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Hello guys! This post is made to explain what this channel will be about, for those who are interested...!!

On this channel, I’ll be sharing posts about my life, drawings, and videos on various topics. You can also chat with me in the comments, though I’m still a bit shy about reaching out to you... English is not my native language, so it's not perfect, but I’ll try my best to communicate with you :3 I’ve met many great people here, and I enjoy being here more than on Likee or other social networks.

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Okay, that’s all... Good luck to you!

#art #okay #calm #oh wow

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Pff.. My mom thinks she can manipulate me with dishes and sweets, that's so stupid. Situation: mom says we need to go to her sister's place, and I say I'm not going. So she says I'm staying home to wash the dishes and that I'm banned from sweets forever. Like, seriously? Honestly, I'm more than happy to just stay home and not go anywhere. I can survive without sweets—I know how to cook a little bit, so I can just make something for myself.

#ramblings #teenage struggles #growing up #toxic parents #parents

I don't really believe that I have friends in real life, not even Kar (not her full name) and Ul (not her full name). When I go out to hang out with a group, half of the people either won't come near me or insult me, calling me a demon or a psycho because of a few incidents <:_×. Or they just sort of distance themselves from me. Yes, I do have friends in real life who treat me more appropriately, but I still have my suspicions about my Russian friends.

#ramblings #white pearl #steven universe #mental health #trust issues #fake friends #loneliness #personal #vent post #vent

i was just bored

#i was just bored #lighting study #character illustration #ibispaint x #mood art #digital art #purple art #neon aesthetic #my art <3

backstory: my mom filed for divorce back on Monday, packed his stuff, and put it out in the hallway (well, later she and her friend took it to where my stepdad is currently staying). So basically, my stepdad is now homeless, crashing at other people's places, and drinking away, what an idiot :D (why do I call him stepdad instead of his name? Obviously, I'm not going to leak his name. Pff, right now I asked my mom exactly when she filed for divorce and packed his things, and she told me not to tell anyone. I'm just thinking—who here would even care anyway? Plus, we don't have any acquaintances on here)

What a day. I was just minding my own business, quietly drawing, when my mom came into the room and said, 'Get dressed, let's go to the store' (we had actually planned to go). Anyway, we were already walking back home. We entered our apartment building, and my stepdad was sitting there in the hallway, completely drunk. I screamed from surprise. Mom and I ran to the next-door apartment, which happened to belong to my mom's acquaintance. Without even thinking, my mom just opened the door and went inside, and I followed, and then we locked ourselves in. My stepdad was already banging on the acquaintance's apartment door, while the acquaintance was talking to my mom about something. I was just standing in the living room. After a while, my mom and my stepdad started screaming insults at each other. They bickered back and forth, and then he finally left. We drank some tea and then went back home. What a nightmare, honestly :/

#vent #vent post #storytime #personal #stupid stepdad #i hate my stepdad #toxic family #life update #my thoughts #text post #ramblings

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Sometimes it feels like bloggers just want viewers to subscribe for the sake of profit, a YouTube button, or maybe their own happiness?? Honestly, it’s just a random thought, but this post is just a casual discussion and shouldn't stop you from living your life.

#bloggers #youtube #ramblings #youtube community #random thoughts #shower thoughts

Oh, damn. I just decided to share my thoughts about my future..߹ - ߹. Honestly, cruel imaginations. I am a loner in life (essentially by the number of friends and regarding love), meaning I have never ever had a long relationship with anyone, because of which I was just stupidly, time after time, left alone. Therefore, I see my future like this: I am in a single room, I've fought with everyone and stopped being friends (because I am a bastard with my own mental health problems) and couldn't find love. So, closer to the end, meaning I can no longer survive this and I just hang myself on a gallows. Seriously, it scares me myself, but for some reason, this is exactly what I am sure of. Even though the pills are starting to work already in a couple of days, still these thoughts and the fact that I see my future like this is scary. Especially I remember about it seeing how another person (in a horror game) hung themselves. Scary, but bearable.

