses down his jawline and then the sweetspot behind his ear- Mm. -his other hand on his hip, gripping him firmly-

Shawn: -pulls him closer and groans quietly-

Matt: -gets extremely turned on when he moans- Fuck Shawn. -kisses around his mouth, teasing-

Shawn: Oh my god. -runs fingers through his hair-

Matt: -tease him more, tracing his mouth with his tongue-

Shawn: Oh, Matty, don’t tease me like that. -smiles-

Matt: -smiles- Tell me what you want. -kisses his neck while he waits-

Shawn: I want you. -tugs at his hair again-

Matt: -ignores him, tracing his abs with his fingertips, teasing like crazy.-

Shawn: -moans quietly again-

Matt: -trails his hand across his waistline, tugging at his waistband- Kiss me. Now.

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Shawn: -lifts up and grabs the back of his neck, pulling his face closer, kissing him hard-

Matt: ((OH MY JEEZUS FUCKING CHRIST))

Shawn: ((lmao, rachel. busted!))

Matt: (((BUSTED OMFG))

Matt: -kisses him passionatley back- Mm.

Shawn: -presses into him more, humming against his mouth-

Matt: -slips his tongue in his mouth, moaning quietly-

Shawn: -starts playing with his hair, rubbing his tongue against his-

Matt: -flicks his tongue against his- You taste so good. -keeps going-

Shawn: -moans against his lips- Oh my god.

Matt: -presses his lips against his, getting insanely turned on- What is it Shawnie… -runs hands

Matt: Down his torso-

Shawn: I want you so bad right now. -wraps a leg around his waist-

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Matt: You can have me. -tugs at his pants- Take them off Shawn.

Shawn: -smiles- Your wish is my command. -slides his pants off and onto the floor- Your turn.

Shawn: ((and i’m alone… :/))

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Matt.: ((sorry my wifi was fucking up))

Matt.: -rolls off him and swiftly takes off his sweats-

Shawn: ((haha it’s alright))

Shawn: ((btw they weren’t wearing pants. they were in boxers at the party))

Shawn: ((:P))

Shawn: -looks at him and smiles- Now come here.

Matt.: ((sike lols. Okay well they’re naked then. YOLO))

Matt.: -pulls Shawn onto him, kissing him roughly- I want you so fucking bad. -biting his bottom lip-

Shawn: ((works for me!))

Shawn: -grinds into him a bit and kisses his neck- You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this.

Matt.: -moans softly, and grips the back of his neck- Wanted…me? -looks up into Shawn’s piercing eyes.- You don’t mean that…

Shawn: -nods slowly- Yeah, I do.

Matt.: -looks into his eyes- How can I believe you Shawn? -cups his face with his hand-

Shawn: -kisses him lightly- Why would I lie to you, Matty?

Matt.: -shrusgs- I don’t know if your saying this in the moment. You know I love you. So just don’t hurt me…-brings his lips back to his and whispers against them- Promise me.

Shawn: -pulls back a bit- Matty, you’re my best friend and I love you. I want you. -kisses him hard-

Matt.: -he would take that as a promise, kissing him back heatedly, and trails his hands down, and down…-

Shawn: -rolls over so that he’s on bottom and kisses down his neck, nibbling a little-

Matt.: -takes his hands and pins them above his head the other stop right above his hard on..-

Shawn: Oh my god, Matty. -lays back and closes his eyes-

Matt.: -grips his member tenderly at first stroking up and down..-

Shawn: -moans softly at the touch-

Matt.: -slides down his body and tease the tip with his mouth, licking an blowing cooly-

Shawn: -arches his back- Matty, what did I say about teasing? -giggles quietly-

Matt.: -puts a quarter of his size in his mouth(Shawn was big) and rubs his dick with his other hand, and then goes to half-

Shawn: -moans louder- Mmm, Matt.

Matt.: -purs full size in, deep throating, and then feels his cock twitch-

Shawn: -grips the sheets a bit, arching his back more-

Matt.: -swallows his cum and comes back up smiling- Coconuts.

Shawn: -laughs- What’s with you an coconuts?

Shawn: *and

Matt.: That’s what you taste like. Seriously. -shrugs-

Shawn: -pushes him back on the bed- Now it’s your turn.

Shawn: -kisses his neck, then his collarbone, down his chest-

Matt.: -gasps and falls gently back on bed, and moans quietly as Shawn kisses him on his chest..- Shawn.. -he whispered-

Shawn: -smiles to himself and nibbles at his thigh, before lightly grazing his hard-on-

Matt.: Shawn, please. -he pleads with him as he gets close to him-

Shawn: Tell me what you want, Matty. -flicks his tongue against his tip-

Matt.: -grasps his hair- I fucking want you Shawn.

Shawn: -takes his length into his mouth slowly, while holding onto his thighs-

Matt.: -moans loudly- Fuck Shawn…

Shawn: -moves his head along his shaft, moving one hand to his balls-

Matt.: -grips the sheets and pulls them roghly, and breathes deeply, trying not to lose it-

Shawn: -moves up and down faster while gripping his hips and he could tell he was close-

Matt.: Jesus Shawn -grips his hair tightly and clenched musles..-

Shawn: -tastes him inside his mouth and knows he’s been satisfied. starts kissing back up his body before he reaches his lips- You know, you kind of taste like apples. -laughs-

Matt.: Apples? Awesome. -grins-

Matt.: ((I love you because you remember that shit.))

Shawn: ((haha thats why we’re so awesome))

Shawn: I like apples. -smiles and kisses him-

Matt.: -kisses him and holds his face in his hands- Mm. Shawn…-wraps arms around his neck-

Matt.: ((are we doing anal……? Lol.$$

Matt.: ))*

Shawn: ((they’re both new to it, so it’s up to you))

Shawn: I love you man. -gazes down at him, smiling-

Matt.: ((nesxt time. Fo sho))

Matt.: I love you too Shawn. -kisses him quickly- Thank you for tonight.

Shawn: Thank you. Did you want to sleep here tonight? I can take the floor.

Shawn: ((they’re next door to each other btw if you didn’t know that. i think thats awesome!))

Matt.: We just blew each other…and you want to take the floor. You’re so cute.

Matt.: ((fucking brilliant. So, late night rendevouz yaaaa. Matt only loves Shawn. For guys I mean. A lot (x ))

Shawn: ((woo. i love their bromance for reals though))

Shawn: So.. we share a bed? Or you don’t want to stay?

Matt.: ((I am seriously attracted to Aaron Johnson now tbh. <3. I love it though.))

Shawn: ((i am in love with AJ. set angus, thongs, etc to record on wednesday. woo!))

Matt.: What do you want to do? I can put my pants on and we can sleep in the bed. Same as always.))

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Matt.: ((Watching it now bb ~ and I’m obvi Louis obsessed..obvi. He was just taken before :c ))

Shawn: Aw, do the pants have to go back on? -winks- I’m cool with that. -gets up and slips his boxers back on-

Matt.: -slips on his pants- Well if Am comes tomorrow and finds us naked in bed, what would she think? -smiles-

Matt.: Speaking of that…what are we now Shawn?

Shawn: She’d think hell yeah, threesome. -laughs- Best friends? I don’t really know. What do you wnat us to be?

Shawn: ((*want fired))

Matt.: ((bestfriends though. ))

Shawn: ((always!))

Matt.: I don’t really know. Just know I’m going to get jealous when you sleep with anyone else, and I would do this again, anytime. I love you. That’s all there is to it so. Unconditonally. Because no matter how much stupid shit you’ve done, I’ll awlways come back. To be there or if you’re lonely and need some lovin’. -laughs-

Shawn: That’s exactly how I feel about you. You’re stuck with me. -hugs him-

Matt.: Really? -smiles and hugs him-

Shawn: -nods- Really. -pokes his shoulder- Don’t make me change my mind!

Matt.: -jaw drops and he shoves him- You’re a dick. But oh well. -jumps into bed, and curls up underneath the covers- Coming Shawnie?

Shawn: -smiles and lays beside him- Promise you won’t hit me when you wake up sober?

Matt.: Nope. Night! -kisses his cheek and falls asleep almost instantly-

Shawn: -lays down and stares up at the stars-

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Addi: -sneaks up on him - Boo!

Shawn: -jumps a little and starts laughing- Hey, babe. Scared the shit out of me.

Addi: -laughs- Sorry, I couldnt help it! -sits down beside him-

Shawn: -smiles and kisses her cheek- I missed you.

Addi: I really missed you too.-leans in and kisses him softly-

Shawn: -puts a hand behind her neck and kisses her back- Thanks for coming up here. -grins-

Addi: Well. I had to check it out. Especially cause I couldnt last night! -laughs-

Shawn: -lays back down- Look at the stars. They’re so beautiful from up here.

Addi: -lays back and rests her head on him and looks up- They are really beautiful. You know, I cant eve remember the last time I actually looked at the stars. -smiles-

Shawn: -sighs and wraps an arm around her- I like to come up here some nights and just lay here quietly. It’s peaceful.

Addi: I can see why. I feel like you could just get lost up here.

Shawn: -nods and closes his eyes- Yeah.

Addi: -turns her head so she can see him, and looks at him for a minute smiling-

Shawn: -takes a deep breath and reaches down to hold her hand, keeping his eyes closed- Addi?

Addi: -intertwines her fingers with his- Yes?

Shawn: -opens his eyes and looks at her- I hope I didn’t scare you last night..

Addi: -tilts her head- Scare me?

Shawn: With what I said before I left? -pulls her closer- I didn’t mean to.

Addi: ..you mean when you said you ..loved me? . You mean you didnt mean to scare me? ..or you didnt mean to say it?

Shawn: Both I guess. It just came out, I don’t know. -sighs and closes his eyes- Ignore me.

Shawn: Can I ask you a uestion?

Shawn: *question

Addi: ((I dont want her to press on it cause she wont say it back ! Shawns like the only guy she has actually told that she likes him ! Except her one relationship that made her never wanna date !))

Shawn: ((oh good. he didn’t mean it like that.))

Addi: ((hahaha okay good! ))

Shawn: -pokes her-

Addi: Well not if your going to poke me ! -laughs-

Shawn: -pokes her again- Okay, I’ll stop. I have a hypothetical question.

Addi: -raises an eyebrow- Okay… what is it?

Shawn: Have you been in many relationships?

Addi: -pokes him- Thats not a hypothetical question.

Shawn: That comes later.

Addi: Okay, fine.. No. I haven’t.

Shawn: Have you ever dated two people at once?

Shawn: With both of them knowing about it?

Addi: ((HE WANTS TO DATE OTHER PEOPLE !?!? lol))

Shawn: ((calm yo tits and let him talk.))

Shawn: ((hey if you wanted to agree, then she could date berg too!))

Shawn: ((DO IT!))

Addi: No, I’ve never really done all that much dating. Why?

Shawn: Hypothetically, would you be okay with that? Dating more than one person, instead of being exclusive?

Addi: ((give me a minute to decide !.. I have to ask Tiff! haha))

Shawn: ((KK. take your time.))

Addi: ((Would you be okay, if I had Addi say yes but she isnt actually 100% sure thats what she wants, then she will start dating berg (if tiff says yes) and then she would be okay with it??))

Shawn: ((will they be dating other people?))

Addi: ((Yeah, she will probs say okay. It would be so much fun to see the drama between like Addi, Berg, and Shawn! haha ))

Shawn: ((yesss. and everyone would be like: well at least she’s not settling for shawn.))

Addi: ((Nobody seems to love Shaddi the way we do ! … I guess we never did post the best Shaddi moments lol))

Addi: ((Shes not answering me ! I wish she came on for longer periods of time ! ))

Shawn: ((well, now we can have the best of both worlds.))

Addi: so, what your saying .. is you want to date other people?

Shawn: -shrugs- I’m not sure. But I don’t want to hurt anyone, and I have no clue what I want anymore. Only if you’re okay with it. I would never cheat on you.

Addi: You dont know what you want?.. -sighs rolls over on to her back- Can I think about it?

Addi: ((TIFFS IN ! ))

Shawn: -pulls his arm away and sits up- Of course. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to start anything.

Shawn: ((YES!))

Addi: -sits up and grabs his hand- Your not starting anything, your just being open with me.. I dont see why we cant try it out.

Addi: ((She said the jealous side of Berg might eventually come out tho ! aha))

Shawn: ((i’m okay with that. boo-yah!))

Shawn: -looks over at her- Really? You’d be okay with it?

Addi: ((Shawn better get alittle jealous too tho ! Doesnt have to be to Bergs level tho lol ))

Addi: -bites her lip and thinks for a moment- Well im new to all this, and im just still trying to figure out what it all means. I’ve never done the whole dating thing..So it doesnt hurt to try it out.. and if we dont like it we can always go back, right?

Shawn: ((the other girl is shiloh, btw))

Shawn: -nods- Of course. I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to do. It’s totally your choice.

Addi: ((I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THAT ONE COMING ! Addi cant compete with her !))

Shawn: ((yes she can. because shiloh thinks the same thing.))

Addi: Okay. Well, lets try it out then. -nods her head-

Shawn: -smiles- Only if you’re sure.

Addi: Well, I think its better we try it out now then after things get more serious.

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Shawn: True. And hey, maybe we’ll figure out that we’re meant to be together. You never know.

Addi: Well, if you really want to.. then Im in. -shakes her head and laughs- I guess anything is possible.

Shawn: So are you still okay if I alternate rooms?

Addi: -smiles- Yeah, of course. You can stay in my room whenever you want.

Shawn: Yay. Alright. -puts an arm around her- If at any point this makes you uncomfortable, just let me know.

Addi: -leans her head on his shoulder- Okay, I will. I promise.

Shawn: -kisses her cheek- I like you a lot. Do you know that?

Addi: I wonder sometimes -grins- I really like you to Shawn.

Shawn: -smiles- Not as much as you like Ali though, right?

Addi: Im sorry, but no. She’s my wife. -laughs- But I cant do this to Ali -gently kisses him-.. well I could, but I dont think it would be the same.

Shawn: Mm, I’d hope not. -leans down to kiss her neck lightly- I bet you can’t do this either.

Addi: -closes her eyes, smiles and shakes her head- ..no, I think there might be a couple things I cant do with her..

Shawn: Oh really? What else? -nibbles at her neck a bit-

Addi: -sighs- Well definitely not that. -moves onto him straddling his lap and wrapping her arms around his neck- Maybe a few other things.

Shawn: Like what? -runs a hand up her side and smirks-

Addi: Well, maybe something like this..-puts her hand on the back of his neck and pulls him in until there lips meet. Kissing him alittle bit harder then before-

Shawn: -wraps both arms around her and kisses her back, moving one hand up the back of her shirt to unhook her bra- Whoops. -grins-

Addi: -laughs a little- Sure, I’ll pretend that was a complete accident. - slowly starts kissing down his neck-

Shawn: What can I say? My hand slipped.

Addi: Oh yeah, im sure it slipped up my shirt and just happened to unhook my bra -smirks-

Shawn: -shrugs- Freudian slip maybe? -pulls away and takes off his shirt- Oops, it just keeps happening.

Addi: -shakes her head- oh no and what are we going to do?

Shawn: -kisses her neck- What would you like to do?

Addi: I guess there is nothing else to do but..-pulls back and takes off her shirt and smirks at him-

Shawn: -gazes at her and smiles slightly- Well, that leaves a lot to the imagination. You’ll have to be more specific.

Addi: Well maybe that was the point. -smiles-

Shawn: -leans down and kisses down her chest, laying her down-

Addi: -sighs and runs her hand down him until she reaches her jean waistline and undoing them- oops. -smirks

Shawn: -grins- Seems we both have a bit of an issue. -slides his jeans off and throws them aside-

Addi: maybe thats why were good together -smirks-

Shawn: -kisses her neck- Maybe you’re right.

Addi: -slides her hand over his boxers and gently rubs him through the material-

Shawn: -moans quietly- Ah, fuck. You really get to the point, huh?

Addi: -smirks- Maybe I just really missed you. I can take it alittle slower for you tho babe, if you want.

Shawn: Oh, hell no. -reaches down under her pants and panties and starts rubbing her- I missed you too.

Addi: Good, you better have. -softly moans then slowly slides her hand up to the waistline of his boxers-

Shawn: -pulls his hand out and slides her pants off- I need better access. -grins-

Addi: -laughs a little nods- Ohh of course. -sliding her hand down his boxers-

Shawn: -pulls her panties down slowly, flicking his tongue against her clit-

Addi: -closes her eyes and lets out a sigh- oh fuck.

Shawn: -continues to use his tongue on her, slipping two fingers in her-

Addi: -tilts her head back letting out a low moan-

Shawn: -moves his mouth up to her chest, continuing to move his hand in and out quickly-

Addi: -slides her hand down and wraps it around his shaft, and slowly moving up and down-

Shawn: -groans involuntarily- Fuck, Addi. I want you so bad.

Addi: -stops and slides down his boxers-

Shawn: -looks at her, breathing heavier- Please.

Addi: -looks back at him and smiles- just do it already .

Shawn: Don’t have to tell me twice. -pulls a condom out of his pocket and slips it on quickly- You ready for this?

Addi: I thought I didnt have to tell you twice -smirks-

Shawn: Screw you. -grins and pushes into her, hard-

Addi: -grins- I thoughts what you were doing? -softly moans-

Addi: ((sorry I couldnt help myself with that last one.. haha))

Shawn: -continues thrusting into her, getting faster- Would you stop it?

Shawn: ((it’s what i was thinking too, haha))

Addi: -moans a little louser- I geuss I could find something better yo do with my mouth -puts a hand on the back of the neck and kisses him roughly-

Shawn: -moans softly against her lips and pounds into her harder- Oh fuck

Addi: ((hahaha okay good. I saw the opportunity and it had to be taken ! ))

Shawn: ((i g2g to bed. finish tomorrow?))

Addi: -lets out a sigh as her breath starts to get uneven and she grinds her hips into his-

Shawn: -moans a little louder and lifts her onto his lap to get deeper inside of her-

Addi: -starts pushing her hips harder and faster into him, moaning softly-

Shawn: -kisses her hand, grinding into her more- Oh fuck, Addi.

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Addi: ((Hello V ?))

SPYKID!: ((duh))

Addi: ((Well I figured it was you, but just incase.. haha))

Shawn: ((brb))

Shawn: *hard btw haha

Addi: -kisses him back roughly and moans against his lips-

Addi: ((aha I was wondering about that))

Shawn: ((it’s awkward that addi’s brother is creeping, hahaha))

Addi: ((I know ! I was having a hard time writing anything! Bahahaha))

Shawn: ((me too, haha, i feel insecure when people are creeping))

Shawn: -pulls her tightly to him and kisses her neck, feeling himself get close-

Addi: ((oh good me too ! ahaha))

Addi: oh fuck, im close -tilts her head and moans alittle louder-

Shawn: -moves a bit faster into her and whispers- Come for me, baby.

Addi: -Moans louder with every thrust feeling herself ready to cum- Oh my god.-letting out a sigh as she feels herself release-

Shawn: -thrusts a few more times and feels himself give in, groaning loudly- Damn, Addi.

Addi: -kisses him softly on the shoulder and then rest her head their for moment breathing heavily-

Shawn: -lays back, pulling her with him- Well, that’s not what I meant when I said I missed you, but I missed that too. -giggles and kisses her forehead-

Addi: -reaches over and grabs his t-shirt and slides it on- I missed that too, but I mainly just missing being with you! -grins-

Shawn: -kisses her softly- Same here. And now you’ve seen my favorite place. You must be special. -smiles-

Addi: -kisses him back and smiles- I can see why its your favorite place. Hmm I must be pretty special .

Addi: ((Yess. She didnt want to be laying their all naked and what not ahaha))

Shawn: -looks her in the eyes- You are.

Shawn: And you look adorable in my shirt, by the way.

Addi: -blushes alittle and smiles- I think I might have to keep it. -closes the space between them and kisses him-

Shawn: -kisses her back lightly and smiles at her- You’re welcome to keep it, but you’ll end up smelling like smoke and coconuts.

