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Rockstar!Eddie Munson x Best Friend!Fem!Reader
wc: 19.2k (it wasn't intended to be this long)
+18, best friends to lovers, rockstar eddie, mentions of drug usage (not abuse), slight mention of steve x reader, jealousy, self-consciousness, reader feels insecure about her body, mentions of skin texture (cellulite, adiposities, stretchmarks, floppiness, sagginess, etc), smut, love making, p in v (protected), fingering, just pure absolute fluff.
Plot: You've been in love with your best friend ever since you can remember, and the hope of ever confessing vanished slowly as he signed a record deal and became a rockstar. His flings were now models, and singers... how can you even compete? Their perfect and smooth skin against your cellulite and stretchmarks? Their bodies completely perky?...But your rockstar kind of explodes with his feelings, out of jealousy, and shows you just how much you don't have to worry about that.
a/n: absolutely self indulgent. thank you to all the beautiful friends that read this, and were in the middle of me making this happen. i love you @munson-blurbs @andvys @ghost-proofbaby @pastel-pillows @the-unforgivenn @littlesubbyflower !
always reblog, don't be lazy
ORANGE PEEL SKIN
Being best friends with a rockstar was not something you ever thought youâd be.Â
But you have been friends even before his fame took off before his songs were known. Before his band got called into a prestigious studio back in L.A to record their first-ever demo album. Before his life got turned into a life of luxury and parties. A life he always didnât believe he would get, but he worked hard to get it, manifested it, and now he is the leader of his rock band.
Corroded Coffin.
With the same three friends from High School, and he was the shining star of it all. He insisted on his bandmates, Jeff, Gareth and Grant to trust him, and they did, ending up with this record deal, and they will forever be grateful to him.Â
Now, you, well, you werenât in the band, but Eddie invited you on tour sometimes, because thatâs what being his best friend got you. You often insisted for him not to waste money on your trips, plane tickets, hotel room, and pleasantries, but he never listened. He showered you with gifts whenever he could.
He got you the latest cellphone, designer bags, and clothes, some perfumes, but he never fails to buy you the one thing you like the most in every country he visits, and itâs tiny, yet he always smiles when he gives it to you. Magnets.Â
You collected them in your fridge, amazed to see every place heâs been to, knowing that the boy that lived in the small trailer in Forest Hills now brings you magnets from all around the world. The boy youâve known since you moved to Hawkins. The boy that tried to teach you DnD in the woods at the back of his trailer, but your fourteen-year-old self didnât care for games. Yet you loved listening to him.
Because youâve been in love with Eddie Munson ever since you can remember.
But that love is impossible, now more than ever. He never gave the indication he felt the same, and sure you two were close, mentally, emotionally, and physically. You always sit on his lap so he can play with your hair, or you two would greet each other with kisses on the cheeks, or simply hold hands as you two watch a movie together.
Now Eddie being a rockstar, well, you have no chance whatsoever. He had a fling with Miley Cyrus, and you remember it clearly. It was a simple drunk fuck, but it was enough to make you realize that you are certainly not his type. Then he hooked up with another model, and you found out because you saw it on a gossip instagram page.
Your heart broke in pieces when you saw it, knowing the boy you loved for so long so out of reach, yet so close thanks to your friendship. Even if in pain, you could not let him go, not that easily. You just loved him so much, but even you knew it had to be stopped at some point. It couldnât go on. You will die from a heartbreak sooner or later, and you have to avoid it.
But he makes it difficult, and even more so now that he is taking a break from tour to visit Hawkins so he can see his old friends and Wayne, including you. Itâs been four months since youâve seen him in person, only talking with him through phone and video calls, but very little. He was always busy or going to parties or meeting other bands and singers.
And even if that hurts you, you will never stop loving him. Not really, not ever.
âYou okay?â
Your thoughts got cut off as you shook your head to look at Chrissy who was looking at you with a worried look on her face. Your best friend knew about your feelings for the metalhead, and Chrissy has held you many times on nights where you just cried your eyes out because of every call, of every picture, of every rumor you heard of him.Â
âYeah, I am just nervous I guess.â You responded and Chrissy only nodded in a slow motion towards you. You looked around to see everyone gathered in Steveâs backyard, the sunset giving perfect orange hues as Wayne started the fire for some burgers, and Dustin was getting the cooler with beers alongside Mike.Â
You couldnât believe these boys were almost twenty. You didnât mind that they drink some beers at this age, because who didnât drink alcohol being below twenty-one? But did time pass by this quickly? When did it happen?
âIf you say so.â Chrissy mumbled as she pressed a hand on your shoulder for reassurance. You couldnât be more grateful for a friend like Chrissy. You really donât know where you would be if it werenât for her. Probably crying in every possible corner Hawkins had to give.
âWill you two stop being lazy asses and get the drinks from inside?â Steve yelled and you just rolled your eyes, while Chrissy flipped him off, Robin and Nancy laughing while putting up some balloons and preparing the music. You and your best friend walked inside to get the glasses and the sodas for the night.Â
âHe seriously needs to stop acting like a mother.â You groaned as you piled up the red cups in your hands, hearing Chrissy snorting behind you as she took the sodas out of the fridge.
âAnd yetââ And she suddenly went silent. You started hearing cheering from outside and you shut your eyes very tight, wincing slightly at the impending pain that your heart will feel at seeing him. You could already hear his electric voice, all enthusiastic and happy, and it made your heart jump three feet up.
You heard your name being called by Chrissy and it made you open your eyes so you could take a deep breath in, slowly turning around to finally look out the window to see him, your breath being knocked out in one single glance.Â
His hair, tied in a bun, scruff on his chin and jaw, curls falling on the sides of his face as he hugged Dustin tightly, swirling him around while the rest of the band greeted everyone else. You didnât want to be a bitch to the other three, but your eyes could only see Eddie. Only Eddie. A tight tank top with ripped sleeves reveals tattoos that linger across his arms and hands. Black ripped jeans with chains hanging from his waist, and a piercing on his nose, a hoop that glistened with the orange hue of the sunset.
You took a deep breath trying to calm your accelerating heart, trying to not let the blood go all the way to your cheeks, to your body, as you looked at him. Itâs not like when you two talk on video calls, it cannot compare.
Chrissy cleared her throat, making you snap out, looking at him with a wild look on your face. She chuckled softly as she walked outside and you immediately heard Eddie cheerfully yell her name, and she was yelling to be careful with the bottles in her hands.Â
âYou can do this⊠You can definitely do this. Just keep pretending, everything will be okay.â This was always what you told yourself before seeing him in person. Even at school. You often wondered if you would ever stop these feelings of yours, but even if there was a possibility of them stopping, how do you reach that?
You took another deep breath, getting hold of the stack of red cups you had bought for today, and you rolled your shoulders, once, twice, and finally stepped out into the garden. His back was towards you, so it gave you time to put the cups on the table as you looked at the back of his head. He was talking with Jonathan as Dustin walked over to hand him a beer.Â
You could hear his laughter, and you wanted to stay there, yet you also wanted to run away. So far away. But you couldnât do that now, not when Dustin told Eddie something and then pointed towards you, making him turn around and his brown eyes finally caught onto yours.
Every thought of running away evaporated because thatâs what Eddie does to you. He turns you into putty, into his slave, into a submissive prey that will do whatever he commands. Just with him looking at you, and flashing a smile your way as his eyes light up with yours. A smile was immediately drawn to your lips, not pretending, because you loved him, and you didnât have to pretend to be happy to see him.
Because you were. Extremely so.
He handed the beer to Dustin in a quick manner as he started rushing towards you, making your legs work as well, meeting him halfway in order for his arms to open wide as his smile worked all the way up, face lighting up as he sees you, and you just canât help the extreme happiness that invades you and fills you the moment he wraps his arms around your frame.
His perfume, his scent, the smell of the shampoo of his hair, everything was engulfing you as well as his hands pressing all over your back, while your arms wrapped around his shoulders, your nose digging into the crook of his neck. He chuckles when he feels your breath on his skin, and you are unaware of the shiver that runs through his spine at the feel of it.
He pulled away with a grin on his face, and thatâs when he finally took notice of how you had a different hair color, you two had talked through video call two weeks ago, so it was a very recent change. He straightened up to grab hold of one strand as he raised a playful eyebrow up.
âA new style, Kitty?âÂ
That damn nickname. It stuck to you when Eddie and you had a school show back in middle school, and he was spared from acting, but you were disguised as a black cat. He made fun of you, of course, but thatâs what made you two grow close to one another.Â
You fought the heat that was rising up on your cheeks as you giggled and looked down to the floor, giving him a short nod.
âYeah, wanted to try something new.â He gave a nod to you and you raised your head up to look back to his eyes once more. He was looking at you with fondness as if you were the only light in his path at the moment.
âYou look beautiful.â
It wasnât the first time Eddie complimented you, but it wasnât easier each time he did it. Your heart always leaped at his comments, always raising a little bit of hope inside of you that you didnât know if it was healthy or not. He was just your best friend, and your fantasies are just that. Fantasies.
âT-Thanks Eds⊠I hope this whole rockstar career didnât make you a wuss with alcohol.â You tried to lighten the moment and it worked as he laughed wholeheartedly at you, shaking his head.
âYou are not going to beat me at chugging beer. Last time you almost puked!â
âWeâll see.â
You did not win. You just wanted to see him have fun and laugh as the foam of the beer got out of your nose as you choked on the drink.Â
It was a nice night, warm, and the buzz of the alcohol was not too great, just enough to feel funny but conscious. It was nice having Eddie here, and you could notice it around the whole group. Dustin couldnât stop nerding with him about DnD, and Robin was telling him about how she managed to get Chrissy on a date.
You were laughing with Mike as he explained to you how Nancy almost caught him and Will in the closet and you couldnât help but wince because you still saw these two boys as little teenagers, and it was weird imagining them in this situation.Â
But it seems someone was bored.
âNow that we are older, can you PLEASE play Never Have I ever with us!?â Everyoneâs gazes turned to the redhead that had the beer in her hand, moving it from side to side and everyone couldnât help but burst out in laughter because ever since these kids tried alcohol at the age of fifteen, theyâve been trying to play these games with all the grown-ups.Â
âOkay, you guys are old enough. I donât want any ews, or ahs, okay?â Steve replied and Dustin rolled his eyes at him.
âSame goes for you, Steve.â
And yeah, he was right, because it was going to be weird listening to these kids talk about their experiences with all of you. But whatever, Eddie doesnât come often, might as well have fun with it.
You all sat around, and you were in between Chrissy and Jonathan while Eddie sat at front in between Robin and Dustin. Max cleared her throat, signaling that she was about to start, and all of you tried to stop the giggling at the whole situation.
âIâll start. Never have I ever⊠kissed someone of the same sex.âÂ
Steve, Nancy, Jonathan, Dustin, Lucas, and you didnât drink. Everyone else did. You knew Eddie had kissed guys before, experimenting. The one that everyone turned to look at though, was Steve.
âSeriously Harrington?â Eddie asked, completely surprised and you snorted into your beer as Steve looked at him with an eyebrow raised.
âWhat? I never had the curiosity.â Eddie shrugged and took a sip of his beer as Robin came next.
âOkay, okay⊠Never have I ever⊠done harder drugs than weed.â
âLow blow Buckley.â Eddie said as he took a sip of his drink, Jonathan followed right behind, making Will look at him with his mouth wide open.
âWhat!?â Will yelled at his brother, who only laughed as he wiped his mouth.
âMy best friend is Argyle, what do you expect?â And Will only rolled his eyes as Mike chuckled and patted his boyfriendâs shoulder to calm him down. You cleared your throat as you knew that Eddie had tried many things thanks to the connections he now has with the famous environment he is in.Â
You remember when he once video-called you telling you he felt like shit because he took two lines of coke for the very first time. One would think that an ex-dealer would have tried stronger things, but not Eddie. He never was fond of them, yet, he felt pressured to do so that night.
âOkay, my turn. Never have I ever⊠puked all over a friend.â And the bastard wiggled his eyebrows your way, and you cussed at him on the low, taking a sip of your drink, as well as Robin with an embarrassed look on her face while Steve winced in disgust.
âNot fair Eddie.â You whined at him and he could only laugh. It was the first time youâd ever gotten drunk, and it took two glasses of fireball and coke for you to barf all over your best friend as he tried to get you out of the party. It was humiliating, yet Eddie held you tight and reassured you that everything was okay.
He took care of you the whole morning afterwards, telling your mom that you crashed at his place because you were tired, even if his place and yours were five minutes away.Â
âMy turn.â Dustin said with a smug look on his face and Steve took a sharp intake of breath, and you could only groan. âI didnât even say anything.â
âCâmon Henderson, what do you want to know?â Chrissy laughed as she saw Robin rolling her eyes at her but with a small smile on her lips. Dustin smirked and straightened up.
âNever have I ever slept with anyone in this circle.â
Will and Mike groaned as they took sips of their own drinks, same as Max as she flipped Dustin off and Lucas laughing while shaking his head. Jonathan and Nancy also took sips of their drinks, Steve, as well, Robin and ChrissyâŠ
And you.
Causing everyone to look at you in disbelief.
âWhat?â Your best friend said with a mocking laugh, thinking you were lying, but another person winced in the circle as Dustin let out a victorious laugh, raising his fist up with a pump.
âI FUCKING KNEW IT!âÂ
âDustin.â You groaned as you clenched your eyes tightly and Dustin shook his head, while everyone looked at him.
âNo, I was right, and you two fucking lied about it!â He screamed and Eddie was looking back and forth between you and Dustin, not knowing what was going on.
âYou two?â Jonathan asked and then, everyoneâs eyes turned to one of the single males in the group who had his hand running in his hair with an exasperated sigh.
âYeah Dustin, we lied.â Steve finally responded.Â
Everyone, except for Dustin remained silent as the curly-headed guy let out a scoff with a shake of his head.
âAnd you thought I wouldnât figure it out.â He said with a smug look on his face and you couldnât even look up from embarrassment, but a voice made you snap out to finally make you talk.
âKitty?âÂ
Shit.
âWhen did this happen?â Robin asked in disbelief and you sighed, finally looking up from your glass, trying to not look at your best friend who was piercing his gaze through your skull, making a shiver run down your spine.
âA month ago.â Everyone almost screamed at the confession and you sighed with a roll of your eyes.
âHOW!?â Mike now asked and Steve cleared his throat, a chuckle then escaping his mouth.
âWe were drunk⊠blasted off drunk.â Eddieâs mouth was on the floor right now, and you could see the betrayal that was slowly plastering on his face, making you wince inwardly. You didnât tell him. You didnât want to tell him, and now he knew, and you felt the lump of guilt forming inside your throat and guts.
âWait, was it after the barbeque?â Will asked this time and Dustin chuckled with a nod to his head, making you and Steve glare at him.
âYep. I forgot my phone, and imagine my surprise when I heard moaning throughout the house and her car was still parked outside.â Everyone except for three people gasped at the situation, making Dustin proud of his discovery. âSteve told me it was another girl while she slept in his parentâs bed.â
âIt was believable.â Steve retorted, making you scoff at that.
âIt was fucking dumb Steve.â At your response, everyoneâs heads snapped at you while Steve looked at you with an offended frown on his eyebrows.
âIt wasnât! He is just too nosy! And let me remind you, you jumped my bones first.â Gasps and whistles were now heard in your circle of friends as your mouth dropped to the floor, looking at Steve with anger in your face.
