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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
LINK
Shane stiffened, and Ilya pulled back in surprise.Â
âWhat?â he said.Â
âYou really⌠with Scott Hunter in the next room?âÂ
Ilya huffed and rolled his eyes. âYes, I really and I do not care about palaeolithic wonder man Scott Hunter. Let him go back to his cave and carve his own tools. I will not be cockblocked by an early hominid.â
Shane looked torn between laughter and indignation. âEarly hominid?â he sputtered.Â
âYes. People who lived four hundred thousand years ago. I read about them in National Geographic.âÂ
âYou read a fucking National Geographic?âÂ
Ilya opted not to be insulted by his tone. âWas our team trainerâs. He is very boring man like you. Good with his hands though. Also like you.âÂ
âJesus,â muttered Shane under his breath.Â
âMmm, thank you. But you can call me Ilya,â said Ilya, and Shane finally broke.Â
âYou are impossible,â he groaned through his laughter.Â
âNot true. I am very easy. Yours for nothing.â He kissed Shane again then murmured lowly, right into his ear, âI need to fuck you, and I think you need that too. Yes?â Another kiss, this time with a hint of tongue. Shane chased his mouth when it ended and Ilya knew he had him. âIf you are worried that Scott Hunter might hear you will just have to be veryââ he kissed Shane again ââveryââ another kiss ââquiet. Can you do that?âÂ
Shane nodded and Ilya kissed him deeper, pressed him into the pillows until he was gasping. âShhh,â he said, as he tapped Shaneâs thigh to urge him onto his stomach. âHere.â He thrust a pillow into Shaneâs arms before reaching for the lube heâd stashed beside the bed. âBite on this.âÂ
Shane looked dubious at that suggestion right up until Ilyaâs slick fingers sank into him and then he buried his face in the pillow and moaned.Â
âShhh,â said Ilya again, leaning over him to speak into his ear. âWhat if Scott Hunter hears you and thinks, âThis is Shane Hollanderâs moan. I would know it anywhereâ like ancient pervert he is, hmm?â
Shane choked back a laugh that became a groan as Ilya stroked his prostate. He bit down hard on the pillow to muffle the sound and arched his back to take Ilyaâs fingers deeper.Â
Another time, Ilya would have been content to finger him far longer, to tease and edge him until he was quivering and incoherent, but it had been six long weeks since Christmas and Ilya was mildly concerned that if his dick didnât get some attention soon it might abandon him entirely and go attach itself to the body of someone with a chance of getting laid more than five times between the months of October and June.Â
He pulled his fingers out, ignoring Shaneâs whimper of protest, and replaced them moments later with his cock.Â
âHrrrnnnggg,â said Shane, into his mouthful of pillow. Ilya groaned out a laugh and kissed his shoulder, his neck, just behind his ear. He took a firm hold of Shaneâs hip and drove hard into him, watching from just over his shoulder as his cheeks flushed and his mouth fell open before he snapped it shut again.Â
âOh, fuck,â he gasped. âFuck, IlyaââÂ
âShhh,â Ilya warned him again. âScott Hunter is listening.â He paused long enough for a thrust or two then said, âImagine if he were watching.âÂ
Shane made a noise Ilya didnât think heâd ever heard from him before. âYou would like that?â he said. âScott Hunter in cuck chair watching me fuck you?âÂ
âOh God,â Shane moaned.Â
âYou would.â Ilya filed this fascinating discovery away for later. âOnly Hunter, or others too? Hayden Pike maybe?âÂ
âNo,â groaned Shane.Â
âI bet Hunter would like it.â Ilya felt his control begin to slip as the scenario heâd meant to torture Shane with took over his mind as well. âHe would touch himself, watching us.â He leaned his forehead against Shaneâs shoulder, eyes falling shut as he imagined it. âWe must look so fucking hot.â He wanted mirrors now, wanted to fuck Shane somewhere he could see every angle of it. He could feel his orgasm pressing against his spine, gripping his chest. âTouch yourself,â he ordered Shane. âLike Hunter would do when we fuck for him.âÂ
Someone said that they followed me on Tumblr for like the writing commentary, so here's some stuff about original characters and my various Heated Rivalry fanfics.
Fanfiction is so funny because Annie, Casey, and Morgan have my whole heart but even people who've read every one of my fanfics probably have no idea who those people are. They're original characters from the Hollanov group chat fic where Lily joins their group chat.
Annie, my girl who lived in Ilya Rozanov's building but didn't tell anyone that except her two best friends. She's the POV character of a story told entirely without narration in group chat form, but she still felt like the POV character to me as I was writing it. Her name only appears like twice the whole time so no one could even know her name except me.
Casey, my dedicated hockey fan who fell into hockey RPF by accident because her hockey girlies started to get into it and she got swept up in the tide
Morgan, my favorite little shipper who is only loosely aware of the rules of hockey and only turns it on when there's chaos or hotties to watch (and Montreal vs Boston gives you both!)
Then there was All the Girls Know with the Neighbors
Julie, who totally picked up on 1) the fact that Ilya and Shane were a thing (which she was so good at keeping secret she didn't even tell her own husband) and 2) the fact that Ilya loved kids and wanted to spend more time with them. "I'll pay you in lasagna" to the man we KNOW loves pasta, it's a match made in heaven.
Lucas, a very sweet family man who watched the two rival hockey players come and go all the time for months and it didn't occur to him to wonder why Shane Hollander of the Montreal Metros was over at Ilya Rozanov of the Ottawa Cantaurs' house all the time. We stan a himbo.
The three little eight-year olds in the coffee shop
I didn't even give them names! But their little tea party that seemed like they were waiting on the queen was so vivid to me. (I have no mental pictures because of the aphantasia so it's hard to explain this, but sometimes the feeling makes it feel crystal clear even though there isn't a visual. This was one of those moments.)
The immigration officer from the fake (fake) marriage fic
In my initial draft I referred to him as "Mr. Immigration Officer" every time his name appeared. The fic is meant to be both sweet and silly, and "Mr. Immigration Officer" felt very silly. The name "Wilson" appeared only as I was finalizing it. I felt so bad for him, but also for the poor haggard tip line employees taking tips all day that the marriage was fake. They don't even make an appearance in the fic, but boy did I empathize with them.
Fire Alarm! Red Alert! was the original character moment that threw me, and I have posted about this before
This one is actually Shane's perspective. The original character is the villain. She takes a photo of Shane in a Boston hoodie, posts it on Reddit, and then gets gaslit to the end of the Earth when not one soul online believes her. As I was writing, I was like "haha take that!" but then every single commenter LOVED her vindication at the end. It ends with "I FUCKING KNEW IT" and she's vindicated and people cheer for her consistently. But I as the author wasn't rooting for her, I was with Shane, so it originally ended with "I FUCKING KNEW IT" and then a reply "You didn't know shit, your photo's still fake." I don't even remember the moment I decided to delete that. I did NOT think it would make people happy for her. But I guess society loves a fun villain.
Also, just a bonus thought on this one: at the end of my trip to Korea I was VERY tired, so I took the last 2.5 days to do nothing other than rest and write fanfiction. I got to the airport 8 hours before my flight (and a full 5 hours before you can even go through security) so I found a US outlet (God bless our main character energy sometimes, I don't know how we convinced Korea to put our outlets in their airport, but thanks for that), put my feet up, and wrote this fanfic. So I will always associate it with ICN.
January 1st was like my holy grail of fanfic writing and I will never beat it. I was way ahead of the English speaking world on the clock (Korea) and writing for the most active fandom in the world at the time. On a holiday. I spent the whole day writing and relaxing. I wrote and posted four fanfics that day on the holiday. My total kudos for the DAY was 3,000. (A lot of that was on the December fanfics, it wasn't all on stuff I posted that day.) That was way more than my total for the entirety of my last fandom. I will never beat it. I could write way better stuff than this, and I will never beat that as a daily total. It was a perfect storm.
A couple of years ago I had a bad fit of paranoia and deleted my old AO3 account. So when I look at statistics, it's only really the regency fanfic and then writing for a rarepair. My total kudos before this on this account was maybe 1,500. Now it's 45,282. I have more kudos than words across my Heated Rivalry fanfic. I'm also over 1,000 comment threads on things I've posted. I've never written in a fandom like this before. It's A LOT. My ego has at times been out of fucking control.
Comments mean a lot to me. When I was writing starchaser I got GRO and Temptation Eyes comments printed out as magnets and put them up on my fridge. I need to go through and find the best Heated Rivalry fanfic comments and print a new round of magnets.