Addi: ((Why coconuts ? ahaha))

Shawn: ((matt used to tell him he smelled like smoke and coconuts. you’re welcome to come up with a new smell.))

Addi: ((Haha no, I like it!))

Addi: Maybe I like the smell of smoke and coconuts. -smiles to herself as she rests her head on him-

Shawn: Mm, you smell kind of like watermelon, I think. I love it.

Addi: -closes her eyes and smiles- Well, atleast we are a good smelling couple. -smells his tshirt and laughs- It does smell liike coconut and smoke. Just like you.

Shawn: -giggles- I’m sorry, I warned you, though.

Addi: You dont need to say sorry, I think the reason I like the smell is cause it how you smell. -laughs-

Shawn: -grins- Thanks? So we’re okay, right?

Addi: -nods- yeah, of course we are okay..Well, As long as your staying at my place tonight then we are -smirks-

Shawn: Yes, ma'am. If you want me to, then of course I will.

Addi: Hmm. Then I guess your staying at my place tonight.

Shawn: Yay, alright. You want to lay here some more, or are you getting cold?

Shawn: ((i’ve gotta get off in a bit, can we end it soon?))

Addi: ((Yeah sure))

Addi: Im alittle chilly, you want to head in?

Shawn: -nods- Yeah, you tired me out a bit too. -laughs and gets up- Well, since you’re keeping my shirt, should I wear yours?

Addi: -slides on her her panties- You think I can make it back in just this, with nobody seeing? -laughs- If you really want to, but I think you look better shirtless

Shawn: -grins- Alright, shirtless it is. And you can go back like that. Who cares? -picks up the rest of their clothes and takes her hand- Let’s go.

Addi: -nods- good point -holds his hand and follows him-

Shawn: ((alright i g2g))

Shawn: This was nice, Addi.

Addi: Im glad I got to come to your favorite place.

Jane: A bit confused as to why he asked her to come, she made her way to Shawn’s room and knocked lightly on the door.

Shawn: -opens the door and smiles shyly- Thank you for coming.

Shawn: Come on in.

Jane: “Yeah. So why am I here?” Enters the room and sits down on his bed

Shawn: -closes the door and looks at her- Am I a bad guy, Jane?

Jane: Gives him a confused look. “Bad? No…why?”

Shawn: -sits down beside her- Did I ever do something to hurt you?

Shawn: ((btw idk if you heard about the addi thing. that’s why he wanted to talk to her. to make amends kind of))

Jane: Chuckles. “I do enough of that on my own.” Turns serious and looks over at him. “Honestly though, what is this about? You were good for me. I’m just not meant for relationships, I guess.”

Shawn: -shakes his head- Apparently, I’m not either. I messed up, Jane. -looks down- I kissed Addi last night. I kissed Matt’s best friend, and it didn’t feel wrong.

Jane: “Shit.” Chews on her bottom lip, fighting the urge to make a joke. This definitely was not the time, but she wasn’t good with things like this. “Well um. I guess that tells you something? I’m not sure what you want me to say…”

Shawn: I was thinking about it, and I realized that I’ve hurt everyone I cared about. All of my relationships ended because of my stupidity, and I guess I was just wondering if I did that to you?

Jane: “You didn’t do anything to me, Shawn. I fucked up, okay? I can’t commit to one person, I like attention. I’m a whore and it doesn’t even bother me. But none of that is because of you.”

Shawn: -frowns- You aren’t a whore. If you’re a whore, then so am I. Maybe we deserve each other. -laughs quietly-

Jane: Snorts. “You’re nothing like me. You’re so much better.” Glances at him and offers a smile. “Nah, you deserve better.”

Shawn: Really? Because I’m pretty sure we’re in the same boat. -smiles- So do you, Jane.

Jane: “We’re not in the same boat at all. You care. About everybody, even if they don’t deserve it. I just…don’t. You should be happy, Shawn. But maybe you need time off, I mean you proposed for God’s sake. That’s intense.”

Shawn: -laughs- Yeah, I guess it is.. but you do care about some people. Trina at least. And what about me? You agreed to come here and talk with me.

Jane: “I guess so.” Laugh as he mentions Trina. “Treen’s a nutcase, I have to make sure she doesn’t trip and hit her head or something. And you’re…different.”

Shawn: -looks up at her and raises his eyebrows- Different? Is that good or bad?

Jane: Smirks. “Definitely good. I always felt like I could talk to you and you wouldn’t get pissy or walk out.”

Shawn: Well, that’s good then. And you’re right. Is there anything you’d like to talk about, now that I’ve spilled my guts? -laughs-

Jane: Chuckles and shakes her head. “Nothing that you’d be remotely interested in.”

Shawn: ((i have to go soon, but i’ll be back in about an hour or so. we can finish then, if you want? i just love their friendship.))

Shawn: I’m always interested! Tell me.

Jane: (Okay! Me too :))

Jane: Raises a brow. “You really want to hear about all my hookups?”

Shawn: -shrugs- Sure, why not? Give me all the dirty details. -grins-

Shawn: ((alright i’m off for now bbl))

Jane: (Okay see you later! :))

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Jane: “Well…” Smiles to herself and glances over at him quickly. “Nate and I ended up being the only ones left at the party last night, so.”

Shawn: Woah, you and Nate? I thought he was hooking up with Ali.

Jane: “Hey, we’ve done it before. And Ali left, so. Why pass up that opportunity?” shurgs

Shawn: That sounds like the Jane I know and love. -laughs- Nate’s a cool dude, though. You could do worse.

Jane: “Know and love, huh?” Smirks. “Yeah, he’s a really cool dude. I could do a whole lot worse.”

Shawn: And have, probably. -grins- So, what else have I missed?

Jane: Rolls her eyes. “Yeah yeah, and have.” Shakes her head. “A few others, but nothing major. Pissed of Kinsley a bit, but that’s about it.”

Shawn: What’d you do to piss off Kinsley?

Jane: “I may have called her child a bastard…but that’s fucking true.”

Shawn: She’s a bit sensitive and hormonal and shit right now. It’s fine.

Jane: Laughs. “Yeah, I really don’t care about her. Whatever. She’s just pissy because Nick’s my roommate.” Sighs. “Anyway. What are you gonna do about Matt?”

Shawn: I’m going to leave for a few days, clear my head. I love Matt, a lot. But I like Addi, and.. ugh. This is so confusing.

Jane: “Oh. Well. Okay then, I guess. Maybe you and Matt were just rushing into things or something?”

Shawn: I don’t know, but that would make sense. I think I need some time to figure out what I want. Are you going to be okay without me here?

Shawn: -grins-

Jane: Laughs. “I think I’ll manage, thanks. I don’t want you feeling shitty, you know.”

Shawn: I thought you didn’t care. -smirks-

Jane: “Okay well if you feel shitty than you get pissy and I don’t want to deal with that…don’t flatter yourself.”

Shawn: Screw you, Jane. -giggles- Thank, though.

Shawn: *thanks

Jane: “You haaaave,” she sing-songed. “Mhm hmm. I’ll always be here. Got nowhere else to be.”

Shawn: That’s true. -laughs and takes her hand- You know, you aren’t so bad.

Jane: Squeezes his hand and sticks out her tongue. “Gee, thanks. Neither are you, I guess.”

Shawn: -laughs- You do things like that, and I have dirty thoughts.

Jane: “Good, mission accomplished.”

Shawn: Oh, you’re killing me, babe.

Jane: “And that is one of the reasons why we were good together.”

Shawn: Hm.. decisions, decisions.

Jane: “Yeah see, you could leave and be by yourself. Or you could stay and still have me.”

Shawn: Or I could have you now, and then leave. -smirks-

Jane: Raises a brow. “Oh really?”

Shawn: -leans closer- Really. I could have you anytime I wanted, Janie.

Jane: Small smile. “You really could, you know.”

Shawn: Why must you tempt me? -gets a bit closer-

Jane: Leans in closer to him. “It’s what I do. All you have to do is give in.”

Shawn: -kisses her lightly and pulls away- You were the only one who ever really understood me.

Shawn: ((part of me wants these two to end up together for that very reason.))

Jane: (Ahhh so cute I can’t even like gah)

Shawn: ((right?! they just get each other))

Jane: Kisses him back and lingers for a second, trying to avoid his glance but failing miserably. “You’re the only one who ever understood me. And you still do.”

Shawn: -nods and kisses her again, pushing her back on the bed-

Jane: Doesn’t even think about protesting as he pushes her onto her back. Continues to kiss him softly, not rushing anything.

Shawn: -nibbles at her bottom lip a bit before moving down to kiss her neck-

Jane: Sighs as he moves down her neck, his lips hot on her skin. They hadn’t been together like this in a long time. “Are you sure?” she asked suddenly, wanting to ask before they got too far in to stop. She normally wouldn’t give it a second thought, but this wasn’t Nate, or Christian, or anyone else. This was Shawn.

Shawn: -pulls away and looks her in the eyes, nodding- I’m sure, Janie.

Jane: Smiles and nods slightly. “Okay. Good.”

Shawn: -brushes his hand lightly across her cheek- Are you sure?

Jane: Nods again, completely sincere. “Yes.”

Shawn: -grins- We always got along better than most, huh?

Shawn: -kisses her again, harder this time, placing a hand behind her neck-

Jane: Smirks. “I fucked you and only you for months, what do you think?” Links her hands behind his neck and returns his kiss hungrily, feeling them slipping back into their old ways

Shawn: -feels his heart start racing, remembering the feeling of being with her- Mmm. -kisses down her neck again, nibbling a bit-

Jane: She can feel him nicking at her neck and cannot help but smile. Her hands slide to the hem of his shirt and tug it upwards

Shawn: -pulls away from her long enough to take his shirt off- You sure know what you want. -smirks and kisses her lips-

Jane: “I always do. Don’t you?” Kissing Shawn was different than kissing anyone else. Sex with Shawn was differn than sex with anyone else. Because with them, it had actually meant something

Shawn: Usually. No regrets. -he slid her shirt up slowly- And right now, I want you.

Jane: “I want you.” unlinks her arms and let him pull her shirt over her head

Shawn: -throws her shirt aside and unhooks her bra quickly- We’re always on the same page. -smiles and kisses down her neck to her chest-

Jane: Giggles as he discards her shirt and her bra and takes a deep breath as his lips travel down to her chest. “Always,” she breathes, running a hand through his hair

Shawn: -he bit his lip and looked at her for a moment- I missed this. -he leaned down and flicked his tongue against her nipple, while reaching down to undo her pants-

Jane: She hesitated a momnt before she spoke; sh never thought she’d admit this. “I’ve missed being with you…” Her hands followed his to the waistband of her jeans and she rushed to help him slide them down her legs, trying to suppress any sounds that were threatening to come out of her as his tongue flicked over her hnipple

Shawn: -pulls her pants over her feet and tosses them on top of her shirt- Don’t say that unless it’s true, okay? Don’t mess with me like that. -kisses around her nipple before lightly sucking on it-

Shawn: ((hey i had an idea. shawn told matt he was leaving hadley. what if he didn’t leave, what if he just went and stayed with jane, and didn’t want to tell him?))

Jane: (Gah I love that. Yes.)

Shawn: ((okay sweet. make things that much more awesome when they all find out about matt’s suicide attempt.))

Jane: Whispers, “I wouldn’t lie to you, Shawn.” Sets her hands to work on his pants now, not wanting to wait much longer. Arches her back a bit to push her chest out as his mouth encompasses her nipple"Mmm.“

Jane: (Omg Shawn’ll just cry)

Shawn: ((and jane will comfort him.))

Shawn: -helps slide his pants off and kicks them off the bed, while kissing down her stomach to the hem of her panties-

Jane: (Yessss)

Shawn: ((currently shipping these two for real))

Jane: Feels the temperature of her skin rising as he leaves a trail of kisses down her stomach, curling her fingers around the sheets.

Jane: (Ahh me too <3)

Shawn: -pulls her panties off quickly, and moves back up to kiss her lips again- Do you want this as bad as I do?

Jane: Bites down on his lip lightly. "Fuck yes. I’ve always wanted you.”

Shawn: -smiles and kisses her neck as he begins to rub her clit with one hand- Mm.

Jane: Lets out a small sigh at his touch. “No teasing,” she says softly, almost desperately.

Shawn: -rubs a bit faster and kisses her cheek- Oh, but babe, that’s half the fun. -smirks and slides his hand down further, pushing two fingers into her-

Jane: “Shawn,” she half whines, half moans as his fingers slip into her. Squirms a bit underneath him as she gets used to the feeling of his fingers inside her

Shawn: -moves his fingers in and out slowly at first, then a bit quicker- I love it when you say my name. -nibbles at her neck again-

Jane: Moves her hips in rhythm against his hand, moaning again as his teeth nip at her neck. “Shawn…”

Shawn: -breathes a little heavier- That is such a turn on, Janie. -slips a third finger into her, moving quickly-

Jane: “Ahh…” Groans when she feels him slip another finger inside of her, grinding her hips harder now as his fingers moved in and out of her at a much faster pace. “Fuck me, Shawn, just fuck me!’

Shawn: -smiles to himself- Yes, ma'am. -pulls his boxers off and positions himself at her entrance- You ready for this, baby?

Jane: She can feel him at her entrance and nods repeatedly, wanting him inside of her more than anything. "Yes…yes”

Shawn: -thrusts into her roughly, not even bothering to go slow- Oh my god. -pulls back, and thrusts again, harder-

Jane: Her walls immediately clench around him as he roughly thrusts into her. Cries out when he first enters, then again when he pulls out and repeats the action.

Shawn: Oh my god, you’re so tight, Janie. -continues thrusting into her, moving faster and harder-

Jane: “Oh God, Shawn!” Her moans grow longer and louder as he continue to pound into her with great intensity. Rakes her nails down his back, trying to pull him as close to her as possible

Shawn: -kisses her lips again, enjoying the feeling of being with her- Oh my god. -groans loudly and moves even faster against her-

Jane: Grinding her hips as hard as she possibly can, squirming underneath him, he’s driving her crazy. She’d missed him, she really had. Her moans turned into loud cries of pleasure, echoing throughout the room

Shawn: -he wrapped his arms around her and sat her on his lap, wanting to go as deep as he could- Oh my god, Janie/

Shawn: *.

Jane: Her legs encircled his hip, holding onto him with everything she had. “Oh fuck, Shawn.” She wrapped her arms around his neck and hungrily began to kiss him again, her moans muffled by his mouth

Shawn: -wraps his arms around her waist, gripping her back- Oh my god, I’m close. -kisses her deeper, trying to get as close to her as possible-

Jane: “Yes,” she breathes, her lips brushing against his, their bodies rocking together, shaking the bed. “Mmm..” she moans again, not bothering to try and muffle it this time

Shawn: -moans loudly and thrusts deep inside her as he releases- Oh my god! -thrusts more until she joins him-

Jane: Lets out a loud cry as she releases and falls back on to the bed, breathing heavily. “Shit.”

Shawn: -lays beside her- Oh fuck.

Shawn: That was.. wow. -grins and looks over at her-

Jane: Looks over and returns his smile. “I fucking missed you, babe.”

Shawn: -leans over and kisses her again- I missed you too. Damn, that was great.

Jane: “It’s always great.” Smiles, then has a thought. “You’re not really going to leave, are you?”

Shawn: I don’t know how I can after that. But I sure as hell can’t stay with Matt.

Jane: Chews on her lip. “You can stay with me…

Jane: ”

Shawn: -raises an eyebrow- Really?

Jane: “If you want to, I mean. You don’t have to, i just…” Pauses for a moment. “If you don’t want to, it’s fine. I get it.”

Shawn: -leans over and kisses her cheek- I would love to. Will your roommate mind?

Jane: Traces her finger along his jawline. “Nick? He’s never there anyway. We barely see each other.”

Shawn: -grins- Well, I have a feeling we’ll be seeing a lot of each other while I’m there.

Jane: Giggles, nodding her head. “Good. This is good, this is really good.”

Shawn: -smiles and gazes at her- Really?

Jane: “Yeah, I think so.”

Shawn: -looks up at the ceiling- Uh, Janie?

Jane: Glances over at him. “What?”

Shawn: What is this? I’m sorry, I’m trying not to overthink it, but I’m curious. -faces her- What is..-gestures to both of them- this?

Shawn: ((shawn’s about to text jane to let her know he’s on his way to the room))

Jane: (Okay!)

Jane: Shrugs slightly, shifting a little bit in the bed. “I don’t know… What do you want it to be?”

Shawn: I don’t know. Neither of us is any good at relationships, but maybe that’s just with other people.

Jane: “Yeah. Maybe…”

Shawn: -brushes a piece of hair away from her face- Do you want to try?

Jane: Stay silent for a second before looking into his eyes. “I don’t want to fuck it up…”

Shawn: -smiles a little- Been there, done that. I’m willing to try if you are, though.

Jane: Nods slightly. “Right. Yeah, I am. I think I am.”

Shawn: -leans against the railing and closes his eyes-

Rachel: -goes behind him and cover his eyes- Guess who?

Shawn: -grins and grabs her hands- Hey baby. -turns and looks at her- Oh, it’s you.

Rachel: Oh yeah little old me -fake pouts-

Shawn: -laughs and hugs her- I was secretly hoping it was you.

Rachel: -hugs him back and kisses him on his cheek- You better

Shawn: I missed you! How was California? -takes her hand and starts walking down toward the end of the boardwalk-

Rachel: It was great! The weather is amazing

Shawn: Better or worse than here?

Rachel: Florida is super humid and my hair doesn’t like it

Shawn: -smiles and looks at her- Your hair is perfect. Don’t worry.

Rachel: -blushes- Yeah because I made it look that way. I woke up and looked like a monster

Shawn: Pretty sure that’s not possible, but if you say so.

Rachel: So how are you Shawnie

Shawn: I’m alright, I guess. Can’t really complain. Thanks for my shirt by the way. I didn’t know my cuddles were quite legendary.

Rachel: Oh they really are -bumps him with her head-

Rachel: *hip

Shawn: -bites his lip and smiles- Well, thank you.

Rachel: No problem Captain

Shawn: So, um, I’m not quite sure where we stand, but.. -leans down and kisses her softly-

Rachel: -kisses him back- What was that for?

Shawn: -smiles slightly and continues walking- I just really missed you, that’s all.

Rachel: I

Rachel: missed you too

Shawn: Did you clear your head? Are you back for good?

Rachel: -looks over at him- I think so

Shawn: Good. I’d be sad if you left again.

Rachel: I’m sure you’d live

Shawn: Woah now, it was hard spending almost an entire week away from you. -stops at the end and leans against the railing-

Rachel: Aww I’m flattered- leans against him-

Shawn: You should be. -grins and nudges her lightly-

Rachel: So anything to report from London? How was Big Ben

Shawn: I really hope that wasn’t code for something sexual. Um, nothing really. Kacey and Am are awesome. We went on the giant ferris wheel again. Nearly pissed myself. Never again.

Rachel: The London Eye oh was it amazing? -claps excitedly-

Shawn: Yes, but there was no sex. You know, that would be a perfect one to try that on.

Rachel: -playfully hits him- Are you making fun of me?

Shawn: -laughs and turns to face her- Not at all. I’m serious.

Rachel: -laughs- Good. I just want to try that

Shawn: What else?

Shawn: You should have gone skinny-dipping with me last night!

Rachel: I was comfy!

Shawn: Well, I was naked!

Shawn: Naked trumps comfy in my book.

Rachel: Well I gues..

Shawn: Psh, now you’re wishing you’d joined me. You said you wanted to try sex in a pool. We could have done it in the ocean. That’s even better.

Rachel: Well crap you’re right

Shawn: -shrugs- I tried to tell you.

Rachel: Now I’m dissapointed

Shawn: -wraps an arm around her waist- We could always do it tonight..

Rachel: -smirks- I wouldn’t say no

Shawn: You never could say no to me, huh?

Rachel: I wish I could

Shawn: -leans down and kisses her neck lightly- But you can’t.

Rachel: Shawn -pauses- you can’t do this

Shawn: -pulls away and looks down at her- Sorry.

