moon moon

pissing off my man to see if he still likes me and he does and also even when mad he doesn't say anything bad about me sooooo. Me-1 Delulu-0

we are so back

I need to become violently self destructive and seething with self hatred again

I really don't know why I'm so hard to love or why I'm unloveable I know its always been this way but I don't know why

one day it will be different

okay chilled out now

every year has always been a "one day it'll be different". idk how many more years of "one day itll be different" that i got left in me man

being so crazy on the crazy=hot scale that it makes my hotness cancel out, deadass makes me wanna kms

it's like nobody even wants us manic pixie dream girls (bipolar) anymore, all they want is yandere grippysock femcels (bpd) now

dating a man with quiet male BPD is not for the weak, i'll tell u that. this is def new for me. doing my best.

yeah. this one hurts

well i finished cataloguing my phsyical media movies/shows on excel and it did not calm me down. i have 102 btw

in a bad mood and updating my excel spreadsheets to calm down

I heart🖤 my bf I wish I had a basement or a cellar I could keep him chained up in 🖤