My top ten fanfics are Marlow, Hayden, Immigration Officer, Svetlana, Hayden, Jackie, Hollanov Group Chat, Shane, Ilya, Hayden. You have to get to number EIGHT before you find Ilya or Shane. That's wild. (Probably my best one for them was the Soulmates one, but I posted it after the fandom's fervor was winding down.) I posted 6 Ilya, 3 Hayden, 3 Svetlana, 3 Shane, 2 Marlow, 1 Jackie, 1 Scott, 1 Irina, 1 Yuna, 1 David, and then some miscellaneous OC POVs.
I guess this is kind of a postmortem on me writing feverishly, though I'm not quite done yet. I wrote a Part 2 to the Jackie Pike The Group Chat Needs One More to be Perfect one tonight. I just have to decide if I'm posting it as three parts (which means the second is ready to go) or two parts (which means I have to finish it). Anyway people wanted me to write Ilya eventually joining the group chat, and I did!
Here it is, the promised HR fanfiction rec list! As it often happens with my rec lists, it might grow later ;)
all the things he did by HR (blankjournals)
Summary:
4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Summary:
A video of Shane sucking Ilyaâs dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
at the lonely end of the rink, you and me by vahosi
Summary:
The first time Ilya coughed up a flower, he was kneeling over a toilet in the penthouse of the Fontainebleau Las Vegas, for entirely the wrong fucking reason to be kneeling over a toilet in Vegas.Â
There was no point in trying to pretend it wasnât happening. He wasnât an idiot. Hadnât he seen his own mother waste away, coughing up clumps of clean white chamomile stained shocking scarlet? Hadnât he known, on some level, that he was fated to follow in her footsteps one day, to throw his entire heart and soul into loving a person who would never â could never â love him back?
No, Ilya knew what this was. He also knew heâd never set foot on the ice again if anyone found out.Â
Blindly, he reached for the toilet paper, wiped his mouth, and then flushed the whole thing. Petals, too. He didnât want to know what kind they were. Pizdets. It shouldâve been a fucking maple leaf.Â
â â â â â
the Hanahaki AU, in which Ilya loves Shane Hollanderâs stupid face so much it makes him sick (literally)
be neighborly! by steelknuckles
Summary:
Ilya's new neighbor is annoying. Sucks that he's ridiculously handsome, and good at cooking, and Ilya might be falling in love with him.
Big fish, little fish by penpen_xo
Summary:
Shane had schedules to stick to, regimens to maintain, plays to study, drills to perfect.
He needed to eat the same thing, every day. Train in the best way to keep his mind and body fit by keeping to strict programs. He needed to stick to his plan so that he could ensure that everything also went, wellâŚto plan.
He needed all of these things to fall in place otherwiseâ well he tried not to think too hard about the otherwise. He couldnât let otherwise happen.
Basically heâd treated his body like a fucking temple for majority of his life and had no problems with it yetâ And then he turned 30.
NEW Broken Glass by prinny_a
Summary:
When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.
set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.
NEW Canon Compliance by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Summary:
Ilya discovers RPF. Naturally, he decides the best course of action is to read the filthiest scenes aloud and then meticulously reenact every single one.
Shane is mortified. He is also very, very turned on.
can't rush the dawn before it is time by Wretchedheart
Summary:
It was supposed to be a joke, okay? It was supposed to be funny, and they were all supposed to get a laugh out of it. Despite all of his protests, Hayden had thought he could get Shane to see the humor in it once he gave in. Except the longer Shane decidedly didnât find it funny, the less entertaining it became for Hayden as well.
Hayden hadnât ever actually done a deep-dive into the whole Hollanov internet obsession. He wasnât prepared to have the cornerstone of his worldview be destroyed by a youtube compilation video.
--
The Montreal team watch a Hollanov compilation on youtube, for fun, and realize some things.
NEW clear to a hedgehog by magneticwave
Summary:
Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, heâs got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows itâs better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor heâs fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks heâs Bratva.
Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Summary:
Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics canât calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because heâs fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital wonât release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilyaâs symptoms donât resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilyaâs continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
or
A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
Detained by FestiveFerret
Summary:
"Did you see what happened to Rozanov after the game?"
Shane's head snapped up and he lost his rhythm on the rowing machine. He slowed to a stop so he wouldn't hit himself in the face. One of the weight benches exploding wouldn't be enough to pull his attention away from his teammates' conversation.
"No, what happened?"
"Dude got fucking arrested."
everything that kills me (makes me feel alive) by asocialconstruct
Summary:
The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.
By morning, it's everywhere.
--
For five years, they've been careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.
Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.
from the cold by stammiviktor
Summary:
Itâs winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
â Guardian⢠Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
â (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander
Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea whatâs going on.
Gold Rush by joannabobanna
Summary:
Itâs usually on nights like tonight, when sleep evades him, that the worry starts to creep in.
Because what about a year from now when the Centaurs have just barely eked through another season with the barest handful of wins and the Voyageurs have won themselves yet another cup? Or in three years from now, when Shane is closer to his forties than his twenties, and he realizes that his entire list of carefree, youthful romps with his preferred gender is made up of one nervous fumble with Mexico top and Hollywood blowjob guy each and then all the years with Ilya?
And somehow, somewhere between the inky darkness of Ilyaâs sleepless night and the bright, early morning trip back home to Ottawa, Ilya resolves to propose...an arrangement.
Because what did it matter if Shane had meaningless sex with other men as long Ilya held his heart, right? And if it preserved Shaneâs happiness in the long termâŚif it kept the already delicate Jenga tower of factors that dictated their relationship from finally toppling overâŚthen it was the obvious choice.
Right?
Or the one where Ilya proposes opening up their relationship: a deep dive on that one scene in chapter twenty-one of the The Long Game.
Holding Patterns by thecouchsofa
Summary:
âDo you want to know how it feels?â
Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. âWhat â holding the Cup? Youâve already made that joke once.â
âNo.â Rozanovâs fingers encircled Shaneâs wrist and then he was pulling Shaneâs hand between his legs.
Or: Shane tops.
i can take a little bit more by bee_slut
Summary:
It starts out like a good night would. Shane pressing him against their bedroom wall, kissing alongside his jaw and his neck, itâs usually an indicator of when a good time is about to turn even better.
Except.
Today has beenâŚoff.
Ilya Rozanov vs. Canadian Vocabulary by Honeybees_n_flowers
Summary:
âYou named your coin after the stupid wolf bird?â
âI didn't. The country did, I guess. I don't know, I never really thought about it.â He paused for a second, then smirked. âA two dollar coin is called a toonie.â
Or: Four times Ilya Rozanov thought a Canadian word was stupid, and one time he was on Canada's side.
NEW i see you, i know you, i love you by allapologies
Summary:
"Whose dick was Hollander gonna fuck her with anyway?â O'Connell says.
âWhatâd you mean?â the other guy asks.
âAsian dick, man.â OâConnell pinches his forefinger and thumb together. âNo fucking chance that thing is big enough.â
Is plenty big, Ilya nearly says, before catching the tip of his tongue between his teeth.
is it the same for you? by notwritinganovel
Summary:
Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in foreverâIlya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesnât ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shaneâs head.
JANE
Are you at your house?
LILY
Where else, Jane?
JANE
Donât fall asleep. Iâll be there soon.Â
LILY
No, am sick. I told you.Â
JANE
I heard you. Iâll be there soon.
Or, Ilyaâs sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants.Â
NEW Little More Close by maplesalad
Summary:
âOkay. You want to say no, you want to fight me. Pretty boy, all alone in his glass house. You want me to force you?â
He didnât need Shane to answer, really; Shane was fully hard against Ilyaâs thigh and pink under his freckles. But it was best to be direct about these things. And he wanted to hear Shane say it, anyway.
âIâyeah. Make me. Is that too weird?â
The Long Way Home by kooksie
Summary:
Shane canât stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Canât stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.
But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.
And Shane also canât stand that Ilya is alone.
loving this body by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Summary:
Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. âDo not yell at me.âÂ
Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. âYou suck.â
âI suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.âÂ
âRozanovââÂ
âYour mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!â
OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic.Â
the lucky one by beetlesandstars
Summary:
Tomorrow, he'll call Shane and apologise. He'll fix what he broke. He doesn't want Shane to be angry at him anymore.Â
He doesnât remember swerving to avoid a merging truck.Â
He also doesnât remember hitting the tree.