âI did not! You were the one who started it!â And to be honest, you could hardly remember that night, you were depressed and angry, and Steve was pent up. Thatâs all it was.Â
âOkay, I donât remember who did, weâll just say we are both to blame.â Steve raised his cup up towards you with a sheepish smile on his face, making you roll your own, but a smile was on your lips as you raised your cup as well and took a sip from it.Â
âWell, thatâs something I didnât know.â You almost choked as you looked towards your best friend after the confession you blurted out. He had a piercing gaze towards your way, a glare, anger behind his eyes with his arms crossed over his chest. The air immediately tensed and you werenât the only one who felt it.Â
Everyone else was looking somewhere else than in between the two of you. You knew you were in the wrong for not telling him anything, but you really didnât want him to know about it. It was a one-time thing that would never happen again, so you really didnât see the need to do so.
Steve also noticed the tense air, clearing his throat to talk once more.
âOkay, my turn, right?â
 And the game went on, but not with the same cheery atmosphere as before. You were quiet, and Eddie was angry, passing on his turn whenever he had to say something. You barely included yourself in the game, your mind racing with nervousness and guilt from not telling your best friend you slept with Steve.Â
Once everyone finally decided the night was done, you helped Robin and Chrissy try to tidy up Steveâs kitchen the best you could. You didnât want to face Eddie, the alcohol in your system was long gone thanks to the dread of facing him alone at some point in the week. You were washing the cups as Robin and Chrissy started giggling and you sent them a wink as they rushed out and up the stairs to one of Steveâs rooms.
âSo they left you on cleaning duty.â Steve entered the kitchen with empty bottles with a groan as he threw them in the trash. You giggled and shrugged, finishing to wash the last cup.
âThey are in their honeymoon phase, let them be.â You turned off the water from the sink as you felt Steve stand next to you with his arms over his chest.
âBut chicks stain sheets, and I really donât want to hear them having sex. Why canât they go to one of their houses?â You rolled your eyes as you dried your hands with one of the hand towels that was hanging from the ovenâs handle.Â
âPut some headphones on, suck it up like a man.â You giggled and he followed with a chuckle only for the two of you to be interrupted by a clear of throat and some keys jingling.
âSorry to interrupt. Letâs go home.â Eddie was leaning against the door frame of the kitchen, swinging his keys around his middle finger with a piercing gaze thrown your way. You looked at him in complete confusion, tilting your head.
âIâ I came with my carââÂ
âLetâs go home.â It was stern, angry, and fed up. It was a command. He wanted to talk, and you knew that. Your heart hammered in your chest as you sighed, giving Steve a look and he gave you a reassuring nod with a worried frown.Â
âYouâll pick up your car tomorrow.â The brown-haired man said as the rockstar rolled his eyes, walking out of the kitchen. You gave Steve one last look before following Eddie out and then towards the front door.
The black matte Jeep Wrangler standing at the front in all of its glory, and it sometimes makes you miss his old van. The one the both of you smoked weed in between school periods, after school, and on the weekends. The one where you laid at the top to star gaze, completely high off your minds.Â
You heard a click, snapping you out as you saw him lighting a cigarette while walking, opening the passengerâs door for you, but not waiting for you to get in. He rounded the car to go into the driverâs seat, making you gulp thanks to your nervousness, not knowing where the night was headed.Â
You slowly got inside the car, closed the door, and buckled your seatbelt properly, trying to keep your heart out of your throat as it threatened to come out. His eyes were unreadable as they stared forward, making the engine of the car roar as he rolled the window down for the smoke to leave the interior.Â
And then, it was quiet. Not even music was on.
He was driving, one hand gripped on the wheel while the other stuck out of the window with the cigarette in between his fingers. You didnât know where to look or what to do as you played with your fingers on top of your lap, looking out the window.Â
What were you supposed to say? Should you wait for him to say something? Or is he waiting for you? Is he waiting for a sign so he can start talking? You donât understand why the air is so tense between the two of you, itâs not like you murdered someone, it was justâ
Whatâ
âHang on, are you not taking me home?â You asked as you looked at the exit that would take you to your apartment complex. You received no response, making you look at him who was still looking ahead of the road, flicking the cigarette out the window as his other one clenched onto the wheel.Â
You knew where he was taking you, back to his apartment in Indianapolis. It wasnât a long ride, but it was half an hour away, meaning you would have to stay silent for the whole ride, and it was making your gut turn uncomfortably.Â
Eddie and you never fought, and you for sure never received this kind of treatment from him. The only time you can remember something like this happened, was back in middle school when you didnât tell him you had your first kiss with Richard Pax. It was in spin the bottle, and you were embarrassed about it.Â
He didnât talk to you for a whole week until he saw you crying and understood that you were just ashamed of it, and you couldnât even face Richard for how nervous you were. Eddie apologized to you, and held your hand afterwards, telling you to not consider that your first kiss, that it should be special and one you wanted.
You could feel your phone pinging, and you looked down to see Steve messaging you if you were okay, that Eddie didnât look happy at all. You sighed as you opened your messages to type a reply back only to get a scoff from your partner inside the car.
âYouâre with me right now, at least put the phone down.â Your eyebrows pinched together at that answer, looking at him as anger started rising up inside of you.
âYouâre not even talking to me, you have no right to ask anything from me right now.âÂ
âMmm.â
The air was now filled with anger, you could feel it because you were the one enraged now. Who did he think he was? Acting pissed just cause you didnât tell him one thing? You were betting he didnât tell you many things that he does at the parties he attends or the tours he does with his bands.Â
Hypocrite.Â
You texted Steve back, aiming the screen away from Eddieâs gaze.
And thatâs how the thirty minutes passed by till Eddie finally got the jeep inside the underground parking lot of his building. You unbuckle your seatbelt, stepping out of the car at the same time Eddie did. The doors slamming echoed all over the immense space as Eddie headed towards the elevator, pressing the button to call it down.Â
You were angry, nervous, anxious, confused, not understanding why Eddie was acting this way at all. You couldnât even look at him as the elevator finally reached the floor, and he got in. You hesitated for a few seconds, but it was no use as he held the doors open with his broad hand.
You stepped in, and he pressed his floor, the metal doors closing in front of you. The small space was suffocating you. You could hear his angry and heavy breathing. Maybe you can play it off with a joke or something. Make the air a little lighter, trying to make the tense moment go away, but the distant look in his eyes made you think twice about that.Â
You were fidgeting in your place with your purse in your hands. The elevator kept going up until it reached the penthouse at the top. It was over the top, but someone who didnât have anything growing up, wants the best of the best when he has the opportunity to do so. So Eddie wanted the best of the building of course.
The elevator doors opened and he walked out first, walking towards the double doors of his home, typing in the password in his security lock. You heard the beeping of the numbers being punched in, and you groaned, walking out of the elevator as he opened the front door of his home.
You walked in right after him, taking in the scent of his cologne as he walked further in. You closed the door behind you and it automatically locked in place. It wasnât that big of a penthouse, not really, and he filled it with his own stuff, his mugs, his records, his guitars. It was Eddie, even if itâs not the trailer back at Hawkins.
You waited for him to talk, only to see him walking away towards the hallway, going towards his bedroom, making you frown in anger. You followed him, stomping next to the couch where you dropped your purse, not caring for it anymore.
He was in front of his king-sized bed with black covers, taking his jacket off, not giving you a second glance. You clenched your jaw at how immature he was, all because you didnât tell him one thing in your life. Just one.
âAre you gonna talk to me now, or are you going to keep being a little child?â His mouth dropped at your words as if he couldnât believe you were talking to him that way. He slowly looked up at you, standing in the doorway of his room with your arms crossed over your chest.
âMe? Why donât you talk sweetheart? Why didnât you tell me about you and Stevie?â And your anger started bubbling up again.Â
âWhy does it matter!? I was drunk! And it was a while ago!â You answered as you waved your arms around in exclamation.Â
âIt matters cause you are my best friend, and you didnât tell me you slept with one of our friends! Itâs important shit!â Okay, you could see a little bit as to why he would be mad at you. The difference as to why you would not get mad at him for not telling you stuff like this, was because you would end up hurt if he did.
But he doesnât end up hurt, because he doesnât feel the same as you do.
âEddieââ
âAnd with Steve! Why the fuck did it have to be him!?â Now this part, you didnât understand.
âWhy does it matter if it was with Steve?â He was pacing now, and you couldnât help but feel confused by his attitude. Why is he so agitated over this? You didnât tell him you slept with Steve, while drunk off your mind, big deal. He let out a scoff as his hands ran through his face, completely pissed, his nose flaring as he breathed heavily.
âFuck Kitty, itâs not fucking fair!â You could see his hands shaking as he grunted at each step, and you were now worried. Did you do something you didnât have to do? Was there something you didnât know about Eddie and Steve? Some kind of pact or something of the sort? Did you mess up the friendship?
âWhatâs not fair!? Eddie, you are not making any fucking sense, andââ Your words were cut off as two strong hands held onto your cheeks, and your best friendâs face was inches away from you as he talked through his teeth.
âIt is not fair he got to have you like that. It is not fair he had the chance of having you first. It is not fair he got what Iâve been wanting, for fucking years.â
And your words were knocked out of your lungs, as well as your air.Â
There was no way he said that.
Because why would he?
But he just did, didnât he? You werenât deaf, you heard itâ
âWhat?â Your voice was so small, and Eddie noticed, wincing slightly as he pulled away from you, letting go of your face and you immediately realized you spoke, and that he might have taken it as rejection butâ what is going on?
You were frozen in your place, looking at how he backed away, running his hands all over his face as he started pacing back and forth, not even glancing at you as he took a few breaths in. You on the other hand, felt your heart in your throat, beating constantly, furiously, feeling as if you were going to pop a vein here and there for how strong you felt the pumping of your own blood course through your whole body.
You saw how he started to slow down his pacing, standing in one place, a meter or two away from you, and his eyes found yours. You could feel fear, sadness, and embarrassment in those eyes, all in one place, in those irises.Â
âIâ I really didnât want to do this⊠this wayâŠâ He scoffed at his own words and shook his head with a fake chuckle on his lips. âFuck, I didnât even know I was ever going to do this.â
You were just speechless, feeling your eyes burning because it all led to what is obvious⊠But he never showed it in his life, so you donât understand, it is not processing in your head as it should.
âDo⊠what?â It was a choked whisper, the best one you could master at this moment because your throat was just closed up, non-working. Your brain was a jumbled mess as it tried to put a puzzle together that you never thought was there to begin with.
His eyes darted towards you and then out the window as he licked his lips, thinking about his next words carefully.Â
âYouâ You are my best friend⊠The fear of losing you is greater than any other feeling I hold inside.â He was struggling, you noticed the nervousness, the twitching of the tip of his fingers as he scratched his cheek.
âYou wonâtââ
âYou canât say I wonât lose you. I say these three words, and I wonât be able to go back, and you wonât be able to either. Iâve been holding them back for ten years, I can keep going if it means I get to keep you.âÂ
Three words. Three. Are those the same three words you hold dear? Those three words youâve been fighting against for so many years? Three simple words but yet that can cause so much pain if you donât receive them back?Â
Could it be?Â
Your mouth opened and closed, and you felt a tear rolling down your cheek, it was inevitable, and you saw how Eddieâs shoulder slumped down, his eyebrows knitting together in the middle in a frown. Sadness.
You had to speak. You have to fight the thrumming of your heart and the warning signs your brain is throwing your way to stop you. But Eddie and you already share one feeling. Fear. So what if there are other feelings you both share? Equal feelings?
âS-Say those wordsâŠâ You pushed, you needed to make sure, you needed to hear them, you needed that happiness you never thought you would get with him. He shook his head once and twice, biting the inside of his cheek.
âNo. I wonât. I canât lose you Kitty⊠I canât.â Your heart was ablaze because of nerves, of impatience, and of hope. You took a shaky breath in, your fist clenching and unclenching in order to hold back your own words.
âIâ Please say themâŠâ And as Eddie looked at you, you could see how his features softened and relaxed into a surprised expression, as if looking at you let him solve a riddle in his head. His adamâs apple bobbed up and down as he looked at you, swallowing, and you felt your bottom lip trembling, your eyes burning, your body almost shaking with anticipation.
You saw how his chest moved up and down in a quick manner, giving away how heavy his breathing turned. Your eyes were connected to his, trying to let him know, trying to make him have that courage to make the first step you are not confident enough to take. And then his shoulders relaxed, his features doing the exact same, and as he looked at you with glossy eyes, he opened his mouth to finally take the leap.
âI love you.âÂ
Silence overtook the two of you as the words sank. He loves you, and not as a friend. He loves you as a woman. He loves you as a partner. He loves you as much as you love him. He loves you. He loves you.
A sob ripped from your chest and you slammed your hand on your mouth, feeling new tears streaming down your face, but a smile was hiding behind your palm as you choked on another sob. Eddieâs face turned into a worried one as he took a step towards you, his hands ready to reach out for you and then you started giggling.
You couldnât believe this. Were you that blind? Were you this stupid? Or maybe it was the two of you? Why were you the only one to blame when he also held these feelings for so long? Youâre best friends for a reason, and this is the greatest example of it all. Pining for eachother since teenagers, evolving into love, and never giving any hints of it to one another. Not even flirty compliments, or insinuations.
You couldnât help yourself as you kept giggling, eyes closed as one hand was over your mouth while the other gripped your stomach. Eddie was absolutely worried now, thinking you were losing your mind. All these years, you two could have done something about your feelings, but your insecurities fucked up your brains because, if it hadnât, maybe one of you would have noticed something.
âThis is so fucking stupid!â You yelled out loud, still laughing and Eddie only frowned as he straightened up, his arms crossing over his chest.
âNice to know my love for you is stupid.â That made you stop laughing, only to look at his pissed-off frown and for you to burst into laughter again. The tears never stopped coming down, feeling your heart flying into the sky as you also felt the need to bang your head against a wall, repeatedly.
âIâ I promise itâs not that!â You were trying to calm down, taking deep breaths in and out as you kept watching him. He wasnât laughing, just staring at you with a hint of sadness, anger, and confusion. All together, which only prompted you to snort, another laugh threatening to come out. You raised your hand up to stop Eddie from lashing out. âSorry!â
âSorry? I confess my love to you and you laugh in my face. Do you even know how hurtful and disrespectful that is?â You could feel his words holding some truth, but you knew he was also finding the situation kind of comical. You waved your hands in front of you, small giggles escaping you still.
âYou donât understand, I canât believe we are this stupid.â You snorted at the word and Eddieâs arms uncrossed, tilting his head to the side in wonder, an eyebrow raised up in question.
âWhy are we stupid?â And you couldnât help but start laughing again as new tears rolled down your cheeks, happiness just exploding from every part of your body.
âI mean, we were in love with eachother all these years, and we never knew? We really are fucking stupid Eds!â Your giggles stopped after those words came out of your mouth. Your eyes slowly found his as a ringing in your ears started being really loud, almost hurting you. His eyes were wide, incredulous, his arms dangling on the sides of his body.
âYouâ Youâre in love with me?â His mouth was agape, staring at you with a perplexed expression as you felt your heart about to combust, only for him to start cracking up as well, slamming his hands over his face, his laughter bouncing on every wall of the room, and you couldnât help but join him in it.
You both now know you are idiots, absolute fucking morons and you cannot believe you wasted all this time being only friends when you could have been more. The feelings were one and the same. The jealousy. The anger. The hopelessness. The yearning. The happiness. The need. The love.Â
He let his hands drop from his face, a last shake of his head as he looked back at you. Your giggles slowly stopped, and you wiped the tears away from your eyes. This was real now. This was happening for you, for him, for your future. He took a step forward and the nerves were back all together.Â
âCanât believe we didnât see it at all⊠Iâ honestly didnât think I would ever have a chance after you signed that contract EdsâŠâ You averted your gaze towards the floor as you took various breaths in, trying to control yourself again, center your mind back into reality, and push the shock away. He sighed at that, shaking his head once more even if you didnât see him.
