the lord is my lover!

[ . . . ] like  a  patient  etherized  upon  a  table /  let  us  go,  through  certain  half-deserted  streets,  the  muttering  retreats  of  restless  nights  in  one-night  cheap  hotels  and  sawdust  restaurants  with  oyster-shells :  streets  that  follow  like  a  tedious  argument  of  insidious  intent  to  lead  you  to  an  overwhelming  question  …  oh,  do  not  ask,  "WHAT IS IT?"  let  us  go  and  make  our  visit. the love song of j. alfred prufrock.

canon divergent   and   private ALT CUNNINGHAM  sourced   from   CDPR'S   game   series   CYBERPUNK : 2077   written   and   loved   dearly   by   LU   ( twenty-five,   any   pronouns,   cst )  heavily headcanon reliant, with inspiration from game + tabletop canon. ©

IF WE MUST DIE TODAY, THEN WE WILL DIE FREE. ©

once,   you   nearly   choked   on   the   lord's   blood   —   or   was   the   blood   always   yours?  𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐒 𝐆𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐑.

as   your   desire   is,   so   is   your   will.   as   your   will,   so   is   your   deed.   as   your   deed,   so   is   your   destiny. 𝐀𝐒𝐑𝐀   𝐀𝐋𝐍𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐑

Get your own, Ryuk.

❝   that something you think you deserve, mister? a   punishment?   ❞   coquettish in nature, there's a sliver of amusement that dances beneath her words — little blonde simply can't help herself.

she offers now only a hum as thoughts reel round and round, the many ways in which other could possibly reach their END : car crash? asphyxiation? or perhaps she'd stick with ol' reliable and aim straight for the heart.

amane's laughter rings something light in the air. toward herself, perhaps? or at him — for wanting to offer their life for nothing more than the illusion of justice? regardless, how could amane possibly refuse?

it's a beautiful way to die, she thinks, wallowing in blissful ignorance.

i like it . did you write that ?

haven't i already told you that ?

tell me , [ name ] , what's your secret ?

you're looking fresh as a daisy .

are you okay ? you seem ...

i'm just tired . tomorrow's a big day .

that's very important , do you understand ?

why can't you just accept that this is your family ?

this isn't a family , it's a repressive regime .

you're driving us all crazy .

this is our life , it is what it is .

you're burning up . you running a fever ?

shut the fuck up .

all these years , i've been trying to figure out your angle .

you're not interested in anyone .

[ name ] . i'm onto you .

you can't just vanish .

is there a problem ?

there's obviously been a mistake , can you please tell me what i'm doing here ?

what a pleasure to meet you .

i know who you are .

i'm amazed you made it this far .

this is ... this is all a big mistake .

for your sake , i wish that were true .

is there another way ?

i can't believe this is happening .

we can't just sit here . we gotta do something !

i don't wanna die . i don't wanna die .

you're gonna be okay , i'm here .

i'm sorry . i'm so sorry .

you're supposed to be the believer .

i don't know what i believe . i don't know who i am .

they won't suffer .

sometimes , i think " to hell with it " . to hell with everybody .

do not underestimate [ name ] .

make this a priority .

we always work best as a team .

somebody wants us to disappear . the question is why .

this isn't a game , [ name ] . don't lose your head out there .

what's it gonna be ?

playing dumb doesn't suit you , [ name ] .

get the fuck out of there !

that's not an option .

i wanted to , uh ... try something new .

hold on , we've got a situation .

all your big talk , and you've ... never been with anyone ?

trust me , we're doing them a favor .

i'm scared , [ name ] . what are we gonna do ?

shhh , we're gonna get you out of here .

we failed miserably as a species on this planet .

anyone who's willing to sacrifice their own flesh and blood can never truly be trusted .

you sold us out . how could you ?

i thought you of all people would understand .

what do you know about family ?

i did everything i was told . i did everything right .

i didn't plan this . it got out of my control .

i was a total fuck - up .

if i could go back and change it all , i would .

promise me you won't let them take them .