Or: Ilya gets into a car accident. Shane is there to pick up the pieces.
magnolia & heartache by magicjohnson
Summary:
âWhen did you start feeling like this? Did it come out of nowhere or you think something happened?â she asks.
âIt started in Detroit in December, last year. I do not remember it from games in Vancouver and Edmonton before that.â
âDo anything out of the ordinary then?â
âNo, I do notââ he comes to a complete stop, and Ash walks ahead of him for a few steps before turning.
âWhat? What is it?â
The picture swirls in front of him like vibrant water colours splashing on a canvas. Cliff beckons him over to where he and Victor are perched on their bikes, and Victor holds his phone out to him. The headline is clear: Is Rose Landry dating MLH star Shane Hollander?
A pit forms in Ilyaâs stomach, cramping uncomfortably as if carved with a rusted knife, and distantly he recalls feeling the same way back in December.
There is no fucking way thatâs been the problem.
or, hot off the press from my tl after episode 4: âilya is the first alpha to go through rejection sicknessâ
morality clause by canadadry
Summary:
Morals Clause: A contract provision that may be used in endorsement, spokesperson, and similar agreements to give the advertiser the right to terminate the deal, seek damages, or remove branding if the individual engages in actions bringing disrepute, scandal, or negative attention, protecting the brand's image and financial interests.
Yuna does her researchâapparently, a morals clause is common, in contracts like this.
It bothers her, a little, how vague it is, but ultimately, she doesnât see an issue with itâat least, not really.
Shane is many things, and she is so, so excited to see how much more he becomes⌠but, for all of the many things she imagines in his future, she doesn't think he's capable of doing anything that could be accurately described as scandalous.
She's wrong.
NEW no one noticed by residentrookie
Summary:
It's the night of the Boston vs Montreal game, and Shane Hollander isn't letting whatever illness he's contracted stop him from getting out on the ice, no matter how sick he actually is. Ilya Rozanov, it seems, is the only person who notices.
Whatever that means.
NEW Off day by mareastralis
Summary:
Ilya knows he has to get up, soon, but he doesn't feel up to the task today. Shane notices.
The only one who's getting me (Don't call me, just text me) by gossipdaddy
Summary:
Drunk Ilya decides to call Shane.
Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura
Summary:
Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.
please leave a message by Ravenesta
Summary:
Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.
Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.
Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is this
Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
NEW r/OmegaHelpDesk: Nesting Advice Needed by inexpiate
Summary:
r/OmegaHelpDesk:
Nesting Advice Needed
u/gingerale_slick24: How do I ask my alpha for his clothes without sounding needy? Iâm nesting. Pre-heat is kicking my ass. Burner account because he found my main. Fucking asshole.
Shane Hollander's Reddit History by leaveittome
Summary:
r/Bottoms
First Time BottomingâŚ
Shane_Hollander24: 7 years ago
shaneswood: 2 days ago
ur telling me shane hollander has been on reddit this whole time talking about bottoming and we only JUST found out?
a simple case of mistaken identity by LiarsandThieves22
Summary:
"What could Hollander possibly need with Boston social media lady?â Rozanov asked.
âShaneâs in love with her,â Hayden said.
Rozanovâs face did something very weird.
--
Or: after becoming a bit obsessed with solving the Mystery of Boston Lily, Hayden thinks he finally has it figured out. She must work for the Boston Raiders. Now all he has to do is find her next time he's in Boston and tell her that her and Shane shouldn't have to hide their relationship.
Problem is, the only person he can find is Ilya Rozanov, and Rozanov is being a real dick about the whole thing.
something you can fix by some1_around
Summary:
Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didnât end there.
âCan I ask if youâve ever been with another guy?â she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
âHave you ever told anyone that before?â He shook his head. âWas it different? With a guy?â
âOf course.â
Of course.
âWas it better?â
âYes.â
+++
Shaneâs conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilyaâs confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
the soviet montage by pressuretoparty
Summary:
"You have to come to the locker room. Now."
Shane frowns. Holds up his notebook. "I'm busy."
"Forget that, man. It's all over the news. Ilya Rozanov has just defected from the Soviet Union."
Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey au
spectrum by Adrenochrome
Summary:
A study on how Shane Hollander exhibits signs of autism.
or;
Five times Ilya didn't pick up on the signs and one time he did.
Strip It Down by inexplicablymine
Summary:
Ilya canât believe his eyes. There is a huge twenty-foot-tall photo of hisâ of Shane Hollander in a pair of Calvin Klein briefs giving the camera his âcome fuck meâ look.
Or, Shane does a Calvin Klein campaign, Ilya has feelings about it.
they say it's my fault but I want (him) so much by HR (blankjournals)
Summary:
He needs to move, maybe get Rozanovâs attention before he loses his nerves.
And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.
His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell himâsomething sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.
OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?
Til They Retire Your Number by technicallyverycowboy
Summary:
They lapse back into a comfortable silence. Shane looks at Ilya as he is and thinks about Ilya as he was at seventeen, smoking in the back of a Saskatchewan parking lot. The image is almost unbearably tender for Shane, where his own seventeen year old thrill at seeing Ilya Rozanov meets all the things Shane knows about that lonely boy now.
Shane thinks: Do you love number 81 more than you love this man?
"Hey," Ilya says, brushing his knuckles over Shane's cheek. "Whatever I do, I will be there when you come home."
Ilya decides to retire. Shane is very normal about it.
NEW u might want to get tested by toomuchplor
Summary:
Lily: U might want to get tested
Jane: Hilarious. Fuck you.
===
Set in the liminal situationship timeline between episodes 3 and 4.
United Front by kooksie
Summary:
After Russia crashes and burns at the Olympics, six months pass where Ilya cuts Shane out completely, refusing to answer his texts. So when they both get booked for yet another ad campaign, Shane arrives on set with a strict plan to ignore Ilya entirely.
But then he learns the premise of the entire campaign: making fun of Ilyaâs English.
It will take a lot for Shane to forgive him, sure. It wonât take nearly as much for Shane to stand up for him.
Well, That Happened by Franks22
Summary:
âJesus Christ.â Shane says with feeling.
âMm, Jesus Christ.â Ilya Rozanovâs voice pipes up behind him.
âOh god.â Shane says with feeling.
âYes. Oh god.â Ilya Rozanovâs voice pipes up from behind him.
âOh shit. Holy fucking shit.â Shane says, swaying a little where he stands. âAm I dying?â
âPretty sure is panic attack. Place head between knees.â
It was placing his head between knees that got them into this predicament in the first place.
Or
How far can Shane spiral after accidentally bonding with his hockey rival?
Apparently, quite a bit.
white collar crimes by Anonymous
Summary:
So Shane Hollander is, how do you say in English, a dirty little thief. A clothing thief, to be precise. Ilya can't say he saw that coming, but he also can't pretend he's all that mad about it.
His shirt looks good on his Shane. On Shane. On Hollander.
it wasn't right (the way it went down) - post The Long Game, Shane needs to clear the air with the Montreal Voyageurs. Rated M.
Hollanov
Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
itâs too close for comfort - In which Shane and Ilya are accidentally outed to some anti-doping officers. Partially outsider POV. Canon-compliant. Rated T.
are you scared (are we playing with fire?) - That hotel room number 1822 in Montreal, February 2011. What if Ilya did stay a little longer? Rated M.
if I had a type (then baby it would be you) - Four men wonder what Ilya Rozanov's type is. Rated M.
donât need to hide what you canât control - A short pwp omegaverse. Rated E.
leave your marks - Shaneâs bruised Ilya on the ice, and heâs out for payback. Or, the manhandling fic. Smut. Rated E.
now you're mine (they can wait) - Ilya rewards Shane after a win, right before interviews. Soft dom Ilya, smut. Rated E.
endgame-series:
endgame - A collection of moments where Shane is getting more comfortable being with Ilya in public, especially in front of their team. Chapters 2 / ?. Rated M.
the way you do it with ease - Or, the one in which Hollzy gets kisses. Rated M.
i don't wanna hurt you (i just wanna be) - Five times when Ilya is hurt on the ice and Shane canât go to him, and one time he can. For a Fullfill a Crave-ing prompt. Chapters 2 / 2. Rated M.
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Read Gatorade Galas and Moscow Mules after you were crying about it yesterday. Could not put it down, ruined my sleep. Worth it tho. They are so cute and playful with each other, you nearly forget how fucking devastating the whole thing is. Loved it.