âI never thought I had a chance. I just thought and still think you are way too good for me sweetheartâŠâ He cleared his throat as you frowned at that and looked up at him to hear him better. âI honestly⊠I had a bit of hope when I signed the contract. I thought I would finally beâ good for you.âÂ
Your heart stopped and sunk into a deep sea, going to the darkest bits. Eddie felt that way with you? That he wasnât good enough for you? That he had to be someone else in order to feel that he had a chance with you?
âEdâEddie, I didnât care for that⊠I still donâtâ I thought that you were the one out of reach⊠Iâ What chance would I have had with a rockstar thatââ You didnât want to finish that phrase. It was too embarrassing, but how could you not? How could you not compare yourself to all the women Eddie had after signing that contract? The models, the singers, the influencers⊠It was impossible not to do so.
He seemed to realize the doubt on your face because his features softened as he took a step closer to you, the tips of your shoes touching as he stood right before you. He scratched his cheek as he tried to find the next words.
âWell⊠we arenât out of reach anymore⊠are we?â And your eyes found his, your heart in your throat as he licked his lips and you knew what was supposed to happen now. Butâ
âWhat if itâs weird?â He blinked two times before tilting his head and you wanted to drown in embarrassment.
âWhat would be weird?â His voice was a tone lower than before and it made you tremble a little, goosebumps rising on your skin.
âWellâ We know eachother since we were ten⊠What if you find it weird to kiss me?â And it almost looked like Eddie could not believe what you were saying.Â
âSweetheart⊠Iâve been dying to kiss you since I can even remember.â You couldnât help but feel your cheeks burn up, looking down with a small smile on your face. He bit his bottom lip and cleared his throat, making you look up at him once more. âWeâll just see where it goes, how about that?â
You were afraid of that because what if it really happened that he would back out cause he felt it too weird for him? Or what if you werenât of his expectations? What if you let him down? But you would never know unlessâÂ
âOkayâŠâ The word ânervousâ runs a little short of what you were feeling. You had your own expectations of this moment, but you knew he would fill every single one of them and exceed them. Now for you? You werenât so sure.Â
âTrust me KittyâŠâ He gave you a nervous, yet charming smile as he finally invaded your space and leaned. You closed your eyes and waited, feeling your whole body about to collapse. You expected his lips on your lips, but you felt them on your cheek. You opened your eyes with confusion plastered in them to see Eddie grinning.
âEdsâŠ?â
âWeird?â You giggled at that, feeling your nerves slowly leaving you.
âNope.â He smiled as he guided his lips towards your other cheek, placing another kiss there. You two have shared kisses on the face before. Cheeks, foreheads, nose⊠All innocent, and now, the kisses had a completely different meaning.
âHow about that?â You rolled your eyes at him and shook your head, and your heart was already thrumming with impatience instead of nerves. His smile faltered a bit but it never left as he finally leaned towards your lips. You took a deep breath in, closing your eyes at the same time he closed his.Â
And finally, your lips touched for the very first time.
It was small, nervous, testing, but it still sent an electric shock down both of your bodies. Simultaneously. Your lips fit perfectly against his, and it felt right. It felt so right. He pulled away too soon, but his lips hovered over yours as he opened his eyes to look at you. You looked at him through your lashes.
âNot weirdâŠâ You mumbled and he only hummed, his own heart exploding. He tilted his head to the other side and pressed his lips against yours again, this time a little firmer than before. You felt your body craving to wrap itself around him, but you two were testing this new development. You had to be patient, but from the looks of it, it seemed Eddie was also enjoying it like you were.
And there was no lie in that because Eddie felt like he was combusting from how much he felt his body flush. He felt sweat on his fingertips and he just wanted to hold you in his arms, but just like yourself, he needed your green light. He slowly pulled away from that peck, a soft smack being heard in the room as you two looked at eachother again.
âWeird?â He asked in a whisper, and you shook your head desperately as you felt your eyes becoming glossy with need as you looked at him.Â
And he dove in. This kiss was harder, deeper, and his hands finally reached out to hold your waist, pulling you closer, and you responded by raising your arms in order to wrap them around his neck, flushing your chest against his, and finally, your lips moved against eachotherâs, and it felt magical.Â
It felt like that puzzle piece you thought you would never find, but it was hidden in a very small corner, underneath a carpet. His arms wrapped around you, one palm on the small of your back and the other right in the middle. You felt how hot your body was getting but you couldnât stop yourself, needing more and more from him.
He deepened the kiss even more, pressing you into him, wanting to feel more of you. Your heads moved from side to side, and he was going to be greedy and ask for more. His tongue darted out to lick your bottom lip, making your heart jump and a small gasp escaped your throat, but you opened your mouth to welcome him in.
And you two sighed in pleasure as your tongues clashed together, having a taste of eachother for the first time. You tasted like strawberries and beer thanks to your lipgloss, mints, and the alcohol you two had earlier in the night. He tasted like you always imagined he would. Tobacco, and this kind of minty taste that must be from the flavor sphere inside the filters of his cigarettes. Beer was also mixed in, and one of your hands couldnât help but scratch the back of his neck for more grip, making him groan into the kiss.
You were surprised by the noise, but a moan escaped your mouth and into his as your breasts rubbed against his chest and his tongue danced with yours. You felt yourself sweating with anticipation, the track of time disappearing as you two melted more and more into eachother, but air was soon needed and you two broke apart, panting onto one anotherâs lips. His eyes were staring into yours and he gulped as he spoke again.
âTold you. Not weird.â He sounded breathless, and you could feel his heart thrumming in his chest, in fact, you didnât even know if it was yours. You chased his lips and gave him a soft peck, your eyes half-lidded in bliss. He gave you a cheeky smile as he talked in a low voice. âAlready canât get enough of me Kitty?â
You were flustered, burning, but you wanted to show him how much you wanted him. So you kissed him again, deep, long, and slow. It was loving and filled with the emotions you wanted to shower him with for the past ten years. You pulled away with a small smile on your face as he stared at you, a little taken aback.
âNever going to get enough of you.â And you could see your best friend, this insane rockstar, blushing a deep red on his cheeks and you couldnât help but giggle. âYouâre red!â
His cheeks lose the color, just slightly, and his eyes squint at you, annoyance displayed in his features. Your smile fell down and before you could even speak, he bent down slightly in order to hook his arm around your waist and throw you over his shoulder as he stood up again. You screamed at that movement, your legs flailing a little bit as he walked towards his room.
âCocky little shit.â He chuckled and in just one minute you were facing the floor, the other you were facing the ceiling as his mattress hit your back, making you bounce slightly. You felt butterflies flying all around inside your stomach as you raised yourself on your elbows in order to look at him.
His eyes were dark as he scanned your body, the dress you were wearing hitched up a bit on the middle of your thighs and before you could say anything, he leaned forward to help you take your sandals off. His fingers grazed your ankles and a shiver ran from your calf to the top of your head. You saw how he took each boot off with the help of the tips on the heels. He looked at you and then finally got on the bed, crawling on all fours on top of you, prompting you to lean back onto the bed.
Your breathing was fast as you looked up at him. Those brown eyes that have been with you since kids, and now, those eyes were looking at you with hunger, but was it really new? He leaned his body down, a bit closer, still not wanting to press his chest nor hips against yours.
âKitty⊠We donât have to do anythingââ And you cut him off there with a shake of your head. He might have gotten the wrong idea because of your possible shocked facial expression.
âNo, no⊠Iâ I want toâŠâ He tilted his head with doubt as he inspected your face which only became hotter and hotter at the intense stare.
âYou donât sound too sure. We donât have to do this nowââ
âEddie, I want to⊠God, I want toâ I mean, have you seen you? I have a hidden maxi-size poster of your half-naked rolling stone cover just because your pelvis showedâŠâ He snorted at your bluntness but seriously, it was the hottest youâve seen Eddie look. The V shape with the happy trail going downwards, just where the edge of the cover ended was enough to make you have so many fantasies in the lapse of a minute.
âAlright. Good to know⊠So, is it just nerves? Cause, I am nervous too⊠I mean, itâs you⊠I built this up in my head a thousand times and itâs finally here and honestly? I am kind of afraid of busting in my pants.â You giggled at that, wholeheartedly too and he just kept smiling at you, brushing some hair off your face. You stopped laughing and gulped as shame crept all over your body.
You can trust him. Itâs Eddie, and he loves you⊠He will understand you, thereâs no need to be scared. The nervousness and anxiety of laying yourself out there to him didnât calm itself down though, but you had to reassure him that it wasnât him at all, nor the fear of it being weird.
âIâ I just⊠do you mind⊠having the lights off?â
And that seemed to throw Eddie back. His eyebrows came to the middle in a confused frown as he looked down at you, trying to understand you. You looked away from him and you felt your eyes glossing over as more embarrassment came over your body.
âKitty, Iâ Why do you want them off?â He will respect you, always, but he wants the answer out of your lips to make sure he hadnât done anything to make you think he didnât think you were at least pretty, but he always complimented you. Obviously, friendly compliments, not telling you the actual amount of things he wanted to say to you.
âUm⊠Iâ Well⊠um⊠I am different from all theâ flings you had in the past two yearsâŠâ You couldnât look at him. You sounded so stupid, so little, but you had to be honest with him. You donât want to have a terrified look on your face just because you pushed yourself to do it with the lights on. Eddie blinked a few times, his head shaking softly.
âCome again?â You cleared your throat, feeling as if it were closing up slowly. You have no smooth skin or toned body.
Adiposities, cellulite, stretchmarks, stretched skin, textured in every place you could look at.Â
âIâm⊠nothing like those girlsâ those bodies, I donâtââ You didnât want him to look at your body. You arenât insecure, not always⊠but you know who Eddie slept with, and the insecurity with him is on another kind of level.
Eddie was stunned as he looked down at you. You compared yourself⊠and maybe all this time you had been doing so, and he never noticed. Were you hurting in some kind of way? Was he the reason you werenât confident enough to talk to him about your feelings towards him?Â
You gulped as you looked at him when you didnât receive any answer. He seemed concerned, deep in thought, and you wondered if you had already driven him away with just your mere words. You opened your mouth to talk but he was faster.
âYou think you are inferior to them?â His eyes were filled with confusion and some type of sadness, making you frown with worry, but he kept talking before you could even ask. âSweetheart⊠Kitty, oh my godâŠâ
You blinked a few times, trying to understand his facial expressions that were changing every second. From angry, to confused, to incredulous, to sad⊠you werenât understanding what was going through his head.
âWhat is it?â
âWhat is it? Fuck⊠I donât want to be blunt, but I feel like if Iâm not you wonât understand one single bit of whatâs going on in my head soâŠâ He cleared his throat as a blush spread on his cheeks while looking down at you. âYou have no idea how many times I popped a boner with you.â
That was not something you expected to hear, not right now, and certainly not from him.
âWhat?â He groaned followed by a sigh as he kept hovering over your body. You could feel the heat of his body radiating towards yours, and you could feel your blood rushing to your face, or probably your head.
âWhat I said. I popped a boner many times, even when we were at your house watching Sleepaway Camp and you had those pajamas on that had kittens all over⊠I covered my crotch with a pillow.â He chuckled to hide his nervousness but your mind was still trying to work out what he was saying.
âIâ Pajamas?â He looked into your eyes and he gave you one slow nod.
âAnd donât let me get started on the pool parties. One piece, two piece⊠Even when you didnât even take anything off, and fuckâ This sundress? I had to tuck myself when a little bit of wind helped me see the back of your thighs⊠Just the back of your thighs darling!â He was exasperated now, his eyes wild as he rambled but your mind had shut off.
You? You got him worked up? Today? And before? Even when in the most clothed situations? He looked your way?Â
âReallyâŠ?â Your voice came out smaller than what you intended but you couldnât help it. You were feeling emotional, this revelation trying to sit in your brain as it tried to push the possibility of Eddie actually being attracted to you after the women heâs been with away. His eyes softened and he moved a hand towards your cheek to caress it in a soft manner.
âReally. You drive me absolutely insaneâŠâ His eyes turned slightly darker and you noticed the air around the two of you change, shift into something that made you feel a little light-headed. âWill you let me show you just how insane you make me?â
And your body went limp at his question, a hunger in the eyes of your best friend that you never thought would ever be directed to you.Â
But maybe those eyes were always there, just not when you were looking. Glances he stole at you at prom after picking you up himself and going together. His eyes scanning your body when you appeared in a long shimmery dress for one of his first award shows, something that made people speculate you two were dating, but then the paparazzis did their job to dismiss that.Â
Feelings mixed with pure desire and lust that felt wrong to even experience. He watched you become a woman right before his own eyes, growing up together, graduating together after two failed attempts on Eddieâs part, and even with the different future paths, you a veterinarian and he a rockstar, you never lost touch.
But now⊠now there is no need to feel guilt. No restraints because the line was already crossed.
So you gave him a slow nod despite the nervous look on your face. Is there a possibility for Eddie to want you just as much as he says he does? More than Megan Fox? Than that chick from that rock band that opened his shows and that is exactly like him and a better match? How is there even a chance?
Your thoughts came to a halt as you felt his face lowering in order to take your lips with his, your mind short circuiting as the kiss wasnât shy at all like the previous one. It was instantly deep, passionate, and desperate. Teeth almost knocking with eachother as your heads moved from side to side, your arms wrapping around his shoulders wanting to feel him closer.
He chuckled into the kiss, and he pulled away with a soft smack of the lips, a confused whimper escaping your lips to then gasping when his head ducked even further and his kiss was now on your neck, on your pulse point.Â
âYou have no idea how much I have wanted to mark you. All the guys that flirted with you, or were your hookups⊠I just wanted to mark your neck so that they would back off.â He mumbled on your neck and your eyes widened at that, your thighs rubbing against eachother below him for some friction.
And you would be lying if you didnât think of doing the same. The roaring of the word âMINEâ whenever a girl got close to Eddie back in school was insanely big inside your head. But as the years went by, that voice only got softer, slower, until he told you the first fling he had after the contract was signed. That voice said a few last words before disappearing, âMaybe he is not mine, and never will be.â.
But nowâ Itâs back, and stronger than ever.
âThen mark me Eds⊠Butââ And it was risky, but you wanted it, you needed it, you needed everyone, absolutely everyone to know he is yours. âOnly if you let me mark you back.â
And his kisses stopped, surprised by your boldness, the jeans straining a little more to the point of it being almost painful. Is he going to get yelled at by Joyce and Wayne? His two managers? Most likely. Does he care? Not a fucking chance. Not now, not ever. A smile formed on his lips as he mumbled against your skin.
âDeal.â And his lips pressed again against your pulse point. You were afraid of your sounds, but a moan almost got out when his lips pressed pecks until you felt him sucking on your skin. He was going to make sure to brand you as his. For real. His breath was heavy as he inhaled with his nose, loving the taste of you and how your nails dug into his nape and the other pair onto his shoulder.
He repeated it, three times to be exact, leaving you with deep red marks that went downwards a bit. He pulled away to look at his art, a smile on his lips as he saw how dazed you already looked as you tried to level your breathing back to a normal pace. You looked beautiful like this, and he was opening his mouth in order to ask if you were ready to keep going, but you broke silence first with a giggle.
âIt tickled.â His heart only clenched a bit more at you, thinking that you couldnât look cuter, or more endearing than you were now, but you always surprise him, donât you? He smirked as he leaned forward, nose touching with yours, making your giggles stop completely.
âCan you stop being adorable for a second? Iâm trying to be sexy here.â You really didnât know if you had a face anymore because you just felt it combust in flames. He chuckled at watching your expression, even if his own matched with yours. âCan I keep going?â
You gulped and slowly nodded, but his eyes started tracing your neck and going downwards. You wondered what was going on and then they finally landed on your sundress. His hand raised to press against your waist and his eyes met with yours once more, pupils completely dilated with desire.
âEddie?â
âKitty⊠Can we keep the lights on?â Your heart stopped at that, your hands clenching on his shoulders and you felt your whole body break into a cold nervous sweat.
