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and I stand by that

thanks for reading

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dialogue prompts from the between by tananarive due.

may have had a fainting spell, is all.

i hope _____ didn't send you into a fright.

you gotta go, right?

this is better than i thought it could get for me.

you remind me of my ____.

you don't give up, do you?

'uh-oh' is an understatement.

i've noticed you around. can i get you a drink?

try to be yourself. i'll like you better that way.

you're checking up on me?

if we can't do better than this, we can't be together.

what happened? did we fall out of love?

i got a letter. some kind of threat.

i still haven't decided whether or not i believe in god.

i feel farther from god than ever.

what gave you the right to do that?

that took guts. i'm proud of what you did.

sunday drivers are the worst.

try to sleep. i'll keep the dreams away.

i used to have bad dreams, too.

it's best not to search for something you're unprepared to find.

i wonder if some souls aren't born doomed to misery.

you can't save the world all by yourself.

you're wearing some mean bags under your eyes.

only my friends call me _____.

i see you getting misty over there.

no secrets, remember?

you're not going to talk to me about sex, are you?

i didn't mean to grow up so fast. it just happened like that.

i just didn't want to confront it. that's why i made a joke of it.

people can find you if they really want to. i don't have to tell you that.

we're always closest to death when we're asleep.

i guess it's human nature to run away from death.

don't live your life hurting over me. just live.

how many times do you think you can die?

there's no peace where you're at.

why is this happening now?

i love you more than this world, [name].

i don't need help. i'm fine. i'm cool.

i still have some ethics left.

i'm crazy, not stupid.

go to sleep. morning washes everything fresh.

i believe in things i see.

i don't have to go on. do you want the rest?

you're a real smartass, aren't you?

i don't take chances with my family.

if i'm sick, you made me that way.

you know better than to walk up behind me like that.

everybody has to let go sometime.

anything to keep busy.

this isn't real. this is just a dream.

grief is a monster many people lose their lives to.

whatever you need me for, i'm here.

a good friend is not necessarily a good therapist.

you never see what's closest to you.

i knew you'd never leave me.

i won't pass messages. don't put me in the middle.

you look like a model, not a _______.

how much do you know about what i do?

everybody has different superstitions about death.

dreams are where we face our mortality.

just keep on fibbing. it'll come back to haunt you, one day.

keep your eyes focused on me.

nothing will be like it was before, will it?

everything always becomes different, in the end. but different doesn't mean bad. just different.

i can't make promises about the future. nobody can. you know that, right?

you sound funny. are you sure you're okay?

you alone control the events of this moment.

[𝒔]o intensely deflated, the image of every single person fading into the background was sickeningly clear for sonya. SHE HAD PISSED EVERYONE OFF. the mere mention of evan & molly's situation still being prevalent in theta mu's echo chamber was enough to cause a rally of disagreement ─ and hey, she did apologise to bree! AND SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO REALLY MIND, EITHER – yet it still causes sonya to bite her lip & let the coy smile feather itself away. she may enjoy the sight of venom, but its side-effects always leave her desiring a re-do. and there sonya stands, not too much higher than the kitchen island in front of her, alone in a cloud of drunken shame & immediate regret. WELL, NOT ENTIRELY ALONE: ❛❛ ─ not to be that girl but, (she lets a smile simmer atop glossed berries– it's a careful smile, but it still glows under the warm light) i do deserve like, some kind of applause for already ruining the party. ❜❜ a sad attempt at a poor joke, so she says it with a wink to further accentuate that the self-deprecation does in fact come with finesse. ❛❛ IT WON'T HURT MY FEELINGS IF YOU WALK AWAY TOO. i was a 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍, surprise-surprise. ❜❜

❝ People already think I'm losing it, so I don't know about randomly breaking out into applause but- ❞ a pause as he carelessly pours two shots, full enough to kiss the brim of the glasses. ❝ how about another shot? ❞ Hard to say he could completely disagree with her attack on Evan, sometimes you need a hard dose of the truth. EVEN IF IT HURTS, maybe ... especially when it does.

Or maybe he just wants everyone to feel as shitty as he does, at least there's company down here in the pit. All too often it feels like he's the only one who's been forced to take a good hard look in the mirror, and dig himself out of the wreckage he's created.

dialogue prompts from rest and be thankful by emma glass.

there is nothing here. there is nothing on the other side.

you'll sleep well tonight.

what happens if you die in a dream?

are you okay?

there's no time for coffee, so i didn't make it.

i can't go to work today.

why did you stop?

i'm sorry i'm late.

it's okay. i'll let you off the hook, just this once.

you look tired.

you mean i look like crap?

i need water. i need coffee.

you always look innocent, with your big fucking eyes.

have you had a coffee? you look as rough as i feel.

it helps to know where the end is.

this will never be too much for me.

it's never too much. i can take more.

i don't know what to do with my hands.

your heart is too big. it will get in the way.

i need you to be _____.

your pain is worse than i knew.

my knees aren't what they used to be.

i need more than your hand on my shoulder.

you scared the shit out of me.

don't be like that. it was just a joke.

will you check this for me, please?

i'm not cleaning up any _____ today.

you look very pretty today.

here you go, my sweet.

sit with me.

do you want me to be there?

do you want a cup of tea? i'll bring it to you.

you smell like hard work.

if i wasn't prepared, _____ didn't stand a chance.

it was better and worse than i thought.

i'm not ready to be soothed yet.

i didn't see it before, but i see it now.

i know you're hurting.

you take it all on, but you can't. one day it'll catch up with you and crush you.

you are kind, but they don't appreciate it. they'll take advantage.

i am always here for you. you know that, don't you?

say something. tell me i've done wrong.

don't scrub so hard. your hands are fragile.

today is not the day to be close to me.

do i have to believe you?

people come in here to cry.

i can't do this anymore.

we never made this much of a home.

i don't know what i'm doing. i don't know where i'm going.

darkness suits you.

all i want to do is sleep.

my brain feels like tenderized beef steak.

no one should have to see their child die.

i'm sorry i laughed.

i don't know what to tell you. i'm a mess. my life is a mess.

i'm going to dance it away.

i know where this goes. i've been there before.

you are so warm.

i will not miss this.

i should be fucking floating.

i don't need half-love, half-life. half is not enough.

i can be whole with nothing. i came from nothing. i came from nowhere.

i thought you were being murdered.

what has happened? what is happening?

if i told you, you would laugh.

who gets attacked by a crow?

tiredness is playing tricks.

i've seen it, too. the ghost.

i don't like not being able to see outside.

living here might not be so bad.

don't unravel. not here.

i feel like i'll never sleep again.

do you feel as lonely as i do?

i'm actually pretty disgusting.

i'm seeing things. messed up things.