#loneliness #lonely girl #depressive thoughts #feelings #my thoughts #personal thoughts #vent post

Hello, dear friends, what a fucking awful day, because I am once again in shock at Russian people (not all of them) and at one Russian blogger. First of all, Russian people are special, everyone is screaming everywhere that Evgen Bro is a pedophile ᯣ_ᯣ, but as I read it’s not so, but I haven't fully seen the videos of his other colleagues who played roles in his videos before, before they left. But one of the friends, as the colleague of Evgen Bro himself thought, that they were friends. Vaynar said that Evgen only lied about the age and that seems to be all, the video fully wasn't called out and at least I could find and look for the video where Vaynar says his whole replica in the form of a statement, but I am not sure that it is on Rutube, so I didn't even try, because many bloggers sit on VPN and do not move to the Rutube platform. Evgen also lied that the actress playing the role of 'Ma' left because of health and that she took drugs and died because of this, but as it became known, the actress of the role of Ma was alive, she left because it became unpleasant for her to communicate with Evgen. Only I noticed that the voice of Ma and that woman who like said that here is why she left, the voice was different, low and ringing, when the actress Ma had a completely different voice. Yes, maybe she could change it, but it seems to me something is wrong here connected exactly with the voices of Ma. Therefore, I am not sure that it was Ma who is supposedly alive, but maybe it is so, but then I need to find out everything completely to understand and believe. And secondly, people without a reason started to hate Evgen without finding out if he is exactly a pedophile and because of what Evgen Bro seemingly left. I don't understand the whole situation, because it looks surreal.. Alright, I will go for now and watch, maybe there is a full video with Vaynar.

EXPLANATION:

Evgen Bro—a Minecraft blogger who filmed different challenges and something else.

Ma—was in the role of the mother or I don't fucking know, but in some videos it is so.

Vaynar—rarely showed up in videos, but was either Evgen's son or a friend or someone else.

Two girls—about them I don't know, but they were there, seemingly just Evgen's friends.

#yt drama #investigation #internet mystery #commentary community #lost media #youtube drama #internet drama #russian youtube #minecraft youtube #evgenbro

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@wowimfine Look at my friend aren’t they tuff look shows of mutual like showing pictures of a pet

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YOOO, I'M JEALOUS OF MYSELF, I LOOK SO MUCH PRETTIER THERE THAN I DO IN REAL LIFE <<33

I'M READY TO GET DOWN ON MY KNEES AND WORSHIP YOU AND YOUR ART, THIS IS ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECE >0<

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This is a drawing with my best friends <33 I adore them

oh damn, I’m black.. Carl from GTA SA would definitely accept me into his gang

(Don't mind why I pointed out everyone's nationality. I did it so people wouldn't think I'm from the US etc., and it also shows that talking to people who aren't from my country doesn't stop me from being friends with them)

#my art <3 #artists on tumblr #ibispaint x #digital art #best friends #gta sa #gta san andreas #oc #wip

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I'm genuinely terrified of the kids playing near my house, especially when their timing is so uncanny. Once, I was walking around just to check my messages and talk to someone. I could hear kids from my room but couldn't see them, so I thought, 'whatever, who cares,' and went to the kitchen. I'm walking, just getting close to the table, and suddenly the kids scream, 'HE'S PEEPING, HE'S PEEPING!' Gosh, it scared the crap out of me, especially since right before they screamed, I had actually looked out the window. Honestly, it was so creepy, especially when you're an introvert with social anxiety.

(While I was writing this, some girl said 'mutual', and then someone else literally farted.. Like, it's one thing to blast one out, but why did it have to be right under my windows 👀👀. I lowkey feel bad for myself, but then again, they have no idea I could actually hear them)

#paranoid #storytime #funny #lol #relatable #social anxiety #introvert #why is this my life

HAHAHA. WHEN I REFUSED TO ACCEPT THE MUSIC APP'S AGREEMENT, IT LITERALLY STARTED PLAYING A RUSSIAN SONG THAT GOES "fuck you, I'm not gonna cry, I'll live just fine without you, you bitch" HAHAHAHAHAHA, WTF, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT, THE MUSIC APP JUST FUCKING DISSED ME

#lol #lmao #lmaooo #wtf #russian music

tw blood

tw self harm

tw sharp objects

OKAY, OKAY. DISCLAIMER. I AM WARNING YOU THAT MY ARTWORK CONTAINS TRIGGERING IMAGES/MEMORIES (idk, they might be triggers for you too), AS WELL AS BLOOD, SO IF YOU ARE SQUEAMISH OR HAVE A PHOBIA, PLEASE SKIP THIS.