âIâ I thought we were still going to keep the lights offââ And he shook his head, his eyes looking down towards the top of your sundress, a feral side of him coming to light and that he never thought he wouldnât be able to control it when it came to you.
âWeâll do whatever you want butâ Baby, I want to see the body Iâve been craving all these years. I want to see every detail, even a freckle I might have missed, or a mole in a place that I never thought I would see beforeâŠâ You saw how his eyes traveled all over your body, the hand on your waist giving a press every now and then when his eyes landed at particular places.
You could feel it, even in the midst of your anxiety, that desire that wants to eat you alive, inch by inch, and your own need grows from it. His eyes are not lying, his body language is not lying, his touches, his words, his overall energy, are not lying to you. He wants you. Eddie wants you and has always wanted you.Â
And that brings you an ounce of confidence. Even if small, it was enough to take the first stepâ
âOkayâŠâ And his eyes snapped back towards yours, his uneasiness overlapping with his excitement.
âNoâ No, we donât have to do something you donât feel comfortable with because of my selfishness sweetheartââÂ
âYouâ You promised you would show meâŠâ And if you didnât do the lights now, they would be on at some other point, wouldnât they? You just had to rip the bandaid off. His head started turning, trying to see which was the best way to show you his true feelings, and he decided on a different approach than what he thought would be the most appropriate one.
He got a knee between yours, nudging on them. You looked down in surprise but followed the queue and parted your left leg away, very slowly, afraid of the sundress driving up even more than before. His eyes werenât leaving your face though, needing to see your reaction as he pressed his knee against your right leg as well.
Your heart rate picked up, and the butterflies in your belly probably ate your stomach up at this point. You swallowed your nerves as you parted your right leg as well, and he was finally able to get his knees between your legs. He took a sharp courageous breath, letting a nervous sigh out, and pressed his hips against yours.Â
You gasped and an electric current shot from your core to every single end nerve of your body. His bulge was harshly pressed against your center, and he groaned at finally having some friction against the strain. He was hard. He was rock hard for you.
His lips found yours in a soft peck, only to then kiss the corner of your mouth as he rolled his hips against yours and for the first time in the night, a little moan escaped your lips. The press was delicious on your clit, but it only was building your need for him, slowly, clouding your mind, your sight, your thoughts.
He groaned onto your skin, almost a growl, as his kisses traveled further into the crook of your neck. His hips kept rolling, getting a little lost in it all, drunkenness from finally having you hitting him at full blast. He sucked on places he hadn't before and he nibbled on the soft skin, making another moan escape you which only makes him twitch.
âYou are the only one Iâve ever truly wanted⊠In every single possible way, you can imagine.â It was a low mumble, but it was enough for you to be able to hear it and for your arms to wrap around him, nails digging into his back, grabbing onto the black shirt, pulling on it at every roll of his lower half.Â
He pulled away from your neck and raised himself on his knees, making your arms fall back down onto the mattress. He crossed his arms, reaching for the hem of his shirt and immediately ripping it away and throwing it across the room.
Your eyes widened when you saw his torso, his belly, the happy trail you have fantasized about so many times with, after that stupid magazine cover. His chest, which only had that skull and spider back in high school, was now littered with many random pieces, as well as his arms, even his hands.Â
He was gorgeous, perfect, and has always been to your eyes, but now he is not only that but shining as if he were polished gold. Your eyes were all over his belly button and the V shape on his hips, not noticing the eyes that were looking at you with a smirk on his lips. Your eyes went downwards to the bulge on his pants and your eyes widened as you propped yourself up on your elbows to look at it better.
âHoly shit, I thought you were bluffing Eddie!â It wasnât exactly a bulge⊠His dick was so hard that you could see the outline of his length as it pressed sideways against the restrictive pants. Andâ
âWhenever I said I was big, I meant it, and I also repeated it so many times to see if you showed any interest!â He almost yelled in a high-pitched voice which only made you giggle only to stop when you noticed his eyes scanning your every inch, making you gulp loudly. His hand reached down, fingers playing with the hem of your dress.
You two had seen eachotherâs upper bodies, but in completely different situations. This wasnât some nice summerâs day at a pool. He will see everything, and he wants to properly scan you, touch you, feel you. Butâ Fuck, the images of all those women pop in your head again, comparing yourself to them, their bodies, their futures, their ambitions, and their wealth.Â
You close your eyes tightly, waiting for the tug of the shirt in order to help him by lifting your upper body from the mattress, but his fingers let go of the dress, and that warm touch suddenly appears on your cheek. You opened your eyes to meet his. He was giving you a small reassured smile as he looked down at your face, pupils that gave you safety and filled you with warmth.
You noticed his fingers were slightly trembling and you realized that Eddie was just as nervous as you were. He leaned down to press a soft kiss on your lips, making you moan in delight at feeling him this close once more. He chuckled in between and pulled away moments after in order to talk again.
âI compared myself with Steve today.â And your eyebrows raised at that in surprise.Â
âWhat? Why?â He couldnât help but scoff at your question and he kneeled back up in between your legs, letting you prop yourself up on your elbows. He motioned all over himself and then looked back at you as if it were obvious.
âI am not exactly like him, baby. Steve has no tattoos, wears sunshine clothes, rich boy clothes, listens to pop music, and is a tidy guy⊠I am nothing like that sweetheart.â You were shocked at those words⊠Eddie? With who he is now, doubting himself?
âB-But⊠youâ you didnât have to worryââ
âI know that now⊠so let me show you just how much you donât have to worry either. PleaseâŠâ He was looking down at your face, waiting for a response. Your heart soared into the sky at those words, and despite your nervousness, there was a side of you that trusted Eddie blindly, and it was whispering to you that you should let him. Let him show you what he means by all of that.
So you slowly sit up and cross your arms in order to grab the hem of your dress and before you could say anything or stop, you yanked it upwards, throwing it to the side. Your eyes were not looking at him, not wanting to see the reaction to your body. A body he is not used to having anymore. Itâs not firm, or perky, or smooth, markless, spotless. Itâs full of those.
Instead, you felt fingers on your chin that made you lift your head up so you could look at Eddie once more. He was smiling softly as he leaned and kissed you, softly and gently. You felt yourself being lowered again, back hitting against the mattress, while one of his hands pressed onto your waist and the other helped with the leverage of moving you down.
His lips broke apart from yours and your body was burning from the small interaction only for a cold sweat to invade you as you saw him straighten up again and his eyes locked on your body. The visible part of your breasts above the cups of your bra, your shoulders, your tummy, your hips, and you needed to cover your body, or at least your face to not see his reaction.
But your eyes caught onto the twitch of pain in his eyebrows as he groaned softly into his throat. You could see his jaw clench, and a vein in his neck popping out slightly as he swallowed hard.Â
âEdsâ?â
âIâm sorryâ I canât hold myself back, Iâm sorry.â And his hand quickly went to his jeans, unbuttoning them and zipping them down, a sigh of relief coming out and then, with an almost animalistic growl, he lunged back down on you, his lips taking yours in a ravishing kiss. Hot, rough, deep, moving at a quick desperate pace. You were thrown off at the intensity but quickly reciprocated as the butterflies in your belly exploded in retaliation.
His kiss only made the fire worse and you wrapped your arms around his neck to have something to hold on to as you raised your hips up to meet his, needing some kind of friction. You moaned into the kiss when his bulge rubbed against your clothed pussy. He grunted and bit your bottom lip gently as if to reprimand you for the action.Â
His lips traveled south and you expected them back on your neck, but they kept moving, kissing on your collarbone, and then the top of one of your breasts. You gasped and arched your back slightly as his hips kept rutting against yours, slow but still very needy. His lips went to your other breast only to then continue down, kissing your chest and downwards to your tummy, his hips leaving yours as he moved down, sending shivers all over your body and you could feel the goosebumps rising up on your skin.
His hands were now gripping your hips, fingers digging on your skin, dipping into it as if he were clawing into something to keep himself centered. His lips traveled all over your tummy, and your waist, groans leaving his mouth as he bit onto your side, a nibble, causing you to jump. He was being so⊠needy, and desperate, something you never experienced before.Â
He moved upwards again, his lips not leaving your skin, but his body moving up again as one hand traveled all the way towards your back, making you arch it upwards a little bit. You felt his fingers play with the clasp of your bra and he kept kissing over the cups of it, making you mewl a little as you felt yourself clench in anticipation.
âEddieââ
âPlease, let me see more⊠Please, sweetheart?â His eyes were cloudy in the darkness of lust as he raised his head up, chin resting on your chest with his mouth hanging slightly open. You gulped a bit but you felt a certain power in you that you didnât think you would feel with him. Some kind of confidence rises up inside your chest.Â
âYeahâŠâ You fully arch your back so he can have more movement to snap your bra open in one movement. You lay back down once he takes his hand out and immediately it grabs onto the strap of your left shoulder to push it down, surprising you by how quickly he was moving, as if he werenât thinking anymore, just acting.
He makes a cup move out of the way, revealing your perked-up nipple, making you flush a bit in embarrassment but also in arousal, as you feel the cold air hit it a bit. You canât even think far enough that his lips circle around it, your nipple being sucked into his mouth as his tongue presses on it. His hand was roughly grabbing onto your breast to keep it still and you squirmed beneath him as pleasure filled your senses.
You let a moan out when his teeth grazed the tip of your nipple, and his own satisfaction showed when a groan got stuck in his throat. His hips started moving against you again, the shape of his dick rubbing deliciously against your heat, over and over, destroying your underwear each second it passed but you couldnât care less.Â
With a âpopâ he let go of your left nipple in order to raise up and rip your bra off your body finally. Now, without the elastics of your bra, you know your breasts are not in perfect shape, gravity, changes of weight, and the years doing their job with your skin. The stretch marks pronounced around the nipple area, which made you a little self-conscious only for that thought to be thrown out the window when Eddie talked once more, almost in a whine.
âThe most perfect pair of tits Iâve ever seen baby, so fucking perfect, jesus christâŠâ You felt a wave of embarrassment at the dirty talking. You will have to get used to how it makes you feel coming from your best friendâs mouth. But he sounded so delighted as if he were drunk, staring at them, back and forth, trying to decide if he should go for the other neglected nipple but then his eyes hit your surprised ones, and you see how they widen in realization.
âAâ Are they?â And he covered his face with one hand to cover up his reddened cheeks.Â
âI uh⊠Yeah, I justâ Fuck, I said that out loud, didnât I?â And you couldnât help but giggle, making your breasts jiggle a bit at your laughter, his eyes flickering to them instinctively.Â
âWell, glad to know thatâŠâ And you honestly were. No one has ever looked at you the way Eddie was doing right now, so desperately, wanting to ravish you but waiting for you to give him the green light to do so. The fire inside of you and all over your body needed to be extinguished, and you also had to show him how eager you were for him, your own patience after ten long years wearing thin.
You sat up, looking up at him as your fingers hooked on his boxers and jeans. He licked his lips nervously, his eyes scanning your face as he gulped harshly, his hands moving to go over yours and help you drag down his clothes.Â
Your head slowly moved downwards when you felt his bulge forbidding you to move the boxers even lower, prompting you to stretch the elastic even more and your eyes widened when you finally saw him. His cock slaps against his belly, and your face must be one of awe because Eddie had to clear his throat to center you back to reality.
âUm, you okay there?â He tried to say it with a hint of comedy, humor, but he was nervous, just so fucking nervous.Â
You two know eachother since kids, and even with that thought in mind, it doesnât feel weird to be right here with you like this, knowing what the two of you were about to do. But maybe you donât think the same. Now seeing him completely naked might make you rethink what the two of you were doing, thinking about the past, about whatâ
He hissed in surprise when he felt your hand over his shaft, your thumb pressing onto his red leaking tip, causing him to lock eyes with you again. You were smiling up at him, an innocent little grin that stirred the lust inside of him and renewed it. He was big in your hand, that you were slowly moving, lazily, feeling the warmth of it on your palm.Â
You wanted to dart your tongue out, feeling like being a little filthy, show him how eager and needy of him you were. You were looking at the tip, your eyes clouded with desire, and your mouth started to open, only for Eddieâs hand to press on your cheek to make you look up at him.
âAs much as I would love for you to make one of my many wet dreams about you come true, I donât want to lose the small bit of dignity I have left.â You tilted your head in confusion at that only to be pushed back onto the mattress, making you bounce on it, opening your eyes after you gasped to see Eddie taking off his clothes, and almost falling off the edge of the bed in the action, making you snort, covering your mouth after he sent a glare your way.
âIâm sorry Eds, butâ I think you just lost that dignity you mentioned.â You giggled and he growled as he crawled over you, his finger hooking into the elastic of your underwear, yanking it and letting go so it hit against your skin, making you yelp at theÂ
little sting.
âDonât mock me now.â Your giggles stopped when you met his dark eyes, just looking down into yours, his head tilting to the side. âCan I keep going or are you going to keep laughing at me? I am on a mission, Kitty.â
Your eyebrows frowned in confusion as you stirred a bit below him. Before you could ask, his face went back to the crook of your neck where he could continue with the soft featherlight kisses and as you were about to close your eyes, you felt his fingers playing with the elastic of your underwear once more, making your breath hitch.
You felt him nibble on your pulse point at the same time his fingers sneaked in, a little bit of self-consciousness filled you when you realized you hadnât shaved properly, just trimmed, and maybe those women he slept with had the laser hair removal you cannot afford. You opened your mouth to apologize but the words were stolen away when his index finger grazed your clit softly, yet perfect.
âEddieââ You breathed out, and he only gave a low humming with satisfaction as he felt how wet you were for him. He was twitching, wanting to rub himself on you to relieve himself a bit, the friction very much needed butâ he wanted to do this. He wanted to make you come undone underneath him, show you just how good he could be for you, how eager he is to give you pleasure.
His middle finger pressed on your clit, a little harder now, slow and lazy circles being done as your breathing turned into held in moans, and whimpers as your hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. Yeah, mark him. Mark him. He wants you to mark him, just like he always had wanted you to do.
âSo fucking perfect for meâ Iâve always known but fuckââ You whimpered at his words, trembling underneath him as he kept rubbing you, deliciously so. His mouth left your throat to then peck your collarbone and shift a bit lower, his back arching so his lips could land on your left nipple.Â
His middle finger ran through your slit, coating it with your wetness before slowly starting to nudge inside. At the same time, his mouth started sucking and flicking your hardened nipple with his tongue, causing you to throw your head back onto the pillow, a strangled moan escaping your lips, making him smile with victory against your breast as his finger was engulfed by your warmth.
He couldnât help but groan at the feel of you, reaching deep, his dreams and imagination out of the window as you gave another whimper when he pulled his finger out, only to plunge it inside again, easily. He needed to worship you. He wanted to make you cum on his fingers, on his tongue, many times, putting you first above everything, needing to hear you moan his name repeatedly⊠but your breathy moans make it hard to be patient.
He pulled out of your cunt in order to rub his ring finger along his middle one now, rubbing fast-paced circles on your clit, making your hips jerk against him. He had to bite his bottom lip as he raised himself a bit to look down at your face. Your eyes were clenched as moans started coming out of your mouth, embarrassment no longer in you about those. He groans at the angry twitch of his dick.Â
He licked his lips as he slowly started pressing both his fingers inside of you, stretching you, preparing you. You gasped when he got them inside of you in one move, eyes opening to see him looking down at you with a fucked out look on his face. Your eyes were teary because of the pleasure, face, and body burning up in a thousand degrees.Â
âEdsâŠâ You called him out as he pulled his fingers back out and then in again, the palm of his hand slamming against your clit, making your back arch at it as he kept repeating the action, his pace increasing. You could hear the squelching now, making you slightly embarrassed but the pleasure he is giving you right now completely overshadows it.
