Talk some sense to me

My heart did a jump the first time that we met

We both loved a band, that made me feel content

And I can't help but feel, this way everyday

And I can't hold the smile every time that you laugh

I just want to kiss you every time that you smirk

And I hate that I'll never tell how I feel

I wish I could wake to you every day of the week

It makes me feel sad when I see another lover

But it's all on me for not speaking my mind

Maybe I should grow up and get me a spine

And then I'd wake with less pain on my mind

But alas I just feel weak, to the situations I'm in

Maybe I'll leave, it'd hurt to never speak

The sun hurts my face more than snowflakes on my cheeks.

No shadows cast nor shade to hide in, tears they dry whilst eyes dye red.

It's hard to hide the hurt when there's no fog, and it's hard to escape the dread when there's no showers.

Direct me to a field

Filled with nothing but grass

Each blade a different life that I could have

Tell me to pull one out of the ground and that is my strand

No sneak peak, second picks or hints at my fate

I'm just a broken human

I'm a shell of a person

I can't be bothered

And I don't care

It's all bullshit

Dead yet?

Saturday night,

Back of the train

Empty carriage

The rest are booming

And the bad thoughts start looming

My eyes aren't dry

I can't help but to cry

The feeling of dying

Keeps coming back and prying

And to be honest I'd be lying

If I said I'm still trying

My future seems to be fleeting

And everything I touch keeps leaving

I can't be arsed with pretending