I want to be happy

I hit 119 and then fell off and I’m in an extremely healthy relationship so I’ve gained weight and I’m so sad about it. I’m so close to my ultimate goal and I’ve even gotten the comments recently that I’ve lost too much weight so that’s even more assuring in a messed up way.

I can sort of see my collarbones for the first time since at least highschool.

Laying down is starting to get a little uncomfy on my ribs and hips.

I can cross my legs and comfortably leave them there (until it falls asleep lol).

I can bring my knees to my chest and not hold them with my hands or arms.

My arms are starting to get loose skin tho :(

And doing any workouts on the ground HURT my hips and tailbone so so bad :/

It’s still not good enough

I am a 22 f so 18+ ❤️

SW: 252lbs // CW: 194lbs // GW: 100lbs