Worldly Falseness

forgive yourself for things you did when you didn’t know better, for things you think you could have controlled but realistically couldn’t, for things you can’t take back. let yourself heal without reopening the wounds to punish yourself every time you’re reminded of your regret.

I love that I am forgetting about people that I should forget about . I’m losing memories of what they look and sound like, their personality, our experiences together, how they made me feel and their energy. I’ve extracted and keep memory of the important lessons that I learned from these connections and continue to forget the people themselves and that is beautiful.

if Allah can take away something you never imagined losing, then surely Allah can grant you something you never imagined gaining.

that’s the real flex

Make du'aa for those you miss. It’s the most anonymous, heartfelt, and sincere gift.

little steps toward better taking care of yourself are not insignificant. getting into a fairly consistent sleep schedule, remembering to take your medications on time, drinking enough water throughout the day, eating things that will make your body feel better during the day, and keeping your space clean before it becomes a depression room again are all amazing accomplishments.

Life gets chaotic. Organize your time. Prioritize. Wake up early. Go to bed early. Tell yourself, “no” and don’t give in to mindlessly checking social media when you have work to do. Don’t expect things to be easy, you’ll want to laze and procrastinate, but discipline yourself. It will become habit. Once you organize and prioritize, the rest of the pieces will fall into place. Sure it’s easier said than done but so what, hard work will pay off. Challenge yourself.

It is the most beautiful feeling when you leave everything in the hands of Allah and you know that Allah will give you the best. if he has taken something he will replace it with 10 times better. Do not be hasty if Allah is making you wait then there is something goodness in it as it can be you are waiting for a flower but he is preparing garden for you. You are waiting for the drop and he is preparing a sea for you. Leave everything in his care as in his care nothing gets lost. Even without uttering a word he knows what you want. He knows well what is in the hearts.

When your love language is; “did you see the moon”/ “look at the moon” / *sends a picture of the moon*