My Name Is Sarah And These Are My Thoughts

“I miss myself, the happy version, when everything seemed okay”

“I find joy in being alone, but I’m also tired of being alone, being lost in my thoughts, the feeling is indescribable”

“It’s sad how we stay close to people that were in our lives for so long even if they were toxic. We stay close to what we know, because we don’t know any better.”

“You have to learn to accept that sometimes all you have is yourself. But as long as you have the best version of yourself, you’ll never need a person to make you happy again, and that’s a beautiful thing to learn.”

“If you never get your hopes up, you’ll never get let down, so assume the worst, try not to hope for the best”

“How do you tell someone you once loved that you’re different now, and they can come home”

“I already met my person, he’s exactly like me. He pushes me away out of fear of the unknown, and now I know how it feels to be pushed away even if the person truly loves you. So yes, we’re exactly alike, but it may not be in the best ways.”

“she tells herself she’s happy but she can’t go a day without taking a pill or drinking or smoking, so yes she’s happy, but not without the things she needs to stay that way”

“She turned her emotions into numbness”

“If you told her 3 years ago how someday she would finally be happy she would never believe you. She didn’t even want to live for another three years. But she did it, she made it, and she’s never been happier, she didn’t fall in love with some guy that gives her the world, she fell in love with herself, someone that will always be there. It truly does get better, I promise.”

“She became the best version of herself for him, and he still didn’t want her, but one day she’ll stop picturing her future with him, one day she’ll get engaged and move on. Tell her you don’t want her to let go, before it’s too late”

“I give you a new way to break me every day that I let you in, but for some reason, I don’t think you will”

“how do you learn to love a new person when you’re still in love with the old one?”

“she knew once she fell for you, that you’d be the first not to let her go, and she’d never have to be caught again, by anyone else, except you.”

“Love is supposed to be difficult, it’s supposed to test your limits, every day with someone you love is a new adventure, and the road can’t be smooth forever, there’s always bumps, that doesn’t mean you just stop, you keep going”