Rachel: Look I want to it’s just that we haven’t talked yet…

Shawn: Oh. “The Talk.” -uses air quotes-

Rachel: Well I mean where do we stand?

Shawn: You tell me. I’m still in the same place I was before I left.

Rachel: -takes a breathe- I’m trying to not get involved with anyone right now unless I know its going to be something…

Shawn: -nods and leans against the railing- Well, I’m trying not to get into anything just yet. I can’t handle it.

Rachel: I’m not asking for a relationship I’m just asking for someone who can like commit to me

Shawn: -sighs and lays his chin on his hands- Where were you last night?

Rachel: In my bed why? -rubs his back-

Shawn: So much has happened. And… argh. I wish you had told me this last night.

Rachel: You can tell me Shawn I’m sure it’s not that bad

Shawn: -runs a hand through his hair and turns around to face her- Basically, me and Shi tried again. I’ve decided that me and her? Not so good. We do nothing but argue because she has trust issues and hated me hanging out with you guys, and.. UGH!

Shawn: We’re just friends. For good. But then I went and talked to.. Sapphire. This morning, we went for coffee, and we kissed. Nothing major. Maybe just teasing, I don’t know. She’s seeing this guy, Jason. So I doubt it’s anything.

Shawn: But now I feel like I’ve fucked this up before it even started.

Rachel: That’s not so bad Shawn. You haven’t fucked anything up

Shawn: -looks down at her and bites his lip slightly- Are you sure? Because lately, I feel like I fuck it all up.

Rachel: Shawn you do not fuck everything up

Shawn: Really? Because I had a great thing going with you, and I let my stupidity get in the way.

Rachel: Aw babe -hug him- Shawn you just over think things to much

Shawn: -laughs and shakes his head- So I’ve been told. -wraps both arms around her-

Rachel: You just need to go with your gut Shawn.

Shawn: -pulls away slightly and looks at her- And what do you want>

Shawn: *?

Rachel: That’s not the question. What do you want?

Shawn: I asked you first.

Rachel: I’m not sure but I do know that I want to stop having casual sex. I want something more like I said earlier

Rachel: I’m not ready for a relationship just like commitment

Shawn: How do you do commitment without a relationship?

Rachel: I don’t know. It’s not quite like boyfriend and girlfriend but not sleeping with anyone else -shrugs-

Shawn: -tilts his head and looks down- We can try it if you want..

Rachel: Shawn -puts her hands on either side of his face so that he is looking at her- are you ready for something like that?

Shawn: -smiles slightly- I told you from the beginning that I’d be willing to try.

Rachel: Honestly Shawn I want that but I don’t know… I’d want someone who I know wouldn’t fuck me over. I know you would never do that intentionally but still…

Shawn: -nods- Yeah, you’re probably right. I don’t want to mess up another friendship.

Rachel: Oh please Shawn you aren’t getting rid of me that easy

Shawn: Um.. I’m staying at Sapph’s tonight. Does that bug you? I just can’t stay in the hotel with Shi for a bit.

Rachel: I already told Sapph that I don’t care. -sighs- I just wish you could make up your mind about what you wanted

Shawn: I wish things wouldn’t be so complicated.

Rachel: Shawn honestly you just make things more complicated than they have to be

Shawn: -laughs and shakes his head, turning to face the water again- I don’t even know what to do or what I want anymore.

Rachel: -sighs- Oh Shawn you kinda have to

Shawn: Well, I don’t think I have to worry about me and Sapph. But we didn’t really talk about it. She asked me to drop it. -shrugs- I know me and Shi are done forever. Me and Seth.. I have no freaking clue. Maybe later on, but not now.

Rachel: -looks over at him- So that’s it? Do you still maybe want to… like try something…

Shawn: -stares down at the water for a moment before turning to her- Sure. Why the hell not?

Rachel: -smirks and looks over at him-

Shawn: -kisses her cheek- I really did miss you, Rach. Not this, but you. In general.

Rachel: I missed you to Shawn

Shawn: You better have. Or I might have to jump over the railing right now! -leans out over the railing shouting- Why won’t Rachel love me?! -fake sobs-

Rachel: -laughs- Oh my god Shawn stop

Shawn: -laughs and pulls her to him- I’m just saying..

Rachel: -blushes and buries her head in his chest-

Shawn: -smiles and runs a hand across her back- I got you to laugh! I’ve still got it!

Rachel: -mumbles-

Shawn: -looks down at her- What?

Rachel: I don’t like you

Shawn: Liar.

Shawn: Well, then I don’t like you either.

Rachel: You love me

Shawn: -tilts his head and sighs- True. But it’s all instinct.

Rachel: -rolls her eyes- Poophead

Shawn: Rude!

Shawn: -pulls away and starts walking back toward the beach- Not cool, Blondie.

Rachel: Hey where do yoiu think you are going?

Shawn: -shrugs and calls over his shoulder- You tell me! I don’t know where your room is!

Rachel: -runs after him and jumps on his back-

Shawn: -laughs and holds onto her legs- Where to?

Rachel: The beach. Onward Captain

Shawn: -grins and starts running down toward the water- You asked for it!

Rachel: Oh god please don’t drown me

Shawn: You can’t swim?

Rachel: I can I just don’t enjoy it

Shawn: Too bad, so sad. -walks down into the water, splashing up at her-

Rachel: -squeals- Oh my god now I really don’t like you

Shawn: You love me! -laughs and goes further in, going past his knees-

Rachel: You could have at least told me to wear a bathing suit

Shawn: Where’s the fun in that?

Shawn: -goes past his waist and pulls her around to his front, wrapping her legs around his waist-

Rachel: -pouts- my clothes are wet now

Shawn: Hm, maybe you should take them off then. -kisses her neck and walks her further into the water-

Rachel: Hmm not a bad idea

Shawn: -falls down into the water, kissing her softly-

Rachel: -wraps her hands around his neck pulling him closer to her-

Shawn: -pulls back slightly and looks at her- You sure about this?

Rachel: -bites her lip and nods-

Shawn: -slips out of his shirt, tossing it aside before moving down to kiss her again-

Rachel: -pulls off her own shirt and grinds against Shawn-

Shawn: -sighs quietly and works on her jeans, nibbling gently at her lower lip-

Rachel: Mhhmm Shawn

Shawn: -slips a hand behind her back to unhook her bra quickly-

Rachel: Unbuttons his pants- These need to go -starts kissing his neck

Shawn: -smirks and kicks out of his jeans and boxers the best he can before picking her up and wrapping her legs around his waist again-

Rachel: Oh god Shawn I want you so bad

Shawn: Mm, me too. -rubs against her gently, tugging lightly at her panties- Those need to go, though.

Rachel: -moans- just rip them or something I don’t even care

Shawn: -laughs quietly and pulls them off quickly, starting to rub her slowly- You ready for me?

Rachel: oh god yes Shawn -grinds against him creating friction-

Shawn: -positions himself at her entrance before pushing into her slowly with a groan-

Rachel: -moans loudly and digs her nails into his shoulders- Jesus fucking Christ

Shawn: -pulls back and pushes into her again, getting into a rhythm, moving a bit faster-

Rachel: Oh fuck yes -moves her hips to meet his-

Shawn: -grips onto her back, moving faster and harder against her- Oh fuck. -moans quietly-

Rachel: -moans loudly and puts her head on his shoulder- yes right ther

Shawn: -lifts her leg up slightly to push deeper inside her- Oh fuck, Rach!

Rachel: Shawn -moans louder-

Shawn: -leans down and whispers in her ear- Come for me, baby.

Rachel: Shawn please faster -grips onto his shoulder as she feels herself tightening around him-

Shawn: -pulls her closer and pounds into her faster and harder, nipping lightly at her neck-

Rachel: Fuck I’m coming oh god -moans loudly and curses-

Shawn: -groans against her neck and continues a bit longer before giving in- Oh fuck, Rach.

Rachel: Come on Shawn -whispers in his ear-

Shawn: -pulls back slightly and looks at her- I don’t have anything babe, you sure?

Rachel: -smirks- That was amazing

Shawn: (Ignore my last one. Haha.)

Shawn: -pulls out of her and sets her on her feet- Damn, I missed you.

Rachel: I missed you too

Shawn: -places his forehead against her- I mean it. I missed you. Not just this.

Rachel: I know I missed you too

Shawn: -smiles and kisses her- That was fun, though. Never done that before.

Rachel: me either

Shawn: -pulls away and looks at her- So, we’re going to try this? I’m in if you are.

Rachel: I don’t know I have to think about it

Joseph: -wanders around the kitchen, making popcorn-

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Camden: -comes inside and shuts the door behind him- Hey! I’m here.

Joseph: -laughs and peeks out- Never would have guessed. Go ahead and pick a movie.

Camden: -rolls his eyes-Never know. I could have been a burglar. -heads into the living room to pick out a movie-

Joseph: -grins and shakes his head- Nah, too loud. A burglar would have been a lot quieter. -pours the popcorn into a bowl and goes to sit on the couch- Please tell me you like this stuff?

Camden: No I absolutely hate popcorn. -smirks- Yeah I like it. Who doesn’t like popcorn?

Joseph: -shrugs- Crazy people? I dunno. I’m glad though, because I may have had to kick you out if you said no.

Camden: -grins- You wouldn’t have kicked me out.

Joseph: No, probably not. But I would have thought about it!

Camden: Yeah yeah, whatever. -chuckles- I doubt it would have even crossed your mind.

Joseph: Oh, shut up. -shakes his head and grabs a handful of popcorn- I can still kick you out, you know.

Camden: I’d like to see you try.

Joseph: -throws some popcorn at him- Shut it.

Camden: -smirks- Or what?

Joseph: Or I’ll shut it for you! -shoves him gently- Now watch the movie.

Camden: And how are you going to do that? -raises an eyebrow at him before looking back at the movie-

Joseph: You don’t want to go there. -lays back and pulls his legs up on Camden’s lap- This way you can’t leave.

Camden: And what if I do? -looks over at him while resting his hands on his legs before looking back at the tv-

Joseph: Do what? Leave or want to go there?

Camden: Which one do you think?

Joseph: Well, if you want to go there, feel free. If you want to leave, however, I will fight you on it.

Camden: -laughs and shakes his head- You’re something else.

Joseph: Is that good or bad?

Camden: -grins- It’s good.

Joseph: -smiles and nods- Good. -turns onto his side to face the tv-

Camden: -shifts a little to get more comfortable before focusing his attention on the tv-

Joseph: -looks over at him- You okay? Want to lay down?

Camden: -smiles- I’m fine.

Camden: (brb)

Joseph: Okay. Can you hand me that blanket? -points at the table beside him-

Camden: -reaches over for the blanket and hands it to him- There ya go.

Joseph: Thank you. -smiles slightly and pulls it over him, laying his head back to watch the movie-

Camden: You’re welcome. -smiles back at him before reaching over to play with his hair-

Camden: (i have a headache so im going to take a shower and then I’ll be back)

Joseph: (KK. Text me when you’re back.)

Joseph: -laughs and looks up at him- What are you doing?

Camden: (bk)

Camden: What does it look like I’m doing?

Joseph: It looks like you’re playing with my hair.

Camden: And that’s exactly what I’m doing.

Joseph: Well, playing’s fine. Pulling costs extra. -winks and grins-

Camden: -smirks- Who said I was going to do that?

Joseph: -shrugs and tilts his head- I’m just warning you.

Camden: -grins- Well thanks for the warning although all it makes me want to do is pull your hair.

Joseph: Well, you were warned. I can’t help whatever I do if you decide to go through with it.

Camden: Well now I have to see what will happen. -tilts head before tugging on his hair-

Joseph: -sits up and looks at him- You sure you want to play this game?

Camden: I wouldn’t have done it if I wasn’t sure.

Joseph: Fair enough. -places a hand behind his neck and kisses him softly-

Camden: -slowly kisses back as one of his hands slides up his side-

Joseph: -scoots over onto his lap and runs a hand back through his hair-

Camden: -tugs lightly on his bottom lip while resting his hands along his waist-

Joseph: -sighs quietly and moves down to kiss his neck, grinding against him lightly-

Camden: -moans softly while gripping his hips a little harder-

Joseph: -nibbles gently down his neck to his collarbone before making his way back to meet his lips-

Camden: -kisses back before slowly pulling away after a moment- Wow..

Joseph: -smiles slightly and nods- Yeah..

Camden: -grins- I think we missed most of the movie.

Joseph: -laughs and lays back down on the couch- Eh, it was worth it.

Camden: -smiles- Yeah I’d have to agree.

Joseph: -takes his hand and pulls on it slightly- You sure you don’t want to lay down?

Camden: Well I guess I can. -grins before moving to lay behind him slipping an arm around him-

Joseph: -smiles and lays his arm on top of Cam’s, pulling the blanket over them- You comfy?

Camden: -brushes his nose against the back of his neck- Very.

Joseph: -laughs quietly and turns his head a bit to look at him- What will we do when the movie’s over? I’m too warm to get up.

Camden: (sorry got distracted)

Joseph: (Haha, it’s alright, so did I.)

Camden: Hmm, I don’t know. We could just lay here.

Joseph: -nods and lays back- Mm, that sounds good to me.

Joseph: Um.. you can spend the night if you want. It’s getting late, and I mean, you can take the bed, I’ll take the couch. If you want..

Camden: Pretty sure your bed is probably big enough for the both of us.

Joseph: Yeah, probably. I just didn’t know what you’d be comfortable with.

Camden: -smiles- I’m fine with it.

Joseph: Alright, then let me know when you want to move in there. -grins and looks back at the tv- We didn’t even watch the movie.

Camden: We watched it for a second or two. -grins- And we can move whenever you want to.

Joseph: Well, to be honest, I didn’t really invite you over to watch a movie. -shrugs- It’s about over anyway. Let me clean up really quick. -sits up and grabs the bowl, walking into the kitchen-

Camden: And what did you invite me over for?

Joseph: -bites his lip and looks down at the sink- Actually, I just wanted to hang out with you. I didn’t care what we did.

Camden: -gets up and walks into the kitchen- You wanted to just hang out?

Joseph: -shrugs and turns to face him- Yeah, I guess. I like hanging out with you.

Camden: Well, i fit means anything, I like hanging out with you too.

Joseph: -smiles slightly- Well good. That means you’ll come by more often, then?

Camden: -smiles- Yeah, I’ll definitely come by more.

Joseph: -reaches out and pulls him closer- I hope so. I’m about done in here. You tired?

Camden: -smiles and nods- Yeah a little bit.

Joseph: -takes his hand and leads him to the bedroom- Did you want to borrow a change of clothes? -pulls off his shirt and changes into a pair of sweats-

Camden: -chuckles- Is sleeping in boxers that inappropriate?

Joseph: -blushes slightly and shakes his head- No, feel free. I won’t mind.

Camden: -smirks as he takes his shirt and pants off before laying down on the bed-

Joseph: -bites his lip slightly and lays back beside him, staring up at the ceiling- Thank you for staying.

Camden: -turns over so he’s facing him- You don’t have to thank me.

Joseph: -smiles and tilts his head to look at him- I just did.

Camden: -grins- Well you’re welcome.

Joseph: And thanks for coming over tonight. -leans over and kisses his cheek- I hope it cheered you up a bit.

Camden: -smiles- It did actually. I suppose I should thank you for that.

Joseph: Well, then you’re welcome. I’m glad.

Camden: -moves closer so he could slip an arm around him- So how have you been? I probably should have asked you that earlier but uh…you had me rather distracted.

Joseph: -laughs quietly and pokes him- I distracted you? I had to stare at you all night, which was pretty distracting itself. I’ve been pretty good, though. What about you?

Camden: -shrugs- I guess I’ve been better. I mean I am semi-happy to be back home.

Joseph: If it helps, I’m very glad you’re back.

Camden: -smiles- Why thank you. At least I know you and Isaac are happy I’m around.

Joseph: That had to count for something, right? You’re welcome to hide out here anytime you want.

Camden: -grins- Thanks but I do have my own place. I mean it’s not much but it’s something.

Joseph: Psh, I clearly want you here for selfish reasons. So, yeah, you’re welcome to drop by anytime.

Camden: -laughs softly- Okay, okay. I’ll hide out here with you as much as I can, okay?

Joseph: -nods and grins- Please and thank you.

Camden: -smiles- So…can I kiss you again?

Joseph: -bites his lip and nods- PleasE?

Camden: -sits up a little so he’s hovering over him before leaning down to kiss him-

Joseph: -moves a hand up to rest behind his neck and kisses him back softly-

Camden: -deepens the kiss, his tongue brushing against his bottom lip-

Joseph: -pulls him closer and opens his mouth slightly to let him in-

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Camden: -moans against his lips, his hand coming down to grip his hip-

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Joseph: -runs a hand up his side and nibbles at his lower lip, pulling gently-

Camden: -slowly pulled back but stayed close to him- If we keep going I don’t think I’m going to be able to stop.

Joseph: -laughs quietly and pushes his hair back a bit- Why don’t we just sleep tonight? We can do this another time.

Camden: -bites his lip a little and nods- Okay.

Joseph: -leans up and kisses him softly- I would like to do it another time, though.

Camden: -smiles a little- Okay. -lays next to him-

Joseph: -nods and rolls over- You’re awesome, you know that? I really like you. -pulls the blanket up over him and closes his eyes-

Camden: -smiles- Yeah? Well I like you too.

Joseph: -turns to face him and smiles slightly- Really?

Camden: -grins- It hasn’t been completely obvious by now?

Joseph: -laughs and looks down- I don’t know, you could have been trying to spare my feelings or something. But good to know.

Camden: Yeah cause attempting to sleep with you would do that.

Joseph: Shut up. I don’t know what goes on in my own head, let alone yours.

Camden: -grins- Well I wouldn’t do that so you don’t have to worry.

Joseph: -bites his lip slightly and pokes him- Do you want to go maybe go out with me sometime?

Camden: -swats him- I would like that.

Joseph: -pokes him again and giggles- Yeah, we’ll see how you feel when it’s over.

Camden: -swats him again- Will you stop that.

Joseph: -pokes his nose and then lays back, staring at the ceiling- Okay, now I’m done. I’ll stop.

Camden: -wiggles his nose a little- You like poking me huh?

Joseph: -nods and grins- I do indeed.

Camden: -pokes him in the side-

Joseph: -rolls back onto his side and looks at him- No who’s poking?

Camden: I am but that’s only because you poked me first.

Joseph: Psh, just because you’re cute and pokable.

Camden: -pouts- Well maybe I don’t like being poked.

Camden: (if im slow its because im making changes to the main)

Joseph: (It’s alright!)

Joseph: -leans over and kisses his cheek- Well maybe you need to get used to it. And don’t pout. I can’t resist that.

Camden: -pouts even more- Maybe I don’t want to get over it.

Camden: used to it*

Camden: (where that came from idk lol)

Joseph: -scoots closer and lays his head on his shoulder- Well, maybe I’ll consider doing something else instead. We’ll see.

Camden: -grins- Like what?

Joseph: -shrugs- I’ll figure something out. Any ideas?

Camden: (sorry was watching some presidential thing with my dad)

Camden: Hey you’re the one who said it. You come up with the ideas.

Joseph: (Ah, the VP debate?)

Joseph: Well, I like the poking. You’re the one who wanted to get all pouty over it!

Camden: (no it was some like people talking over each other about the lybia issue and i was like MAYBE IF THE GUY WOULD STOP TALKING THEN THE OTHER ONE COULD ANSWER THE QUESTION and then I left because it made me angry lol)

Camden: -pouts at him- I told you I don’t like being poked.

Joseph: (Haha, very nice.)

Joseph: Then you better pick something else. I feel like you’ll be my poking patch, instead of a nicotine patch.

Camden: -laughs softly- You’re weird you know that?

Joseph: I know. But you love it. -pokes his stomach lightly-

Camden: -swats him- No I don’t.

Joseph: Aw, you don’t love my weirdness? Well then, this might not work out. I refuse to change.

Camden: -laughs- Oh really?

