Ivy

Honestly bored of this acc, no one will see this but im abandoning this acc and ill my accs under the alias “Woe” aka “Ivy or Ivory”

I’ll probably be starting a new one.

Maybe… you’ll see me there? Idk

This account started out as a satire on this cyber angel femcel posting accounts, but over time I actually enjoyed using tumblr

I started this account deeply depressed (and will be leaving it this depressed too, summer depression 😭) which is why I posted all those cyber angel femcel shtick

This account has too much posts and feels almost unmanageable, I feel like I didn’t organize it correctly and my brain won’t let me enjoy posting here much.

I have a little private blog account that I can’t really use bc it’s a whole new acc and it’s on my iPad which is insufferable to write on.

I enjoy typing on my phone :b

Also I’ve turned 18 (yippee 🎉) and overall just feel very much like this account needs to be abandoned in order for me to continue on with my life.

I feel depressed remembering my banger posts 😢

Too bad ig

When I come back I’ll be back and better than ever (I literally just want to make it more organized)

ALSO I HATE SUMMER AND I STARTED THIS ACC IN SEPTEMBER LAST YEAR (snd recovered from depression in winter) SO J FEEL ICKY USING THIS ACC IN SUMMER IDK.

I’m actually feeling so depressed (kanamafu… my posts…)

I feel like making a fan page for Mafu, maybe I’ll do it with a new acc.

I can’t actually delete my acc bc Apple ID sucks and tumblr isn’t advanced enough to let me change my email without sending it to my email learn from pixiv…

My plan is to sign out of this acc, maybe make a knew acc not under Woe, and whole new person.

Also a Mafuyu fan acc teehee, that’s smth I’ve wanted to do for awhile.

Idk if I’ll ever reveal it’s me on that new acc, and idk why i feel like this account it’s everything right now, why do i want to stay here so bad sos.

I need to get off this account, I just want to change myself, and to do this, “Ivory” cant exist anymore (corny)

It’s literally just logging out 😭 but it’s the fact I know I’ll never come back.

GRRRRR OK BYE.

You have got to be kidding me

Meiko I love you, but WHYYYYYY

Also An 😭

The absolute grind I’m going to go through in pjsk for Kanade.

And I probably still won’t get her.

I have 20 lim card things if I can pull 200 I’m chilling.

IM GOING TO GO INSANE.

IM GOING TO GO INSANE.

Why are they so…

AM I DUMB BC I FOUND THIS IMMACULATE FAN GAME AND FOUND OUT ITS ACTUALLY POPULAR IN THE PJSK FANDOM???

I was really like “the world needs to know about this…” and there’s four whole animatics on YouTube about it (three by the creator) and some playthroughs (it’s a lot for a Roblox game pls 😭)

One by someone who doesn’t even know what pjsk is so that’s smth

Anyway yeah I’m kinda obsessed

I need more updates… grrrr…. GRRRR (I understand it takes time but I really love this game)

WHY ARE YOU, A WOMAN, LOOKING AT ANOTHER WOMAN LIKE THAT?????

Ik she’s talking abt the computer but, WHY IS SHE BLUSHING LIKE THAT????

DEATH TO GOODSMILE.

Lain and Kyoko 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I’m too embarrassed to buy these how dare they 🤧

Random rant ig

I have this random head canon that is pretty much Mafuyu’s mom is a “wine mom” who refuses to admit she’s an alcoholic

The entire mafumom and dad interaction is fuel to my head canon flame but for simplicity the first few seconds are particularly strange

Why is the woman sitting in the dark that’s like every alcoholic scene ever

I also saw someone point out that Mafuyu snd her mom and similar breakdowns, and I haven’t watched the main story in a hot minute but I’m pretty sure it checks out

Oh how I want the mafumom backstory 🤧

I know it’s crazy, I’ve already seen things talking about how she is written as a character who was poor and married into wealth if you read between the lines, also all the misogyny and patriarchy (I don’t know the word omg but just know there’s a word that matches this sentence) in her story

Unless those bottles are olive oil and vinegar idk.

Also why is that like the only detail they chose to save in the kitchen in gunjou sanka, and it’s like the only random noticeable detail in their living room besides Mafuyu’s awards

Those highly rendered bottles are crazy to me idk 😭

I also want to mention smth about this room that I noticed and I’m sure a few others have too, her vanity mirror is covered.

This could either be that (bc she can see ghosts) she’s trying to avoid spirits which is a common belief in Japan that mirrors can invite spirits, which is why you can see other characters like Shizuku and Mizuki (they still have one in their new room I’m not talking abt their middle school one) have mirror covers on their mirrors (there might be others idk)

Also Mrs. Yoisaki is probably lurking there so it makes some sense (I wonder if Mafuyu has ever seen her…)

But my personal headcanon is that she doesn’t like looking at her reflection bc I’m allergic to happiness :(

She doesn’t even have a mirror in her actual room

Also her mirror in Kanade’s house is completely covered, it’s like boarded up 💀

I knew I wasn’t tripping 😭

This is Mafuyu’s room at Kanade’s house

The more you know ig

Also I’m dying at chapter two of this event, mafumom the (strange) woman you are…

But it genuinely made me kinda sad

Also I take back my old analysis on mafudad, he’s trying to get her into therapy so I’m chill with him now /srs

Also they addressed is absent father azz

They’re so cute I’m literally crying (not literally 🔥)