Got any more fic recs?
omg RIGHT like. idk what killed me the most is that at the end we got to see a glimpse of them out at a bar, we got to see them flirting and joking around in public. we got to see a tiny little glimpse of what they could have. and then it ends with ilya, in public, saying âi love youâ and shane shushes him as he leaves. idk maybe it was meant to be like a jokey little moment but it hit me square in the chest like ough. he canât even say he loves his boyfriend.
but yes okay anyway i donât have as many fics as i would like but i do have some!!
~ be mindful of the tags ~
two wrongs donât make a right by errantgods
come over now (and talk me down) by kurtstiel
decorate my heart by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
iâll follow where youâre light goes by countdracilya
memento amoris by beetleandstars, kryptonian
parental advisory by cutshot, lovecommahannah
in a silver swirl i take a lungful in by garlic09
touch me by akirasstories
ask anything of me (except to leave) by joooceee
itâs hard to believe (but itâs all coming back to me now) by placebythering
i have more but these are the ones i remember the most of (i remember the others too but like. i binge read so đŹ lol)
I'm a slut for slightly canon divergent fanfics that give the characters more time to develop their relationships:
Like For Like 3k
Ilya and Shane meet before 2008 in a Facebook chatroom
prairie madness 4k
saskatchewan, 2008
A friendship blossoms
frequently, secretly fond of each other. 84k
Canon divergent 2009 onwards
Shane drops out of the first draft bc reasons
A year later he gets drafted by boston
This is a long one with tasty relationship development
WIP 14/25 chapters
Home Ice Advantage 52k
Canon divergent during their rookie season
Shane gets to live laugh love in Boston!
It's a series! https://archiveofourown.org/series/5668336
(and i want these words to) make things right 42k
canon divergent 2013 onwards
Incorporates hockey history as the catalyst (NHL 2012/13 lockout)
Ilya's precarious residency status makes Shane go into complete problem solver mode ride-or-die-style
They pretend their relationship is not, in fact, simply a relationship
meeting the friends + Yuna relationship reveal was precious
It's a series! https://archiveofourown.org/series/5660236
and i can go anywhere i want, just not home 14k
canon divergent 2014/Sochi onwards
Ilya's brother sees something he shouldn't have, ilya must deal with the falout
seems to be going into marriage of convenience
Still at the beginning of story
WIP 3/? chapters
The Interview 11k
During heated rivalry
Ilya gets to do an interview in russian and prove that he's actually eloquent/smart
Kind of a character study
Shane and Yuna talk
WIP 9/? chapters
connecting the dots 8k
During heated rivalry: canon divergent how hayden finds out
Pike tries to be a supportive friend, but regrets his research
A little bit cracky
ПаŃкиŃОвка 12k
During heated rivalry: canon divergent relationship reveal
The conversation in Shane's hospital room brings a different (better) outcome for ilya
This was so sweet I'm gonna throw up
Gatorade Galas & Moscow Mules 34k
After heated rivalry
Relationship development/ What happens now?
love you like a loophole 24k
After heated rivalry: they get to secretly improve their relationship via a rivalry PR stunt
humor
Take the Moon and Make It My Ring 8k
After heated rivalry
Ilya's very into Shane's highstrung personality. Meanwhile a misunderstanding leads to some hurt, but it gets resolved pretty quickly (miscommunication trope)
Ilya's a horny freak
all the things he did 6k
After heated rivalry
Ilya learns to communicate his need to be walked like a dog
4+1
you know this moment, donât you? (time is strangely calm now) https://archiveofourown.org/works/76389551 (locked) 15k
After heated rivalry
Beautiful exploration of Ilya's depression
NDA for a Beat Reporter 5k
canon divergent from the long game
Basically the coming out they deserved
it wasn't right (the way it went down) 3k
After The Long Game
Basically a closure chapter, but with too little grovelling from the voyageurs for my taste
love is stored in the pelmeni 4k
Shane loves ilya and is keeping the russian diaspora in Ottawa alive :)
a bit fluffy and cracky
More AU
https://archiveofourown.org/works/78079536
College AU/McGill hockey
Ilya is a hot mess in this one
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77057296
Doctor Shane and hockey player Ilya AU
But it all makes sense, I promise!
Crack
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77840931
after ilya is added to Voyageur WAG chat he immediately employs psychological warfare to torture the rival team
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77566066
Ok so this reminds me of when I was a teenager watching slavic school compilations and feeling blessed that my mother immigrated bc I'm sensitive and autistic and if I weren't watching compilations from the comfort of my bed I would be living my nightmare
Needless to say, this is hilarious
Just teenage ilya being slavic
In the same universe: https://archiveofourown.org/works/77726576/chapters/203599066
This is ilya with a support system, and it is beautiful!
If this were canon he would've locked down shane immediately
âSo youâre saying Hollander wouldâve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?â Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilyaâs dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like itâs the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. âOh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?â
Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husbandâs battles. He thinks people should be glad itâs him theyâre facing.
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Rating: Explicit
Status: WIP, but only 1 chapter left with quick updates
Word Count: 81,358
Chapters: 9/10
Tags: Career Ending Injuries, Therapy, Coming Out, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Slow Burn, Getting Back Together, Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game
Summary:
Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
Why you should read it:
If you like canon divergence, what-if, fics with beautiful writing and A+ characterization, there's no better fic than this. Vee also weaves in so many plot points from the original book series like Tough Guy and Role Model, allowing the side characters to feel like actual people and not just like decoration to the plot!
Content notes: Explicit sexual content, discussions of career-ending injuries
I'm a slut for slightly canon divergent fanfics that give the characters more time to develop their relationships:
Like For Like 3k
Ilya and Shane meet before 2008 in a Facebook chatroom
prairie madness 4k
saskatchewan, 2008
A friendship blossoms
frequently, secretly fond of each other. 84k
Canon divergent 2009 onwards
Shane drops out of the first draft bc reasons
A year later he gets drafted by boston
This is a long one with tasty relationship development
WIP 14/25 chapters
Home Ice Advantage 52k
Canon divergent during their rookie season
Shane gets to live laugh love in Boston!
It's a series! https://archiveofourown.org/series/5668336
(and i want these words to) make things right 42k
canon divergent 2013 onwards
Incorporates hockey history as the catalyst (NHL 2012/13 lockout)
Ilya's precarious residency status makes Shane go into complete problem solver mode ride-or-die-style
They pretend their relationship is not, in fact, simply a relationship
meeting the friends + Yuna relationship reveal was precious
It's a series! https://archiveofourown.org/series/5660236
and i can go anywhere i want, just not home 14k
canon divergent 2014/Sochi onwards
Ilya's brother sees something he shouldn't have, ilya must deal with the falout
seems to be going into marriage of convenience
Still at the beginning of story
WIP 3/? chapters
The Interview 11k
During heated rivalry
Ilya gets to do an interview in russian and prove that he's actually eloquent/smart
Kind of a character study
Shane and Yuna talk
WIP 9/? chapters
connecting the dots 8k
During heated rivalry: canon divergent how hayden finds out
Pike tries to be a supportive friend, but regrets his research
A little bit cracky
ПаŃкиŃОвка 12k
During heated rivalry: canon divergent relationship reveal
The conversation in Shane's hospital room brings a different (better) outcome for ilya
This was so sweet I'm gonna throw up
Gatorade Galas & Moscow Mules 34k
After heated rivalry
Relationship development/ What happens now?
love you like a loophole 24k
After heated rivalry: they get to secretly improve their relationship via a rivalry PR stunt
humor
Take the Moon and Make It My Ring 8k
After heated rivalry
Ilya's very into Shane's highstrung personality. Meanwhile a misunderstanding leads to some hurt, but it gets resolved pretty quickly (miscommunication trope)
Ilya's a horny freak
all the things he did 6k
After heated rivalry
Ilya learns to communicate his need to be walked like a dog
4+1
you know this moment, donât you? (time is strangely calm now) https://archiveofourown.org/works/76389551 (locked) 15k
After heated rivalry
Beautiful exploration of Ilya's depression
NDA for a Beat Reporter 5k
canon divergent from the long game
Basically the coming out they deserved
it wasn't right (the way it went down) 3k
After The Long Game
Basically a closure chapter, but with too little grovelling from the voyageurs for my taste
love is stored in the pelmeni 4k
Shane loves ilya and is keeping the russian diaspora in Ottawa alive :)
a bit fluffy and cracky
More AU
https://archiveofourown.org/works/78079536
College AU/McGill hockey
Ilya is a hot mess in this one
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77057296
Doctor Shane and hockey player Ilya AU
But it all makes sense, I promise!