Joseph: Really, really. -traces his finger along his chest- So, you better get used to it.

Camden: -grins- I think I’m already semi-used to your weirdness

Joseph: Hang out with me more often, and you won’t even notice it anymore.

Joseph: Think of it as incentive to come over here.

Camden: -chuckles- What? To get used to your weirdness?

Joseph: Exactly. I can’t date you if you don’t get used to it.

Camden: -nudges him- I’ll get used to it. Promise.

Joseph: Good. And where did we land on the poking debate? -smirks up at him-

Camden: I still don’t like you poking me. -sticks tongue out at him- But I guess I can deal.

Joseph: -bites his shoulder gently- Don’t do that, it’s teasing.

Camden: Hey, who said anything about biting?

Joseph: -leans closer and nips at his neck- Another thing you’ll have to get used to, babe.

Camden: -grins- Well I don’t exactly mind it.

Joseph: -lays back down and smiles- Mm, good. I’m doing it either way. Go to sleep, okay? If you keep me up, I may have to jump on you.

Camden: -chuckles- That’s what I want though.

Joseph: -pokes his cheek- And what exactly is it that you want, Cam?

Camden: You jumping me. I thought that was obvious.

Joseph: -rolls over on top of him, straddling him- Well, you were the one who stopped me before, so..

Camden: -bites his lip- Well I’m not going to stop you now.

Joseph: -leans down a lightly kisses up his neck- You sure?

Camden: -runs his hands up his sides- I’m sure.

Joseph: -kisses along his jawline and finally reaches his lips, placing a hand on his chest-

Camden: -kisses back while running his fingers through his hair-

Joseph: -moves to kiss the other side of his neck, nibbling lightly as he pushes his hand further down, playing with the waistband of his boxers-

Camden: -grips his hair a little tighter- Don’t tease me.

Joseph: -grins and rubs him gently through the fabric- And why shouldn’t I?

Camden: -moans closing his eyes- Because I don’t want you to.

Joseph: -kisses him before scooting down the bed and sliding his boxers off slowly- What do you want me to do, then?

Joseph: ’

Joseph: (Ignore that, sorry.)

Camden: (lol its okay)

Camden: -licks his lips as he opens his eyes to look at him- Blow me, fuck me, I don’t really care. Just…do something.

Joseph: -nips lightly at his inner thighs and glances up at him- How about both? -leans down and runs his tongue along his length-

Camden: -groans while shutting his eyes again- Fuck.

Joseph: -moves his mouth to his tip and takes him in slowly, gently gripping him with one hand-

Camden: -grips his hair again with his fingers- You’re such a fucking tease.

Joseph: -starts moving up and down, quickening the pace a bit, his hand following suit-

Camden: -moans loudly one of his hands curling in the sheet underneath him-

Joseph: -starts going a bit faster, moving his other hand to play with his balls lightly-

Camden: -breathing starts to get a bit heavier- I want you so bad. I want you to fuck me.

Joseph: -slows down and moves up to kiss him hard- Are you sure?

Camden: If I wasn’t sure I wouldn’t have said it twice already.

Joseph: -laughs and nods- Fair enough. -slips out of his sweats and boxers- I’ve never done this before, so bear with me.

Camden: -laughs softly and nods- Okay.

Joseph: -flips him over and grips his hip- You ready?

Camden: -nods- Yeah. I’m ready.

Joseph: -pushes into him slowly, letting him adjust before pulling back and thrusting again with a groan- Oh fuck, Cam.

Camden: -bites down on his bottom lip, nails digging into his skin a little-

Joseph: -moans quietly and continues moving against him, going a little faster-

Camden: -rests one of his hands on the back of his neck to bring him down to kiss him-

Joseph: -deepens the kiss for a few moments as he moves his hand down to jerk him off-

Camden: -moans loudly against his lips before moving to kiss his neck-

Camden: (brb)

Joseph: -thrusts harder into him and moans louder- Fuck, I can’t hold out much longer. Oh my god.

Camden: -nips lightly at his neck lightly- Neither can I.

Joseph: -lasts another minute or so before releasing with a groan- Oh fuck, Cam!

Camden: -moans loudly as his comes, shutting his eyes tightly-

Joseph: -falls back beside him, trying to catch his breath- Jesus christ. Wow.

Camden: Yeah…you can say that again.

Joseph: -grins and looks over at him- Way better than watching a movie.

Camden: -grins- Definitely way better than watching a movie.

Joseph: Well now I actually am tired. I blame you. -reaches over and takes his hand- I hope you still plan on staying.

Camden: -smiles lacing their fingers together- I’m still staying.

Joseph: -scoots closer and lays his head on his chest- Good, I don’t want you to leave.

Joseph: -taps his chest lightly with his finger- Go to sleep now. I can’t threaten to jump on you again. I’m too tired.

Camden: -laughs softly- Okay okay. Goodnight.

Dom opened his eyes to the morning sunlight streaming in through the fabric of the curtain, he yawn escaped him as he opened his eyes and stretched his arms. He then felt something cool touch him, and he moved the duvet to find a bottle of liquor under the cover a smile formed on his face as the events of last night began to come back to him. He’d almost forgotten he’d spent the last minutes of Halloween with Leah. Leah. He turned his head to find her sleeping next to him, and the smile he had on his face fell. He gently rose off the mattress and covered her up with the duvet, settling the bottle of alcohol on her bedside table before he slipped on his shoes and transported himself to the lounge. He didn’t want anyone seeing him leave a girls bedroom so early in the morning, they’d immediately jump to the worst conclusions and he really didn’t need that happening. He then took a seat on the couch, happy that everyone seemed to be sleeping, he knew there had been a party here last night, and it was pretty obvious from the mess. He brought his hands up to cover his face as he let out a tired groan, he didn’t feel too well. Suddenly he felt someone sit beside him, and as soon as he heard the good morning he knew it was Ryan and a smile began to form on his face. Though it fell just as quickly as it came, he wasn’t really in the position to smile right now.

“Morning,” he responded as he brought his hands down and rested them on his lap.

“Where were you this morning? I woke up and you weren’t in the attic,” Ryan asked, he didn’t sound angry or saddened just genuinely curious.

“Sorry. I was so tired I must have passed out in my friend Leah’s room.”

“You spent the night.. with a girl? That’s cool I guess.” The other man said, his tone only changing slightly. But it was enough for Dominick to notice, which of course made his heart begin to speed up about what he was going to say next.

“Can I tell you something, without you getting angry with me?”

“When am I ever angry?”

“That’s true..”

“What is it?”

“Well, last night when I went to see Leah.. we kind of drank a little and then we went skinny dipping and she got a little too close for comfort.. and I guess I didn’t push her away or anything.”

“What do you mean ‘she got a little too close for comfort’?”

“She got too close, I don’t know how else to say it. She got to close when we were swimming, and when we were in bed and I didn’t do anything about it. But nothing happened!”

They were silent then, and Dom couldn’t even bear to look at him so he kept his eyes fixed on the coffee table in front of him. Trailing his eyes over the items placed atop of it even though he already knew what they were, he pretended they were new. He didn’t feel like looking at Ryan, he just imagined what his facial expression could be at the moment, it was Dom who spoke again, repeating his last few words as if trying to make sure he was heard.

“Nothing happened..” He spoke this in a whisper, loud enough for Ryan to hear. But low enough as to not cause either of them anymore damage, “are you mad?”

“I have no right to be mad. I kissed another girl, so I can’t say anything. If you want to do.. whatever with some girl, feel free. I have no say in the matter.”

“That might be the stupidest thing you’ve ever said..” Dominick said, finally bringing his gaze to meet Ryan’s, “you’re basically giving me a free card to do whatever I want just because you made an idiotic mistake? Do you even think before you talk? I don’t want to do anything with anyone else.. and you thinking that I do is just mad.”

“Because I always make stupid mistakes. That’s what I do. You’re right, I don’t think before I talk. It’s a character flaw, but oh well. I just.. I don’t even know what to say right now. People are trying to put ideas in my head, and this didn’t help.”

“You always make mistakes? You’ve made one mistake since we’ve been together and it’s been long forgotten so stop beating yourself up over it. This was my fault and it has nothing to do with you or what you’ve done.. what ideas? Whatever they are don’t listen to them.”

“I’m just going to go lay down or walk around or something.” Ryan said as he brought his fingers to run through his hair, he wanted to believe that this was all a silly mistake and that he shouldn’t feel the things that he was feeling. But he somehow knew it wasn’t going to be that simple.

“I hope you know I’m going to be following you around whatever it is you do.”

“Maybe we can go lay down and listen to music together? I mean, since you’ll be following me around anyway…” He offered, a part of him hoping the answer would be something positive and a very small part of him wishing he would reject the idea. Dominick agreed and Ryan was okay with that decision. He stuck out his hand and smiled as the younger man took it into his own, and the two began the short journey to the attic. Once there Ryan did what he always did, walked over to the record player and but on his favourite, which was The Beatles record they were always listening to now. The song Yesterday began to flood the basement, and each word seemed to fit the spot they were in. He took a seat on the bed, his eyes fixated on his shoes as he spoke. “You’re not mad, right?” Dominick said as he slowly tore his gaze away from his shoes, Ryan’s own eyes were fixed on the record as he turned ‘round on the record player as he began to speak,

“I’m not mad, I just..” He then walked toward Dominick, taking a seat next to him but their eyes did not meet,“People keep telling me you’re going to leave me.. and this isn’t helping the situation I’m in.” Ryan then allowed his body to fall back onto the bed, his fingers drumming along to the beats of the song. Dominick allowed his own body to fall back, his arms were by his sides and he remained quiet for a few moments just listening to the sound of Ryan’s breathing, and the song.

“I’m never going to leave you.. I love you too much for that” He finally said, turning his gaze and bringing his hand to rest atop of Ryan’s, who then responded by entwining their fingers before another short silence enveloped them.

“I just want to forget.. besides that, Halloween was amazing.” Ryan said with his usual happy tone as he turned his gaze to meet Dom’s gentle one. Dom nodded his head, it had been a pretty amazing Halloween. They’d gone on a date, skinny dipping, watched the sunrise and it was pretty easy to say this had been Dom’s favourite Halloween.

“It was full of firsts, that’s for sure.”

“And we still have a bunch more first to do.. so you better be sticking around for those,” Ryan said as he scooted closer to Dominick, who then brought his arms to wrap around his form.

“Don’t worry, I will be. What’s one first I can help you with, though? Seems like you’ve been doing all of my firsts.”

“Well there is one,” Ryan said as a devilish smirk formed on his face, “Though it’s not very innocent.”

“What is it?” Dominick said as he raised a curious brow, “it’s not drugs or something, is it? Because I don’t think I wanna try those.”

Ryan let out a soft chuckle, as he turned his gaze up to meet the ceiling, the song changing to Something,“No babe, it’s not drugs I’m not interested in those,” he then trailed his fingers along Dom’s arm, feeling his bare skin against his fingertips. Ever since Ryan had discovered Dom’s scars he didn’t wear his hoodie as often, and Ryan appreciated that in a way. It was as if another barrier had broken down between the two and he was hoping that another would be destroyed today as well.

“Well, what is it then?” Dominick asked, feeling a bit impatient and much too curious.

Ryan then propped himself up and leaned down, placing a gentle kiss to the skin of his neck and Dom got the idea. “Do you get it now?” Ryan asked as he brought his gaze to meet Dom’s, he was hovering over him staring down at those blue hues that made his mind and heart race. Dominicks hands were then brought up to cup around his face, “Yeah..” he said in a low tone as he pulled his face down and their lips met. Ryan then moved his body so that he was atop of the other boy, and Dominicks hand fell to his side again as he allowed himself to become lost in this feel of the kiss, his teeth gently bit down on Ryan’s bottom lip.

Ryan then ended the kiss as he brought his own shirt to come over his head and then dropped it to the ground, his hands then slipped up Dominick’s shirt and he did the same, dropping it so it feel atop of his own on the ground. He leaned back down and brought their lips to meet each other once more, and this kiss was different. It wasn’t as lustful as he imagined it would be when they’d made it this far, he couldn’t really place how it felt but he liked the feeling it brought; so he went along with it. He then felt Dom deepen the kiss, slipping his tongue through Ryan’s parted lips and he felt Dominicks hands run down his chest until they reached the brim of his trousers, his fingers trailed the outlining of his hips as they made their way to the button of his jeans, which Dom then unbuttoned and slipped down then he brought his own hand to his trousers and unbuttoned them, though he didn’t slip them off he decided to leave that to Ryan.

Ryan parted his lips again, kissing down from Dom’s lips to his jaw, then his neck. He bit down on his pale and sensitive skin which caused Dom to gasp, Ryan then gently tugged on his skin, sucking on it until he left a red marking, kissing it before he began to kiss down from that spot to the centre of his chest. Trailing his lips down until he reached the brim of Dominicks trousers, he smiled as he began to slip them down and then completely off. He then removed his own jeans before going back to paying full attention to Dominick, he brought his hands to rest on his hips. He looked over him, and couldn’t help but smile and Dominick returned that smile knowing that they were both probably thinking the same thing.

“How did I get so lucky?” neither of them knew, but why question perfection?

Ryan then made his thumbs trail small circles around Dominick’s hip bone, which sent a small shiver to run up Dominicks spine. Then Ryan began to slowly slip off his pants, not taking his eyes off of the other mans. Dominick was biting his bottom lips, he was scared it would bleed. He felt nervous, but he knew he was ready for this. He was in love, and he trusted Ryan not as much as he would like but enough to trust that after this he wouldn’t leave. That he loved him enough to remain with him, forever, like they’d promised each other. He then felt Ryan place his hand unbelievably close, which caused him to take a shallow breath and then a quiet moan escaped him when he felt him take a hold of him.

He started out slow, as if to not excite Dom too much though it didn’t seem to be working fairly well. But he continued that way, gradually speeding up and enjoying the looks of pleasure on Dom’s face as he let out quiet moans every other tug. Ryan stop when he felt as if Dom was about to come, and he then removed his own pants, Dominick propped himself up on his elbows before sitting up. First looking up at Ryan and then taking a hold of his hand to pull him close, he felt a little shy about what he was about to do but he decided to get over that. It wasn’t as if he hadn’t done this before, but every time he felt as if he’d never do enough to pleasure Ryan, though he’d proved him wrong.

Dom decided to not think about it, as he opened his mouth and allowed Ryan to fill him. Feeling pleased when the moans left Ryan, they got louder as he went on. Each one making the tips of his ears burn, and his confidence grew. He then felt Ryan’s hand tangle in his hair, making him move faster. Dom held on to Ryan’s hips as he did so, then he pulled away and Ryan pulled his head back so that their eyes became locked on each others again, the sudden roughness from Ryan made Dom’s heartbeat speed up and a slight sweat begin to underneath his fringe but he soon felt his grip loosen and his hand fall to his shoulder as he gently laid him back down. Ryan then settled himself in between Dom’s legs, and he leaned down to whisper in his ear,

“It’ll be okay.. it might hurt a bit, but it’ll be okay.” Dom simply nodded as he brought his arms to snake around Ryan’s back, not enough to stop his movements but just enough to hold him close. So that perhaps it wouldn’t hurt as bad. Ryan lined himself up with Dominick, bringing one of his hands to remove a bit of hair that had become stuck to his face.

“I love you..” he said in a low, gentle tone.

“I love you too,” Dominick said as he looked into Ryan’s brown eyes, feeling safe in this vulnerable moment.

Just then he shut his eyes tightly, letting out a yelp as Ryan began inserting himself into him. It started off with a sort of stinging, then burning and Ryan was right.. it did hurt much more than he had anticipated. Ryan stopped when he felt Dom dig his fingernails into the skin of his back, and waited for him to stop before continuing. “I’m sorry..” Dominick said, to which Ryan simply responded too by placing a kiss on his shoulder. He then continued pushing himself into Dominick, slowly to try and prevent as much pain as he could. When he’d finally gotten all of himself inside, he waited making sure that Dom was comfortable before he began to move again.

Dom’s arms fell to his side again, and he took a hold of the duvet expecting more pain to come his way, but he was surprised by the immense amounts of pleasure as Ryan began to thrust himself into him. He started out fairly slow, but with each moan that escaped Dom he sped up. The feeling was amazing, Dom let go of the duvet and brought his fingernails to trail down Ryan’s back, leaving red streaks along his back as he bit his lip to try and stop himself from moaning, but he just couldn’t. He’d never felt such large amounts of pleasure before, he felt his entire body get hot and he wasn’t sure how much longer he could last.

Ryan was also feeling the pleasure, though in a much different way. Feeling Dom’s tightness around his cock (HAHA I DID IT EFF YOU HEATHER) made for such a different experience. When he felt the sudden pressure on his abdomen, and he knew he wouldn’t be lasting much longer. So he stopped for a bit, and leaned down to get a better look at Dom’s face, those blue eyes meeting his own hues, he then began moving again but this time slow and gently. He brought one of his hands to meet Dom’s, and their fingers became entwined, then he leaned down and placed a kiss on Dom’s lips as he continued to thrust his hips. Just then a loud moan escaped Dom, and he knew he’d found the spot he’d been searching for. He continued moving his hips in that same manner, so he could make sure to keep hitting that same spot until Dom would reach orgasm.

Dominick started to feel that sudden pressure as well, and he didn’t bother trying to hold himself back, he ran his hands up Ryan’s sides until they became entangled in his hair. He propped himself up and pressed a kiss to his lips, slipping his tongue in and then allowed his lips to trail down to his shoulders and collarbone before he allowed himself to lay down again. Ryan thrusted himself into Dom a few more times before he finally reached his climax, taking a few short breaths before he pulled himself out and laid down next to Dominick. He was breathing so hard, and his heart was beating fast. He then felt Dom rest his head atop of his chest, and Ryan brought the duvet to cover themselves with.

“I love you..” Ryan said as he closed his eyes

“I love you too,” Dom said as he pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek, before he too brought his eyes to a close.

It had been a long day for both Ryan and Dominick. The two had grown more and more confused about their situation, and Ryan wasn’t entirely sure what he was thinking anymore. He loved Dominick, and he believed him over some psychopath.. but he couldn’t shake that fear that she was telling the truth. ‘No,’Ryan thought as he shook his head to bring his thought out of that set of mind, he couldn’t risk thinking that way and ruining what both he and Dominick had worked so hard for this past month. He traced back to the first time they’d met, how reluctant Dom had been to accept him.. how he’d almost ruined everything with a kiss but how easily everything had been fixed the next day. Then he thought about Scarlet, and how he’d almost lost everything over such a silly mistake. But that was just how he was then, so tempted by the taste of flesh that he didn’t think twice about it. He brought his eyes to a close and the thoughts vanished, and became replaced with images of he and Dom, in much happier times. A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth as he opened his eyes and stared at the attics ceiling. “Fuck..” he thought with that smile still on his face, “I’m in love..” of course he knew this already but it was still a wondrous thought.

     For Dominick the whole ordeal that they were in was his fault, he’d befriended a girl named Leah and she seemed to be sweet, welcoming even. Dominick took a liking to her fairly quickly and then things took a bitter turn. After he’d spent the night with her, she seemed to believe that they were something other than friends, which wasn’t the case. Dominick brought his hands to rest on his stomach where she’d stabbed him, the wound wasn’t there anymore but the frightening thought of her wielding a knife at him had been enough to keep the memory of the wound fresh in his mind. A shiver ran up his mind at the thought, he’d never wanted to hurt anyone. It had surprised Ryan when he ended up defending her, but he felt as if he had no choice. Everyone started calling her crazy, insane because she stabbed him but Dominick had done the same thing.. to someone innocent and pure. He bit his bottom lip as his mind took him back to that day, the day he’d ruined everything without a second thought. He knew that he was insane too, he and Leah were cut from the same cloth and for that he could not hate her or even be too upset with her.‘Crazies have to stay together..’ he thought with a scowl on his face as he rolled his eyes, and rose from his seat on the sofa and made his way to the attic, where he knew he’d find Ryan without fail.

