@pentaxedโ said: โฃ๐ฅบ Send โฃ๏ธ for a kiss that conveys an emotion
I HATE YOU. For months on end its been like that, I hate you, youโre weird, donโt touch me. All while hiding the fact that at six am one fall morning Jonathan had kissed him first. Out of anger had kissed him first and Billy felt-- nothing. Or nothing laced with a whole lot of something. Billy doesnโt like to think about that much because it was a fucking mistake on his part to let that kiss even fucking happen because between that moment and now too much has happened. And Billyโs been cheeky, subtle about it-- hand resting on Jonathanโs thigh before shoving him away. Picture-- Jonathan Byers breathless in the passenger seat of Billy Hargroveโs car. And Billy finds it fucking hilarious because Jonathan is trying to seem like its bothering him but Billy knows that if he laughs then Jonathanโs going to reach for the door.
โWhat is it Byers?โ God theyโre already late, Joyce seemed nice enough when Billy pulled up to pick Jonathan up but she did say ten pm no later and Billyโs pushing it by driving up at ten forty-five with the radio turned all the way up. And thereโs that mumble ofย โnothingโ the familiar mumble ofย โnothingโ which has come to be known as something. A hand grabbed Jonathanโs wrist, tightening hard enough to leave bruises.ย โLook at me.โ A demand, not a suggestion and forces Jonathan to look at him then. And thereโs a moment of silence only shattered by Jonathan sayingย โ Iโve got to go inside, Billyโ. And a growl escapes Billyโs lips, leans in and kisses Jonathan. Itโs the first time that Billyโs initiated a kiss and thereโs-- emotion there. Anger laced with something else, something that perhaps Billy canโt place. Pulls away after a moment, looks at Jonathan, eyebrows narrowed. โGet the fuck out of my car.โ