âYeah, baby?â You whimpered at the nickname, loving the way it sounded in his mouth, the nickname you always fantasized about. Imagining his voice saying it to you in random moments, but mostly in these kinds of situations, where he was slowly breaking you apart.
âP-Pleaseââ What were you begging for? You didnât know. You werenât that talkative during sex, but⊠you wanted Eddie to know, or hear you, anything. Just let him know you were feeling good. You gasped a moan out when his fingers curled, the squelching becoming even nastier, filthier, but he was hitting that spot that you sometimes have a hard time figuring out. âO-Oh fuckâ!â
âFound it.â He said with a smug smirk as he saw how you clenched your eyes again, moaning louder, one of your hands shooting out to grip the sheets while the other dug into his bicep, tightly. Your legs were shaking as he kept going, his fingers just making you clench around him, your pussy being filled and satisfied.
âIâmâ more, more!â He was surprised by your words, not knowing if you were normally vocal or not, but fuck if it wasnât hot. He groaned as he leaned down to your right nipple, engulfing it with his teeth and giving a soft pull, pressing his palm against your clit in order to move his hand up and down. His fingertips rub your G-spot while the heel of his hand rubs against your clit.
Your eyes widen at the new feeling. It was raw, rough, desperate, and he moaned against your skin as you started fluttering around him, the pressure building in your belly like never before. It was going quickly, a fire that was spreading, not letting you run away. You were almost crying out his name as you kept trembling underneath him. He pulled away from your nipple in order to hover over you, his nose nudging yours.
âYou close, love?â You whined at the nickname as your hips met the thrust of his fingers. He gave you a soft kiss, the opposite of what he was doing in the lower part of your body. The elastic band was stretching and stretching, your belly contracting at the pressure. Your moans came out in sharp breaths, chest heaving up and down as now both your hands flew to his shoulders as your back arched against him.
âYesâ Yesâ Eddie, Eddie, babyââ And the elastic band snapped while Eddie moaned at the nickname, the first time you called him that and not his name. Your walls clenched tightly around his fingers and he moaned with delight as you spasmed underneath him, his dick threatening to finally shoot his seed, not being able to hold it back anymore, but he held back, with all of his strength.
Your moan was loud, satisfaction rushing all over your body as you trembled, legs giving up almost. You felt his fingers still moving, helping you ride it out, until you slowly calmed down, a few twitches of your legs here and there. It was probably the best orgasm you received⊠for now. He slowed his movements as he stared down at you, a pleased smile on his face as you opened your eyes to look at him, your breaths heavy.
âSo? How was that?â He cocked his head to the side as he gave you one more thrust and you whined at the overstimulation, your hips moving away slightly and he got the clue so he pulled his fingers out of you. You looked at how he took his hand out of your underwear, the wet fingers grazing your pelvis slightly and you looked at how he raised his fingers to his mouth and your eyes widened.
âYouââ You couldnât even finish your sentence when his fingers entered his own mouth. No person had ever done that to you. So eager to taste you that they licked their fingers with so much delight. He moaned at the taste and he cursed at himself for not going down on you. But maybe he can have a small tasteâŠ
âCouldnât help myself Kitty. Needed to know, and I am gonna grow addicted to it, I can already tell.â He raised himself back up on his knees and you looked down to see him still hard, and you winced with embarrassment.
âLet me do something Eddieââ He shook his head at you, his fingers digging into the elastic of your underwear, pulling it away. Your face flushed as you raised your hips up andâ He will see it. What if itâs not pretty? What if thereâs something he doesnât like? Or too bushy, or maybeâ
But as soon as your underwear is off, and you lay bare beneath him, he canât help but tremble as his hand reaches his length. The number of times he had imagined you like this, thereâs not even a way of counting them. Itâs years of imagination, of dreams, of songs he wrote about your body. Songs you might not even know theyâre about you.Â
You didnât know what to do as he stared down at you, wanting to close your legs but he was in between them. Your eyes widened when he scanned your body and he started to slowly stroke himself, just soft grazes. Was he touching himself by just looking at you? Did he do that before? Were you the protagonist of some dirty dreams he had?
He suddenly moves backwards, just three small movements with his knees, away from you. You tilt your head as you raise yourself on your elbows to look at him. His body bends down and your eyes widen when his eyes cannot leave your center, wetness all around, and he just looks drunk.Â
âIâm sorry, canât help myselfâŠâ It was his soft mumble as he gave a pointed lick in between your folds, and you groaned as your hips bucked towards him. He moaned as he gathered some of your juices, gulping them down and straightening again.Â
Your eyes locked again, and the need was worse than it ever was before. The desire burning you both alive. It prompted Eddie to move quickly from in between your legs, his knees guiding him slightly to the side so he could reach over and open the drawer of his night table. You turned your head to watch how he took an unopened box of condoms.Â
He cursed when he couldnât open it from how nervous he suddenly got. He was finally going to get what he had always wanted, and now that itâs here⊠His thoughts were cut off when he felt your soft hands engulfing his, taking the box in your grasp, thumb pressing onto one edge to pop it open.Â
He gave you a smile, a fond, caring one, and took the box once more, pulling a foil out. He moved again, his hands gripping your knees that had closed slightly, reopening them with a tut as he placed himself in between. You looked at how he ripped the foil open with his teeth, throwing it somewhere, and then rolled the latex over himself.Â
Your heart was on your throat now, knots of nerves inside of your belly, needing to simply detangle or explode. He looked down at you and crawled on top of you, his forearms coming to rest on either side of your head in order to support himself over your body. His nose nudged yours, a hum vibrating in his throat.
âYou okay princess?â He asked and you sighed in delight, giving a small nod.
âYeah⊠you?â
âIâm fucking nervous.â He admitted, no playfulness in his tone and it surprised you. âBut I am also very excited.â
And you decided to be the one to diffuse the tension a little bit this time. You raised your hips and rubbed your center along his shaft, coating it with your wetness, making him groan and raise an eyebrow at you. A smirk played on your lips as you looked at your best friend.
âI can feel that alright.â And Eddieâs lips turned into a smile, his eyes filled with love just as much as yours were. One of his arms left the mattress to get in between you two, grabbing onto his cock, and rubbing the tip of it against your folds and clit, making you whimper.Â
âBratty little shit.â And his hips pressed in, his arm returning to the same position as before, and your mouths fell into an âoâ shape, a choked breath in your throats as he slowly thrusts himself inside of you, inch by inch.Â
Electricity ran all over your body, on every nerve and artery, from the top of your head to the tip of your toes. You could feel it everywhere, every single thing in the world making sense for some reason. You didnât care about anything else but him at this moment. Him and how he felt as he slowly filled you, finally, after so long. Your legs raised up, thighs pressing against his sides as the heels of your feet dug into his hips.
He moaned when half of his cock was already inside of you and he cursed when he felt himself twitch. He had to hold it back for a little longer, he needed this to be perfect. He needed to make this last, though, he knew this wouldnât be the last time. He hoped it would be the first time of many.
His lips desperately pressed against yours as his hips kept pressing in, deeper and deeper and you wondered how much you could possibly take as he stretched you open, your wetness making it all a little easier. There was a small pressure, a little sting at the sudden intrusion but it was still so delicious.
Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as you kissed him back, hands moving to his hair and you remembered the bun he had on. It was a little loose, and you wanted to see his mane all over his face, just like the Eddie you had been pining for since high school. You needed to see him like that as he made you scream his name.
Your fingers dug into his ponytail and started to yank, trying not to rip his hair when doing so. He winced a bit in between the kiss and you giggled, having some trouble in freeing his hair. He groaned and pulled away from the kiss, his hips stopping as his arm reached up and swatted your hand away in order to take the hairband off himself.Â
You heard a few hairs being ripped out and you winced at the sound but he didnât care as his curls fell down. Your eyes softened as you finally saw your Eddie. You loved his hair up, but⊠his hair down just reminded you of the first time you looked at him with different eyes. It was when it was getting longer after deciding to never let anyone give him a buzz cut ever again.
âHappy?â He asked and you giggled, his hair now all over his face and shoulders, falling on your face as well, making your cheeks tingle. You moved your hands to gather it up and pull it all over to one side only. He shook his head at you, fond eyes and a smile directed your way. âYou shouldnât have taken it off. It will be a little bothersome.â
âI wanted to⊠Your long hair is one of the things I love the most about youâŠâ He tilted his head to the side as his eyes filled with confusion.Â
âMy hair?â
âYeah⊠When you decided to let it grow, itâs when you turned into⊠you.â You smiled up at him, eyes filled with love and stars and he could see them all as his heart combusted inside of his chest.Â
He can now truly absolutely believe that you were meant for him. No woman could make him feel the way you do. You love him with everything in you, he can see it in your eyes. You have loved him before his fame, and he cannot be more grateful to destiny for bringing you into his life. He will never be able to say thank you enough.
But his feelings made his body twitch, a sudden electric shock sent to his whole body as his hips moved by themselves. Your smile slowly vanished as your mouth fell into a breathless moan, eyes widening as he stared down at your face and how it slowly contorted. He needed to be fully inside of you, his feelings making his body take what it has been craving for so long.
You gasped as your head was thrown back against the pillow when his hips suddenly slammed against yours, making him bottom out and fill you entirely. He was big, a definite stretch, but god it felt wonderful. Right. Meant to be even as your back arched against him, his lips falling to your exposed neck, groaning against your skin as he kept himself from moving, letting you adjust and for his mind to help him not end this as soon as it started.
Your nails were digging into his shoulders for some grounding, your mind and heart racing and you felt everything a little too much. You gave a small groan as you pressed your back against the mattress once more, and his face raised up from your neck in order to look down at you.Â
âI love you.â His words were not new, not anymore, yet they made your heart skip many beats now. The butterflies in your stomach exploded and you gave him a small smile. You opened your mouth in order to reply only for a moan of yours to occupy where your words should have been as his hips moved backwards and in again.Â
âIâ I love you Edâ ah!â You couldnât even finish it correctly because as the first letter left your mouth, his movement quickened just a bit. His hips swayed back and forth, moving slowly still but you felt the drag of him against your walls. His face lowered, his elbows on each side of your head, his forearms and hands holding onto your head, fingers running through your scalp as he used that hold to keep himself up and for his hips to move faster.
His lips were against your cheek, and now the hit of skin against skin started being heard and you felt your whole body flush in embarrassment, or pleasure, or a mix of it all. Suddenly his breath hit your ear as he groaned at each thrust of his hips. He felt too good, and you felt your mind drifting away, further from consciousness, until you heard his words again.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
He kept repeating them in your ear at each thrust his hips made, his fingers on your scalp as his chest rubbed against yours. You moaned when you felt his tip just graze your g-spot but not quite there yet. Your nails ran from his shoulders and down to his back, scratching him, and your eyes opened when you realized you hadnât done your part of the deal yet.
So you nuzzled your face in the crook of his neck as your nails dug even deeper into the skin and your mouth opened. Your lips latched onto his skin and he groaned, hips stuttering slightly at your possessiveness of him. He could feel the burning in his back and now, the one on the side of his throat as you marked him in two places of his body.
You knew he liked to get shirtless in his concerts, of course you did⊠And he canât wait to show everyone, his fans, his band members, his team, his staff, what you did to him. What you are to him. What he is to you. To finally show everyone who owns him, in body and soul.
He felt you nibble, suck, lick, kiss, and he knew it was going to be a big mark, just like the one he left you. He pulled away from your ear and raised himself up on his hands in order to look down at you. Your eyes were glossy, just like your lips which are also plump from all the kissing youâve done to his skin. He wants to devour you, a fire that had always been there, but now it was scorching hot, almost painful.Â
So why hold back?
His hips draw back and strike against yours in a forceful thrust. It was deep, so fucking deep, that he couldnât help but groan, almost growl at your tightness. A choked moan escaped you from the surprise and the sudden punch to your spongy spot. Your eyes met his, now clouded in a dark cloud of pleasure, hints of love and devotion here and there, but you could see that he needed to ruin you, take what is his.
Your fingers are on his biceps now as he literally, absolutely, starts railing you into the mattress, like a madman, as if it were his first time ever. Reckless, sloppy, harsh, but still perfected. The bed made the both of you bounce, helping the movements, and your moans turned into whimpers and cries of his name.
âEddieâ!â You didnât even notice that drool was coming out from the corner of your mouth, not noticing how long you had your lips parted for your moans to come out. You saw how intensely he was looking at you, as if he were to try to remember each trace of your face. Nervousness invaded you as well as some kind of self-consciousness, not knowing if your face was scrunching too much due to the pleasure, making your eyes avert away.
âOh no, Iâm having none of that.â You felt his hand grip your jaw and turn your head so he could look at you once again. Your cheeks were on fire, and you could swear tears were beginning to threaten to leave your eyes. His hair was all over his shoulders, moving at the pace of his hips, sweat on his forehead and tattooed chest. He was gorgeous. He was so beautiful that it hurt.
Your moans were still coming out steadily out of your lips until his hips shifted, just slightly, and his thrusts were now in a more upward direction. Your G-Spot was being punched by the tip of his cock and your belly was turning deliciously at each movement.Â
He wanted to prove himself. He wanted to prove to you that he is the only one you will ever need, that he is the only one that can make you feel this good. He took his time fingering you in order to know where your spot was correctly. He has a lot to learn about you, and you about him, but there will be other times for that.Â
For now, he just wants to see you come undone underneath him.
âF-FuckâFuck!â Your right hand was holding the wrist that held your face, while the left one was still gripping his bicep. You wanted to scream, the pleasure being too much yet not enough, trying to reach that high once more. A smile appeared on his lips, and you dared to say that it looked evil, cheeky, snarky, cocky.
âWeird?â And that bastardâ He was mocking you. He was mocking you for ever thinking that this would feel weird for the both of you, considering the years of friendship. You growled a bit at him, a warning which only made him chuckle as he kept pounding into you, a particular drag making him groan.
âS-Shut up!â And oh you sounded so amazing like this. Breathless, needy, frustrated, pleasured⊠It was a mixture of everything, and he needed more as he felt his dick twitch inside of you. He hasted his movements and you could only whine in question as your confused, glossy eyes looked up at him.Â
He groaned with displeasure as he pulled out of you and let go of your face, kneeling up and moving backwards slightly. His hands came to your hips, and he motioned for you to the next position he desired, which made the blood completely leave your body.Â
He wanted you on all fours. He would have a perfect view of everything. Every single spot of texture, every stretchmark, all of your cellulite⊠just everything. And the lights are still on. Fuck theyâre still on. Your hands were not fast enough to stop him from using his strength in order to turn you around on the mattress, your legs flailing as you were now on your belly onto the mattress.
You opened your mouth, embarrassment already too deep, afraid of even turning your head to look at him. You didnât want to see the scrunch on his face when he looked at your skin. You are no professional model, and you certainly donât have the money for all the treatments they can afford on their skin.Â
But what you didnât expect was the ferocious bite you received on your left ass cheek, making you yelp. He was behind you, his hands digging on your hips in order to pull your ass up, getting you to press your knees on the mattress and finally be in a formal all fours. You were almost shocked at how easily he manhandled you, at how quick he was. You slowly turned your head over your shoulder and you clenched at the sight.
Eddie looked drunk as he looked at your behind. He was even stroking himself as he looked at you, careful to not roll the condom off. You were stunned, hands and knees on the bed as he kneeled behind you. One of his hands came to rub your left ass cheek, to then give it a slap, causing you to whimper and jump at the action.Â
âEddie!âÂ
âFuck, look at youâŠâ His hand left his dick, and now both of his palms were engulfing your ass, pressing tightly, digits digging urgently into the skin as his face leaned downwards in order to kiss the small of your back and then one cheek. Your face was on fire, but you didnât know if it was embarrassment or shame anymore⊠you felt loved. You felt like a goddess. Eddie was making you feel like an absolute goddess.