Crack
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77840931
after ilya is added to Voyageur WAG chat he immediately employs psychological warfare to torture the rival team
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77566066
Ok so this reminds me of when I was a teenager watching slavic school compilations and feeling blessed that my mother immigrated bc I'm sensitive and autistic and if I weren't watching compilations from the comfort of my bed I would be living my nightmare
Needless to say, this is hilarious
Just teenage ilya being slavic
In the same universe: https://archiveofourown.org/works/77726576/chapters/203599066
This is ilya with a support system, and it is beautiful!
If this were canon he would've locked down shane immediately
Heated Rivalry (Shane x Ilya) Masterlist Part 2 - Long
Note: This masterlist is only for long(-ish) fanfiction (20k+ word fanfiction only). Updated regularly with the latest updated date noted above.
⸠- complete
⨳ - ongoing
⌠- 10/10 fanfic, please read
⨳Cause it's on again, off again (love you like oxygen) - 56k -
âY-Yeah, totally,â Shane replied. âD-Do you uhâ do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?â
Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.
âProbably Rozanovâs kid,â he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.
âYou didnât hear?â Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. âItâs why he took time off,â Hunter informed him. âFound out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didnât really get the details.â
Of all the reasons heâd thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shaneâs mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadnât he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him andâ
And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?
2. â¸Across the spectrum - 34k - Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?
3. When silence starts speaking - 40k - Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackleâteam omega Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?
4. a case of you - 43k - Ilya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesnât change very much, until Shaneâs concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings theyâve been trying to ignore.
Or: as it turns out, itâs easier than youâd think to be in someoneâs head and still not know how they feel.
5. ⨳ line change - 21k -
"You're an awesome player to watch."
"I watch you tooâŚI like watching you."
One line changes everything.
---
OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
6. love you like a loophole - 23k -
âPretend we don't know each other?â Shane repeats, a little confused in all honesty. Wasn't therapy about talking?
âYes. You are meeting for the first time in this room. Introduce yourselves.â
Shane shifts in his seat, slowly turning to Ilya. It's not all that different from the first time they'd actually met; the awkward vibes radiating off Shane are almost identical. They're just missing a snowy forecast and a cigarette.
He decides to go a step further, standing up. It feels the right thing to do under the circumstances. Who meets for the first time sitting down? He takes a step forward, holding his hand out to Ilya. Or not Ilya. This random man heâs about to meet, who happens to look a lot like Ilya. Ilya takes the cue, standing from his own chair with a shake of his head. He takes Shaneâs hand, shaking firmly.
âIâm Shane, uh, Shane Hollander.â
Ilya nods. âIlya Rozanov.â
ââââââ
Or: Shane and Ilya get sent to reconciliation therapy, and of course, handle it super well.
7. ⨳You can lie (not to me) - 39k -
Every time your soulmate lies, their words are written on you.
Shane doesnât lie often. His soulmate does though.
8. candle in the window (won't you stay till the am?) - 184k -
Shane Hollander meets Ilya Rozanov when he is four years old and he cannot be any more unimpressed by this turn of events.
Thirteen years later, like the most clichĂŠ heartbreak in the making, they are best friends and Shane is thoroughly, utterly in love with him.
*
Ilya Rozanov's life has been a study in leaving things behind and one way or another he learned to deal with it.
One exception is Shane Hollander who came along thirteen years ago, settled in all too cozy, and ensured himself as the one thing Ilya can't ever leave.
9. â¸âŚIce Baby -38k -
Shane is the only omega on his hockey team and one of the few to play for the NHL.
He will do anything to remain at the top and protect his reputation from harmful rumors.
But when he finds out that he is pregnant, Shaneâs world crumbles around him, and the only person he can trust with his secret is the alpha, who shares his heat but does not want to be his mate.
10. fever dreaming - 21k -
The last time Shane had a fever would have been years ago. It still didnât feel like this, where he was soaking through the sheets, and the world seemed to be going black around the edges. Everything seemed wrong. Too hot, too tight. The flu, but incongruently dissimilar. Something is odd. Shane shifts, and thenâ
Something distinctly wet between his legs.
What the fuck is an omegaverse, anyway?
11. ⨳Day to Day - 51k -
The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.
Shane knows his body. He has always known it.
And once the truth comes crashing in, he wonât be able to hide from anything anymore.
Not from his teammates. Not from the season.
Not from the family he didnât know he was already carrying.
Not even from Ilya.
12. Melting a winter king - 29k - Prince Shane Hollander arrives in the frozen kingdom of Rozanova as a political sacrifice, a foreign prince married off to a man raised to hate everything he represents. King Ilya Rozanov is all broad shoulders and dangerous confidence, yet beneath the armour is a heat that catches Shane off guard. Their wedding binds two nations in suspicion, but the nights behind closed doors begin to spark with something neither can ignore.
Shane fights to survive a hostile court, the relentless cold, and the weight of living among enemies. Ilya is brutal in public, but unexpectedly gentle in private, slowly becoming the one person Shane wants to trust. Fear and pride pull them apart at the worst possible moment, and when danger finally strikes from the shadows, every buried feeling breaks open.
Duty shifts into desire, then into something fierce and consuming. With tensions rising and loyalties tested, Shane and Ilya must decide if they can stand together as more than symbols of peace. This is a marriage that turns into longing, tenderness, and a slow burn that finally turns into fire, all within a kingdom that would rather see them fall than hold each other.
13. love is kind, love's not fair - 23k - Ilya sat straight up after falling, and he looked to his immediate left, seeing the motionless body sprawled out on the ice. It didnât register to him right away, though it should have. Then, he noticed the blood, a small pool starting to form under Shaneâs head. No. no no no nonononono. He glanced down at his skates, noticing a small trace of blood on the tip of his right blade. He felt like he was going to puke.
14. Summer camp - 30k - âThis is Ilya. Ilya Rez-RuzâŚâ
âRozanovâ, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
âYes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesnât really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. Heâs European; they do things differently there. Yes?â
or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?
15. ⨳late bloomer, bloody valentine - 33k -
Shane Hollander is a beta. And he couldnât be more happy with his designation. It keeps things simple. No stupid alpha territorial bullshit or omega pheromones to disrupt his routine. He has more room to focus on hockey, rather than worry about silly inconvenient things like ruts or heat cycles. While his teammates have to take medical leave a few times a season and wear things like scent blockers or take suppressants, he just gets to play the sport he loves and call it a day.
Yes, being a beta kept life simple. And he spent 24 years of his life as a simple, hockey loving beta. Until he suddenly wasnât. And of course, because fate loved to fuck with him, he finds out in the middle of a game against fucking Boston.
Or, a beta Shane Hollander accidentally presents as an Omega and goes into heat during a game, sending everyone in a frenzy. Thankfully, Ilya is right there with him.
16. That's all it takes - 49k - Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shaneâs injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.
What if Ilyaâs plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.
Or
A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.
17. Just to feel you breathe from underneath me - 20k -
Itâs funny, if he doesnât think about what it entails, that only three months after seeing Ilya play with those kids in the pool, Shane finds out heâs pregnant with Ilyaâs baby.
18. magnolia & heartache - 23k -
âWhen did you start feeling like this? Did it come out of nowhere or you think something happened?â she asks.
âIt started in Detroit in December, last year. I do not remember it from games in Vancouver and Edmonton before that.â
âDo anything out of the ordinary then?â
âNo, I do notââ he comes to a complete stop, and Ash walks ahead of him for a few steps before turning.
âWhat? What is it?â
The picture swirls in front of him like vibrant water colours splashing on a canvas. Cliff beckons him over to where he and Victor are perched on their bikes, and Victor holds his phone out to him. The headline is clear:Â Is Rose Landry dating MLH star Shane Hollander?
A pit forms in Ilyaâs stomach, cramping uncomfortably as if carved with a rusted knife, and distantly he recalls feeling the same way back in December.
There is no fucking way thatâs been the problem.
or, hot off the press from my tl after episode 4: âilya is the first alpha to go through rejection sicknessâ
19. ⨳Just guys being dudes - 21k -
Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live⌠as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.
Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.
Heated Rivalry (Shane x Ilya) Masterlist Part 1 - Long
Note: This masterlist is only for long(-ish) fanfiction (20k+ word fanfiction only). There are 40 fics on this list so I will be continuing with a Part 2 masterlist. Link will be on my pinned fanfics masterlist post on my page.