    So as he made his way up the stairs, he began to think what he would say. Dominick’s mind was always this way now, nervous and all over the place. He never worried about pleasing anyone before, but ever since Ryan entered his life he was scared about messing up anything. It seemed that the more he worried, the more he messed up but of course, he couldn’t help this ever growing habit. He made it up the stair and to his surprise the attic door was closed, but he stretched his arm up and pulled down on the string to bring the ladder down once it was down and ready, he began to climb up the creaky steps. He was always scared that they might break under his weight, they never did of course but that didn’t soothe the anxiety he felt over it all. “Why was the attic door closed?” He asked once his head popped up through the entrance, he pulled himself up wiping his hands on his trousers as he walked over to Ryan, “How come you’re not listening to your record?” One look at the brown haired boy and Dominick could tell that he wasn’t at all happy with him, and for that he didn’t blame him. Ryan was seated next against the left side of the attic, opposite of the spot where the bed was placed. He was seated in that defensive posture the two were so famous for, Dominick hadn’t seen him seated that way in a while now and he felt as if he was being shut out but he wasn’t going to just give up, so he took a seat on the bed. A slight squeak escaping the mattress as he took a seat.

“I came up here in the hopes of being alone..” Ryan finally said.

    ”I can go,”

“Don’t.”

    ”Alright.”

    They shared a silence then, and it made both of them feel uncomfortable. They say that you know you’re in love, when you can share a silence and be perfectly comfortable within that enveloping quietness. So one could only imagine what two young souls who believed they were in love were thinking in that point of time, Dom then turned his attention to Ryan and he began to take notice of his face. That roundness of his nose, that small curve on his upper lip that matched so well with Dominicks every time they kissed, how long his lashes were as they gently brushed against his skin when he blinked. He noticed the slight darkness that was beginning to form under his eyes from the stress that the past days had brought upon him, and for that Dom felt guilt. “Why are you staring at me?” Ryan asked as he took note of Dom’s eyes trailing his every feature. Dom turned away then, and instead fixated his gaze on the floorboards. He began to notice every slight crack, and every clump of dirt, he felt sad then because Ryan had never questioned him about his staring before.. and he had been grateful for that until now. “You’re just beautiful.. that’s all,” Dominick said as he turned back to face the other man. There was so much truth in that sentence, because to him Ryan was the most beautiful person he’d ever come across.

Ryan then got up from his seat on the attic floor and walked over to Dom, staring down at him as he brought his blue hues to meet his brown ones. “I’m sorry.. I’m just, I’m just angry.” He really was, and he felt horrible that he’d taken it out on Dominick not matter how slight the harshness was. He wasn’t used to feeling upset since he was so well known for being happy all the time. But how could he keep up that facade when so much seemed to be going wrong? He ran his fingers through his hair, letting out an exasperated sigh before he spoke again. “I hate her Dominick.. I think I honestly hate her. That crazy bitch..”

“Don’t call her that,” Dominick said raising his voice a bit. He didn’t want to start an argument but he hated hearing him call Leah that. Even though the two weren’t friends anymore he still felt sorry for her, because he was sure if he hadn’t killed himself.. he knew everyone would be calling him that as well for his past crime. “Her name is Leah, call her Leah, not a cra-“

“Why are you defending her?”

Ryan spoke, no he was yelling at this point. He couldn’t believe that after everything, Dominick wasn’t taking his side on this. He felt like tearing his hair out when he heard Dominick telling him to not call her any bad names.

“Because she’s sad Ryan! I was sad too..”

“This isn’t about you!”

    ”You don’t have to yell at me!” Dominick said as he began to feel the stinging of tears in his eyes, regretting coming up here.

“I’m angry! I want nothing more than to just smash her against a wall or.. kill her anything. She’s making me go mad Dom..” It was then that Ryan too began to feel the warm sensation of tears in his eyes.

    ”Take it out on me then.. do it.”

Ryan’s eyes soften then, the mere idea of ever hurting Dom was enough to make his heart break. But he soon began to feel that anger creep back, because he knew he was only saying this to defend her.. he was doing all of this because of her. He began to trail his eyes along the attic, and he began to think of all the warm memories he and Dom had created here and how easily they seemed to evaporate into nothing more. It was as if he was watching his entire world fall apart, that world he had created along he and his lover. “You really want me to do that, take my anger out on you?” But before Dominick could answer Ryan was on top of him, his arms were brought over his head and he was being held down. He could feel the strength Ryan was using to keep him down, and it both scared and excited him. His eyes were trailing his face again, and those beautiful features became rough instead of soft and welcoming. Dominick was about to try and pull away, or transport himself somewhere but then he felt Ryan press his lips against his own.

    Ryan’s tongue slipped through Dominick’s lips and that’s when Dom knew where this was heading and he let it. He then felt Ryan loosen the grip he had on his wrists as he brought himself to settle between Dominicks legs, and made his hips began to grind against his. Which made a moan leave Dominick, and he could feel a smirk against the kiss from Ryan who then lifted himself off of Dominick and removed his shirt, and then tore the one off of Dom then brought himself down on his again kissing from his lips to his neck, that’s when Dominick expected him to slow down, to gently bite down like he’d always done but instead he bit down with force. Which made Dominick silently yelp at the pain he felt, he bit down on the inside of his lower lip as he felt him bite down on another part of his neck before he sucked on the skin, tugging roughly which made Dominick wince. He knew he’d be bruised there, he wasn’t used to Ryan being this way, and he wasn’t entirely sure if he was enjoying himself. But the warmth that began to spread through his body let him know, that he liked this aggressiveness, and he wanted it to continue.

It was as if Ryan was reading his mind, because the next this he knew he was being pulled up by his shoulder as Ryan got off of the bed and stood in front of him, he then began to unbutton his jeans, pulling them down and then completely off. He then took a hold of the back of Dominick’s hair, taking such a tight grip that it made Dom shut his eyes in pain before he could open them again. “Open your mouth,” he heard Ryan speak and so he did. Ryan then filled his mouth, and Dom did was he usually did, moving his head in bobbing motions though it seemed to not be his choice how fast or how rough he did it since Ryan still had a hold of him and was making either speed up or slow down as he pleased. But Dominick didn’t really care as long as he could hear those moans that escaped him with ever swift motion he made. He brought his hand to then wrap around his cock, so he could wank him off as his tongue began to run up and down his length.  

    Ryan’s head was brought back as a loud moan escaped him, his entire body felt hot and he just felt full of lust. He finally pulled Dominick off of him when he knew he wouldn’t be lasting much longer if he kept that up, he noticed Dominick’s hands trail down to the button of his trousers and he began to unbutton them pulling them off of him without Ryan’s order and that pleased him. Because it showed just how much Dominick still wanted him, even if it was just in the physical sense. He brought his finger to press down on the red marking that was on his neck, Ryan wasn’t the kind who enjoyed these sort of things, but he liked seeing them on Dom because he knew he had caused them.. because Dom was his and no one elses. He then noticed that Dominick had removed his trousers and Ryan took a hold of his shoulders again and turned his around, making sure that he was on all fours on the bed as Ryan pulled his trousers down.

This time he gave him no warning, and he didn’t whisper to him that it would all be okay he just began to press himself into him. Struggling at first, he noticed the way that Dominick began to grip the duvet, and he knew it was hurting him but this time he didn’t slow down. He leaned down and continued to push himself into him, trying to go as fast as possible. “Ryan..” he heard the slight whimper from the other man but he ignored him and kept going until he was filling the younger man and then he began to thrust himself into him, taking a hold of his hips to push himself deeper and deeper into him with each movement.

He leaned down and pressed a kiss to the back of his neck, kissing down his back which caused Dominick to shiver. Ryan then brought one of his hands to the back of Dominicks neck and he began to push his head down, bringing his arse up to make it easier for him to push himself into him. Dominick could feel every inch of him, and the feeling was amazing.

    The first time they’d done this they made sure they were gentle with one another, but this time there was no holding back. It was lust, mixed with anger and the pure hatred for another person and they somehow turned those bitter feelings into pleasure. Dominick then brought his own hand to wrap around himself as he began tugging himself off as Ryan continued thrusting himself into him. After a few moment Ryan began to feel that pressure in the pit of his stomach, and he knew he’d me coming soon. He stopped and settled himself better, he pulled out and then thrust himself back into Dominick, which made him moan in a mixture of pleasure and pain. Hearing that quivering moan made Ryan lose himself, he dragged his fingernails down Dominick’s back as he finished off in him. His breathing being heavy as he pulled himself off, keeping a hold of Dom’s hips for a while as if it was the only thing keeping him up. He finally let go and let himself fall on to the bed, he felt weak.

He’d released any bad feeling, he then felt Dom lay next to him and he brought his arms to warp around him. He then felt sorry for the bruising on his neck, and the scratches on his back.. he brought him close and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips wiping some of the sweat from his brow as he looked into those mesmerizing ice blue eyes, “I love you so much.. so fucking much.” he said as he shut his eyes, his breathing returning to normal again.

“I love you too, Ryan.”

“I’m sorry for being rough..”

Dominick had gone down to the basement to retrieve a board game, he’d been wanting to play one with someone for literally years now and now he was happy he had Ryan to do this with. He’d trailed his fingers along the dusty boxes trying to decide which one would be fun, and he finally picked one that sounded the most familiar to him which was Monopoly, he was always hearing about the students playing it and how much fun it was so he went along with it. He then brought it upstairs to the attic and set it up on the floor, near the record player so he and Ryan could listen to music as they played. “I don’t get it.. I don’t wanna be the banker you do it,” Dominick said with an irritated tone in his voice, though he was just doing it playfully. “I don’t want to do it either!” Ryan said as he passed all the colourful bills back to Dominick. That’s when Dominick moved the game board out of the way and pounced on Ryan, pinning him to the floor so that he couldn’t move, a smile on his face as he settled his body to rest atop of his.

“You’re ruining my board game experience..” He said doing that pout that always ended up making Ryan do whatever it was he pleased.

“Don’t pout at me,” Ryan said as he lifted his head up and placed a kiss on Dominick’s lips before allowing his head to fall back upon the floor, “Fine let me go and I’ll be the damn banker, but you owe me.” Ryan said, as soon as he felt Dominick loosen his grip he took advantage of it by jumping on him and pinning him down just like had been done to him. The laugh that left Dominick brought a sort of warmth to run through Ryan, he hardly ever heard him laugh and he was happy that he could be the cause of such a rare thing. “Cheater,” Dominick said with a playful tone. Watching him act like a kid was one of the best things for Ryan, Dominick was always on the defence with everyone and everything, even with him at times. It was almost as if he was scared even the air he was breathing would hurt him, so seeing him act so innocent and free was something, that in all honesty, both of them treasured. Both for different reasons of course.

“Yet you still love me,” Ryan said as he let him go and sat back on the floor, watching as Dominick got up and dusted himself off, “Why don’t you take off that jumper, it’s not cold and I already know what’s on your arms and neck? You don’t have to wear it around me”

“I do love you,” Dominick said with a smile as he propped himself up, though that smile fell as he shrugged his shoulders, “I’m not sure, I guess I’m just used to wearing it.. I’ll take it off now if you want me too,” He didn’t wait for an answer instead he gripped the bottom of his jumper and pulled it up over his head, wearing the jumper was a habit he was trying to break anyway so he really didn’t mind. Ryan watched as Dominick took it off, his eyes trailing down and he bit his lip when he noticed the way Dominick’s shirt rose up, revealing a small amount of skin, as if he was teasing him without even realizing it. When his shirt rose up, he was able to notice how well his jeans hugged his hips and it made him want to tear them off his body.

“There,” Dominick said and Ryan tore his gaze having it land back on the board game, before looking back at him, so it didn’t seem as if he’d been staring this entire time. “You look a lot better this way,”Ryan said with a smile as he scooted closer to him, running his hand down the skin of his arm and looking. There weren’t any new scars on his arms and he was happy about that. Dominick smiled as he took a hold of his hand and leaned into Ryan, placing a kiss on his lips. It made him feel warm inside when he kissed him and he felt a slight blush begin to form on his face when he felt Ryan’s hand trail up the back of his shirt, stopping in the centre of his back. Ryan then laid down, bringing Dominick down with him. Dom then brought his lips to trail down to the skin of Ryan’s neck, which caused Ryan to let out a soft moan. Ryan then parted his legs and Dominick placed himself between them, grinding against Ryan as he continued kissing along the bruising of his neck, his hands running down his sides as he began to bring up his shirt.

Ryan took his hand out from Dominick’s shirt and wrapped one of his arms around him, bringing his free hand to tangle up in his hair, “Don’t tease me babe..” he said in a low tone, as Dominick then bit down on his neck and began sucking on the skin. Even though Ryan should have been used to this by now, but the biting still excited him and he allowed his head to tilt back as his eyes closed, the tugging of his skin causing him to gasp. He knew there would be another mark there, but he didn’t care, he liked the fact that people would know he belonged to Dom and only Dom, and that Dominick belonged to him and only him. It was strange to feel this possessive over someone, but he couldn’t help it. He opened his eyes when he felt Dominick kiss the mark he’d left, and he let out a groan when he got off of him.

“Bed time?” Dominick said as he rose from the floor, stretching his hand out for Ryan to help himself up with.

“You’re such a fucking tease,” Ryan said as he took the other boys hand and brought himself up, dusting off the seat of his trousers.

“Yet you still love me,” Dominick said as he pulled his shirt off, just then he felt Ryan hug him from behind placing his lips on the back of his neck as he began to speak, his lips brushing against his skin as he spoke, “I do love you, want me to show you how much?” Ryan said in a seductive tone as he began to slide his hands down Dominick’s chest, stopping at the brim of his trousers.

“I’m tired,” Dominick said in a whisper as he turned around and brought his own arms to wrap around his lovers form, “I didn’t have a nap like you did.. so bed time?”

Ryan smiled as he placed a kiss atop of Dominick’s head, “Fine.. it’s bed time then.” The two then began getting ready for bed, removing all their clothing except their pants before getting under the duvet. Ryan opened his arms and Dominick settled himself in his grasp, he shut his eyes and began listening attentively to Ryan’s heart beat. He drifted off into a sound sleep in no time, and Ryan watched him. They’d joked about it earlier, about how it was creepy to watch the other sleep but Ryan didn’t care. He watched Dominick’s features, just like Dom always did when he thought that Ryan wasn’t paying attention. He watched how the tip of his nose rounded a bit, and he watched the way his lips were parted and how they curved in the ends ever so slightly. He paid close attention how dark his hair looked contrasting against the paleness of his skin, how long his eyelashes were.. and in that moment Ryan felt himself fall deeper in love with him.

“I love you Dominick,” he whispered as he brought his head to rest atop of the other boys as he pulled him closer to his body. Ryan then shut his eyes and once more began paying attention, he listened to Dominick breathe and it soothed him until he too was in a relaxing slumber.

Dominick was the first to wake in the morning, he opened his eyes to meet Ryan’s closed ones. A smile began to form on his face as he leaned in and pressed their foreheads against one another, and placed a kiss on his lips to stir him awake. The motion bringing memories back from Halloween,“Good morning” he said in a low tone, as to not disturb the quietness that came with the morning hours. He watched as Ryan’s eyes began to flutter open, and he was reminded how truly beautiful he was. “Morning,” Ryan said with a smile on his face as he pressed a kiss on Dominick’s nose. Dominick then leaned in and placed a kiss on his lips, which Ryan returned while pressing their bodies together.

“Show me how much you love me,” Dominick said when they parted bringing his ice blue hues to meet Ryan’s delicate brown ones. Ryan then leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on Dominick’s lips, it was soft and it made Dominick’s heart flutter. He felt as Ryan began to shift until he was atop of him, his hands slid down Dominick’s sides and soon his lips began to trail down his jaw, to his neck and shoulders. Brushing a gentle pattern on his skin, which caused a slight moan to escape Dominick. These motions weren’t lustful, and they weren’t causing his body to beg for more, instead they brought entirely new emotions to flood him and he knew this wasn’t just sex to him anymore.

He felt Ryan’s hand begin to pull his pants down, and Dominick’s brought his hips up a bit to let him slide them down with ease. He watched as Ryan did the same with his own. He leaned down again pressing his lips against Dominick’s, and he bit down on his lower lip gently before he let go and then brought his tongue to slide into Dominick’s mouth. The kiss made Dominick’s body run hot, and his heart was beating so fast over such an innocent gesture, he ran his fingertips down Ryan’s back enjoying the feel of his skin against his own. The feel of Dominick’s touch made Ryan shiver, he brought his own hands down to rest on Dominick’s hips and he began to line himself up without breaking the kiss.

Slowly he began to push himself into Dominick, but he heard a slight whimper escape him and that’s when he leaned away from him for a bit and looked down at him. It was strange how vulnerable he looked, they’d done this before but he’d never really noticed that.. just how vulnerable he was being with him, how much he trusted. He then felt Dominick’s hand on his face, as he pressed his cheek against his palm and then continued on. Pressing himself into him until he was filling him, the tightness around his member making him grow all the more excited. He then began thrusting himself into Dominick, but not as rough as previous times.

Ryan brought his hands to dig under Dominick’s back, bringing his body up slightly to allow him better access. Dominick moaned as his hands began to grip the duvet, he could feel every inch of Ryan deepen into him and it was amazing. They weren’t going as fast or as rough as they’d been going and Dominick appreciated this, because he was able to feel more of him and that was all he’d ever want. To have all of him, forever. Dominick brought his own hand to wrap around himself as he began to thug along with Ryan, wanting them to share their climax.

Soon Ryan began to feel that push on his abdomen, telling him he’d be done soon. So he slowed down wanting to enjoy these final moments of ecstasy. He pressed himself into Dominick as he lowered his body and placed a kiss on his chest, brushing his lips upward until they met his neck and he bit down, gently sucking on the skin as he began to thrust into him again. These motions, mixed in with the sound of Dominick’s moans and the feel of their skin brushing did it for him and he came, a gasp escaping him as he road out his orgasm along with Dominick. He pulled out of him and laid down beside him like he always did, he could hear Dominick panting, trying to catch his breath and he turned to face him a delicate smile on his features as he turned his body to face him as well. Dominick then brought his body close, and rested his head against Ryan’s chest, and Ryan held him. “I love you so much Dominick.. it’s crazy how much I love you.”

“I love you too, more than anyone.. I want to be with you forever..”

“We are going to be together forever, we already promised.”

Dominick was snuggled against the duvet, feeling the soft fabric of the sheet rub against his bare skin. Slowly his eyes began to flutter open as he began to stir awake, the first thing he saw was the floor entrance, and then his eyes traced over the to the paleness of the skin of his arm. He shut his eyes again as he brought the duvet to cover his head, and then brought his hands to his face rubbing ferociously at his eyes to try and shake the sleep away. Dominick was not a morning person; but he had found himself waking up earlier and earlier each day trying to keep up with his lover, Ryan, who to his misfortune was nothing more than an early bird. “Ryan…” he thought as he allowed a lazy hand to make its way to his side of the bed, his brow furrowing when he didn’t feel the warmth of his boyfriends skin. He opened his eyes as he tore the duvet from his face and allowed his gaze to trail the empty spot beside him, this had been the third night in a row he’d woken up without him and it was starting to become very bothersome. Dominick shut his eyes once more as he turned his head to face upward, no longer wishing to remember Ryan’s absence. He’d felt the difference in their relationship since their sudden breakup, how it seemed harder to speak to one another, how they never spent quality time together, they hadn’t listened to their album in what seemed ages, and the lack of sex was starting to also take its toll, though that wasn’t as bad as the feeling of longing. The dark haired boy opened his eyes again, and was greeted with the decaying wood of the ceiling, his head turning to the left slightly, trying to make out the strange shapes that seemed to make themselves apparent in the wood. But his attention shifted back to the attics entrance when he heard the creaking of the door being pulled down and the ladder falling downward. “About time…” he thought as he began to pay close attention to the creaking steps, he knew who it was without question; Ryan.

“Oh you’re awake,” Ryan said in a soft tone as he entered the attic, pulling himself up and wiping some loose dirt from his trousers.