A bite landed on your right ass cheek this time, gentle but enough to grab some skin and pull gently. He groaned desperately, needing to swallow you whole. You werenât aware of the state you put him in. He was feral. You were perfect, so fucking perfect and he was gonna make damn sure you knew this.
âEddie pleaseâŠâ You whined one more time and he gave a small nibble to your ass cheek. He can bite on them a bit more later on. He straightened up and guided the tip of his cock to your sopping entrance, and pushed right in once more. Not slow, yet not fast, just easily.
The two of you groaned with relief as he thrusted a few times, before fully bottoming out inside of you. He growled into his throat as he took a deep breath in and closed his eyes. He is not going to last long, but he for sure was not going to end this without you clenching around his cock.
His hands are now on your waist, gripping your skin in order to guide himself in and out of you, the smacking of hips now echoing once more around the room. He looked at how your ass jiggled underneath him as his hips hit you. He was smirking, a small smack landing on one of your cheeks, making you yelp in between your moans.
He felt you clench a few times, and he cursed into the sky as he had to get a hold of himself so he wouldnât spill too fast.
âShit, youâre so fucking tight Kittyâ You gonna cum for me?â A dumb âUh-Huhâ was heard from you as you nodded as best as you could. Your arms and legs were trembling, the squelching of your juices with his thrusts a little too loud. It should shame you, but itâs the whole contrary now. You want him to know just how wet you were for him. How good he is making you feel right now, emotionally and physically.
âY-Yeah Eds, yeah, pleaseââ And you didnât have to ask twice. His right hand left your hip and guided it underneath, reaching your clit with his index and middle finger. You gasped as your belly suddenly turned at the attention. âFUCK!âÂ
âI know baby, I knowâŠâ You whimpered at the nickname as his fingers moved on your sensitive nub, while his dick kept hitting your spot in a perfect rhythm. Your mouth was open, sometimes moans came out, sometimes only drool, but you couldnât close it. Your pussy clenched around him, making him wince and curse under his breath. âFucking shitâŠâ
âBaby, babyââ You were warning him and he nodded with determination, his dick twitching inside of you until he saw stars at the same time you did. âEDDIEâ!âÂ
Your walls clenched tightly around him, your legs trembling as your belly exploded with bursts of heat. He didnât stop the rubbing of your clit, making you choke some moans out, wanting to move away from his grip, but he held you tightly in place so you wouldnât stop the ride of your orgasm.
âFuck, fuck, fuckâ holy shitâ!â And he groaned loudly, almost whimpering at how hard he came inside of the condom. He gave a few hard thrusts at each spurt of his cum, making you whine at the last strides of your own climax. Soon, your walls slowly unclenched, legs trembling ever so slightly, and his hand left your clit.
The two of you were panting, completely breathless from the lovemaking that just occurred. He took a sharp intake of breath as he slowly pulled out of you, making him wince and you whimper at the loss of him. You immediately flopped on the bed, face hitting the pillow. He chuckled a bit hoarsely and took off the condom, tying it off and looking around.
You turned your head in order to catch him in time, a frown appearing on your face as you turned to your side so you could point a finger at him.
âDonât you dare throw it on the floor.â He raised an eyebrow at you and then a fond smile appeared on his lips. The two of you were covered in sweat, your breaths slowly leveling out again, a sight he never thought would occur.Â
âYou gonna boss me around in my own home Kitty?â You rolled your eyes at him and he smiled, getting up from the bed on wobbly legs. âWoahââ You covered your mouth in order not to laugh, but he only glared at you as he straightened up once more.
âSorryââ
âYeah, I wanna see how you get up from the bed. Come on.â You shook your head and immediately crawled underneath his sheets, covering yourself completely, and hiding from him. He chuckled at that and threw the used condom on his trashcan to then almost sprint to the bed and jump on top of it, making you bounce and yelp on the side you were on.
It made the sheets move away slightly, uncovering you from the waist up. Eddie looked down at you. Your hair was a mess, your makeup smudged⊠but fuck you were so beautiful. All of you. And you were now his.
âYouâre meanâŠâ He chuckled at you and got inside the sheets as well, wrapping his arms around you and flipping you on top of him, making you giggle.
âIâm anything but thatâŠâ He bit his lip and then cleared his throat as nerves filled his body once more. He was a rockstar, yet you made him more nervous than any concert he ever played in his life. âKitty⊠I wantâ I want you. Like, I want this to be official.â
And that was the other part of this love that you were afraid of. Official? With Eddie? You?
âIââ You gulped as shame coursed through your body. âI amâ no one, Eddie⊠I am not famous orâ I mean, you might lose fans if we come out as officialâŠâÂ
And when you looked at Eddieâs eyes, you saw them become doe-eyed, a sad frown appearing on his eyebrows, as he looked at your face. A hand came up to push a strand of your hair behind your ear, making you sigh.Â
âBaby, Iâve been wanting you for god knows how long⊠I donât care what happens to my reputation⊠and if my fans are truly my fans, they should be happy that I finally got the chick Iâve been singing about for the past two years.âÂ
Your heart felt like it melted with his words. Your eyes were tracing his face, the shape of his eyes, his nose, his lips. Every expression he did out of happiness or excitement, was because of you now. He definitely loves you, doesnât he?
âYouâ Will you show me which songs were the ones about me?â You smile cheekily at him, and he raises an eyebrow at you, grips your hip slightly in warning and you canât help but giggle.
âYes, only if youâre mine.âÂ
And this wasnât the last youâve seen about the lack of confidence, you knew that. But there is something you are definitely, most certainly, confident about. Eddie Munson loves you, with everything in him, and wants you desperately.
âDeal.â A cheeky smile appears on his lip and you give him a pointed frown. âApologize to Steve.â
And his smile faded, tilting his nose up.
âNever.â
Youâve got one cocky little rockstar of a boyfriend.
end
a/n: orange peel skin is what we call the skin when it looks pitted, formed by cellulite most of the times.
i hope you all enjoyed this little thing (not so little)
always reblog your artists
Authorâs note: I am stuck in a slump so Iâm going to write a guilty pleasure of mine⊠the body swap trope except this time, with a twist. And of course with the one that got away trope. I adore it so very much like black cherry ice-cream.
Yandere Head Canons:
The Husband Swap
Yandere Shapeshifter x Married Fem Elf Reader x Neglectful Drow Husband
TW: yandere content!! Mentions of smut, dubcon, tentacles, monster fucking, size kink, manipulation, voyeurism, oral, and unhealthy relationship.
Art from Veil Manga
You had been married to your husband, Nikolai Sokolov, for many years. An arranged marriage set up amongst your people as a peace treaty⊠you, a high elf, wed to a drow, dark elf. And Nikolai was often cold to you⊠despite how often you attempted to bond with him.
Nikolai refused to eat any of the food you made and he constantly brushed aside your attempts to get to know him. He cared little for this arranged relationship and treated you as if you were some mere commoner, a fact that only made your heart sting.
Nikolai would occasionally share a bed with you, but it was often out of fulfilling his needs. He cared little for your pleasure and only cared to satiate his own.
One day, Nikolai bought you a servant just to get you to leave him alone (outside of sex). A shapeshifter.
A magic collar was bound tightly around their silver neck as a preventative to their ability to shift. They were now powerless and subservient. A trait that most shapeshifters didnât have since they were quite sly by nature. You wondered what this creature had done to have been reduced to a servantâŠ
Their name was Lev Snegur and they were close in age to you and Nikolai. The shapeshifter was somewhat masculine looking with sharp features and pitch black eyes. A genderless species that never uttered a sound, what wonderful company to have.
You often tried to engage in small talk with them, but they remained as silent as the depth of night. Not a peep left their lips to ever give you input. It unnerved you.
You were very sweet to them and even offered to share meals, but they only stared at you. Talking to Lev was like talking to a brick wall that nodded at times. Lev was an incredibly good listener.
Levâs company did little to satiate the ache in your heart and the all consuming loneliness. You were so isolated in this empty home filled with bitterness. And you started to accept that youâd never find any warmth with him. Nor would you find solace in your silent servantâs company.
Occasionally youâd wake up covered in a slight sweat, a puddle of dampness below you. The room would always feel of sex, yet you hardly had any of that⊠but you were always a bit sore between your legs when youâd wake up on mornings like this. Had you been having wet dreams due to your consistent loneliness? Or was there something foul at play?
So it was a surprise when Nikolai bounced into your room like a puppy one morning. His arms wrapped around your side while he inhaled your scent. What on earth was he doing?
âNikolai?â Nikolai placed a finger on your lips, a mischievous look in his crimson eyes.
âShh, I have a surprise for you!â Nikolai gave you a bright grin that made you do a double take. Youâve never seen your grumpy husband smile in his entire life. This had to be a dream⊠you gave yourself a pinch and hissed at the pain you inflicted on your poor arm. Nope. Not a dream.
Nikolai lead you out of the room to where a grand meal was set before you consisting of all of your favorite delicacies. You had no idea your husband even knew you adored such foodâŠ
âDo you like it?â His face was hopeful as he took your hand in his. âIâve come to a realization that you genuinely care for me⊠so I will treat you better.â
And from that day forth, Nikolai was more attentive than he ever had been. He insisted you should move into his room and he often cuddled with you⊠it was so odd. This entire situation was bizarre, almost as if this was another person and not your husband.
It was when Nikolai went down on you for the first time that your mind truly began to believe he was another man. When did he learn how to please you and why did he eat you out like a man starved? This wasnât your husband⊠this was an imposter.
When âNikolaiâ made love to you, he felt bigger. You swore he was nearly two to three inches than he used to be, which made your stomach protrude like you had a baby bump. And his hands ardently grasped at every bit of your body as he could.
It wasnât too uncommon for you to find your husband sniffing your hair like some sort of animal. You were so scaredâŠ
The longer you spent time with âNikolai,â the more paranoid you became. There were less and less drows around now and your servant was missing⊠you were starting to become afraid.
But you never were able to get much time to think about it too much since âNikolaiâ was always dutifully by your side. There was never any time to ask questions⊠until tonight. You decided to ask him⊠for you feared youâd fall off the deep end into insanity if you didnât.
âWhereâs Lev?â You softly asked Nikolai whose fingers paused their dance over your scalp. His crimson eyes glanced over to your face.
âAnd why do you care so much about a shifter when your husband is here?â Nikolai asked in a bitter tone, but you could see a bit of excitement in his eye. And it made your heart pulse in your brain.
âWell, I miss Lev.â You softly whispered. It wasnât a complete lie. You did miss your servant who always listened to you, but you preferred his silent company over the overbearing presence of your changed husband.
âHmm⊠well, we can go see him if youâd like.â Nikolai rose up from the bed and wrapped a black robe over his bare chest. âHeâs in the dungeon.â
You were a bit shocked by your husbandâs words. âWhat do you mean? Lev never did anything wrong-â
âMy wife is too kind for her own good.â Nikolai held your chin to pause you from rambling on even more. His eyes were filled with so much emotion, it froze you in place. âItâs what I love most about you.â
You gulped and averted your gaze, your cheeks felt hot.
Lev lead you down the hallway and down the winding stairs to the dungeon, his hand gently held yours. You felt dread creep up into your stomach the closer you went to the dingy dungeon. Your nerves felt as if they were on fireâŠ
And the sight before you terrified you to your core, the angled corpse of Nikolai laid sprawled out on the brick flooring. His lifeless eyes turned toward the door and his mouth agape in a horrific scream forever frozen on his rotting face.
You tried to flee but your âNikolaiâ began to shift, slender hands now held you firmly in place while your captorâs face slowly morphed into the bewitching creature named Lev.
âIt didnât take much to overpower him. Your husband was too cocky to notice I figured out how to disarm the collar.â Levâs voice made your blood run cold from how raspy it was. His voice low and monotonous despite the various emotions that hid beneath the surface of his eyes. âTo whack him over the back of the head with a sword hilt and drag him down here. It was childâs play really.â
âAre you going to kill me too?â You whimpered when his grip tightened around your arms. His face filled with concern.
âKill you? Nonsense, Iâd never kill my wife!â Lev began to pepper your face with numerous kisses while his arms snaked around your waist. âI mean it when I say I love you, I love you more than that bastard ever could.â
You try to protest, but you feel something slimy wrap around your legs and give them a squeeze. Your eyes are wide in terror at the black tendrils that snaked around your plush thighs. What on earth?!
âAnd I can certainly fuck you better than he ever could⊠I can show you things no other monster could ever show you, so wonât you indulge me? I promise Iâll blow your mind.â

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Yandere CEO Makes You Sit in His Lap
Pairing: Male!Yandere CEO x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, yandere behavior, forced cuddles, sitting in his lap, boss x employee, neck kissing, following instructions, power imbalance, teasing, forced intimacy, suggestive at the end
A/N: I really like the CEO concept.
Yandere!CEO knows what personal space is he just can't bring himself to respect it when it comes to you. As your boss he really does try to hold back from touching you too much. There are limits to his self-control, a control that began slipping when you too expressed interest in him.
Yandere!CEO makes you do a lot of thing for him to keep you busy and with little time to spend with anyone other then him. Monopolizing you has been his goal for a long time but he had to make sure it happened slowly over time. And to make sure you want to spend time with him.
Yandere!CEO often kisses your hand when you bring or take things from his office. Over time he increases the contact from your hand, to your cheek, to your lips, to your neck and even lower. He just can't get enough of contact with you, he craves it and wishes he could keep you all too himself all the time.
Yandere!CEO lures you in by telling you he needs a second opinion on an important decision. To his credit he wasn't lying. But you could have given him an opinion with out having to sit on his lap so he has to lean over your shoulder to see the screen.
Yandere!CEO instructs you on what to click and type while he holds you close. His hands are too busy, he can't type and keep you safe and secure so you don't fall. This is for your safety and your comfort while you work, he takes those things seriously at his company.
Yandere!CEO keeps kissing your neck while he watches what you're doing. Every time you tell him to ease up on the distracting kisses he delivers a light bite instead. You can let him do his thing and tell you how to do your job or you can keep complaining and walk out of here with bite marks all over you, your choice really.
Yandere!CEO calls you his good, no, best girl when you only ask for further instructions. You follow his orders so well, both in and out of this office and for that he will give you any reward you want: vacation days with him, money, gifts, dates with him, kisses and so much more. His best secretary deserves to be pampered by him all she wants.
Yandere!CEO warns you to stop shifting your hips on top of him like that or else there's gonna be a whole new problem for you to take care of. And don't think he wouldn't do things like that just because you're in the office and there are other people in the building. It might spice things up, you never know.
Yandere!CEO makes sure you know you're doing a good job. His lips keep brushing against the edge of your ear when he speaks, his warm breath sending tingles down your spine and making it pretty hard for you not to move like he warned you too. As soon as you're finished with work you turn on his lap, your face flustered and annoyed with his antics.
Yandere!CEO is quite familiar with the look you're giving him. It seems like he will get to use his office for other, more fun things after all. As his hands begin to unbutton your blouse you lean forward to kiss him and deliberately roll your hips into him, relishing in that small sliver of power you always feel when you make him moan your name.
how would yandere! L react if his fem!s/o was pregnant?
Oh dear god heâs so protective
He would hold you close all hours of the day, telling you youâre the most important thing in the world as your child grows inside.
Stricter with his rules, wonât let you out of the room for anything and feeds you himself. Helps you to the bathroom, to the kitchen, to the bed, and repeat.
Loves to feel your swollen stomach in his hands as he suckles your sore and tender breasts, and loves that your hormones allow him to indulge himself with this small treat.
When the baby is actually born itâs a bit complicated to keep your captivity on the downlow, so once itâs a healthy weight and able to hold up its own head he gives it to The orphanage.
Drinks from you every day while you mourn and beg to see your baby. Which he only allows once a week. Would love to have the small piece of him and you around but until things are safer he canât bear losing one or both of you.