⸠- complete
⨳ - ongoing
⌠- 10/10 fanfic, please read
â¸I'm reading your lips (you're speaking my language) - 30k -
Rozanov cocked his head. âYou speak Russian? Or just the curse words?â
âYes, I speak Russian,â he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. âWhy? Do I not look Russian to you?â He scoffed.
âNo, not really,â Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didnât laugh, though. âAre you Russian?â
âGo fuck yourself.â
+++
Despite an inauspicious start, when Russiaâs Ilya Rozanov learns that Canadaâs Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
2. â¸Fanning the flames - 21k -
The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shaneâs videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shaneâs idea)
3. â¸Loving this body - 22k -
Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. âDo not yell at me.âÂ
Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. âYou suck.â
âI suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.âÂ
âRozanovââÂ
âYour mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!â
OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic.Â
4. â¸tucked beneath my muscle memory was you - 26k -
Still, heâs felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldnât be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didnât fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
OR
After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
5. â¸The secrets we kept - 58k - Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending âinjury.â
Four years later, heâs the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesnât know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.
But three-year-olds donât keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
6. â¸Only you (could ruin me like this) - 35k - That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
or
A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
7.⸠wanna get stuck in your head - 31k - He only realizes heâs doing it when itâs too late to stop.
Heâs standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Bostonâs away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationshipâs shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
8. ⨳The centaurs have a PR problem (and it's married) - 41k - Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaursâ communications and PR department hasnât known peace since.
Featuring: email threads, the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, and Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com.
9.⸠Concussion Protocol - 49k - Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics canât calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because heâs fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital wonât release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilyaâs symptoms donât resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilyaâs continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
â¸Full Contact (sequel of Concussion Protocol) - 50k -
Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything heâd never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, heâs surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shaneâs parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shaneâs team is, wellâŚitâs full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
or
A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whumpâŚthat is also, secretly, a fix-it.
10. â¸My Hopes are prone to elevate - 106k - Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are two consecutive number one draft picks for the Ottawa Centaurs. After a year playing in Russia, Ilya joins Shane to begin their rookie year, and they navigate the start of their careers together.
Answering the question: what if Ilya and Shane had been drafted to the same team?
Inspired by every rookie bestie dynamic duo in the NHL that made you think, "what if they kissed???"
11. â¸Back and forth from New York - 154k - After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
--
Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
12. â¸There you are, my morning star - 22k - In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Â
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.
13.⨳⌠so it's gonna be forever - 47k - Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. Thereâs a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2008.
What?
14. â¸The heart is hard to translate - 20k -
Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize theyâre soulmates.
15. â¸baby, not baby - 27k - The knock at his door comes about five minutes after Shane gets home, three minutes after Shane pees on the stupid sticks, one minute after Shane looks at the fucking pink plus signs, and about thirty seconds after tears spring to his eyes.
Shane Hollander, professional hockey player and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a bun in the fucking oven.
Or Shane and Ilya's enemies-with-benefits arrangement has some unintended consequences.
16. ⨳The season ender - 51k - Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. âSo, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.â
Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. âHusband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?â
âBoth.â
âOof.â Terry gestured at him to take a seat. âYou sure youâre not dying, bud?"
17. â¸but when the sun came up - 21k - Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.
18. â¸Duty of care - 65k - If thereâs ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilyaâs expression. Blood from a stone indeed.
âMy father was very fair,â Ilya says immediately, and itâs got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. âIf I was bad, I pay price. No problem.â
âI think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.â
19.⨳ Night Shift - 150k - Shane Hollander is just trying to surviveâNYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.
When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.
20. â¸Dig two graves - 28k -
Thereâs no humor in Shaneâs voice. Itâs cold, hard, determined. âWhen we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.â
After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.
âIs good plan. Letâs fucking destroy them.â
The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.
21. â¸change your ticket - 25k - Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesnât want to end up in a cycle facility.
With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like heâs losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.
22. â¸Slipfast - 44k - "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.
Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.
He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.
Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.
or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.
23. â¸The Game Plan - 64k - Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. Heâs also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pickâand new Ottawa CentaurâIlya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanovâs immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shaneâs own career? He canât risk finding outâŚso they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.
No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHLâs greatest rivals are secretly married. And thereâs certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.
24. â¸Blossom of snow, bloom and grow - 31k -
âItâs not something weâve discussed too much,â Shane admits reluctantly. âI mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Haydenâs kids. ButâŚI was afraidâŚI donât know if you wantâŚâ His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like heâs trying to soothe more nausea.
It takes Ilyaâs brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shaneâs laying out for him.
âWe talked about having babies,â Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, âare you trying to say we areâŚhaving a baby?â
Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. âUm, yeah. Thatâs what Iâm trying to say.â
âYou are pregnant?â
Wincing, the shorter man nods. âMhm.â
-or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-
25. â¸Gatorade Galas & Moscow Mules - 34k - Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.
Or:
Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.
26. â¸Four minutes - 33k - "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when heâd collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didnât make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didnât make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didnât make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. Youâre a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You donât deserve his last name."
27. ⨳Struggle for supremacy - 90k -
âWell, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck meââ
ââOh, give me a breakââ
ââBut,â Ilya says. âWhat am I getting out of this?â
âThe opportunity to f-fuck me,â Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.
ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.
28. ⨳Wolfbird - 82k - Shane Hollander is hockeyâs closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isnât being caughtâitâs wanting more than those hours allow.
29. â¸5 times Ilya thought Shane didn't understand him + 1 time Ilya knew Shane did - 21k - Ilya slips into Russian from time to time during their hookups. Shane doesn't seem to mind, so Ilya keeps it up and doesn't ask too many questions.
This is a story about hiding in plain sight.
Oh, and smut. Tons and tons of smut.
30. â¸Hold on (I still want you) - 20k -Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
***
Theyâd sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life theyâd built together. One sentence at a time.
âMaybe we need space.â âMaybe weâre just hurting each other.â âMaybe love isnât enough.â
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shaneâs head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, thatâs nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanovâs team.
Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who heâs hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shaneâs apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?
The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt heâs trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that theyâre willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.
-
Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.
32. â¸Confidence, Poor Judgement, and a Death Wish - 32k -
Troy Barrett comes to Ottawa wanting stability. He tells himself he wants the team, the routine, the structure, the safety of fitting in without needing too much from anyone. This is his clean start, and he needs to do whatever it takes to keep it.
What he finds instead is Shane Hollander, amazing perfect Shane Hollander, and the uncomfortable realisation that the thing heâs been trying hardest not to want might be the only thing that actually feels like what he needs.
As lines blur and tempers rise, Troy learns the hard way that wanting to belong can turn into wanting to keep, and that some things arenât up for negotiation, especially when thereâs a Russian captain whoâs already decided whatâs not on offer.
or
âHey, Ilya?â Troy asks, already regretting it. âI was actually going to ask you about someone.â
The moment he says Shane Hollanderâs name, the locker room goes quiet, and Troy knows heâs crossed a line he didnât fully understand.
Or
Troyâs POV of the events best called âIlyaâs worst nightmareâ
33. â¸The soviet montage - 79k -
"You have to come to the locker room. Now."
Shane frowns. Holds up his notebook. "I'm busy."
"Forget that, man. It's all over the news. Ilya Rozanov has just defected from the Soviet Union."
Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey au
34. ⨳Don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) - 140k
hollyadmirals24:Â Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
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or: after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
35. â¸Personne Saint Comment On Fait Des Papas - 50k -
âAm I speaking with Ilya Grigorievich Rozanov?â
Ilya went silent immediately. That was not his brotherâs voice. Nor was it Katiaâs, his sister-in-lawâs. It was an aristocratic, cold voice. He went completely still.
âYes.â
âIâm calling from the Child Services Department, Ilya Grigorievich,â the woman continued, and Ilya frowned deeply. âYour brother Alexei Rozanov and his wife died yesterday in a car accident.â
Twice in his life, Ilya had felt like this. The ice around his heart melted just enough for the numbness to vanish and give way to a sharp, stinging pain. It lasted only two seconds before he managed to compose himself. He didnât want to feel anything for Alexei, so even if Katiaâs death carried a trace of sadnessâshe was a mess, but she always tried to smile at him and cook warm meals for him when he visited Russiaâ, he dismissed the feeling entirely.
âSo what?â
âYou are the only living family member of their daughter. Your brother named you as her legal guardian, Ilya Grigorievich.â
36. â¸Shane Hollander goes Casual - 21k -
Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and heâs dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesnât want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.