“I’ve been awake for a while now,” Dom responded as he sat himself up, leaning his back against the cool wood of the headboard. The duvet slowly slipping off his chest and he crossed his arms to keep his bare chest hidden. Ryan then walked over and took a seat beside the boy, his eyes were facing downward and Dominick did nothing but stare at his profile. He always did this, took advantage of it even, just staring at this beautiful creature. How he envied Ryan, and his flawless features, Dom wasn’t beautiful or at least he didn’t think he was and something inside him knew that no one else though so either. His lips twisted into a strange sort of smirk and he tore his gaze from his lover’s face, he felt a sort of bitter seed being planted in the pit of his stomach and that was something he didn’t need. “Where were you?” he said, as he began to pick invisible lint from the duvet.

“Just downstairs, you were asleep and I didn’t feel like waking you but I felt too restless to stay in bed.” He spoke with a sort of emptiness in his tone, something unfamiliar to himself. He was usually always so happy, too happy, but today was different. Everything felt heavy, the air, his clothes, his heart, nothing was right. He traced his thoughts back to something Dom had told him long ago, about how being sad was just as healthy as happiness, but he knew what he was feeling wasn’t normal sadness. “Sorry…” He said finally as he brought his gaze to meet Dominick’s.

“What for?”

“For not waiting for you to wake up, for basically being so distant these last couple of days.” Ryan’s voice was almost at a quiver but Dominick did nothing to comfort him. He was glad that Ryan felt the same thing he was feeling, that distance that was slowly tearing him apart.

“You have nothing to apologise for,” Dominick said as brought his gaze to meet Ryan’s, those brown eyes of his making him feel weak. Something about the way they held a soft and comforting expression no matter what his mood, made Dominick wish that he too let out a welcoming aura. “This is my fault after all; I know you’re being this way because of the break up…”

“That’s not it…”

“I’m not stupid, Ryan.” Dominick snapped back with a tone that was much too harsh, even for his liking. He noticed the way that Ryan shut his eyes when Dominick spoke as if trying to save himself from the blow.

“I know,” Ryan said as he opened his eyes again, bringing his arms to wrap around himself as he took a look at Dom. He expected him to be angry, but when his brown hues met his ice blue ones he knew he was far from angry. When he looked into those stunning blue coloured eyes he saw hurt, and he saw someone that was sadder than anything else. Ryan remembered when he’d first met Dominick, how stern he was, how he never allowed anyone to see his true self… but most of all he simply saw someone that had grown so used to being alone that they’d forgotten how to let someone in. Ryan had managed to break down that barrier, it took a while, but he’d done it and that was something he was proud of. He knew there wasn’t a base of trust there though, and that was his own fault, but he was working on it. Ryan whom was usually a confidant guy lost all of that when he was around Dominick, he didn’t feel secure about their relationship anymore and he was always scared that he would up and leave at any time, and the sudden break up they had proved that to him and it sent him crashing down; that being the reason why he was being so distant, not himself even. “I’m just scared you’ll leave again… I know you said you wouldn’t, but – It’s just a fear I have now.”

“Now you know how I feel,” Dominick said as he uncrossed his arms and leaned his back off of the headboard, a sort of stickiness had formed there due to the light sweat that had formed on the skin of his back. “I’m scared of losing you… it’s the only thing that scares me, I’m dead nothing should scare me… but knowing that someday I might not have you –“ as soon as those words left his lips he began to feel the slight stinging of tears in his eyes, “It scares the crap out of me.”

As soon as he finished speaking the stinging feeling in his eyes turned to the feeling of tears sliding down his face, and Dominick instinctively brought his hands to cover his face as he tried his best to wipe the tears away. But of course they just kept coming, staining his face and causing his nose to start running, he brought his knees up to his chest but then he felt Ryan’s strong grip on his knee,“Don’t… don’t you dare start shielding yourself from me. Not now.” With that same strong grip Ryan brought Dominick’s knees down, and he scooted himself closer and took the smaller framed boy into his arms. Running his hand down his back, feeling the way he shivered under his touch. Seeing Dominick this way brought tears into his own eyes, but he knew he had to be strong this time. He had to be strong for someone who had been strong for far too long.

“You don’t have to be scared…” Ryan began to speak in a whisper as he brought his chin to rest atop of Dominick’s head, “I’m never going to leave you, ever. I know I’ve been an idiot, believe me… I know.” As he spoke, flashbacks of his cheating occurred, and even though said mistake had happened so long ago, Ryan knew that deep inside it still hurt his love. “I love you so much; I can never imagine myself without you…”

“I love you too; you’re the first person I’ve ever felt this for… I’m never going to leave again.” Dominick spoke in short intervals as he tried to get himself together, though his crying left him trying to catch his breath.

“I believe you,”

“I trust you,” Dominick knew that saying this wasn’t something that was going to be taken lightly, since the first time he chose to trust Ryan it had all fallen apart so quickly. But something in his inner most being told him that Ryan wouldn’t be hurting him anymore, and for once he was going to trust himself and allow the wall he put up to crumble completely. For once he felt free, as if he was breathing fresh air for the first time.

Ryan upon hearing Dominick’s sudden confession made his heart give a leap, he knew he’d gained something back, something that others would never have and much less get a second chance at. He knew he would treasure this, and guard it with everything he had, and as he slowly began to pull away from Dominick, he knew that he was completely and utterly in love and there was no going back from this. He stared down at Dominick’s eyes once more, admiring how truly beautiful he was, and then he leaned in and pressed his lips against his own; something about this kiss feeling different. It was somehow sweeter, ran much smoother and Ryan didn’t really have an explanation for why it felt this way, but he didn’t care. He allowed his lips to move along with Dom’s in such a way that the deepening of it went almost unnoticed. Dominick’s tongue slipping in through his parted lips in such a way that it made a moan begin to itch at his throat as he brought back that hold he had on him before, pressing his bare chest against his own. Then the kiss was broken, and the two were left in a sort of daze. “We should make cake…” Dominick suggested after a while, and Ryan responded with a soft laugh and a shake of his head.

“Sure, why not?” He said as he got up, pulling Dom with him only then noticing that he wasn’t wearing anything but pants, “you should probably get dressed first,” he said with a light blush forming across his face.

“Probably,” Dominick said with a sarcastic tone and a roll of his eyes as he picked up his shirt from the ground, shaking it off before putting it on, he then put on his trousers buttoning then up, “Stop watching me…” he said with a playful tone even though he wasn’t sure if Ryan was staring or not, ‘sorry’ the other boy responded with a stutter, and it made Dominick smile knowing he had that sort of effect on him.

When he was finally fully dressed he took a hold of Ryan’s hand, and began tugging him along to the attics entrance exited for his treat. The two made their way through the empty corridors, it was a school day after all and most of the house was empty, the ghosts were all hidden away as well awaiting their playthings (the students) to return home. When they arrived to the kitchen Dom did what he usually did and took a seat on the counter, he was oblivious when it came to cooking so he always let Ryan take over their cooking needs. “Right… so cake?” Ryan asked and Dom simply nodded his head. His eyes trailed after Ryan as he went through the cupboards and extracted a box of cake mix, a pot of frosting, a bowl, and then from the drawers he took a spoon. “So, the box says I’ll need three eggs some oil and water… alrighty then, mind getting that for me while I preheat the oven?” Once more Dominick just nodded as he hopped of the counter and waked over to the fridge, from it extracting three eggs and setting them on the counter next to Ryan before walking over to the cupboard and taking out the bottle of cooking oil and setting alongside the eggs. He watched as Ryan poured in the cake mixture from the box, then he cracked the eggs before adding the oil. “You didn’t get me the water,” Ryan scolded with a playful smile on his face as he took an abandoned cup from the counter and went over the sink to fill it up. He then poured it right in and began to stir all the ingredients together until all the powdery mix became nothing more but a dirt coloured gloop. Ryan then bent down and opened up the cupboards that were under the counter and from there he took a medium sized cake pan, he then poured in the mixture and once he was done he handed the spoon to Dominick, “Wanna lick the spoon?”

“I don’t want salmonella,” Dominick replied as he set the spoon inside the now empty bowl.

“Like that matters,” Ryan said with a roll of his eyes as he took the bowl along with the spoon and set them inside the sink, he then threw the egg shells away and put the oil back in its cupboard. Once he was done cleaning up, he took the cake pan with the mix and set it inside the oven, when he opened the over door he was hit with a wave of heat which caused him to crinkle his nose up a bit. “Alright the box says to let it cook in 176˚C for about fifteen minutes, can you wait that long?”

“I dunno, I might go insane with hunger…” Dominick said with a smirk settled on his lips as he brought himself to sit on the counter again, his legs swinging off the edge.

Ryan smiled at him and Dominick returned the gesture. He felt happy for once since their break up, and he knew that perhaps, now, everything could be put behind them and they could be allowed to move on from what was bothering them. Dominick was also happy that this was the first time since said break up, that they were spending time together, having a good time like they always do when one is with the other. It was strange how easily this time could be missed, but that was the effects of being in love with someone. For Dom all of this was new, he’d never loved or even liked anyone before, so the initial fear of losing Ryan was there though it was hidden under the feelings of love and infatuation; Ryan on the other hand, had a girlfriend before. He didn’t remember if he’d loved her or not, but something in the back of his mind told him that what he felt for Dom was a onetime thing, and that he’d never felt or would ever feel it again. Ryan walked over to Dominick and stood in front of him, his arms crossed in front of his chest as he stared at him, Dominick looking at him and raising a curious brow, “What?” he asked feeling rather nervous, “Is there something on me?” his gaze lowering to his shirt to check for any stains. He then heard Ryan let out a chuckle and once more his gaze met his, though this time he felt rather irritated. “What is it?” he asked in a tone that made him sound like a spoiled child.

“It’s nothing… I just wanted to have a good look at you, is that a crime?” Ryan asked as he stepped closer to Dominick, hovering over him and admiring his almost fragile features.

“No, I guess not.” Their lips met then, and once more the two sort of drowned in that kiss.

Dominick brought his arms to stretch outward until he took a hold of Ryan’s shirt and pulled him close, he then felt Ryan’s hands on his knees and he spread his legs apart settling himself between them. Dominick brought his arms to settled around Ryan’s waist as he pulled him closer, the older male then began grinding against Dom which made him let out a soft moan, breaking the kiss. Ryan took advantage of that and bit down on Dominick’s lower lip, gently as he pulled away, he then pressed a kiss at the corner of his mouth; kissing downward, below his jaw, the top of his neck and then to side of it. He bit down gently, a sort of smirk settling on his features when he felt Dom’s grip tightened around him as he moved his head to give him better access to the sensitive skin, Ryan then bit down a lot harder before tugging at the skin, sucking on it until he was sure there would be a marking there. “Do you always have to do this?” Dominick asked when he felt Ryan let go of the skin.

“Kinda, but don’t act like you don’t enjoy it,” Ryan said as he pressed his lips back on Dom’s, he took a hold of the brim of his trousers and pulled him closer to him, sliding him off of the counter and turning him around, holding his waist from behind as his fingertips continued to trail at the rim of his pants. “Mind if these come off?” he asked as he started to grind against him again. Dominick could feel his face begin to flush warm as he felt Ryan’s hard member rubbing against him, creating a sort of friction.

“You want to take my trousers off while we’re in the kitchen?” Dominick questioned as he bit down on the inside of his lip, the thought of someone walking in on them as they did this flooding his mind and causing a nervousness to form in his stomach.

“No one’s going to walk in,” Ryan said as if he could read his mind, “The students are in class… and the ghosts don’t usually come out this early, c’mon…” He said as he brought his lips close to Dominick’s ear, speaking in a whispering tone that caused a shiver to run up Dom’s spine, “I want you…” That’s what sent Dominick over the edge and he simply nodded his head as he brought his hands to the button of his trousers, undoing them and bringing them down, “Good boy,” he said as he began doing the same with his own trousers. Ryan then brought his hands to clutch the ends of Dominick’s shirt as he slid it over and off, settling it on the counter and doing the same with his own. Ryan brought his lips to the back of Dominick’s neck, kissing downward, reaching the centre of his back before he began to kiss upward. He could hear the slight gasps coming from his lover and that only pushed him onward. He allowed his fingertips to trail over the smooth skin of his stomach, until he reached his pants and slid his hand in, taking a hold of his member and beginning to tug. Starting slow and getting progressively faster, he then used his free hand to slide down Dom’s pants, his own feeling rather tight; so he stopped what he was doing and brought his own pants down kicking them to the side before leaning down on Dom again, pressing the boys chest against the counter as he brought his chin to rest on his shoulder.

He brought his hands to rest on Dominick’s hips, and began to press himself into him without giving much warning. Dom brought one of his hands to grip at the counters edge as his eyes closed; only allowing himself to relax after the first initial stretch. Ryan then began thrusting himself into him, starting of sort of gently so that he could get used to the feeling, then he began to move a little rougher. He lifted himself off of Dominick and took a tighter grip of his hips as he pressed himself into him, feeling the tightness of him around his member, causing Ryan to let out a pleasurable groan. Dom brought his own hand to wrap around himself, tugging along the Ryan’s movements to assure that he would hit orgasm at the same time as his lover. Dom then let out a very loud moan, and Ryan knew he’d found that spot he was searching for and he made sure to continue to hit that same spot, after a while he began to feel that sort of pressure building up in his abdomen and so he brought one if his hands to Dominick’s member, moving the boys hand and doing the job for him. Ryan was done first, releasing himself into Dom, letting out a gasp and allowing his body to fall limp atop of Dom, but he continued on to bring the other boy into climax. After a few more tugs Dom also came, and he too fell sort of limp atop of the counter. Ryan tried hard to catch his breath, letting out short gasps as he stood up and started collecting their clothes off the ground and counter, he handed Dom his and helped him by slipping on his shirt.

The two then dressed and once more Dom took a seat on the counter, feeling rather weak and tired all of a sudden. He brought one of his hands up to his face, wiping at some of the sweat that had formed under his fringe. “You alright?” he heard Ryan ask, and he simply nodded his head bringing his hues to meet the other boys. A soft smile spread on his features as he made a gesture with his hand and Ryan stepped closer to him, Dominick then pulled him into a hug resting his head on Ryan’s chest, “I love you,” he said as he snuggled up to him.

“I love you too,” Ryan said as he pressed a kiss to the top of his head, “Very much.”

“I’m yours; forever… you realize this, right?” Dominick said as he lifted his head off of his chest, and looked up toward him. Bringing one of his hands to move a bit of hair from his forehead, staring at those features he envied so much, yet found much too beautiful to hate.

“And I’m yours,” Ryan said as he pressed a kiss to the other boys lips.

               I know you and Bear never really got to have your huge RyDom reunion, but I’m sure he would have loved it if you did. So I kinda did it for the both of you, it goes along with that picture I drew for you. I want you to be happy, and smiley, because you of all people deserve it. You’re such a wonderful person, and I don’t think you realise how much you touch people. I really love talking to you, and I’m glad we developed this friendship that we have now. I hope this short RyDom story puts a smile on your face, as you put on mine every day that we talk.

One More Time by Elizabeth Kilan

Dominick awoke to silence, something he never really grew accustomed to.  He’d forgotten how long it had been since he and Ryan broke up, but everyday felt like the first. The pain in his chest was there, and he felt hollow. The only thing filling him was his sadness, memories, and the aching he felt with each subtle movement of his body. He shut his eyes again, using more force than was needed, it caused the small surge of pain to go through his head; but he didn’t mind it. Dominick had never been a morning person, but he was able to enjoy his days and nights, but now being awake for even a second was unbearable. He’d been trying to teach himself how to be alone again, but of course, that too was impossible. The thoughts of Ryan pushed him to open his eyes once more, he knew what he had to do to escape his misery those thoughts brought him. He threw off the worn out duvet he used, and got up from the dusty ground, not bothering to dust himself off, and he slowly almost reluctantly, made his way toward the metal wardrobe that occupied the far corner of the basement.  He knew everything there belonged to Charles, and he also knew he wasn’t allowed to touch his things. But he figured that this was an emergency, and that he would have to deal with the consequences when he woke up from his “sleep”.  

The boy opened up the doors of the wardrobe, and from it extracted a copper coloured box. He stared at it for what seemed ages, his vision had become a blur, and even his arms had begun to hurt from holding it up for so long. “Get a grip… You’ve done this a thousand times,” he told himself as he opened up the box. He reached inside rustled through some of the things inside before he finally found what he needed, a rather sharp blade. “A thousand times before,”He repeated under bated breath as he stared down at the silver blade.  He wasn’t sure why he felt so off about doing this, it wasn’t anything new, and he even enjoyed it at times. But something about it now, felt wrong. “Ryan wouldn’t like this…” he said aloud, “He’d hate me if he knew… he already hates me though so this shouldn’t fucking matter.” He said this with a quiver in his voice, and only then did he realise he was crying. There were warm tears staining his pale cheeks, and his nose was starting to get runny. Dominick hated crying, but he seemed to be doing it all the more often, it was now more of a routine then an action caused by emotion. So he did the same as always, wiped the tears away, composed himself – before finally raising up the sleeve of his jumper and bringing the blade to his arm. He could feel the cold touch of the metal against his skin, and just as he was about to run it down and cut, the basement door opened.

“D- Dominick?” A much too familiar voice said, and that’s when Dominick could feel his blood run cold. He recognised that husky sort of voice, the tremble that mixed in.

               “Ryan?” he questioned as he stood there; unable to move.

But the person didn’t answer, instead they made their way down the stairs, a slight creaking sound could be heard with each step. “Hey,” they finally said and Dominick couldn’t bring himself to do anything but stand there. “I know you probably don’t want to see me here, but I needed to come see you…”

               “Why?” Dominick said.

“Because I miss you, and… I know this is going to sound cheesy but I’ts Valen- Hey, what are you doing?” Only then did Dom remember what he’d been doing, how was he supposed to explain this? Why did he have to? He simply shook his head, shut his eyes once more, and let the blade down his arm. A small little yelp could be heard leaving his lips, because no matter how many times he did this, it never really did get any easier. “What the fuck?!” Ryan yelled, grabbing a hold of Dominick’s thin shoulders and pulling him back toward him, making Dom lose his balance and the grip he had on the sharp metal blade.  “What the hell was that all about?” Ryan asked, a worried tone in his voice and a trembling running through his body.

“Nothing…” Dom said, shaking Ryan’s hands off of him as he brought the sleeve of his jumper down. The cut burning as the fabric brushed against it.

“That was not, nothing.. If you wanted me to leave you could have just said so.”

“Yeah, leave, that’s exactly what I want.”

               “Fine.”

The brown haired boy turned, the sensation of tears beginning to fill the corners of his eyes as he made his way toward the stairs. His mind still filled with the hope that Dominick would tell him to come back, but with each step, the hope dwindled.

               “I do that because you fucking left!”

“What…?” Ryan questioned as he turned around. The hope completely gone and it instead became replaced by guilt.

               “I couldn’t deal being without you.. Angel didn’t help, nothing did. So I came down here, and hid away… and I tried to get myself to just sleep, but you filled my dreams,” as Dominick spoke, he kept his eyes facing downward, “so I started just killing myself. Every day, trying to just forget you.” With that last line, he allowed his gaze to be brought back up, and the look on Ryan’s face was enough to shatter him all over again. The boy looked hurt, broken, but worst of all, Dominick could tell he was in just as much pain as he was, which was something Ryan didn’t deserve.

“I’m sorry,” The younger boy said as he allowed his eyes to meet the others, in that moment he wanted nothing more than to go through with his plan and just off himself. He’d rather be dead than have to deal with the look on Ryan’s face, and the pain that the confession brought; but he knew better.  That’s when Ryan began to step forward, until he was only centimetres away from Dominick.

               “Don’t be…” Ryan said as he brought his arms to wrap around Dom’s figure, a smile on his face as Dominick did the same. “I’ve missed you so much…” Ryan said, his voice as soft as his touch.