(don't ask why there are so many disclaimers stacked in a column. It has to be this way so you have to click the plus button to see the whole thing.. Yeah, I know it sounds dumb, but whatever. I have a shitton of time anyway, so I'll change it or add more later if needed).

The drawing where I'm just standing and looking at my hand is like what society sees, or what it's like when I'm alone and visualizing a situation, which then triggers anxiety. And the second one, where the arm is completely messed up, is like what I actually see (meaning, what I'm imagining).

wow, 2:02:10 and 52 layers

#anxiety #wip #artists on tumblr #digital art #ibispaint art #my art #vent art #tw sharp objects #tw self harm #tw blood

U good bro? How r you feeling

Hii! :3 Honestly, I don't even know. Form of anxious thoughts keep hitting me, and then I just picture myself slitting my own throat, simply because I can't take the bullying from people in Russia anymore... Khem, never mind, sorry. It's like everything is empty as usual, it's just that there's no one to talk to, especially in real life. How about you? (I don't know, I always sit here and worry that the translator might mess up your words or mine, but I hope it's translating correctly).

You're the best thing that's happened to me (like, you being the one to ask to be friends), I'm glad <3 You're literally the only one who messages me more often than any of my other friends, just like I do ^^ Just wanted to say this, because it might be too late, but I'll try to promise that everything is going to be okay :3

Hey there. I'm alive, didn't drop dead after the psychiatrist session. Were you hoping I would? Right? Oh come on, I was hoping to drop dead too. Ahem, doesn't matter. Seems like I'm on pills for the whole month now. One is an antidepressant, the other one who knows. Anyway, I don't have depression, but it's the same kind of crap that can totally mess me up and finish me off, but I won't go into details. I have a personality disorder, and I'm not telling the other diagnosis. So yeah. And anyway, I left St. Petersburg ages ago.

#my mental lore #pills diary #personal #mental health #dark humor #alive out of spite #pills era #psychiatry core

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Wow, holy shit ᯣ_ᯣ thank

#250 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

WARNING: THIS POST CONTAINS ONLY ONE CLIP JUST TO SHOW IT. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!

Hello. This is total bullshit—some Russian people (not all) are claiming that Episode 9 was made by TADC fans or by AI. It’s completely absurd to think that AI made it, but the fan theory is still bothering people. Why it’s NOT AI: first of all, AI is incapable of making something exactly identical to the original projects by Gooseworx and her team, because animating AIs can't do that or adapt for so long. Plus, in that clip, it doesn't even look like it was done by AI (the clip will be at the end), and since it's so long, I don't think an AI could have pulled it off. So AI is already ruled out from the choices of why Episode 9 would be fake. Why fans could still be a possibility: honestly, yeah, some fans are great at matching the style and creating projects that look just like the original stuff made by the Gooseworx team, but why specifically a country like Brazil? Knowing my own country, Russians would have already done it, or Americans (I didn't mean to offend anyone, this is just my opinion). But maybe someone among Brazilian citizens wanted to make it, how are we supposed to know? But why are we still not accepting the fact that fans did it? Because, my friends, Gooseworx would have warned everyone and wouldn't have snapped or gotten so upset over it. But she got so incredibly upset that she even left Twitter and Instagram because people started hating on her! On top of that, she was posting that she felt sorry that everyone was disappointed, and she regretted becoming the face of this project! I feel so bad for her, I hope she feels better soon (›.。.‹). Oh, I totally forgot! Even Glitch themselves are literally blocking Episode 9 clips on anyone's channel who managed to post it. Damn it, I even had to watch the whole thing in Portuguese just to screenshot that one clip! Doesn't that already prove that Episode 9 is real and was leaked in Brazil?

This looks way more like a lack of attention from the Gooseworx team than something made by AI or TADC fans.

#my thoughts #vent #tadc pomni #tadc leaks #gooseworx #tadc #tadc zooble #oh wow #vent post #the amazing digital circus

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