most unapologetic me

I get that its hard to invest in people's intentions. Actually I cant really say that I do. It might be the difference between me and some people but- I tend to concern myself more with my behavior and well... Thats the issue. Intent. Investment. Outcome. They are not really related words. When I think of a person I dont want to think, will helping them change, enhance, ruin my life or bring me good fortune. I do know Its hard for people to help me when im inconsistent, when I dont honor their wishes, and when, I ruthlessly and purposefully ignore their wants. Some people interpret me that way. Its fucked up. I really am an open and shut book and its much less that Im defiant and moreso that when I recieve dishonesty, The 'intention' how pure becomes worthless. I have a bad habit. I tend to offer people a full return on their investments. True or False, its a misbehavior, impure to my intention, so I came to a point where I let people let people bring me their intentions. May they fully invest, and be pleased with their outcomes. To all those who took a risk on me in the past well. Dont tell stories backwards. I hope it was worth it.

1. Wisdom is somehow relevant to age ( or good grammar) 2. Intent is not an investment, nor a reasonable rational for one 3. Honor if declared is dishonest or less honest, than honor shown 4.Quit Smoking Speeches by Smokers aka closet my wife will kill me smokers 5. AA is For Life and umm the 12 steps are sooo not a religion 6. Nothing is original….(than you do it) 7.Guns dont kill people: people, actually, fucking kill people 8. Genius is undermeasured, never overmeasured 9. We should all learn history as to avoid it reapeating itself 10. Words dont hurt people 11. White privaleage doesnt exist 12. Communism is bad. True Communism has never been achieved. 13. The VALUE of a DOLLAR… im not discussing that. Im not discussing inflation, too funny too funny, Its a Haliburtion NGO, whatever as far as Im concerned they’re propheteers joke. Salud to Real Capitalism. 14. Do as I say not as I do…..are you sure?? 15. No one ever remembers the simple things you do or say.

Life rules. A topic ive been running into a lot lately. I guess its not just- rules of understanding, or better said the personal rules the we acknowledge as the fundamental rules that govern. Moreso how do we construct our daily understanding and interactions. How do we make choices. Are we consistent. Are our rules, if they are not, can we really call them rules. Whether fundamental, taught, indoctrinated ( a concept im curious about), tested, explored, intrinsic, or damn right born of rebellion. How can rule be born to the truth grace power or beauty of 'rule of law'. If it can past the test of time as consistent, simplistic, and fundamental. May the unalterable remain so, and may we all learn the most 'classic' and gangster lessons in the most accesbile ways. To the fundamental pursuit of knowledge and success. #HappyPresidentsDay

In a perfect world.. Notice the shitty unavoidant uncapitalized way I answered the question. The world isnt perfect,and e yet to get the concept of a valentine. Now thatI have fuly expelled my female lesbian soundingvenom against greetin card companies. If I knew one person was the most perfect match in the world for me, at the point in time and space.. yeah they would be the perfect person to get me a piece of shit greeting card and buy me my favorite candy.if only they existed.

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when we go places we are unprepared: i am left to question is it right to know or even inquire why we have been directed to that point. Forwards and backwards my life seems and appears to be full of a calculus of mishaps not mystery, but today in the honor of stories told backwards I declare; I may have gotten poor grades in school, but I am good at math. May the bridges I burn ALWAYS light the way.