(Side note-Matt looks like Toby and I think itâs kinda cool)
how about a yandere L breeding his fem!s/o to get her pregnant?
L admires the view as he drinks some water, cooling down as you groan into the comforter, hips angled up and dripping his cum. he is tempted to clean you out with his tongue, but stops himself and is reminded that this is to make you a mother.Â
he tilts your head up, forcing you to drink the ice cold water, it burning your throat and making you cough. âhmm, at this rate, I think thereâs a 30 percent chance youâll carry my child. and until itâs at one hundred percent, I wonât stopâ.Â
you cry softly into the pillow beneath your head, wanting a longer break than just a drink of water. you felt sick and sore, wanting to punch the bastard square in the nose, but know heâs faster than he lets on.Â
ice cold hands grab your shoulders, turning you over to look up into his tired but hungry eyes. L kisses you passionately, desperately, like a starved animal finally getting some food. you try to pull back for air, but his fingers grip the back of your head and force you to stay still, letting his tongue claim your lips yet again.Â
as L kisses you, he pushes his cock back into your swollen and sore sex, pulling back to hiss at the slight chafe and pain, but itâs almost as if he enjoyed the pain. you find yourself at his mercy again, his whispers of how beautiful youâll be only make the situation more nauseating.Â
that or itâs morning sickness. either way, you want to just vanish and cease to exist as he fills you yet again, rubbing a thumb over your tear streaked cheek with a delusional grin. âoh? tears of joy? i knew you were just as excited as I am about our child!â.
Private detective yandere. They kidnap you and your parents hire the yandere to find you. They turn up very promising evidence so your parents continue to trust them with the job. Bonus: they fake your death so you can be with them forever.
âDetective L,â your mother asks while wiping her eyes, trying to calm down and ask the most heart breaking question sheâs ever had to. âHow did you find my baby? Did...did Y/N die peacefully?â.
Her words were choked. Filled with pain and sorrow. L almost felt bad. He typed a response for the actor portraying him to respond with, watching as your mother curls in on herself and sobs violently. It wasnât easy news to handle for sure.
Death by strangulation. Not something that sets easily on someoneâs stomach when they know that person quite intimately. But thankfully, youâre not dead. He just has to clear the trail leading to you before they began looking themselves.
This wasnât easy work. Latex, face molds, fake bodies and painstaking make up to the doll was needed to make your mourning mother believe you were gone. As long as it took, L felt it was worth it. Now heâll have you all to himself, and he can keep you safe from Kira and other bastards that litter the streets.
Once the actor turned off the microphone and left your house to let your mother mourn, he turned off his own computer and turned to face you. You were blindfolded and gagged on the couch, trembling and shaking as you heard the scene unfold. âThereâs a high percent you think Iâll actually kill you. I can assure you, I wouldnât dream of losing you. Why would I work this hard just to lose you?â.
You give a muffled answer, tugging the leather cuffs that connected to your ankles, trying to gesture and get the gag removed from your mouth. L just smiles and runs the back of his fingers over your cheek, sighing happily as he repeats the motions. âYou look so beautiful like this. It suits you. You, being obedient and submitting to my touch. Itâs gloriousâ.
He runs his thumb over your lip, getting some saliva on the digit while you quiver. He groans and sucks in a breath when he pressed his thumb under the ballgag, feeling your tongue run over the skin gently. With a huff, he reluctantly pulled his hand away, undoing the gag to let your sore jaw rest.
âLet me feel that tongue, my sweet. Lick my hand, and show me subservienceâ. Your eyes were still covered, but he got the hint, pressing his fingers to your mouth. You wanted to bite down, make him feel at least a bit of pain, but given the fact youâre tied and at his mercy, you submit, and lick up his fingers in a languid manner.
L shutters and bit his lip at your submission. Your soft tongue felt amazing on his skin. Such a blessing to have you like this. You were a picture of beauty, more so than when he first saw you. His heart hammered against his chest like a snare, making his head swim with a myriad of thoughts on how to make this heaven more indulgent.
âOh Y/N, I love you. I canât wait to see what that lovely mouth can do later onâ.
So a Death Note soulmate au w/ your soulmate's name written on your body in their handwriting. L restrains himself from looking into his cuz he doesn't need the distraction. Of course he has to run into his soulmate while he's undercover on Light's campus and now he can't stop thinking about them...
âL, youâve been really distracted latelyâ Watari mentions while bringing him some sweets and tea. âAre you ill?â. L flicks his eyes over to the man, thumb between his teeth as he crouches on the couch, saying nothing for a moment. When he finally opens his mouth, he murmurs a soft âNo, Watari, Iâm just focusing on too much at one time. I simply need rest to continue the Kira case is allâ.
He rubs his hand over the markings on his arm, shivering when he feels them warm up and glow with a life he never thought heâd be able to see. âIâm meeting someone named Y/N later today, would you be so kind as to make some more snacks and beverages?â. He pulls his sleeve down, looking over to the man and waiting for an answer.
Watari bows and leaves, letting Lawliet have time to himself again. He canât seem to get you out of his head, he didnât think it meant anything when he first saw the same marks on your arm. But when you touched his hand, and offered him help, his heart seemed to thrum and come to life. And now, itâs as if heâs chasing that high.
Heâs heard stories of soulmates being turned psychotic if they donât kiss their beloved by a certain time after the first initial touch. He wonders if you feel just as touch starved and kiss hungry. Heâll find out soon, as youâre due to arrive in just a few minutes. Maybe then he can steal a kiss or two and get to see whatâs so amazing about you that it causes him to lose focus.
âMaster L, Y/N has arrivedâ a voice calls out, alerting the detective. L stands, anxious and fearing that he suddenly looks a mess. You walk in looking so gracious and so perfect, he canât help himself for being at a loss for words. âH-hello Y/N, care for some cake and tea?â He asked while fumbling over his words.
You giggle, and sit down on his couch with a small nod. âStrawberry? Thatâs a favorite of mine tooâ you say while taking a small bite, letting your tongue swipe up the icing that coated your bottom lip. Oh how teasing that sight was for L, he wanted to run his own tongue over your lips, to taste you and all of your essence. He shakes his head to clear his mind, sitting beside you as you both begin discussing the Kira case.
You mention the marks on his arm, as you thought them similar to your own, getting a bit anxious and excited. But he swiftly covers them, not wanting you to be hurt while he works this case. But soon, soon heâll expose the marks and show you all his devotion and love, he just has to catch Kira. Hopefully no one else has similar handwriting, and he can save you all for himself.
You hear your phone ringing, and apologize as you answer. The name âLight Yagamiâ pops up, and you smile during the entire phone call. L however, felt his blood boil, but he kept it concealed, watching you talk to someone who clearly wasnât meant to be with you. âThat was my boyfriend, sorry, he wanted to know when Iâd be coming home. I-if it isnât too much to ask, id love to see you again, may I have your number?â.
âOf course Y/NâŠanything for youâ he mutters, wishing to destroy the cellular device and lock the door. He felt as if he was going crazy, all from not having you in his arms and letting him love you entirely. But it isnât your fault, heâs too dedicated to this damned case. âY/N,â he asks softly âare you aware that your boyfriend is a suspect in the Kira killings?â.
He figures he might as well ruin what Light is trying. Keep you safe, and focus on the case, two birds one stone. You furrow your brow in confusion, asking all sorts of adorable questions. L just wanted to kiss away the worry and mark you up with his teeth-No, no focus! Focus!
âPerhaps we can meet tomorrow and discuss it more. Donât tell him I told you please? It could be detrimental to the case and all my hard workâ. You bow, leaving with a worried look in your eyes but a soft smile, thanking Watari as he holds the door for you. âLight yagami is now public enemy number oneâ. He looks over to Watari, glaring almost âHe has similar handwriting to match Y/Ns marks. I wonât have them taken from me. Heâs a danger to them. Tell the police to bring him to me immediatelyâ.
I just really like this story and wanted to share it again sorry

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As someone who has had L on the simp list for a long time I have quickly realized that Yandere L would be unstoppable-
He has the skill, resources, and manipulation tactics to keep you by his side and in his arms. The police wonât be of any help, as theyâre told aaallllll about why he has to keep you with him. (Itâs a bunch of vagueness and lies, but they obey nonetheless). L isnât afraid to do whatever it takes to make you his.Â
-MommabeanÂ
Ok but have you seen what L can do with that mouth tho?! He'd be amazing at giving oral -meme
Heâd probably demand it. He has an oral fixation and he has you so, whats the problem in solving two birds with one stone? He gets to fixate AND make you come apart beneath him.
It doesnât even have to be your sex, it can be your fingers, your nipples, a patch of skin on your neck, it doesnât matter as long as he gets his mouth on you.
-Mommabean
PLEASE WRITE MORE DEATH NOTE I BEG YOU. THERE IS NOT ENOUGH ONLINE I NEED MORE YANDERE L. PLEASE I'LL GIVE YOU ALL THE PROTECTION SPELLS I HAVE! I love the idea of foreigner reader that doesn't speak Japanese well and just came to Japan for a fun trip and now they are being investigated for being Kira. Reader is more scared of being arrested than of Kira because they have literally never committed a crime in their life so they know they are safe but they are scared of the legal system because they know that's it's not actually justice sometimes. But they aren't crying in a corner either. They just take it as it comes but they definetly don't like it and just want to go back home.
Also when L is like "who do you think Kira is since you say you aren't them." and reader is just like "light". point blank. doesn't bat an eye. and l is just like "...I agree with you....but do explain why since you've had only one conversation with him." and reader's just like "he's too perfect. have you ever watched a True crime documentary? the perfect dude, or the dude that could never do anything wrong, is the killer." and l is just like "...I agree.....but you are aware that you are too perfect..doesn't that make you a killer?" and reader is just like "me???perfect?? in what world??"
I'm rambling but please more death note L.
I love the point blank call out, just "Listen, anyone with eyes can see that Light is too calculated with his movements, like he's paranoid to step out of line. Even when he messes up it's too clean"
L just hums and nods along, but he's already fairly certain Light is Kira anyway, he just likes to hear your thought process and likes how your voice sounds.
You're not a helpless little lamb by any means, but you're certainly unaware of how much danger is actually around you. Kira is a big deal, everyone is on his hit list it seems, even sweet, intelligent and enthralling visitors such as yourself.
L isn't one to sugar coat things either, he's rather blunt and forward, as the worlds best detective has to be to cut out the bullshit. So he sets his sweets down and abruptly says "Be that as it may, until we actually catch Kira, you aren't going to be able to leave. As much as it annoys us both, you're still involved in this as anyone else"
You just tense your jaw, paranoid thoughts rushing through your mind as you fear you might somehow incriminate yourself despite being fully innocent. What can you say? The legal system sucks. But L just lays a hand on your shoulder, giving a rare smile as he tries to ease your nerves.
"Ah, but you'll have me on your side. You'll be safe from any harm. You're free to go to your hotel, but you will be hearing from us again"
He can admit he hates seeing you so stressed, and rather lascivious thoughts fill his brain on how to indulge you and fix that, but sadly the clock is ticking and he has some annoying people to answer before he can relax. He'll just have to make do with watching some street cameras and remembering the warmth of you under his fingertips.
-Mommabean
this is a very specific kink, but⊠i get so turned on when a man is about to put his cock in, but itâs so hard so when heâs about to enter, he has to hold it down with his thumb to guide it in.. i know itâs so specific but oh my god i love it
Hi there :) could you write something on letting snape fuck you raw for the first time and he goes feral for cumming inside you đ”âđ« pretty please!
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18+ smuuuuuuuuutttttttyyyy
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His chamber was silent. His voice was silent. His mood was foul. The atmosphere was heavy. The party was over.
Severus had been sat in his desk chair since they had returned, busying himself by reading the newspaper that had been placed on it earlier in the day and the chair pushed back enough so he could hold the paper out fully in both hands in front of him. The room was quiet enough for her to be able to hear each turn of each page and his breathing as he did it.
Though he did somewhat make her weary when he was in this state, she almost enjoyed trying to entice him out of it. Cautiously, she approached him from behind and place her hands against his shoulders, brushing the material over his shoulders as she dipped her head forward and pressing a light kiss to his ear before speaking softly, âAnything exciting in there?â
Severusâ breath hitched when he felt her hands upon his shoulders and changed completely when her lips were against his ear, nostrils flaring at her question. He looked to the side of him where her head was positioned, letting out a small huff but not speaking a single word.
âSeverus?â She spoke against his neck this time, brushing her lips against his skin slowly. Severus cleared his throat irritably, his grip on the newspaper now tightening and crinkling the pages slightly, âSevâŠâ She spoke once more, pursing her lips against him now.
Severus didnât speak, but the way he wafted his arm in the air and glare he gave spoke a thousand words. He let out an irritated, low growl from the back of his throat when he felt her pushing her luck once more as her lips dragged against the side of his neck whilst forming into a smirk. Calmly, though suspiciously calmly, he closed the paper and folded it in half, placing it on the desk a few inches in front of him. Silently, he raised the same arm as before but clicked his finger and thumb together this time before pointing his large index finger at the space in front of him between the chair and desk, still not saying anything.
Her breath hitched from his soundless command, standing up straight and standing where he was still pointing. Once in front of him, he lowered his hand and began taking his time devouring her body with his eyes. His lip twitched and the room remained quiet enough to just hear their breathing. His lips then began to part, their eyes meeting briefly before he snapped out of his trance as if he was suddenly reminded of a bad memory.
âAre you going to tell me why you are being so cold?â She asked, leaning back against his desk on her hands and tilting her head to the side with a cocky expression as his eyes flickered up to hers again, âWhatâs the matter, Severus?â
âMust you displease me all evening and then continue to do so once back in my chamber?â Severus finally spoke, though in a flat tone.
âIâm sorry?â She asked with a confused expression.
âDo not play dumb with me, Miss Eleanor,â Severus glared, âThe way you behaved tonight was insufferable,â He spat, his following words lower, âWith that boy.â
âBoy?â Eleanor squinted her eyes for a few moments before realising who he meant, âOh, you mean Noah? Heâs not a boy, heâs older than me!â Eleanor protested, already aware of her and Severusâ larger age difference.
âDo not speak his name in my chamber!â Severusâ usual tone raised slightly, gritting his teeth, âThat boy wouldn't know the first thing to do with you.â
Eleanor rolled her eyes from his words and hopped up onto his desk, dangling her legs over the edge as he continued to ramble;
âFlicking his eyes where they were not wanted, placing his hands where they should not have been, if I really must think back to the horrific event.â He spoke in a disgusted tone, the pale glare still on his face.
âHorrific event? Really?â Eleanor rolled her eyes but Severusâ face didn't budge so she tried to continue pushing his buttons, âAnyway, who's to say that his eyes or hands weren't wanted?â
She got him. She knew when he was almost at his limit because he wouldn't shoot his sharp tongue like usual; instead, he would say nothing while his lips twitched madly as if struggling to contain all that he wanted to say in his mouth. Eleanor narrowed her eyes and discreetly parted her legs as she shuffled a little further forward to the edge of the table and discreetly enjoyed the brief moment Severusâ eyes fell to the hem of her short dress as her legs parted.
âHm?â She smirked, now pressing her knees together as her eyes remained on him.
âThat is one of the problems that were presented to meâŠâ He cleared his throat, swallowing hard, âI was starting to think you liked him, too.â
âYeah?â She bit her lip and reached her foot forward, placing it on the chair Severus was sat on, against the bare part from the way his legs naturally parted when he was sat⊠against the part of the chair that was just beneath his crotch, âYou think I've taken a liking to Noah?â
âDon't you speak his name in my chamber.â He snapped, trying with every muscle in his body not to glance down at her foot, âI will not warn you again.â
âWhy, hm?â She raised her eyebrows with a devilish grin, lightly pressing the tip of her shoe against his crotch, âAre you jealous, Severus?â
His jaw clenched when he felt the strange contact against his crotch and felt like a boiling kettle when he heard her question, as if steam was about to come out of his ears. He exhaled slowly and slouched a further into his chair, making her foot ride up his crotch a little further.
