had my first day of school today and I'm so glad I decided to take another agriculture class this semester. I never thought I'd be juggling school and a job but here I am, surprising myself and doing things I didn't think I had in me. I'm so content with the way my life is unfolding I can't wait to see what becomes of all this 🌱

I'm so mind blown by how far I've come recently like in the past 6 months I got a car and my license, I finished my first semester of college, I got a really great job with some really great people, and I'm in a much better place mentally than I was last year. I can't believe I once saw no purpose in living and no will to keep going but I managed to stick it out and push through the darkest days of my life and I'm so thankful that I did. being alive is fucking amazing and I can't stress how happy I am to still be here