Mariah

i’m going to log off for now and when i come back on i probably won’t say/rb anymore about it. i’m an adult with a real life and i need to cope with my emotions and then continue on. but i’ll say this. liam payne was a big part of my young life when he was also young. then he grew up and did fucked up things. he abused. and was never properly held accountable for those actions. he died a fucked up death and the people in his life, those he loved and those he harmed, are going to suffer immensely from that. i’m so sorry for them. i think our celebrity and media culture need a radical overhaul and it’s really sick to watch yet another tragedy go down. to see the consequences of the rot in the industry. peace for maya henry. peace for his family. this all just sucks.

i did not once ever have a full night’s sleep from 2013-2015. nothing new to say that hasn’t already been said but it was so fucking fun being a one direction fan while they were still releasing albums/touring. can’t even put it into words or describe it. u were constantly terrorized while also having the best time of ur life.

Thank you 1D for bringing me some of the best friends and fandom community I could have ever asked for. Everyone I have met because of this band has meant so much to me. I love you all.