Itâs humiliating. Itâs distracting. And it feels like shit.
He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the âsituationâ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanovâs methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.
Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like heâs being choked and killed.
37. â¸Heart on my sleeve (not where it should be) - 26k -
Hollander had made one attempt to give back his clothes a year or so ago but Ilya had brushed him off with an excuse he couldn't remember now. Hollander hadn't asked again. And Ilya liked seeing Hollander in his clothes- or well, he didn't usually see them on Hollander, but knowing that he had them was enough. Ilya didn't have an explanation why he liked it so much. He tended not to think about it too much.
- or: 5 times they wear something of each other secretly and one time they take it off
38. â¸Under Pressure - 27k - Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.
39. ⨳Bare - 123k -
âFuck.â Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alphaâs palm. âFuck, thatâsââ his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again.Â
âDonât do that.â he warned. âDonât laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."
âThat is not why i was laughing.â Ilya squeezed Shaneâs throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. âI thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didnât.â
âNo Iââ Shane swallowed hard. âI like it.âÂ
âGood.â Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omegaâs ear. âNow get on your knees.â
40. ⨳Moment - 34k - All Shane had wanted to do was watch his fiancÊ play hockey. But when Ilya takes a hit their secrets start crashing down around them.
Yuna loves her son, she thought she knew everything about him.
Shane Hollander x Ilya Rozanov Masterlist - Midrange
Last Updated: 1/27/26
Note: This masterlist is only for mid length(-ish) fanfiction (10k-19k word fanfiction only). This list will be updated regularly with the last updated date noted above. All of these fics are complete.
⌠- 10/10 fanfic, please read
The Waiting Game - 16k - âLily,â Hayden says automatically. âYou know about Lily?â
Something flickers across Rozanovâs face. His jaw twitches. âYes, I know about Lily.â He raises his eyebrows.
Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. Thereâs just been too much going on to even think about Shaneâs mystery girlfriend. âShit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I donât know this girl at all, but Shaneâs been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.â
âYou donât need to call her,â Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now heâs rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. âSheâs sitting right here.â
--
Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.
2. Blood on the ice - 11k -
Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs itâs nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
3. The Shane Hollander Thing - 11k - Cliff Marlow has been on Bostonâs team with Ilya Rozanov for the last seven years.
Last week, he figured out the Shane Hollander thing.
4. clear to a hedgehog - 12k - Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, heâs got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows itâs better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor heâs fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks heâs Bratva.
5. decorate my heart - 15k -
âSo,â Ilya says, dragging the word out. Heâs swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. âYou have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
Ilya nods. âI can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.âÂ
Shaneâs eyebrows fly up. âWhat? You donât want to come with?âÂ
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, âYou want me to come with?âÂ
Frowning, Shane says, âIâ yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?âÂ
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. âI am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation⌠difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.âÂ
âNot difficult,â Shane says immediately. âYou want to come, youâre coming.âÂ
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
6. Learning to fly - 11k - Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.
7. Soulmates (or Shane and Ilya winning the Love Game) - 10k -
He knew it stung Ilya, people not understanding. It stung him too. Because to Shane, loving Ilya was like breathing and also like standing on solid ground after years of drifting. It flooded him and steadied him at the same time. It hurt, knowing the world reduced them to a rivalry, a strange story, a piece of scandalous gossip when what they had was so much more. He wanted to be by Ilyaâs side for everything, the mundane, the bright and the hard. And maybe not everyone who was in love felt like this, so overwhelmed and so steadied all at once. But Shane did. And if love was a contest, well⌠he is the winner.
Best couple. Number one. Most epic love story ever.
Or 4 times Shane told people him and Ilya were practically soulmates and the 1 time the universe told him.
8. Bell Ringer - 15k - âShane?â Ilya asks again. âWhat happened?â His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.
Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. âYou took a bad hit,â he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. âFlipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?â
Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.
Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes itâs the medical team.
âHollander, get back to your bench,â someone says, but thereâs no way Shaneâs going. Even if he wanted to, Ilyaâs gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shaneâs face. Shane isnât leaving him.
9.⌠Until you breathe again - 15k - Shane Hollander has a heart attack and "dies" on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game.
Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown.
10. If you were gone, I would know - 12k -
Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.Â
âIlya. Please. Please. I canât do this. I donât know what to do. Please. You canât be dead.â His voice broke on the word. âI love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you toâŚI need youâŚI need youâŚfuck. Please Ilya, please.âÂ
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didnât know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.Â
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.Â
I have to see him.Â
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.Â
***
OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
11. What they'll see they can't understand - 11k -
It⌠it was a joke, right? A weird prank? Hollander and Rozanov⌠It didnât make any sense. They hated each other! They had nothing in common! It couldnât be real. And even if it was, it couldnât be love, right?
Or: five times the world got a glimpse of how much Shane and Ilya love each other and one time they kept it to themselves
12. Lingua Russia - 16k -
âThatâs wild, man. That is just weird.â Yannic paused. âYou really think someone speaks Russian but is hiding it from you and just using it to do nice things for you?â
âWell, that is the question. Why would anyone do that? Why not just say they speak Russian?â Rodion had been wondering this all morning.
⌠⌠⌠âŚ
A side story wherein Shane accidentally reveals that he speaks Russian while still playing for Montreal, which results in a cat and mouse game with a minor leaguer.
OC Rodion Tsetsov - Laval Arrows minor league center called up to replace a player.
13. ПаŃкиŃОвка - 12k - Heâs already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasnât already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
14. It's so hard to believe (but it's all coming back to me now) - 12k -
âMy apartment,â he says, keeping his tone deliberately even. Casual. âI mean⌠itâs close by, right? You could stay there instead of dealing with the hotel nonsense.â
The words hang in the air between them, fragile and irrevocable. Rozanov goes very still.
Shane feels a flash of panicâwonders if heâs misjudged, if heâs pushed too hard and too fast. He rushes to fill the silence, almost tripping over the words, trying to frame it the way he rehearsed in his head.
âItâs more practical, right?â He adds. âLess media. No teammates. Youâd have your own space. And itâs only until flights start up again. You can leave first thing when they resume.â
--- After Rose, after Florida, but having barely reconciled since, Shane and Ilya are stuck in Montreal during a snow storm. Shane offers for Ilya to stay in his apartment, and offers up the rest of his heart with it. Or, an alternate take on what happens after Episode 4.
15. Ottowa Centaurs - The Mocumentary - 16k -
'This is what happens when the social media manager for the Ottawa Centaurs just finished rewatching the entirety of The Office for the 3rd time'
Â
âWhat a fucking nerd,â Ilya laughed, his eyes following Shane across the ice. The camera swung between them before eventually landing back on Ilya.
âI want to eat him,â
Luca blinked at him, horror slowly etching onto his face.
âLike...sexually or...literally?
Behind the camera, Harris cleared his throat to remind them of his presence. Ilyaâs eyes never left Shane, who was still berating Troy by citing some charts from his clipboard.
âYes,âÂ
Haas looked into the camera in utter fear.
16. Rose garden filled with thorns - 14k - âIâm sorry, but my answer is no. Someone else might be willing to switch if you ask.â
âI canât believeâthis is unacceptable! Iâm going to call the flight attendant over and get this sorted out right now!â
Flustered and cornered, Shane injects his Captain Voice into the conversation. âMaâam, I understand that youâre upset, but I paid for this seat and am going to stay here. Youâll have to find someone else willing to change places or just fly with the seat you booked. Iâm sorry I couldnât help you.â
She hisses like a goddamn tea kettle, and starts to say, âYou are the most selfish man Iâve everââ when another voice behind her says, âYou are blocking my seat. Move.â
Shane and the woman turn to assess the new arrival. It turns out that his seat partner is well above six feet tall, ripped as hell, and knows how to deliver an excellent bitch face. Heâs also the hottest man that Shane has ever seen in real life, including a chance run-in with Jensen Ackles at a Stars game.
Or, still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)
17. How will I know (if he really loves me) - 13k -
Ilya Rozanov is a natural caretaker. Shane Hollander is a natural clutz who keeps getting into situations where he needs taking care of.
Or: 5 times Ilya took care of Shane, and 1 time the favour was returned.
18. the cockroach of your heart - 13k - Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.
If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.
Troy convinces Ilya to launch a Fanmail account..... chaos ensues.
