ME

it ain’t worth it.

I’ve never been more disappointed in myself in my life.

I was so ready to give it my all. Ready to have the times of our lives, enjoy the most wonderful time of the year and begin something greater. I was ready to fall in love. But one stupid mistake from when we were apart carried onto ruining everything.  A mistake which i was never going to pursue or do anything with. Had I known I would’ve never replied. Not in the right state of mind, I was foolish. And when I came to it was already too late, and I ruined it.  The best thing I had in my life that truly made me happy, and was always there through ups and downs. I was ready to fall in love and do the best, and I blew it.

lost something that meant so much to me cause so something so stupid that i wasn’t even serious about.  wow how dumb can i be.