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"Mother, father, you had taught me that to be safe, I needed to hide. I've been playing hide and seek with my problems for as long as I remember. I hide and hide, and when they find me, I pretend they aren't there, that they haven't found me. I pretend that I wasn't hiding in the first place and run away like I'm doing what I should. Then they come from my back and hold me still, claw into my skin and break my bones, rip my brain and tear my heart beacuse I've broken the rules of the game. Mother, father, you taught me to hide, but you never told me what to do when I'm found."

"I've read so much about distance due to betrayals and heartbreaks, but so less about the ones where there's honey on your tongue yet do you not taste the sweet. The ones where you know the iron chains of bonds you have, will be broken by the thin strings of distance and time, and there's nothing you can do about it."

"How do you say goodbye to people you don't even remember saying hello to? To the people you didn't even know were residents of your heart?"

"They all have written about how to get over a love, but none about how to get over a stranger."

"As ironic as it sounds, goodbyes that you know are eventually going to take place, hurt more than the unexpected ones. The more you think you are prepared, the worser it gets."

"Falling wasn't ever hard, staying was. If falling was the only thing that mattered, the world wouldn't have been heartbroken place, a bunch of people trying to mend each other just to get stabbed from behind, we wouldn't have been a heartbroken generation."

"Was I wrong to want to feel loved? Was I selfish to feel wanted? I guess I was, because in the end, I just got my heart broken. It is hard to see the broken pieces of the heart you had always cradled in your arms."

"No one comments on how painful it is to see someone losing interest in you. You can see them drifting apart, getting away to another path, but there's nothing you can do. Just silently cry and feel the ache get the best of you. Break you, force you to accept that you can't have what you always had, you can't be what you once were, that there will be a time you'd never hear your name in their voice ever again."

"Sometimes we are forced to accept that some things will never return to the way they used to be, you'll never return and never love me."

What's the worst that can happen if I selflessly love them? Oh dear, when you only choose to the see the best for them, you end up losing the best of you.

"I hate you for breaking me into pieces I can never collect, I hate you for betraying me like I was tale you desperately wanted to forget, but sadly it isn't enough for me to fall out of love with you."