âI could crush you right now.â She spoke the threat in a stupidly seductive tone, teasing her heel against his crotch and lightly nudging it to emphasise each word, âAre. You. Jealous. Severus?â
He tried his best not to let any reaction show or sound pass his lips, but it only lasted a few seconds before his lips parted and let out a soft whine, narrowing his eyebrows.
âSo, that's why you've been so off with me tonight?â She asked, continuing to rock her foot against his crotch and now placing her other foot on one of his thighs to keep them parted, âGiving me the silent treatment because you were jealous of me paying attention to some other guy?â
Severusâ nostrils flared and he finally snapped, pushing her feet away and standing up as he spoke, âListen to me,â He was towering over her now as she leaned back on her hands again, âAre you listening?â He looked down at her with a dark expression.
âOh, I am listeningâŠâ Eleanor bit her lip sensually, gazing up at him.
âIf this thing is going to work-â
ââThingâ, hm?â She scoffed until she was cut off by him pushing his face closer to hers.
âSilence while I am speaking,â He spat bluntly, âIf whatever is going on between us is to continue, I need you to myself again. No ifs, no buts, I need you to all to myself.â
âAre you pleading with me, Professor Snape?â She smirked, sliding her hands up his chest and onto his shoulders, âI must be yours?â She squinted her eyes, âDespite us only fooling around?â
âMine and only mine.â He growled, leaning down a little further as he placed his hands against the desk at either side of her.
âOr⊠what?â She dared to ask, able to feel his breathing against her lips now.
âTrust me⊠you don't want to know.â He spoke lowly and slowly, their lips only centimetres apart.
âThatâs a little possessive, don't you think?â She spoke as close to his lips as possible without kissing him.
âQuite frankly, my dear,â He spoke quietly but firmly, âI don't give a fuck.â
The minute he got to the end of his sentence, their lips were pressed against each other. Eleanor whimpered from the harshness of it and Severus moved closer to his desk, grinning against her lips when her legs parted to either side of him. It wasn't long before the kiss grew deeper, Eleanorâs hands now in his hair as she kissed him urgently, desperately. Severus cupped her face in one of his large hands and tilted his head, grunting into the kiss as the tips of their tongues touched.
âDoes jealousy make you horny, Severus?â She teased against his lips, giggling.
âDo not be absurdâŠâ He mumbled, kissing her harder as if punishment for the question.
âYou can't deny that someone preoccupying what's yours turns you onâŠâ She played with his hair while they kissed in between her speaking, âIs it because you're already picturing what punishment you're going to give me, hm?â
âJealousy does not turn me on.â Severus grunted, parting the kiss with a heavy sigh as he glared down at her.
âOh, yeah?â She bit her lip once he pulled back, glancing between them and then back up at him, âYou might want to try telling your cock that.â
âYour tongue is almost growing as sharp as mine, Miss Eleanor.â He sucked in a breath through his clenched teeth.
âAt least it's not as arrogant.â Eleanor quickly fired back.
Severusâ temper raised further, his lip twitching angrily as his eyes darkened even more than their usual black. Eleanor was enjoying taunting him a little too much, and he could tell.
âSo, not only did you spend the entire night with another man right under my nose,â He leaned over her once more, using one of his hands to fumble with the buttons on his pants, âAnd now you insist on thinking you can take that tone with me? I don't think so.â
âMmâŠâ She raised her eyebrows, becoming even more aroused by the way he was acting, âWhat are you going to do to me, professor?â
âSpread your fucking legs and I'll show you.â He responded in a gruff, demanding tone.
âYes, sirâŠâ Her eyes fell to his crotch again once his buttons were undone, the bulge now protruding through the opening and straining against the front of his boxers.
He dipped his head again and their lips met urgently with a bruising kiss. Eleanorâs arms snaked around his neck again and pulled at his bottom lip, enjoying the whine that came from him as a result. Her fingers darted into his hair as he rocked his hips up against the edge of his desk, rolling up onto his tip toes several times and making soft noises against her lips.
âWhat, is my punishment that you're going to fuck this desk instead of me?â She giggled when the desk rocked again briefly against the wall it was positioned against as a result of his hips.
âWhat have I told you about your fucking mouth?â He snarled, subtly enjoying the brief friction through the material of his underwear.
âMm⊠so swearyâŠâ She grinned against his lips.
âIâm going to need you to remove your underwear,â He grunted, âAnd actually be a good girl for me.â
âActuallyâŠâ She swallowed hard, seeing the disapproval in his face already for not immediately bowing to his command, âThereâs a slight problem with that.â
âMiss Eleanor, I do not think it would be wise for you to disobey me againâŠâ He exhaled through his nose with a glare, narrowing his suspicious eyes when he noticed her reaching for his wrists while leaning up to kiss him feverishly as he muttered against her lips, âYou are becoming insufferable againâŠâ They kissed again, her hands now guiding his to her thighs under her dress, âIntolerableâŠâ
âThe problem being...â She let go of his wrists and moved herself closer to the edge of the desk to encourage his hands to move further up her thighs, âIâm not wearing any.â
Her words left a tingle against his lips â a tingle that went directly down to his cock. He felt Eleanor smile as they kissed again, her hands now resting against his shoulders. Although he hardly doubted her for a moment, Severusâ hands still moved further under her dress just to make sure. Despite the feeling of her bare skin beneath his fingertips easing his mind, it did not ease the arousal bulging against his own underwear that was still purposefully brushing against the edge of his desk with each kiss.
âDid you remove your underwear for me or already in hopes for him?â He asked in a serious tone, pressing his fingertips into her skin and smirking when she whimpered against his lips.
âYou,â She gasped when she felt his fingers move directly between her legs, kissing him hungrily, âAlways for you.â
Severus swore he could hear the pulsing of his cock from her response, now pulling his hands away completely and holding her face in one hand and desperately reaching down to free himself from his underwear with the other.
âFuckâŠâ He mumbled to himself, now suddenly starting to feel around in the desk drawer and then his pockets as if in some desperate hope for some form of condom or alternative contraception, âI need⊠I just needâŠâ He looked around frantically, frustrated with himself, âStay right here. Donât move a muscle.â
âWait,â She reached out for him once he began to pull away, âDonât go anywhere. Its fine.â
âBut I don't have- I need to go get-â
âNo, shh, I said it is fine,â She shook her head, pulling him closer to her again and stretching her legs out to wrap around his waist, âHonestly.â
âYou don't⊠want me to use anything?â He asked, she shook her head so he repeated, âAnything?â
She shook her head again, glancing down at his hardened length for a moment before glancing up at him again, âI removed my underwear before I approached you when we got back because I didn't want any barriers to stop you throwing me around your chamber in a rage of jealousy, and I would quite like to stick to the themeâŠâ She bit her lip when he stepped close to her again, his desperate, sticky precum wet length now lining up perfectly between her legs, âIâve been learning the contraception spell, and there's only one way to know if it worked, right?â She giggled, their heavy, desire-filled eyes now meeting, âI want you to have your way with me, Severus. No barriers. Skin on skin.â
Severusâ lips parted as he struggled with a response, taking everything in him not to lose control hands-free right in that moment from her words alone.
âShow me what happens when someone touches what's yours.â She licked her lips seductively, reaching up to wrap her arms around his neck.
âToo fucking right, youâre mine.â He snarled, gripping her thighs in his large hands as he thrusted his hips forward in one, swift motion. She let out a high-pitched moan and he exhaled loudly as he felt her tense around him immediately, but for the first time nothing between them, and spoke breathily into her ear, âAnd don't you ever âshushâ me again.â
Her lips parted to apologise but all that passed through them was an even louder moan. Severus was showing no mercy, already thrusting his hips at such a pace that their kisses were hard to maintain. He gripped her thighs firmly with his hands, their teeth now colliding with rough kisses.
âI love the way you claim me so selfishlyâŠâ She spoke against his lips, trying her best to grip onto him with her arms around his neck.
âI do not wish to ever see you with another man again,â He panted against her lips, âAnd I could not care less how selfish that sounds.â
âMmm⊠fuck me like you mean it, Severus.â Her hand dived into his hair, pulling at it in time with his thrusts.
âDo not doubt my intentionsâŠâ He spoke gruffly, secretly still trying to get used to the feeling of nothing between them as his entire length continued to plunge in and out of her in fits of desperation.
He could easily lose himself in this new, much more sensitive feeling, and trying his hardest not to was not helped by Eleanor now wrapping her legs around him tightly and digging her heels into his bottom with each thrust he made. He had no choice but to break the kiss and gasp for air; his moans were continuous but he needed to at least attempt to try and catch his breath before he passed out.
âMm⊠mm, fuck!â Eleanor cried out in pleasure from the sudden change of angle and speed of his hips, her legs now desperately trying to cling onto him as their bodies shuddered in delight with each thrust.
âYes, yes, yesâŠÂ agh!â Severus grunted between heavy breaths as his hips picked up an even more relentless pace.
âYâYouâreâŠâ She reached out weakly to grab onto the buttons of his clothing but resulted in wafting the air clumsily instead as her entire body shivered from his harsh pace, her eyes squeezed shut in ecstasy as they rolled back, âFâFucking me so good, SeverusâŠâ
âIâm fucking you like you're mine.â He growled against her lips and shook his overcoat and cloak off, now standing in his black button down shirt and his desperately unbuttoned trousers which his strong thighs had prevented from pooling to the floor.
âYeah?â She grinned and forced her eyes open, losing her breath completely when she saw the pure rush of delight visibly flowing through Severusâ body with each and every movement he made.
âYes,â He responded with his eyes closed and placed one of his hands flat on the wall to steady himself; the bare contact and pace of his movements were giving him so much pleasure that he feared the feeling he could pass out wash over him again, âYou. Are. Mine,â He grunted in time with each harsh thrust, âAnd. Mine. Alone.â He could barely catch his breath at this point, âDo you hear me?â
Eleanor could not speak for moaning out his name repeatedly with the mixture of everything that was happening, so instead offered him a shaky nod. Not that Severus saw her response with his head tilted back and his eyes still closed tightly. The table squeaked upon its legs from the forceful, consistent back and forth movements and banged against the wall. Severus felt himself slipping further and further into the raw feeling of the skin-on-skin contact and tensed his jaw every time his hips thrust all the way forward. Countless profanities left his mouth as his head made several attempts to rise again, his sweaty hair now becoming a part of his sticky forehead.
âMâŠmineâŠâ He grunted, his sweaty palm now slipping down the wall. He removed it so both of his hands now clamped onto her waist as her legs squeezed around him, âMine, mine, mine,â Each word was emphasised with a harsh slam of his hips and causing Eleanor to let out a loud squeal in the process.
âFuck, yes, Severus,â She moaned, digging her heels harder into his bottom to urge him not to stop or slow down, âYâYours, Sev. Yours.â
âGood girl.â He growled against her lips, her face now in his hands as they reignited their previous clumsy kisses, âSh-ShitâŠâ He gasped loudly against her lips as the familiar flames in the pit of his stomach began to lick their way further up his body, trying to grasp her lip between his teeth each time their lips collided, âIâm going to cum, Princess⊠IâIâm going to fucking c-!â
âMm, you certainly don't fuck me like a Princess.â She grinned against his lips, giggling for a moment before realising how close he actually was to his climax when she felt him desperately bucking his hips against hers.
âA-Ah, fuck!â He hissed through clenched teeth, his hands trembling against her face as he felt himself crumbling in pleasure, âOh, oh! I'm cuâŠ!â His moans were even louder than ever now, his thumbs shakily caressing her cheekbones as he tried his best to hold her face in place as his orgasm exploded with each twitch of his cock, âAh, fuck, Eleanor!â He cried out breathlessly, feeling as if he had entered another dimension with the amount of pleasure coursing through him.
Eleanorâs own climax was already on the edge, her entire body becoming jittery each time he pushed her closer to it, but the reaction Severus gave to getting off inside her with no barriers whatsoever was all she needed to hit her peak of pleasure. Her arms flung themselves around his neck and legs tightened around his waist as she became completely undone at the mercy of his bare, relentless cock.
âS-Sev-!â She struggled for breath, repeatedly contracting around him with each pulse of his thrusting length, âSeverus! FuckâŠâ Her fingers trembled in his hair as her body continuously switched from tensing up and turning to jelly.
Severusâ moans proceeded to rattle against the walls as his eyes rolled back in pleasure, his hands now back against her thighs and shakily massaging his fingertips against her skin. Their bodies continued to convulse in pure bliss, their clothing now sticking to their bodies with sweat as their hot breath fogged up the chamber with their heavy breathing.
Even after their movements had slowed, Severus found it practically impossible to speak for a few long moments, but when he did, he just said, âFucking hell, that was amazingâŠâ
âIâm surprised we didn't end up next doorâŠâ Eleanor giggled breathily, placing her hands upon his heaving chest.
âOne does not take the opportunity to have you completely naturally for granted.â He whispered, cupping her cheek in his hand and gazing down into her eyes as he bit his lip.
âMmâŠâ Eleanor grinned, kissing him softly, âI never want to be fucked in any other way again, professor.â
âStop talking like that,â He spoke playfully sharply against her lips, âOr itâll never go down.â
âDonât tempt me to keep going,â She looked up at him with a wink, âYou and I both know that we always tend to have the best sex when one of us has somehow pissed the other one off.â
âNo comment.â Severus spoke slowly, his facial expression straining to remain straight. He knew she was right.
âMaking you jealous gets you all riled up,â She squeezed his shoulders, âMaking you jealous does turn you on, SeverusâŠâ She raised her eyebrows, âWhy do you think I spend all night with any man who isn't you and then turn up in your chamber without any underwear on? Why do you think I enjoy making you jealous so much, hm?â
âWhy do you think I let you?â Severus replied instantly in a very matter-of-fact tone.
âBecause I know youâll fuck me into next week.â Eleanor replied just as fast, biting her lip harshly to try and suppress the wide grin that was threatening to show.
âOr next door, apparently.â Severus chuckled, brushing her hair out of her face as their eyes met again.
âI think this has to be our best worst habit.â Eleanor laughed along with him.
âI happen to agree with that statement.â Severus crinkled his nose, tilting her chin up with his index finger.
âWhatâs that?â Eleanor gasped playfully, âWe actually agree on something?â
âWatch your lip, sweetheartâŠâ Severusâ voice lowered, his eyes narrowing.
âI bet youâd like to watch my lip⊠myâŠÂ lipsâŠâ Eleanor dared herself to say, though she only spoke in a timid tone.
âYou really are insufferableâŠâ He shook his head, eyes still on hers, âThat attitude of yours will get you into trouble, you know.â
âAdmit it, Severus,â She smirked, âIâm the kind of trouble that you enjoy.â
âHa.â He rolled his eyes sarcastically, letting go of her and starting tuck himself back into his trousers.
âOh, no, no,â She shook her head and pursed her lips, reaching down to push his hands away from his crotch. Severusâ gaze met hers again, his lips parting from her insinuation and a heavy breath leaving them as his jaw clenched from her following words spoken with a devilish grin, âIâm not finished with you yet.â
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I realized that Snape was kind. Not nice, but kind. Nice isnât kind. Itâs about saying and acting. Other people prefer nice people. Because being kind doesnât mean you will act nice. Smile, saying things other likes and want to hear. Snape saved people, Snape sacrificed himself for others. Snape cared. Snape worked and tried. He buried his own life. And thatâs kind. Snape wasnât nice. He didnât smile to others. He didnât say nice things. He didnât pretend to be lovely. And Snape is mostly hated.
Itâs a good example of humanity. They prefer nice over good and kind.
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