Still Figuring Things Out

I’m tired. Not just the I-stayed-up-too-late-and-got-up-too-early kind of tired. Not just the I-had-a-long-day-and-need-ALL-the-wine tired. Not just the it’s-late-at-night-and-I’m-too-stuck-in-my-head tired. But I’m tired. Tired of politics and drama. Tired of half truths and lies. Tired of picking sides and choosing wrong. I’m tired. Not just the had-way-too-many-emails-today tired. Not just the one-more-meeting-that-could-have-been-an-email tired. Not just the I-only-need-one-moment-of-your-time-just-kidding-I-need-an-hour tired. But I’m tired. Tired of long days and shorter nights. Tired of jam packed schedules and empty conversations. Tired of quick decisions and no resolutions. I’m tired.