Or 5 times Ilya Rozanov goes viral for a ridiculous Fanmail, and 1 time he goes viral for being the absolute soft hearted sap that he is
20. âŚBy Halves - 16k -
Sheâd never say anything, of course, because she could be wrong. In fact, most days Yuna was certain she was wrong. Shane had only ever dated girls, and had never shown any outright signs of liking⌠anything else. But that didnât stop her from wondering, occasionally, whether her son was entirely straight.
But the last hour or so had certainly put paid to that suspicion. Because Shane was receiving a frankly alarming number of texts from someone named âLilyâ.
Or: Yuna and David meet Ilya Rozanov at the hospital after Shaneâs injury.
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Heated Rivalry (Shane x Ilya) Masterlist Part 2 - Long
Note: This masterlist is only for long(-ish) fanfiction (20k+ word fanfiction only). Updated regularly with the latest updated date noted above.
⸠- complete
⨳ - ongoing
⌠- 10/10 fanfic, please read
⨳Cause it's on again, off again (love you like oxygen) - 56k -
âY-Yeah, totally,â Shane replied. âD-Do you uhâ do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?â
Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.
âProbably Rozanovâs kid,â he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.
âYou didnât hear?â Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. âItâs why he took time off,â Hunter informed him. âFound out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didnât really get the details.â
Of all the reasons heâd thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shaneâs mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadnât he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him andâ
And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?
2. â¸Across the spectrum - 34k - Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?
3. When silence starts speaking - 40k - Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackleâteam omega Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?
4. a case of you - 43k - Ilya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesnât change very much, until Shaneâs concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings theyâve been trying to ignore.
Or: as it turns out, itâs easier than youâd think to be in someoneâs head and still not know how they feel.
5. ⨳ line change - 21k -
"You're an awesome player to watch."
"I watch you tooâŚI like watching you."
One line changes everything.
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OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
6. love you like a loophole - 23k -
âPretend we don't know each other?â Shane repeats, a little confused in all honesty. Wasn't therapy about talking?
âYes. You are meeting for the first time in this room. Introduce yourselves.â
Shane shifts in his seat, slowly turning to Ilya. It's not all that different from the first time they'd actually met; the awkward vibes radiating off Shane are almost identical. They're just missing a snowy forecast and a cigarette.
He decides to go a step further, standing up. It feels the right thing to do under the circumstances. Who meets for the first time sitting down? He takes a step forward, holding his hand out to Ilya. Or not Ilya. This random man heâs about to meet, who happens to look a lot like Ilya. Ilya takes the cue, standing from his own chair with a shake of his head. He takes Shaneâs hand, shaking firmly.
âIâm Shane, uh, Shane Hollander.â
Ilya nods. âIlya Rozanov.â
ââââââ
Or: Shane and Ilya get sent to reconciliation therapy, and of course, handle it super well.
7. ⨳You can lie (not to me) - 39k -
Every time your soulmate lies, their words are written on you.
Shane doesnât lie often. His soulmate does though.
8. candle in the window (won't you stay till the am?) - 184k -
Shane Hollander meets Ilya Rozanov when he is four years old and he cannot be any more unimpressed by this turn of events.
Thirteen years later, like the most clichĂŠ heartbreak in the making, they are best friends and Shane is thoroughly, utterly in love with him.
*
Ilya Rozanov's life has been a study in leaving things behind and one way or another he learned to deal with it.
One exception is Shane Hollander who came along thirteen years ago, settled in all too cozy, and ensured himself as the one thing Ilya can't ever leave.
9. â¸âŚIce Baby -38k -
Shane is the only omega on his hockey team and one of the few to play for the NHL.
He will do anything to remain at the top and protect his reputation from harmful rumors.
But when he finds out that he is pregnant, Shaneâs world crumbles around him, and the only person he can trust with his secret is the alpha, who shares his heat but does not want to be his mate.
10. fever dreaming - 21k -
The last time Shane had a fever would have been years ago. It still didnât feel like this, where he was soaking through the sheets, and the world seemed to be going black around the edges. Everything seemed wrong. Too hot, too tight. The flu, but incongruently dissimilar. Something is odd. Shane shifts, and thenâ
Something distinctly wet between his legs.
What the fuck is an omegaverse, anyway?
11. ⨳Day to Day - 51k -
The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.
Shane knows his body. He has always known it.
And once the truth comes crashing in, he wonât be able to hide from anything anymore.
Not from his teammates. Not from the season.
Not from the family he didnât know he was already carrying.
Not even from Ilya.
12. Melting a winter king - 29k - Prince Shane Hollander arrives in the frozen kingdom of Rozanova as a political sacrifice, a foreign prince married off to a man raised to hate everything he represents. King Ilya Rozanov is all broad shoulders and dangerous confidence, yet beneath the armour is a heat that catches Shane off guard. Their wedding binds two nations in suspicion, but the nights behind closed doors begin to spark with something neither can ignore.
Shane fights to survive a hostile court, the relentless cold, and the weight of living among enemies. Ilya is brutal in public, but unexpectedly gentle in private, slowly becoming the one person Shane wants to trust. Fear and pride pull them apart at the worst possible moment, and when danger finally strikes from the shadows, every buried feeling breaks open.
Duty shifts into desire, then into something fierce and consuming. With tensions rising and loyalties tested, Shane and Ilya must decide if they can stand together as more than symbols of peace. This is a marriage that turns into longing, tenderness, and a slow burn that finally turns into fire, all within a kingdom that would rather see them fall than hold each other.
13. love is kind, love's not fair - 23k - Ilya sat straight up after falling, and he looked to his immediate left, seeing the motionless body sprawled out on the ice. It didnât register to him right away, though it should have. Then, he noticed the blood, a small pool starting to form under Shaneâs head. No. no no no nonononono. He glanced down at his skates, noticing a small trace of blood on the tip of his right blade. He felt like he was going to puke.
14. Summer camp - 30k - âThis is Ilya. Ilya Rez-RuzâŚâ
âRozanovâ, The boy said. Shane was surprised by the strange accent and deep voice of a boy his age.
âYes. Ilya Rozanov. He is your age, and he comes all the way from Russia. He doesnât really know a lot of English, so Cooper and I have thought that it would be very helpful for both of you to be together. You can help him with the language, and, believe me, he can teach you a lot from hockey. Heâs European; they do things differently there. Yes?â
or; Shane and Ilya go to the same hockey summer camp every year. How much can their relationship change during those 5 years?
15. ⨳late bloomer, bloody valentine - 33k -
Shane Hollander is a beta. And he couldnât be more happy with his designation. It keeps things simple. No stupid alpha territorial bullshit or omega pheromones to disrupt his routine. He has more room to focus on hockey, rather than worry about silly inconvenient things like ruts or heat cycles. While his teammates have to take medical leave a few times a season and wear things like scent blockers or take suppressants, he just gets to play the sport he loves and call it a day.
Yes, being a beta kept life simple. And he spent 24 years of his life as a simple, hockey loving beta. Until he suddenly wasnât. And of course, because fate loved to fuck with him, he finds out in the middle of a game against fucking Boston.
Or, a beta Shane Hollander accidentally presents as an Omega and goes into heat during a game, sending everyone in a frenzy. Thankfully, Ilya is right there with him.
16. That's all it takes - 49k - Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shaneâs injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.
What if Ilyaâs plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.
Or
A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.
17. Just to feel you breathe from underneath me - 20k -
Itâs funny, if he doesnât think about what it entails, that only three months after seeing Ilya play with those kids in the pool, Shane finds out heâs pregnant with Ilyaâs baby.
18. magnolia & heartache - 23k -
âWhen did you start feeling like this? Did it come out of nowhere or you think something happened?â she asks.
âIt started in Detroit in December, last year. I do not remember it from games in Vancouver and Edmonton before that.â
âDo anything out of the ordinary then?â
âNo, I do notââ he comes to a complete stop, and Ash walks ahead of him for a few steps before turning.
âWhat? What is it?â
The picture swirls in front of him like vibrant water colours splashing on a canvas. Cliff beckons him over to where he and Victor are perched on their bikes, and Victor holds his phone out to him. The headline is clear:Â Is Rose Landry dating MLH star Shane Hollander?
A pit forms in Ilyaâs stomach, cramping uncomfortably as if carved with a rusted knife, and distantly he recalls feeling the same way back in December.
There is no fucking way thatâs been the problem.
or, hot off the press from my tl after episode 4: âilya is the first alpha to go through rejection sicknessâ
19. ⨳Just guys being dudes - 21k -
Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live⌠as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.
Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.