“I’ve missed you too,” Dominick said as he buried his face in Ryan’s chest, taking in his scent, running his hands down his back, trying to take in as much of the other as he could before the moment ended.  Ryan then moved back a bit, not letting go. He then leaned in and placed a kiss on Dominick’s lips… and it felt like the first time. His taste was sweet, and as he brought his arms to tighten around Dom, it was as if the breakup hadn’t happened.

               It was as if all those nights of crying themselves to sleep were never true, as if nothing had changed, even though nothing was the same; the two allowed themselves to live in the illusion. When the kiss was broken, the two stayed still, arms wrapped around the other. They didn’t really know what to say or do at this point, but most importantly, they didn’t know where they stood. Dominick brought his blue hues to meet Ryan’s brown ones, and a slight smile creped upon his features. “I love you,” he said without a second thought.

               “I love you too…” Ryan said, a smile matching Dom’s settling on his own features.

The two then separated, and Dominick took a hold of Ryan’s hand. Holding on to him so tightly that the tops of his knuckles began to turn white. He was just scared that if he let go, Ryan would disappear and he’d never see him again, and that was something he didn’t’ think he could bear with; again – so he then began to pull on Ryan’s arm. Tugging him along until they reached the duvet that Dominick slept on. He then took a seat, his hand still having a hold of Ryan.

               Ryan then took a seat beside Dom, and then the two laid down next to each other.

“You know.. I remember you saying you were scared of the basement.”Dominick said a teasing smile on his face.

               “I guess my love you for you conquered that fear,” Ryan said as he poked the other boys side, making him laugh. Something he always loved about Dom, and honestly treasured, was the times that he could make him laugh. It was something rare, and something he just loved to hear- and was happy to have the privilege of making him happy enough.

Josie: “You’re right, we’ll probably have more fun staying in tomorrow.” She told him, “We can afford to lose one day of the break.” When she heard his moan, she grinned to herself, “Does someone have a sensitive spot?” She asked before kissing his neck again. When she had trailed down his body, and got the okay to proceed, she kissed the tip of his waistband before pulling away, “I have to admit, it’s a shame to see Tarzan go.” She said, referring to the boxers, “They’re nice.” After he lifted his hips, she smoothly slid his boxers off before straddling him again, hovering her lower torso over his groin. She lowered her head back to his, and started to kiss him once more, allowing her hands to travel down his body.

Josie: (forgive me, i’ve never really written smut before)

Harry: (It’s all good. I’m an awko taco in general. We don’t have to do it if you don’t want to. We can assume, if you’d prefer.)

Josie: (it’s not really a problem my awko taco, which would you prefer?)

Harry: He lifted his hips to meet hers, as she lowered her body onto his again, grinding against her slightly. He was now completely bare, but she still had her shorts on, and he wanted nothing more than to get rid of those immediately. They were only getting in the way right now. As he kissed her back, he slowly sat up and flipped them around again, so that he was now on top. He pulled away after a moment and looked down at her, a smirk playing on his lips. “Your turn.” He kissed her again, a little rougher this time, no longer holding back. As he did so, he slipped his hand down, and rubbed against the front of her shorts, just enough pressure to let her feel something.

Harry: (We can continue this way, and if you feel uncomfortable, we’ll stop. Sound good?)

Josie: (oh you are too kind to me, i love you. sounds good)

Harry: (das because i love you too.)

Josie: When he turned back over, a small gasp escaped her lips from the surprise. Resting below him, she immediately wrapped her legs around his torso, pulling him closer to her. At this point, she couldn’t stand having any space between them, and when he pulled away, she felt herself deflate. Hearing his words, a smirk played across her lips, “You’re right.” She told him before his lips crashed back down, She felt his hand on her shorts and a moan escaped her lips. Pulling her lips away from his, she moved her mouth up to his ear, “Just take them off already.”

Harry: He smirked against her lips as he heard her moan, and pulled away just a bit, keeping his face close to hers. She moved up to his ear, and her words just pushed him further. He wanted this, and quite frankly, he needed this. Without a word, he moved his body down on the bed and took hold of her shorts, slipping them down her legs, and then tossing them aside. He bit his lip, debating what to do next. Part of him just wanted to go for it, but he knew he had to work on her a bit first, so it wouldn’t hurt as much. As he leaned back up to kiss her again, he placed a hand between her legs, and began rubbing her clit (awkward word i know i’m sorry) slowly. He moved his lips from hers and trailed them down to her neck, moving his hand a little faster as he went along.

Josie: When he finished pulling off her shorts, she waited impatiently for him to move. She couldn’t stand the waiting, she wanted this badly, and as she watched him bite his lip she was losing it quickly. She wrapped her legs around him again as he kissed her, and when she felt his hand on her, her mouth opened in shock. She felt her back arch up from the bed, and when his lips moved away she started to moan again. She held his head by the back of his neck, and played with the hair at the end of his neck. She wanted to kiss him again, but his lips ere unavailable, so she started to kiss the skin by his shoulder again, leaving small bite marks along the way. Her toes curled against his back,, and she pressed her heels into him in an effort to keep him close.

Josie: (the most awkward word, like really)

Harry: (idk why but clit and nipple just hsjdhweekwl no)

Josie: (omg right? like who make those words)

Harry: Her moans were only turning him on even more, and there was no way he could hold off much longer. He continued for a bit longer before pulling away completely. “Wait.” He leaned over the edge of the bed and grabbed his jeans, fumbling around in the pockets for a moment before pulling out a condom. He moved back to hover over her and opened the package, then leaned down to kiss her quickly as he slid it on carefully. When he was ready, he looked down at her. He could tell she wanted this, too, so he didn’t bother asking if she was ready. He gripped her hips gently and positioned himself at her entrance, then pushed in slowly, letting out a quiet groan. When he was in completely, he met her eyes again, waiting for her to let him know it was okay to start moving.

Josie: Josie pulled away from him when he moved to get the condom. She was glad that he remembered, because she had totally forgotten about it. When he gave her a quick peck on the lips she returned it quickly before he positioned himself. As he guided into her, and she heard him groan, she felt herself get even more excited. Lopping her arms under his, she moaned from his presence inside her. Looking at him, she pulled one of her hands away and kissed her index and middle finger before pressing them against his cheek. “Go on, Ape Man.” She told him with a small laugh.

Harry: He laughed slightly and nodded when he got the go ahead, then pulled back slowly and pushed into her again. He kept moving slowly for a moment, before quickening the pace, letting out a louder moan. “Oh, fuck.” As he continued thrusting against her, he leaned down to kiss her, tugging gently at her lower lip as he pulled away. “Fuck, Josie,” he groaned, quietly. It had been a little while since he’d done this, and the feeling was a little overwhelming at the moment. He knew he wouldn’t be lasting too long at this rate. He started going a little harder, and a little faster at the same time, wanting to get as much in as he could before he completely lost it.

Josie: When he started to move, Josie moaned deeply. She held onto him, her hands and feet not wanting to let go, as he continued to thrust into her. She hadn’t done this in a while, she hadn’t really slept with anyone since coming to the exchange, and so being here with Harry filled her with something she had been missing. When she heard him curse, she was about to say something but his lips connected to hers. She moved her hands up his arms to wrap behind his neck as she kissed him, pulling at his lips hungrily. “Oh my God, Harry.” She moaned when he pulled away. She was sure that she groaning loudly, but she didn’t care. When his pace quickened, she held onto him harder, wrapping her legs more securely around him. She knew that it wouldn’t be much longer until she gave in, and she wanted to enjoy everything. She pulled his head closer to her again and started to kiss his neck, not even bothering to try and be gentle.

Josie: (awkward, sorry, i went to bathe quickly)

Harry: (haha it’s all good, i was worried i abandoned you when i went to eat)

Harry: The mixture of the feeling of her lips and teeth grazing his neck, along with everything that was happening, was almost too much for him just then. He continued moving against her, somehow even rougher than before, and he felt himself getting close. He moved his hand up to tangle in her hair, harshly pulling her up to meet his lips. After a few more moments, he couldn’t hold on any longer, and he released himself, moaning loudly. “Fuck!” He rode out his orgasm, trying to help Josie reach hers. He leaned down to nip gently at her ear and smirked. “Come for me, babe.”

Josie: When he pulled on her hair to kiss her, she could feel herself losing control. She started to feel herself tighten, and when Harry released, she knew that it was only moments before she did the same. She moved her hands from behind his neck to rest back onto his shoulders, gripping him tightly. When she felt him nip at her ear, she inhaled sharply, and a shiver ran down her spine. She would’ve been able to handle him kissing her neck, but when he played with her ear, she gave into him quickly and her back arched into him. She let out a light chuckle, “I just need you to push me farther one last time, bsbr.” She whispered, “One last time.”

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Josie: (that’s supposed to be babe, my bad)

Harry: (bsbr hahahah i was like ‘wut’)

Josie: (it looks like gibberish)

Harry: He grinned against her when he heard her laugh quietly, and kissed her cheek. He then moved his lips up to meet hers, quickly deepening the kiss after a moment. He gave a few hard thrusts, trying to get as much into her as possible, and moved back up to nip lightly along her ear. His hand was still holding tightly to her hip, and he began to trail small circles on her hip bone. His other hand was still tangled in her hair, and he tugged gently at it, nipping once more at her ear lobe. “Let go, babe,” he spoke quietly, as he thrust into her.

Josie: She knew that it wouldn’t of taken too much to finish her, and she simply couldn’t handle all of the pleasure he was giving her. Her breathing quickened and after feeling the tug at her ear lobe and his voice in her ear she finally released with a loud moan. “God!” She cried out by his shoulder, holding onto him tightly. She titled her head up to catch his lips, kissing him lightly. “Wow.” She said against his lips, a smile spreading across her face.

Harry: He tried to calm his breathing as he fell back against the bed beside her. “Jesus,” he spoke, not sure what else to say. He ran a hand back through his hair, staring up at the ceiling. “That was.. damn.” When he was able to control his breathing a bit more, he sat up and tossed the condom into the wastebasket by the bed, then fell back again, pulling the blanket up over them. “Told you we’d have fun together,” he said with a grin, turning his head to face her. “You rethinking the whole staying in tomorrow thing yet? Because I could certainly go for round two.”

Josie: She let out a weak laugh when Harry fell onto the bed beside her. She ran her hands threw her hair as her breathing started to settle, fixing the mess that Harry had made of her curls. She moved closer to him when he pulled the blankets up, seeking his body warmth. “I’m a cuddler.” She stated easily as if to explain why she moved closer. Listening to his question, she nodded slightly as she looked at him, “We can stay in. Definitely. I was about to ask you about round two, myself.” She trailed her fingertips along his collarbone, “And about when we should get started.”

Harry: (i apologize in advance because harry is about to be a huge dick in some ways)

Josie: (don’t hurt josie you jerk. she’s fragile. not really)

Harry: He frowned slightly as Josie moved closer to him, not comfortable with being that close to someone. “Sorry, but I don’t cuddle, babe.” While he loved cuddling with Ethan, with anyone else it just felt wrong. And he wasn’t about to change his mind on that front. He sat up slightly and leaned over the edge of the bed again to grab his shirt, tossing it at her. “But there ya go, if you’re cold.” He rolled out of bed and opened his suitcase, pulling out a pair of normal boxers, since the Tarzan ones weren’t the most comfortable. When he pulled them on, he slipped back into bed and rolled onto his side, facing away from her. “Now go to sleep, alright? You kinda wore me out, and if you keep me up much longer, I may reconsider kicking you out of bed.” He knew it was rude, but he couldn’t chance getting closer to her. He actually really liked Josie, and didn’t want to make things any worse. It was just sex, right? “Night.”

Harry: (I’M SORRY. I HAD TO. ETHAN IS THE ONLY ONE HE’LL CUDDLE WITH EXCEPT FOR THE ONE TIME WHEN IZZY MADE HIM CUDDLE. BUT HE FELT SUPER AWKWARD AFTER.)

Josie: (OH MY GOD YOU MONSTER!! ALL JOSIE WANTS IS A CUDDLE AFTER SEX, FIRST DOM DEPRIVED HER OF THAT NOW HARRY!)

Harry: (I PROMISED LIZZY THAT THAT WOULD BE SPECIAL BETWEEN ERRY)

Josie: (EXCUSES. No I’m kidding, Josie’s not really going to be that upset cause she knows Harry is a dick at times. She’s going to probably annoy him and then go to bed, cause let’s be real, they’re both stubborn sometimes)

Harry: (which i love about them)

Harry: [waits downstairs by the door for her]

Harry: (sorry i was distracted)

Micah: changes into a tight black dress before heading downstairs, smiling as she sees Harry. “Hey hot stuff”

Micah: (I’m distracted by tv so no worries)

Harry: grins and looks up at the sound of Micah’s voice. “Hey yourself. And I know I’m hot, but try and keep it in your pants, yeah?”

Micah: shakes her head, nudging him slightly “I’ll try but no guarantees, you know. So, where to?”

Harry: laughs and shakes his head, opening the door for her. “Pick which way we’re going, and we’ll end up somewhere.”

Micah: climbs in before smiling over at him “Can we go clubbing? I want to dance.”

Harry: raises an eyebrow and tilts his head at her. “Fine, but if you try and spike my drink..” He laughs and gets in as well, turning on the car. “But I have no clue where any clubs are. It’s all you.”

Micah: “You always have to ruin my plans, don’t you?” Smiling, she crossed one leg over the other and turned to face him. “Alright. Go that way” she pointed the the left. “And we’re going to go five lights and then make a right. Think you can handle that?”

Harry: smirks and starts following her directions. “I think I can manage.” After a few moments, he turns to look at her. “How’s the kid?”

Micah: “Good.” She bit down on her bottom lip as she glanced over at him. “He’s doing good. Teething and whatnot but his other mom is taking good care of him so he’s doing better.”

Harry: reaches over and takes her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. “He’s a cool kid. I liked him.” He makes the right turn, as she instructed. “Where is it?”

Micah: smiles looking down at his hand before looking up at him “Thank you. I could tell that he liked you, too. You did good with him.” She looked around trying to spot the club that she had heard about. Once she saw the sign, she pointed to a place where he could park “Just park here and then we can walk to the club. Sound good?”

Harry: sighs dramatically and pulls up to the curb. “I can’t believe you’re making me walk all the way over there.” He laughs and parks, getting out of the car to walk around to her side, and opening the door. “Lead the way.”

Micah: laughs as she shakes her head, watching him walk over to her side “Thank you kind sir. I mean the club is only like ten feet away so stop complaining or I will spike your drink later on.” She smiled, grabbing his hand and heading over to the club. Thankfully, she didn’t have to wait at the back of the line and got let in quickly. “Should we drink first then dance or dance then drink?”

Harry: grins as she takes his hand, and follows after her. “Ya know, I might not mind that as much as you think.” When they step into the club, the blast of music hit him, and he had to adjust. He almost didn’t hear her question, but he shrugged. “Whichever. This was your plan, so what would you like to do, babe?”

Micah: turns around to look at him before smiling “Well then I might just have to do it if you don’t mind it that much.” She nodded her head as she walked over to the bar and ordered a drink for herself before leaning in so that he could hear “What do you want to drink?”

Harry: (SORRY I’M HERE. MY INTERNET IS SPAZZING.)

Micah: (It’s fine, hon. I’m folding clothes so take your time. I know internets can be)

Harry: “Uh.. I’ll just take a beer. No hard alcohol tonight, if I can help it.” He turned away from the bar and scanned the room, as the song changed. This one was faster, and he grinned to himself. “I dig this one.”

Micah: “Where’s the fun in that? You’re supposed to have fun while you’re out” she laughed, turning to the bartender to order a rum and coke for herself and a beer for Harry. Once he came back, she put the beer in front of him before she started to sip hers “Well then you better drink up unless you want to take that on the dance floor?”

Harry: smirked and took a long sip of his drink, keeping his eyes on her. “You think I can’t move with this in hand? I’m a pro, babe. But fine.” He takes another long sip and sets the bottle down on the counter. “Ready?”

Micah: “I didn’t say that you couldn’t but I mean I’m all for you proving me wrong” she smirked as she looked at him, raising her eyebrow. Nodding her head, she chugged her drink before standing up “Of course I’m ready. Are you ready? That’s the question”

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Harry: takes her hand and grins, pulling her toward the dance floor. “Let’s see what ya got.”

Micah: “I’m not sure you can handle it but we’ll see” she smirked, following his lead. Once on the dance floor, she wrapped her hands around his neck and pushed their bodies together before rolling her hips against his to the beat of the music.

Harry: slips his arms around her waist, pulling her close. He moves in time with her, keeping his eyes on hers as they dance. “Hm.. not too bad.” He moved one of his hands further down her back, a smirk on his face. “But I think I can handle this.”

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Micah: moves one hand to play with the hair on the back of his head as she locks eyes with him “I’m only getting started.” She swallowed hard as she ground her hips harder against him scratching his scalp with her nails as she licked her lips.

Harry: bit his lip and tried to calm him breathing a bit. “I know what you’re doing.. and it may or may not be working.” He leaned down so that his lips grazed her neck lightly.

Micah: could hear his breathing causing her to giggle slightly. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. I’m not doing anything.” Her eyes immediately closed as she continued with her movements only to grip his hair so that he was facing her again, a smile on her lips.

Harry: shook his head and rolled his eyes. “You’re just a tease.” He laughed softly and began grinding against her slightly. “I can deal.”

Micah: Leaning up to whisper into his ear, she smirked slightly “I don’t tease, Harry. I please.” She leaned back before pressing her lips together and turning so that her back was now against his front as she bent down, grinding more against him.

Harry: moved his hands to her hips as she leaned down, biting his lip slightly. He was getting turned on, he couldn’t help that. When she stood up again, he moved his hands around to her front, leaning down to kiss her neck softly. “I don’t like being teased.”

Micah: bit down on her bottom lip as she closed her eyes. Of course with dancing like this, she was getting turned on and the only thing she wanted was him. “Then do something about it.” She turned her head to look at him, her lips parted slightly trying to control her breathing.

Harry: He moved his hand to her shirt, playing with the hem before moving his fingers to trail along the skin underneath. He brushed his nose against her cheek. “Let’s get out of here.”

Micah: Her eyes immediately closed as she licked her lips and nodded her head “Where?”

Harry: He pulled away from her, taking her hand in his and pulling her toward the exit. When they got outside, he turned to look at her. “Your room okay?”

Micah: Without any hesitation, she followed his lead outside. Nodding her head, she bit her lip “Perfect.” She headed to his car and climbed in, looking over at him while licking her lips. Her heart racing slightly faster as the seconds passed.

Harry: (I just remembered she’s wearing a dress, not a shirt, whoops.)

Harry: He climbed in beside her and started the car, heading back in the direction of the house. As he drove, he reached a hand over and placed it on her thigh, just at the base of her dress, running his fingers along her inner thigh.

Micah: (shh it’s okay. i didn’t really notice either lol)

Micah: She looked down at his hand for a moment before looking up at him and shaking her head “You keep doing that and we won’t make it to my room.” She licked her lips and as soon as she saw the house, she smiled as she let him park. Climbing out, she glanced back at him over her shoulder before walking to her room and waiting for him.

Harry: (and harry’s about to make a bad move.. i apologize in advance)

Micah: (im scared now)

Harry: He followed her inside and up the stairs, as she led the way to her room. He stepped inside and closed the door behind him, taking her waist and pushing her against it. “You gonna stop being a tease now?”

Micah: A small gasp left her lips as she looked up at him, shaking her head “Teasing is the best part before the actual pleasing, don’t you think?”

Harry: He stared down at her for a few moments, debating whether or not he should do something. He had no reason to stop, so why not go for it? Still, something was screaming in his head, and he pulled away, frowning slightly. “I can’t.”

Harry: (I’m only doing this because I promised Ethan’s RPer that Harry would be semi faithful. AND I’M TRYING SO HARD TO WALK AWAY RIGHT NOW BUT SHJKHSWDLWK I WANT THEM TO HOOK UP AND THEY CAN’T AND I WANT TO CRY.)

Micah: (Micah is so sad right now omg. first caspar doesn’t want her and now harry.. you’re killing her here omg)

Harry: (She can have Scott all she wants. He’ll do whatever. But I’ve ruined Harry too much for one day. And now I want to cry.)

Micah: Hearing those words, Micah nodded slowly before slipping out from in front of him and turning away from him. She let out a small sigh before shaking her head and biting the inside of her cheek. “Okay.”

Micah: (Don’t cry hon. She’s just a little sad right now but she’ll be fine, yes.)

Harry: He looked down at his feet for a moment before stepping closer to her and kissing her cheek quickly. “I.. I’m sorry. I have to go.” He didn’t want to stick around any longer, or draw this out. He opened the door and stepped out into the hall, closing it behind him. After pausing for e moment, he headed back to his room.

Harry: [leans his forehead against his and smiles] Are you sure?

Ethan: [nods his head before pressing a kiss onto his lips] Yeah.. I’m sure. So, will you stay with me?

Harry: [nods and brushes his nose against his cheek] I’d like that.. maybe I can actually sleep if you’re here with me.

Ethan: [wraps his arms around his form, pulling him closer] I’ve missed sleeping next to you..

Harry: [slips his own arms around him and kisses the top of his head] Well, I’m not going anywhere.. I missed you. So fucking much.

Ethan: I missed you too.. [rests his head on his chest, closing his eyes] I don’t like this Harry.. I don’t like it at all.

Harry: [frowns slightly] Do you want me to go..?

Ethan: [shakes his head, and tightens his grip] No, please don’t.

Harry: I don’t want to.. [runs his fingers lightly back and forth across his arm] Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do it. You know that. So just.. tell me what you want.

Ethan: Stay. That’s all I want, it’s for you to stay… [digs his face into his shirt] Please?

Harry: [wraps his arms tighter around him and nods] I’m not going anywhere.. don’t worry.

Ethan: I love you.. I love you so much. [his voice begins to get shaky as he loosens his grip] Being away from you, it hurts..

Harry: And I love you. [closes his eyes tight and nods again, his voice getting quieter] I know.. it hurts so damn much. I just want to be with you so badly.. I hate missing you.

Ethan: Why’d you do it.. with Josie? [he says, while still keeping his face hidden in his shirt] Why’d you do it again?

Harry: I don’t know.. we were just messing around, and I was teasing her. That was my fault, I guess. And she kissed me, but.. I didn’t really stop her, either. I swear nothing else happened, though..

Ethan: That doesn’t make it okay.. [he says, the stinging of tears beginning to build up in the corner of his eyes] But I’m not angry or anything, okay? It’s fine.

Harry: [bites his lip and shakes his head] It’s not fine.. I messed up. I know that. And I am so sorry, Ethan. I just.. I want to make things okay again.

Ethan: Things are okay, love. [brings his hands to cup his face] I understand that you’re sorry.. it’s fine. [presses his lips against harry’s again] I love you, okay?

Harry: And I love you.. [takes one of his hands and laces their fingers together] Very much. And it feels nice to be in the same bed again. I don’t like being across the room from you.

Ethan: I don’t like it either, I miss cuddling you.. and I even miss how you end up stealing all of the duvet [he smiles as he leans into him again]

Harry: [laughs and pokes him] Excuse you. I do not! And to be fair, you always end up trying to push me off the bed in your sleep. Rude.

Ethan: It’s because you snore so damn loud! [flinches a bit when he’s poked before poking him back] Can we cuddle tonight, please?

Harry: [grins and kisses him softly] You’re the only one I like to cuddle with.. and I missed it. So yes, please. Just don’t kick me out of bed, or I’ll cry.

Ethan: Wanna tire ourselves out before the cuddling? [he grins as he begins to gently push Harry down onto the mattress]

Harry: [smirks and tilts his head] What’d you have in mind?

Ethan: [leans down and presses his lips against the side of his neck] Don’t act like you don’t know.. [he whispers as he brings his hands to run down the others chest]

Harry: [tilts his head back further and laughs softly] Then you, my love, are wearing far too much.. [runs his hands down his back and takes hold of the hem of his shirt, tugging upward until he has it off, and tosses it aside]

Ethan: [Ethan let out a laugh as Harry took off his shirt, and then proceeded to to the same with Harry’s, once he’d done that he brought his lips to meet the other boys neck, biting harder than usual before proceeding to kissing his shoulder, then his chest, until he met the brim of his trousers]

Harry: [moans softly, gripping onto Ethan’s waist a little tighter] That’s going to leave a mark, babe. [watches as he makes his way downward and bites his lip, nodding slowly to let him know he can go further] Please..

Ethan: Thoughts you didn’t beg.. [Ethan then begins to undo Harry’s trousers, slipping them down. He then runs his finger along the waistband of his boxers, teasing him for a bit before finally sliding them down as well he then places a hand on his length, and begins to tug]

Harry: Only you.. [his breathing becomes shallow until he’s just holding his breath, watching Ethan, then arches his back, raising his hips slightly off the mattress, a groan escaping his lips] Oh fuck me..

Ethan: [after tugging for a while, enough to make him harder (i feel so awkward omfg help). He then took Harry’s length and placed it in his mouth, moving his head back and forth as his hands continued to work on the base of his cock (omg so done)]

Harry: [moves a hand down to tangle in his hair, trying to keep his hips down, moaning a little louder] Fuck, Ethan.. [after a bit longer, he feels himself getting close, and he grips his hair a little tighter, pulling him back up to kiss him roughly. He holds the kiss for a moment, then sits up, and pushes Ethan back against the bed, crawling on top of him] Your turn. [leans down to kiss him again, then trails his lips along his jawline down to his neck, nipping gently]

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Ethan: Ethan couldn’t help but moan as he felt Harry’s grip on his hair, he always liked when he was rough with him. Ethan ran his tongue along Harry’s length, before bringing his mouth to envelop it again. After a while Harry pulled Ethan off, and brought their lips together before bringing Ethan down onto the mattress. He then felt his lips against his neck, and that’s when a soft moan left Ethan’s lips, “You know what that does to me..” he said as he shut his eyes and tilted his head back to give Harry more room. He brought his hands to Harry’s chest, digging his nails into his skin as another moan left him.

Harry: Harry smirked against Ethan’s neck, and bit down on the skin again, a little harder this time. He wanted to make sure there’d be a mark there in the morning. The moans coming from the other boy were pushing him forward, as he trailed light kisses along his shoulder, and down his body to his jeans. He didn’t bother waiting for approval before he quickly undid them and slipped them down his legs, tossing them aside, then did the same with his boxers. He leaned his head down, kissing and nipping along his inner thighs, as he reached a hand up to take hold of him, tugging slowly at first.

Ethan: The feel of Harry’s lips against his neck sent a shiver to run down his spine, he knew there would be a bruise there but he didn’t care. When Ethan felt Harry’s hand on his length he couldn’t help but bite down on his lip hard enough to draw out blood, “F- fuck..” he said as he took a hold of the duvet.

Harry: Harry smirked and glanced up at Ethan, enjoying the response he was getting. He moved his mouth up around his tip and slowly took him in, then began moving along his length, his hand following closely behind. He moved his other hand to grip his hip, holding him steady against the bed, as he hummed quietly, moving his mouth a little faster along his cock.

Ethan: Ethan took in a shallow breath when he felt the warmth of Harry’s mouth on him. He then did what Harry did to him, and took a hold of Harry’s hair - moving him along just as he pleased. After a while he began to feel that pressure in his abdomen, that’s when he pulled him off and brought their faces close, “Take me..” Ethan said before bringing his lips to meet Harry’s, biting down on his lower lip as he broke the kiss.

Harry: When Harry was pulled away, he looked up at Ethan, waiting for the next move. He returned the kiss as he listened to him speak up, and he wanted nothing more than to just take him right then. But he wanted to savor every bit of this, because he didn’t know when it might happen again. He wanted to make sure Ethan enjoyed himself as much as he did. He pulled away from the kiss and leaned his forehead against the other boy’s, as he positioned himself between his legs, then pushed into him slowly, until he was fully in, and waited for the go ahead to move.

Ethan: When Ethan felt Harry begin to insert himself into him, he winced as he brought his arms to wrap around Harry’s form. When he felt all of Harry within him, he brought his lips to meet the others in a gentle kiss to let him know that it was okay now. He then moved his lips along his jaw, giving him gentle kiss - reaching his neck and shoulders as he went along.

Harry: sits up on the couch and rubs his eyes, waiting for Micah to come meet him.

Micah: heads down to the kitchen to grab two cups of coffee before heading into the living room, smiling at Harry as she sat down “You didn’t sleep down here did you?”

Harry: grinned as he looked up at her, then shook his head. “Nah, not last night. And you didn’t jump on me.. tease.” He took one of the cups from her and took a sip. “Thanks, babe.”

Micah: shook her head “You weren’t laying down so I couldn’t jump on you. I’m pretty sure tease is your nickname for me since last night.” She nodded her head, taking a sip for herself. “No problem. How did you sleep last night?”

Harry: smirked and tilted his head at her. “Guess we’ll never know if it was just teasing, huh?” He nodded and smiled to himself, staring down at his cup. “Yeah, it was a pretty good night.” He turned to face her again, leaning back against the couch. “How about you? Any dirty dreams about me?”

Micah: licked her lips before pressing her lips together “I guess that’s so. Too bad, though.” She sipped on her drink as she listened to him before putting it down and laughing slightly at his question. “I had a pretty good night. I mean you did leave me turned on so what do you think?”

Harry: bit his lip as he looked at her. “Who knows? Maybe we’ll have another chance sometime.” He set his cup down as well, then pulled one of his legs up under him on the couch. “Yeah.. I kinda had the same issue. I had to work around that myself. But uh..” He moved a hand up to brush along her arm. “I could probably help you, if you have that problem again.”

Micah: shrugged her shoulders “Yeah, maybe we will. I guess only time will tell.” The red head bit down on her bottom lip, hard as she glanced down at his hand “Yeah I think you and me both had to work around it ourselves which is never as satisfying.” The girl swallowed hard as she looked away for a moment “Oh really now? And how exactly are you going to help me?”

Harry: ran his fingers lightly back and and forth across her arm and smirked. “Well, I guess you’ll find out when you need it.” He pulled his hand away and leaned down to grab his drink again, taking another small sip. “So what are your plans for the day?”

Micah: nodded her head, raising her eyebrow “How do you know that I don’t need it right now?” She brought her knees up to her chest as she leaned back against the side of the couch, shrugging her shoulders once more. “I don’t have any right now. What about yourself?”

Harry: (Sorry, had to go do something. I is back.)

Micah: (It’s fine. I’m attempting homework lol)

Harry: leaned closer to her, resting his chin on her shoulder. “Do you need it now?” He shrugged as well, keeping his eyes on her. “I’ve got nothing. So now it’s up to you to entertain me. Congrats.”

Micah: felt a shiver run down her spine as her eyes locked with his. “If you keep doing what you’re doing then yes.” Smiling, she ran her finger through his hair “Shouldn’t it be you entertaining me?”

Harry: smirked and bit his lip, his eyes glancing over her features. “And what is it that I’m doing?” He closed his eyes and smiled slightly as her hand made contact with his hair. “How should I do that?”

Micah: let out a small sigh “You know exactly what you are doing, Harry.” She smirked as she looked at him, moving slightly forward off the couch “I’m sure you can use your imagination and figure out a way.”

Harry: moved a hand down to rest on her thigh, brushing his thumb back and forth. “I have a few ideas.” He leaned over and placed a light kiss on the side of her neck. “All depends on what you’re up for, I guess.” He brushed his nose against her cheek, trailing his lips along her jawline.

Micah: immediately closed her eyes as she felt his lips on her neck and his hand on her thigh. Her thoughts were clouded as she heard his words but took a few moments to actually respond. Her fingers tangled in his hair as she let out a soft sigh. “I’m up for anything and everything right now so take that how you want to.”

Harry: pulled back slightly to look down at her. “Then let’s see what I can get away with.” Without hesitation, he leaned down to kiss her hard, his hands moving down to her waist to pull her closer to him, as he deepened the kiss after a moment.

Micah: looked up at him but before she could even say anything, his lips were on hers. Immediately, she kissed him back not even thinking about anything but the two of them in that moment. She moved her hips against his but after a moment, she flipped them over so that she was on top now. She bit down on his bottom lip as her free hand moved to the bottom of his shirt.

Harry: moved one hand up to rest at the side of her neck as he kissed her, groaning quietly when she flipped them around and ended up on his lap. He raised his hips into hers, grinding gently as he felt her hand tugging at the end of his shirt. He pulled back slightly, and brought his shirt up and over his head, tossing it to the floor, then did the same with hers. His mind was too far gone to care where they were just then, and he leaned back up to catch her lip in his teeth, tugging lightly before moving down to her neck again.

Micah: didn’t care about anything other than Harry and the way that he felt underneath her. She wasn’t concerned with where they were or even if someone would walk in because her mind was solely focused on him and their movements. A slight giggle left her lips as she ran her hands up and down his chest. Her nails slightly scratching the surface but not enough to cause any damage. A soft moan left her lips as she closed her eyes and moved her head to the side to give him more room. After a moment, she gripped his head to bring his lips to hers, kissing him hard as she pressed her body against his.

Harry: As he kissed her back, he slipped one hand around her, and slowly ran it up her back until her reached her bra. He unhooked it quickly, smirking against her lips as he took hold of the straps and slipped them down her arms, tossing it to the floor as well. He then flipped them around again, laying her down on the couch and climbing on top of her, straddling her waist. He moved to her neck and kissed downward, along her shoulders, her chest, until he finally reached her waistband. He paused and looked up at her, biting his lip slightly. “Mind if these come off?”

Micah: As soon as she felt her bra come off, her heart raced faster than it had be before. A small gasp left her lips as she closed her eyes and let all these feelings take over her. Her lips parted slightly as she glanced down at him and biting her lip just like he was. “I don’t mind at all” she managed to moan out as she lifted her hips so that he could take them off easily.

Micah: (Have to go eat dinner but I should be back in a little bit :D)

Harry: undid her jeans and took hold of the brim, pulling them down until he had them completely off. He then quickly rid himself of his own, because the fabric was too binding at that moment. He got back on top of her and leaned down to kiss her, a little rougher than before, as one hand slipped down under the hem of her underwear. His hand reached her clit where he paused, rubbing in small circles, as he nipped at her lower lip gently.

Harry: (Okie dokie! I’ll keep the window up, just lemme know when you’re back!)

Micah: watched Harry take off her jeans along with his own before she felt his lips back on hers again. She sucked on his bottom lip before her hips raised to feel his fingers against her clit once again. She pulled back to let out a moan as she moved her lips to suck on his neck while her hand tangled in his hair once again.

Micah: (I is back now <3)

Harry: (Yay! How was dinner?)

Micah: (Good and now I’m all full of pasta and chicken haha)

Harry: smirked as she pulled away with a moan. He loved seeing what he did to her, especially with all the teasing she’d done before. He moved his hand a little faster for a few moments, before pulling away from her and sliding down her body again, removing the last of her clothing. He paused a second before doing the same with his own, knowing there was no way he wanted to wait much longer. Besides, they were in the open. They had to get this done quickly. He pulled a condom out of his jeans pocket and slipped it on with ease, before settling between her legs and positioning himself. He leaned down to kiss her softly, pushing into her until he was fully in, then waited until she gave him the okay to move.

Micah: hadn’t felt this good in so long that even the littliest of things made her moan. Her eyes closed as she felt his hand moving against her but when he stopped, she looked at him with a growl before she licked her lips. She watched him intently as he moved between her legs. Kissing him back, she moved her hips against him giving him the indication that she wanted him to move. Her back arched off the couch while her hands moved to grip his back softly.

Harry: started moving against her, keeping it slow at first. He wasn’t sure how long it’d been since she’d done this, and he didn’t want to risk any real pain for her. He moaned softly against her lips, as he quickened his pace. “Oh, fuck..” The feeling of her hands on his body, and her lips against his, mixed with everything else, and he knew he wouldn’t be lasting too long. He began thrusting a little harder into her, and as he slipped a hand down under her back, he lifted her up onto his lap, so he could get a better angle, as he continued grinding his hips into hers.

Micah: Her hips moved in time with his as her gripping on his back only got rougher as he started moving faster against her. It had been way too long since she had done this and feeling connected like this was making her go crazy inside. She knew that she couldn’t be too loud or people would hear and of course she didn’t care but she would rather just keep it between them. Gasping at the movement and the change of angles only made everything feel better. Her hands gripped the back of the couch as she moved her hips in circular motions to feel all of him inside her.

Harry: He gave a few deep thrusts, feeling the familiar sensation in the pit of his stomach, and knew he wouldn’t last much longer. He wrapped an arm around her, pulling their bodies closer together as he leaned up to nip at her shoulder lightly. “I’m so fucking close, babe.” He moved his lips up to hers, kissing her harshly with a groan, as his hand moved to tangle in her hair.

Micah: The moans leaving her hips were only increasing in volume as time went on. It felt as if every nerve in her body was winding up, waiting until the moment that they could explode and let go. Her hips never stopped moving as she pressed her eyes shut as she heard his words. After a few minutes, she pulled back and pulled his head back to look at him, her lip between her teeth. “So am I. Let go, babe” she moaned, watching him intently waiting for the moment that they could both let go.

Harry: The mixture of her moans, and everything he was feeling, was enough to drive him over the edge. And after a few more moments, he released inside her with a loud moan, resting his forehead against her shoulder as she hit her release, as well. He continued thrusting into her, so that they could both ride out their orgasms.

Micah: As soon as she felt his orgasm hit him, it triggered hers as well. Even though she had told herself that she needed to be quiet, she couldn’t help the loud moan of his name that left her lips as she hit her peak. Her hips moved, prolonging both their orgasms until she started to calm down. Her breathing was rapid as she rested her head on his shoulder, a smile already forming on her face. “Wow.”

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Harry: He tried to calm his breathing as he laid his head back against the back of the couch, closing his eyes. “Jesus..” After a few moments, he was able to regain control of himself, and he lifted his head to look at her with a grin. “Well, that was fun, yeah?”

Micah: Not moving from the spot, she pressed her lips together as she looked at him. A small laugh left her lips as she nodded her head “Fun is definitely one word to describe it. That was unexpected but so very amazing at the same time.”

Harry: smirked and sat up a little more in his seat, carefully moving her off of his lap and onto the couch. He leaned down to grab their clothes, tossing hers over to her and standing up to slip into his. “Can’t say I’d mind doing that again sometime. Now that I know it’s not just teasing.”

Micah: grabbed her clothes, putting them on before running her fingers through her hair as she looked over at him, laughing slightly. “I tried to tell you that I please along with teasing. You know my number whenever you want to do this again. Maybe next time somewhere more private so we can take our time.”

Harry: nodded as he pulled his shirt on, then ran his hands through his own hair. “Yeah, definitely. It’s too bad I’m going on this trip, or I’d come by for round two tomorrow. So maybe when I get back we can do something.” He picked his cup up off the table and took a sip, then frowned slightly. “Yeah, coffee’s cold. Ew.”

Micah: furrowed her brow as she glanced over at him “Where are you going? Yeah whenever you get back we can do something fun.” She laughed as she watched his face, shaking her head “Did you really think that it was going to be warm? Do you want me to put it in the microwave?”

Harry: turned to glance at her. “Niagara Falls with Josie. Should be back on Friday or Saturday or something. You gonna miss me?” He shook his head at her and stepped closer to her, slipping his arms around her waist, pulling her closer and kissing her quickly. “It’s all good. I’m gonna go upstairs and finish packing anyway. Thanks, though.”

Micah: “Oh that sounds fun. I’m sure the both of you will have a good time there. Am I going to miss you? Yeah, probably. Are you going to miss me?” She leaned into him, kissing him back before smiling softly up at him “Oh okay. I guess I’ll see you when you get back then?”

Harry: leaned down to kiss her cheek. “I’ll make sure to come and see you when I get back. And yeah, I’ll miss you, too.” He smiled slightly as he pulled away from her. “I’ll text you.” He lifted his hand up in a small wave before heading up the stairs to his room.